Recovery
Posted 10 years agoHowdy folks. There is not much to tell this time, but just want to say, i'm slowly going baсk into usual mood. Things are already not so bad as they was... and i hope i could draw... whatever i draw with full force. 
Thanks for everyone who desided to share my thoughts in those days. I wish i could thank each and everyone of you with more than kind words... i really appreciate and thankful for your help. You are the best! c:
    Thanks for everyone who desided to share my thoughts in those days. I wish i could thank each and everyone of you with more than kind words... i really appreciate and thankful for your help. You are the best! c:
Crisis of faith.
Posted 10 years agoHello, everyone.
Last week was quite rough and filled with thought and feelings. Lets say, i really don't like the policy of the site, but i understand that its quite same everywhere. I know that the most of people who watching me prefer to see a more kinky and/or fetish-based stuff... and i cannot do anything with that. The realisation of that is often drive me into depression and anger, but i woun't quit so easily.
Don't be worried, i'll keep posting my more-less acceptable stuff here, but i'm afraid not so often as usual. Work, college, family and my own health are pressing at me at the same time, so its hard to find spare time and creative ideas to make. I remember about the requests and i will do them when i have a mood and time for... i just going to need some time to handle my anger and sadness and go back into silly-dummy mode.
I hope you understand.
    Last week was quite rough and filled with thought and feelings. Lets say, i really don't like the policy of the site, but i understand that its quite same everywhere. I know that the most of people who watching me prefer to see a more kinky and/or fetish-based stuff... and i cannot do anything with that. The realisation of that is often drive me into depression and anger, but i woun't quit so easily.
Don't be worried, i'll keep posting my more-less acceptable stuff here, but i'm afraid not so often as usual. Work, college, family and my own health are pressing at me at the same time, so its hard to find spare time and creative ideas to make. I remember about the requests and i will do them when i have a mood and time for... i just going to need some time to handle my anger and sadness and go back into silly-dummy mode.
I hope you understand.
Looking for friendly macros/monsters (OPEN)
Posted 10 years agoHowdy, folks. The summer is quickly coming to end, and in a matter of few weeks ill have to compare work, college and sleep deprivation once again, yay!
I had quite lonely stressful days, so i've desided to do few pictures with my favorite theme: friendly macros(monsters)! So if you have (or know) some big characters who could be doing friendly stuff, i'd gladly hear out your ideas. The cuter/warmer/funnier idea is, the more chances id pick it up. Like, i dunno, a knight having a tea party with a dragon or something like that, be creative! c:
Just a small note, i may accept some cute stuff with nudity, but dont suggest me any vore, or violent stuff.
    I had quite lonely stressful days, so i've desided to do few pictures with my favorite theme: friendly macros(monsters)! So if you have (or know) some big characters who could be doing friendly stuff, i'd gladly hear out your ideas. The cuter/warmer/funnier idea is, the more chances id pick it up. Like, i dunno, a knight having a tea party with a dragon or something like that, be creative! c:
Just a small note, i may accept some cute stuff with nudity, but dont suggest me any vore, or violent stuff.
This journal is a spy.
Posted 10 years agoWell, looks like my luck woun't leave me so easily. List of things i need to care about is getting bigger but i'll try to reserve some times to books and drawing everyday. I hope things will get brighter (they are not that bad, but still out of the comfort zone), but you'll never know.
Anyway, like always, i'm open to your suggestion. What should i draw more? What should i draw less? Why i can't be a smart person? Feel free to tell~
    Anyway, like always, i'm open to your suggestion. What should i draw more? What should i draw less? Why i can't be a smart person? Feel free to tell~
Practicing medieval classes, stage 2
Posted 10 years agoHowdy, everyone. There is not much happened lately, but i'm still feeling some kind of melanholy and sadness. There is few things that bother me and i cannot do anything to change them... but i really don't want to bother you with my own worries. 
I'm suffering a lack of ideas, so i guess it would be better to do more practice.
Some of you may remember the first part of that journal, and this one will be quite same.
If you wish to take a part, please read the rules.
- I would list a types of medieval folks bellow. Each of those types will get a number.
- I'll leave a comment with numbers below. If you wish to see your char as one of them, leave a reply to that comment with a good reference of him(her)
- You may reply only once, be honest to others.
- I will more likely choose a character with better refs and good description.
- The character must be usual shaped guy (no overfed, overmuscled guys, taurs, winged characters, or those who woun't fit the armor/clothes.)
- Place this in your comment, so i could see that you really read the rules --> "черничный пирог"
- I don't know how long it could take me. It could be a matter of hours, days or weeks, so pleace do not rush me and be a nice person.
- I'm doing this at my own will, and i'll decline your request if i woun't like it. (it happens rarely, but still)
Okay, here is those types.
- 1 - Archer -
- 2 - Crossbowman - not taken
- 3 - Swordsman (single handed weapon) -
- 4 - Heavy swordsman (greatsword) -
- 5 - Knight -
- 6 - Spearmen -
(i may add more in future, so keep your eyes open.)
 
    I'm suffering a lack of ideas, so i guess it would be better to do more practice.
Some of you may remember the first part of that journal, and this one will be quite same.
If you wish to take a part, please read the rules.
- I would list a types of medieval folks bellow. Each of those types will get a number.
- I'll leave a comment with numbers below. If you wish to see your char as one of them, leave a reply to that comment with a good reference of him(her)
- You may reply only once, be honest to others.
- I will more likely choose a character with better refs and good description.
- The character must be usual shaped guy (no overfed, overmuscled guys, taurs, winged characters, or those who woun't fit the armor/clothes.)
- Place this in your comment, so i could see that you really read the rules --> "черничный пирог"
- I don't know how long it could take me. It could be a matter of hours, days or weeks, so pleace do not rush me and be a nice person.
- I'm doing this at my own will, and i'll decline your request if i woun't like it. (it happens rarely, but still)
Okay, here is those types.
- 1 - Archer -

- 2 - Crossbowman - not taken
- 3 - Swordsman (single handed weapon) -

- 4 - Heavy swordsman (greatsword) -

- 5 - Knight -

- 6 - Spearmen -

(i may add more in future, so keep your eyes open.)
Next step
Posted 10 years agoOkay, i'm sober again and ready to use my free time in the right way.
So, i'm wondering, what do you guys wish/want to see from me? :0
    So, i'm wondering, what do you guys wish/want to see from me? :0
Exams and stuff 2
Posted 10 years agoHowdy, folks. I guess i could make an update about college stuff. I still got problems with sleep and being permanently tired, but things are going pretty nice.
To deal with this semester i have to close 7 subjects and pass 4 exams.
I already beat most of them and planning to finish this week. Than i'll try calmly prepare for exams. Those are going to last until 26th (if i'll make everything in a first try, of course)
Closed subjects: 7/7 done and done!
 
Passed exams: 2/4
BTW, my thoughts is like a jam right now, so it would be great if you remind me about stuff i should make. (maybe someone is waiting too long and i forgot about it?)
Have a nice day c:
    To deal with this semester i have to close 7 subjects and pass 4 exams.
I already beat most of them and planning to finish this week. Than i'll try calmly prepare for exams. Those are going to last until 26th (if i'll make everything in a first try, of course)
Closed subjects: 7/7 done and done!
Passed exams: 2/4
BTW, my thoughts is like a jam right now, so it would be great if you remind me about stuff i should make. (maybe someone is waiting too long and i forgot about it?)
Have a nice day c:
Exams and stuff
Posted 10 years agoHowdy, folks. Some of you may already know that i'm going to have exams soon. Its less then two weeks until them now. 
The problem is... i'm not a best student. And there is a lot of stuff i missed during this semester. So if i want to stay in college and be okay, it's time to start filling those hole asap.
You might get, where i'm leading to. My activity here is going to be greatly decreased during next 5-6 weeks. I still will do stuff, and i'm not forgeting about trades and requests, just woun't post them so often as usual.
Thats all i wanted to tell. Thanks for reading, and have a good day, you earned it c:
    The problem is... i'm not a best student. And there is a lot of stuff i missed during this semester. So if i want to stay in college and be okay, it's time to start filling those hole asap.
You might get, where i'm leading to. My activity here is going to be greatly decreased during next 5-6 weeks. I still will do stuff, and i'm not forgeting about trades and requests, just woun't post them so often as usual.
Thats all i wanted to tell. Thanks for reading, and have a good day, you earned it c:
Another wave of free pictures. I need you c:
Posted 10 years agoNow it less than a month before my exams will start. Oh, joyful time of the year.
I'm usually stuffed with work and college, but i always have some free hours in the evening. Since i don't want to play or watch any stuff (i just don't know when to stop), i usually spend this time drawing random things.
So, my offer is like usual. You can put your idea(s) in the comments bellow, and i may choose some of them. You may ask pretty everything, usual or mild stuff (like vore, macro/micro... maybe nudity), mine and/or your chars, fun or serious. I'm just quite bored with my own ideas. Maybe i could ever cheer some of you up, who knows?
Anyway, rules are same as always, your comment, my possible picture. No promises, no rushings i will take what i'm like and/or in mood for.
    I'm usually stuffed with work and college, but i always have some free hours in the evening. Since i don't want to play or watch any stuff (i just don't know when to stop), i usually spend this time drawing random things.
So, my offer is like usual. You can put your idea(s) in the comments bellow, and i may choose some of them. You may ask pretty everything, usual or mild stuff (like vore, macro/micro... maybe nudity), mine and/or your chars, fun or serious. I'm just quite bored with my own ideas. Maybe i could ever cheer some of you up, who knows?
Anyway, rules are same as always, your comment, my possible picture. No promises, no rushings i will take what i'm like and/or in mood for.
Free weekend
Posted 10 years agoAs the title says, i've got almost two free days. Probably going to spend them at home, i'm afraid that illness might come back at me. So i guess i'm going to draw many useless stuff.
As usual, i'm welcome to see your ideas. Just put a ref(s) and a good idea(s) in the comments. (or maybe you to see one of mine doing something? dunno.) No promises, no rushings, i'll take those, which will capture my interest or will be fun to do.
    As usual, i'm welcome to see your ideas. Just put a ref(s) and a good idea(s) in the comments. (or maybe you to see one of mine doing something? dunno.) No promises, no rushings, i'll take those, which will capture my interest or will be fun to do.
Silence
Posted 10 years agoWell since the last journal event ended, i should probably write a new one. 
Things are still pretty quiet and boring for me and i'm glad to have this big weekend, even when i'm don't really know what to do with this time.
Anyway, maybe there is something you wish to see from me? I'm feeling quite lazy but there is a chance that i will draw some if it will be interesting(silly/funny/challenging) enough.
    Things are still pretty quiet and boring for me and i'm glad to have this big weekend, even when i'm don't really know what to do with this time.
Anyway, maybe there is something you wish to see from me? I'm feeling quite lazy but there is a chance that i will draw some if it will be interesting(silly/funny/challenging) enough.
News, looking for preys(2) and trades
Posted 10 years agoHowdy, folks! (Warning! If you not interested in my silly thoughts and came here just to see what did i wrote about preys and trades go to the bottom of the journal.)
Its been like two weeks since i got this wierd state. I'm calling this a depression, but i cant see why i'm depressed. I haven't got any ideas, i'm not in mood and/or feel tired all day for no good reason. Plus i don't even god any ideas to draw. Its so confusing. There was situations like that before, but for 2-3 days, not a two weeks.
I'm not whinning, but i'm so lost, confused with all this...
Anyway there is one thing, what can usually cheer up a silly guy like me. I'm glad to draw something for people (in reasonable amount, of course, don't try to turn me into a cow to milk it without a stop.)
So here's my another offer. If you want to see your characters eaten by my demon chars (http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15733120/ and http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15786751/ ), just toss a reply to my comment bellow. I will chose a few (as usual, depending on how it goes) and will draw a picture(s).
Also, if anyone out there is interested in trades, send me a note, or write down a comment, we will talk~
    Its been like two weeks since i got this wierd state. I'm calling this a depression, but i cant see why i'm depressed. I haven't got any ideas, i'm not in mood and/or feel tired all day for no good reason. Plus i don't even god any ideas to draw. Its so confusing. There was situations like that before, but for 2-3 days, not a two weeks.
I'm not whinning, but i'm so lost, confused with all this...
Anyway there is one thing, what can usually cheer up a silly guy like me. I'm glad to draw something for people (in reasonable amount, of course, don't try to turn me into a cow to milk it without a stop.)
So here's my another offer. If you want to see your characters eaten by my demon chars (http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15733120/ and http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15786751/ ), just toss a reply to my comment bellow. I will chose a few (as usual, depending on how it goes) and will draw a picture(s).
Also, if anyone out there is interested in trades, send me a note, or write down a comment, we will talk~
Commissions... alpha version.
Posted 10 years agoHowdy, guys. I've been delaying this moment as long as i could, but i guess i should try to do some pictures for money. Many people told me to do this, and will open a few slots just to see how it goes.
You can see prices and stuff at "commissons info" on my page. I couldn't write down everything, so if you have some questions, feel free to ask.
If you are interested in taking one, PLEASE SEND ME A NOTE, don't write me about it in comments!
Slots:
1 - ~ 2/2 done
 ~ 2/2 done
 
2 - open
3 - open
4 - open
Good news and bad news about requests. I like to try new stuff and practicing so I'm not closing them. But i will take something only if idea (and/or character) will be really good and/or unusual.
Have a good day, folks!
    You can see prices and stuff at "commissons info" on my page. I couldn't write down everything, so if you have some questions, feel free to ask.
If you are interested in taking one, PLEASE SEND ME A NOTE, don't write me about it in comments!
Slots:
1 -
 ~ 2/2 done
 ~ 2/2 done2 - open
3 - open
4 - open
Good news and bad news about requests. I like to try new stuff and practicing so I'm not closing them. But i will take something only if idea (and/or character) will be really good and/or unusual.
Have a good day, folks!
Practicing medieval armor (get a free picture!) - CLOSED -
Posted 10 years agoHowdy guys. I've been playing Skyrim (again) for a few last days, and i got this idea. 
I want to try drawing some armor sets, and you guys can get a free picture with you character in it (without a helmet). Heres a few rules, please check them out:
- 1 picture per person.
- 1 char per slot.
- Just write down the slot number and put your char's ref in comments.
- I won't draw over muscled, fat characters. They will look so silly in armor :) (Chubby are fine.)
- I may refuse drawing character if he will be too hard to draw.
- I have no idea, how much will it take me. I could be a few hours, or few weeks, so don't rush me.
Slots:
~Heavy armor~
1 - steel armor - - DONE -
 - DONE -
2 - steel plate armor - - DONE -
 - DONE -
3 - dwarven armor - - DONE -
 - DONE -
4 - ancient nord armor - - DONE -
 - DONE -
9 - nordic carved armor - - DONE -
 - DONE -
~Light armor~
5 - fur armor - - DONE -
 - DONE -
6 - elven armor - - DONE -
 - DONE -
7 - glass armor - closed - DONE -
8 - Thieves guild armor - - DONE -
 - DONE -
(I may add more sets in future, depending on how it will go)
If you somehow dont know about Skyrim, or dont remember how does it looks, check out google C:
    I want to try drawing some armor sets, and you guys can get a free picture with you character in it (without a helmet). Heres a few rules, please check them out:
- 1 picture per person.
- 1 char per slot.
- Just write down the slot number and put your char's ref in comments.
- I won't draw over muscled, fat characters. They will look so silly in armor :) (Chubby are fine.)
- I may refuse drawing character if he will be too hard to draw.
- I have no idea, how much will it take me. I could be a few hours, or few weeks, so don't rush me.
Slots:
~Heavy armor~
1 - steel armor -
 - DONE -
 - DONE -2 - steel plate armor -
 - DONE -
 - DONE -3 - dwarven armor -
 - DONE -
 - DONE -4 - ancient nord armor -
 - DONE -
 - DONE -9 - nordic carved armor -
 - DONE -
 - DONE -~Light armor~
5 - fur armor -
 - DONE -
 - DONE -6 - elven armor -
 - DONE -
 - DONE -7 - glass armor - closed - DONE -
8 - Thieves guild armor -
 - DONE -
 - DONE -(I may add more sets in future, depending on how it will go)
If you somehow dont know about Skyrim, or dont remember how does it looks, check out google C:
Should i open commissions?
Posted 10 years agoI've been thinking about that a lot, and i would like to hear your opinion, guys. Should i open them? If yes, what prices do you think will fit best?
    3000
Posted 10 years agoKiriban 3000 pageviews!
Winner will get a full traditional picture (SFW only).
Good luck everyone! c:
    Winner will get a full traditional picture (SFW only).
Good luck everyone! c:
New job and some news
Posted 11 years agoIts been a bit more than week since I found a new job, now Raji is a courier (-insert fallout joke here-). Delivering some boring docs and junk. Anyway this job is eating many of my free time. :c
Anyway, I have no ideas for future pictures... i'll be glad to draw something interesting and new, so if somebody have a good and interesting ideas, leave them there, maybe i'll draw some x3
Cheers!
    Anyway, I have no ideas for future pictures... i'll be glad to draw something interesting and new, so if somebody have a good and interesting ideas, leave them there, maybe i'll draw some x3
Cheers!
Bang!
Posted 11 years agoI really need a fresh journal so here we go. 
I'm going back to work and college in a 2-3 weeks, so i'll prefer to spend this time to practicing everything....
Also if I forgot about some trades or something like that, just please send me a note... i'm not a smart person and usually keep forgeting important stuff c:
So... uh, love you all guys, stay warm x)
    I'm going back to work and college in a 2-3 weeks, so i'll prefer to spend this time to practicing everything....
Also if I forgot about some trades or something like that, just please send me a note... i'm not a smart person and usually keep forgeting important stuff c:
So... uh, love you all guys, stay warm x)
Current state
Posted 11 years agoHello, everyone!
Finally the practice is done, as the most of college stuff. So i have a small break before exams, something around two weeks.
So, if you would like to have an quick art trade, i woun't refuse c:
    Finally the practice is done, as the most of college stuff. So i have a small break before exams, something around two weeks.
So, if you would like to have an quick art trade, i woun't refuse c:
Looking for preys~ (CLOSED)
Posted 11 years agoI have a mood for drawing something cruel, mean and bloody... probably macro/micro stomping... .-.
I don't want to use my chars as preys, so you can leave your char's refs in comments, if you don't mind being stomped to death of something like that .-.
(An yep, i remeber about all those trades and stuff i have to do~ )
    I don't want to use my chars as preys, so you can leave your char's refs in comments, if you don't mind being stomped to death of something like that .-.
(An yep, i remeber about all those trades and stuff i have to do~ )
Interview Meme - Sebry
Posted 12 years agoI fell like slowpoke, but why not c:
RULES :
1. Pick one of your OCs.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
3. Tag four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal
Blame this guy --->
1. What is your name?
Sebry,
2. Do you know why you were named that?
I dont know, my perents knew it better.
3. Single or Taken?
Single.
4. Have any abilities or powers?
Well, my kin is always good at speed, agility, stealth and acrobatics. I personally used to short sword and bow.
5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
Hah, you better ask one demonic-firebreathing raccoon nearby >:3
6. What's your eye color?
As you can see yourself, my eyes are light blue
7. How about hair color?
I dunno... maybe pink? Seriously what an stupid question... (brown)
8. Have you any family members?
I prefer not to talk about my family, they died a long ago.
9. Oh? How about pets?
Nah.
10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
I don't like stupid questions, and stupid people. Raji didn't count c:
11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
I really like fishing :)
12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
Yep, they clearly decerve it.
13. Ever… killed anyone before?
Yep, look a question above.
14. What kind of animal are you?
*facepalms* In case you haven't noticed yet, imma sabertooth.
15. Name your worst habits
Babysitting i guess... and probably being a nice person.
16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
Nope.
17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
Straight
18. Do you go to school?
What does "school" mean?
19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
No way, i'm a free bird, and it hard to find such an jerk like me :D
20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
Such a great guy like me clearly should have some fangirls~
21. What are you most afraid of?
Losing my friends, don't tell them.
22. What do you usually wear?
Shorts and shirt, depends on weather.
23. What's one food that tempts you?
I love cooked fish, if thats what you asking?
24. Am I annoying you?
*smiles* Of course yes!
25. Well, it's still not over!
As was expected.
26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
I have no idea, middle?
27. How many friends do you have?
I have many friends, but i have really few GOOD friends.
28. What are your thoughts on pie?
Don't tell that fatass, or it will be lost forever.
29. Favorite drink?
Ale, of course!
31. What's your favorite place?
I love heights, you can see a lot of stuff there.
32. Are you interested in anyone~?
None of your buisness.
33. That was a stupid question.
Sure is was.
34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
I prefer sunbathing.
35. What's your type?
That mean asshole, who will make jokes about your mom.
36. Any fetishes?
Maybe yes, maybe not~
37. Seme or uke?
Fuck you too.
38. Camping or indoors?
Camping.
39. Tag people!
I'm too lasy for this, if somebody wants, feel free to tag yourself c:
    RULES :
1. Pick one of your OCs.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
3. Tag four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal
Blame this guy --->

1. What is your name?
Sebry,
2. Do you know why you were named that?
I dont know, my perents knew it better.
3. Single or Taken?
Single.
4. Have any abilities or powers?
Well, my kin is always good at speed, agility, stealth and acrobatics. I personally used to short sword and bow.
5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
Hah, you better ask one demonic-firebreathing raccoon nearby >:3
6. What's your eye color?
As you can see yourself, my eyes are light blue
7. How about hair color?
I dunno... maybe pink? Seriously what an stupid question... (brown)
8. Have you any family members?
I prefer not to talk about my family, they died a long ago.
9. Oh? How about pets?
Nah.
10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
I don't like stupid questions, and stupid people. Raji didn't count c:
11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
I really like fishing :)
12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
Yep, they clearly decerve it.
13. Ever… killed anyone before?
Yep, look a question above.
14. What kind of animal are you?
*facepalms* In case you haven't noticed yet, imma sabertooth.
15. Name your worst habits
Babysitting i guess... and probably being a nice person.
16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
Nope.
17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
Straight
18. Do you go to school?
What does "school" mean?
19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
No way, i'm a free bird, and it hard to find such an jerk like me :D
20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
Such a great guy like me clearly should have some fangirls~
21. What are you most afraid of?
Losing my friends, don't tell them.
22. What do you usually wear?
Shorts and shirt, depends on weather.
23. What's one food that tempts you?
I love cooked fish, if thats what you asking?
24. Am I annoying you?
*smiles* Of course yes!
25. Well, it's still not over!
As was expected.
26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
I have no idea, middle?
27. How many friends do you have?
I have many friends, but i have really few GOOD friends.
28. What are your thoughts on pie?
Don't tell that fatass, or it will be lost forever.
29. Favorite drink?
Ale, of course!
31. What's your favorite place?
I love heights, you can see a lot of stuff there.
32. Are you interested in anyone~?
None of your buisness.
33. That was a stupid question.
Sure is was.
34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
I prefer sunbathing.
35. What's your type?
That mean asshole, who will make jokes about your mom.
36. Any fetishes?
Maybe yes, maybe not~
37. Seme or uke?
Fuck you too.
38. Camping or indoors?
Camping.
39. Tag people!
I'm too lasy for this, if somebody wants, feel free to tag yourself c:
Its time!
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