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Sing the petition please!
Posted 11 months agoI'm here to ask a huge favor.
Please read and sing petition.
For those who don't know Gypsy Rose Blanchard is not a victim of Munchausen by Proxy she continue laying and profiting of her horrendous crime.
https://www.change.org/p/petition-t.....XL1I_l5wOpv3Jpl836p1VAZBjOyB_Y_g_aem_1niwz4HHXcZsSm1vexFPVQ
She's doxxing people and threatened everyone who speak about it.
It's getting scary and dangerous.
Coming from someone how manipulated someone in the Autistic Spectrum Disorder and have a low IQ I can take those threats seriously.
Don't you?
Please read and sing petition.
For those who don't know Gypsy Rose Blanchard is not a victim of Munchausen by Proxy she continue laying and profiting of her horrendous crime.
https://www.change.org/p/petition-t.....XL1I_l5wOpv3Jp
She's doxxing people and threatened everyone who speak about it.
It's getting scary and dangerous.
Coming from someone how manipulated someone in the Autistic Spectrum Disorder and have a low IQ I can take those threats seriously.
Don't you?
Autistic life expectations...
Posted a year agoI saw this video and quite shocked to hear all the things I'm struggling with.
The life expectation for someone in the spectrum is 58.
I still have an emotional support system my mom is gone my son is not around but I'm not so alone like my brain wanted me to think.
Of course suicide is the leading cause of this to happen and the most common correlation for this is bullying.
This month is National Bullying Prevention aims to raise awareness about bullying.
Please just try to be a decent human being and be kind ❤️
The life expectation for someone in the spectrum is 58.
I still have an emotional support system my mom is gone my son is not around but I'm not so alone like my brain wanted me to think.
Of course suicide is the leading cause of this to happen and the most common correlation for this is bullying.
This month is National Bullying Prevention aims to raise awareness about bullying.
Please just try to be a decent human being and be kind ❤️
Routine + Working hours
Posted a year agoHello beautiful people, yush I'm trying to make a routine here is my working hours and contact information.
8:00 - 12:00 am - Streaming on Picarto will have a time for drawing, hearing True Crime and or watch me play and fail miserably at Just Dance.
From 12:30 am to 4.00 pm I'm working on crafts and things around the house (because I need to take care of my real life chores too) but you can reach me by Discord at Silnat#3019
Want a more direct approach? https://t.me/+E7oGdVS9aA5iOGFh My telegram is the way to go since I have the phone with me from 8:00am to 8:00pm.
I will be uploading things to TikTok on Fridays @silnatm
For fast updates Twitter @silnatlioness
I'm going to try to maintain this schedule but as you all know I struggle with mental and physical problems so sometimes can be unpredictable.
The hard hours are the times I use to make my usual phone calls to mom, 3 times a day, this is why I'm asking for you to stay in contact... I really need those times to be the less painful as possible I'm really struggling.
Thanks for reading
PS: Time zone EST
8:00 - 12:00 am - Streaming on Picarto will have a time for drawing, hearing True Crime and or watch me play and fail miserably at Just Dance.
From 12:30 am to 4.00 pm I'm working on crafts and things around the house (because I need to take care of my real life chores too) but you can reach me by Discord at Silnat#3019
Want a more direct approach? https://t.me/+E7oGdVS9aA5iOGFh My telegram is the way to go since I have the phone with me from 8:00am to 8:00pm.
I will be uploading things to TikTok on Fridays @silnatm
For fast updates Twitter @silnatlioness
I'm going to try to maintain this schedule but as you all know I struggle with mental and physical problems so sometimes can be unpredictable.
The hard hours are the times I use to make my usual phone calls to mom, 3 times a day, this is why I'm asking for you to stay in contact... I really need those times to be the less painful as possible I'm really struggling.
Thanks for reading
PS: Time zone EST
Need ideas to organize a Celebration of Life
Posted a year agoI'm working on make this happen an online event for family and friends online.
Share photos, make a video and probably get some songs in the mix.
Platform to share Facebook, a method of steam OBS, microphone (searching for a good one) and a video editor (I asked for affordable brand and going to open commissions to afford it).
Seems I have it all right... I guess.
Need imput with people that made a similar display.
Please let me know.
Thanks 🙏
Share photos, make a video and probably get some songs in the mix.
Platform to share Facebook, a method of steam OBS, microphone (searching for a good one) and a video editor (I asked for affordable brand and going to open commissions to afford it).
Seems I have it all right... I guess.
Need imput with people that made a similar display.
Please let me know.
Thanks 🙏
We are back!
Posted a year agoWe are back home mom's ashes were spread in a calm but familiar place last Thursday.
I'm trying to go back to the routine and start selling some art since this trip was totally unprepared, we had a lot of expending.
Time to recover from that too.
At least my mind is going to be entertained to not feel so much the endless grief I'm experiencing.
Facebook is a welcome distraction too (for the first time) since everything I do I tend to share it with mom, I share with family and friends.
So that is the news I'll be working on queue artwork likely tomorrow still unpacking.
Rip Neer + Mom's ashes
Posted a year agoYesterday we received mom's ashes and today will spread them in a quiet nice place.
Also
and I got our breakfast with the sad news Dragoneer passed away earlier today.
We are saddened by all of this how fragile and brief life could be.
For all close to Neer family and friends our deepest condolences ❤️
PS: For those I owe commissions we'll be back on Saturday. Couldn't work here it's still hectic.
Also
and I got our breakfast with the sad news Dragoneer passed away earlier today.We are saddened by all of this how fragile and brief life could be.
For all close to Neer family and friends our deepest condolences ❤️
PS: For those I owe commissions we'll be back on Saturday. Couldn't work here it's still hectic.
Traveling tonight/Back home
Posted a year agoTonight I'll flight back to Uruguay to finish things left behind by mom.
I'm internally struggling I'm anxious, excited traveling home to see love ones it's always something I look up even in this new foreign situation I'm happy family will be there and this fact makes me feel a little more uplifting, sad I have to face this new normal, scared there's a lot of things I have to finish I'm not the best at making decisions.
I'll be back in 3 weeks, will be traveling with my laptop I case I can take care of some commissions I have on queue keeping my mind busy so I don't fall into a place I can't climb up from, so for those who pay for illustrations don't worry.
Thanks for your support❤️
I'm internally struggling I'm anxious, excited traveling home to see love ones it's always something I look up even in this new foreign situation I'm happy family will be there and this fact makes me feel a little more uplifting, sad I have to face this new normal, scared there's a lot of things I have to finish I'm not the best at making decisions.
I'll be back in 3 weeks, will be traveling with my laptop I case I can take care of some commissions I have on queue keeping my mind busy so I don't fall into a place I can't climb up from, so for those who pay for illustrations don't worry.
Thanks for your support❤️
THANKS + Hard days ahead
Posted a year agoThank you all for your love and care in this difficult time.
I'm afraid, confused and extremely sad, she was my best friend and that's hard to find that in a parent.
I have the sensation now that te once close to us dislike me because I'm not blood, what's does this mean?
My mom adopted me so yes I'm not biological.
Every interaction I had was push by my mom trying to keep her loves ones united.
Part of a big Italian family we seems very close but with me it was awkward and feel very tense in their presence, I'm very worry on how my godmother is going to approach me now that my mom is gone, my BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder witch I was trying to burry in the ground because I was ashamed but now I try to face it and control it as much as possible) fears are getting amplify I'm glad mom got me a lawyer she trust in to give him a call for all of this, she sense the last weeks her health was declining so she left some orders to caretakers that she knew, they need to keep an eye on me for my mental sanity.
It's hard to be open to people that can't understand you need more caring because your health is fragile, they look at you as a weak individual, I have to know not all people understand things they can't not see, to let then be and not engage on explanations.
I remember when one of my friends write in Facebook "But the depression she had it already for a long time" as an excuse for the bulling they engage online, mental illness are complex, you can be on medications and go better or worse, a lot of consultations and research till you have another treatment that works.
Also all my issues overlaps Autism, C-PTSD, BPD, Depression and Anxiety only takes a bad frame of mind and some words and right there an irrational though to push me to the edge. I appreciate my mom for her last moments to think of me and love for who I am.
Sounds silly but as an adoptive child I know my destiny could be horrible and I want to love everyone the way she loves, I've being hearing beautiful stories from her friends of the way she use to treat them, a place to stay, a hand to grab, a shoulder to cry.
A mother who what's to be a Mom
I'm afraid, confused and extremely sad, she was my best friend and that's hard to find that in a parent.
I have the sensation now that te once close to us dislike me because I'm not blood, what's does this mean?
My mom adopted me so yes I'm not biological.
Every interaction I had was push by my mom trying to keep her loves ones united.
Part of a big Italian family we seems very close but with me it was awkward and feel very tense in their presence, I'm very worry on how my godmother is going to approach me now that my mom is gone, my BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder witch I was trying to burry in the ground because I was ashamed but now I try to face it and control it as much as possible) fears are getting amplify I'm glad mom got me a lawyer she trust in to give him a call for all of this, she sense the last weeks her health was declining so she left some orders to caretakers that she knew, they need to keep an eye on me for my mental sanity.
It's hard to be open to people that can't understand you need more caring because your health is fragile, they look at you as a weak individual, I have to know not all people understand things they can't not see, to let then be and not engage on explanations.
I remember when one of my friends write in Facebook "But the depression she had it already for a long time" as an excuse for the bulling they engage online, mental illness are complex, you can be on medications and go better or worse, a lot of consultations and research till you have another treatment that works.
Also all my issues overlaps Autism, C-PTSD, BPD, Depression and Anxiety only takes a bad frame of mind and some words and right there an irrational though to push me to the edge. I appreciate my mom for her last moments to think of me and love for who I am.
Sounds silly but as an adoptive child I know my destiny could be horrible and I want to love everyone the way she loves, I've being hearing beautiful stories from her friends of the way she use to treat them, a place to stay, a hand to grab, a shoulder to cry.
A mother who what's to be a Mom
Mom is dying
Posted a year agoShe has hours I was informed just now.
Wanted to let everyone close to me know since I don't have the energy to send private messages to each one of you.
Update last minute: family contacted me to say my goodbye to her it's a matter of hours now.
Wanted to let everyone close to me know since I don't have the energy to send private messages to each one of you.
Update last minute: family contacted me to say my goodbye to her it's a matter of hours now.
In our way to Anthrocon
Posted a year agoSilnat debut is coming very soon.
Someone already told me to be careful with my condition thanks for your concern 🙏
Pains now a days are bearable, clean eating and some exercise almost daily.
Stress reduced (dramas are thing of the past) my mental health taking care by therapy and medication aswell.
I'm doing very well.
Hope to see you there! 💋
Pd: If you are struggling with mental health please reach me.
I'll be open to talk about suicide prevention, BPD, depression, autism, anxiety and chronic pain management.
Someone already told me to be careful with my condition thanks for your concern 🙏
Pains now a days are bearable, clean eating and some exercise almost daily.
Stress reduced (dramas are thing of the past) my mental health taking care by therapy and medication aswell.
I'm doing very well.
Hope to see you there! 💋
Pd: If you are struggling with mental health please reach me.
I'll be open to talk about suicide prevention, BPD, depression, autism, anxiety and chronic pain management.
Still recovering
Posted a year agoIt's being rough and now we are dealing with a cold.
Can't wait to fell better my birthday was pretty rotten overcoming the pain of tooth surgery.
*sigh*
Can't wait to fell better my birthday was pretty rotten overcoming the pain of tooth surgery.
*sigh*
Birthday tomorrow and my wisdom GONE
Posted a year agoHello beautiful people I'm here without my wisdom teeth finally. The pain now it's bearable and I'm looking forward to rest for a long while, so this week upload it's going to be delayed, also working in a huge project I'll upload photos later.
I'm going to be on Discord if you want to talk and keep me occupied in not thinking on the swelling.
Love ❤️❤️❤️❤️🎂
I'm going to be on Discord if you want to talk and keep me occupied in not thinking on the swelling.
Love ❤️❤️❤️❤️🎂
I have a date for tooth extraction
Posted a year agoI'm going to spend my birthday recovering from wisdom teeth removal.
It's going to be pretty fun *sarcasm* if you want to send me a can of soup (since it's the only thing I'm going to be able to take) I'm going to be really grateful https://ko-fi.com/silnat
The day of the surgery it's expected to be 20st so I'll keep you all updated.
Hope to be fine *shake internally*Update on health
Posted a year agoAs some knows I posted a small update on my health. It's always so messy now teeth are in the hot seat since I went to the dentist and got rx made and Holly Cow looks terrible, at this point they have to remove my 4 wisdom tooth for this instruction litteraly "PUT TO SLEEP" meaning major surgery it's involved.
I had a previous experience with teeth extraction, local anesthetic involved, but this get me really nervous not only that... I wonder how much is going to cost and how painful it's going to be.
I really want this to be done as soon as possible but also I'm a chicken and totally scared 😩
I had a previous experience with teeth extraction, local anesthetic involved, but this get me really nervous not only that... I wonder how much is going to cost and how painful it's going to be.
I really want this to be done as soon as possible but also I'm a chicken and totally scared 😩
5 Things to remember when a friendship ends
Posted a year agoStill struggling with closure I'm not being able to be social in RL in a long time.
I think I need more time to process...
Sketch headshots at 5 USD?
Posted a year agoHow does it sound?
Need to get some extra fabric!
Need to get some extra fabric!
Betrayal trauma
Posted a year agoIt's TRAUMA not too sensitive
Posted 2 years agoThe more I digg into my mind I understand me and others ♥️6 sings your trauma is making you LONELY
Posted 2 years agoYES but working on it. Hope everyone is doing well.
6 sings someone is suicididal not just depressed
Posted 2 years agoI used to have all the sings when I was living in Uruguay.
Please be mindful with this people.
If you think you are experiencing something like this reach for help 988 or someone you can trust.
If you don't have anyone I'm here drop me a pm ❤️
A hell of an year
Posted 2 years agoFirst of all I want to wish you all a better year.
Hope 2024 it's better and full of happiness and peace.
This year was really hard I almost lost my mom, she's still fighting with her cancer, mielodisplatic syndrome, I thought never going to see her again.
Although my mom is a little bit toxic she was the only one that I could really trust through my life, it's going to be very painful when she finally pass away, in the other hand 2 month ago my father appeared he's being very MIA for most part of my life.
Father was always a very shaddy figure, he was trying to get information about how are we doing, not gonna lie sometimes I struggle with my thoughts and I think we are doing poorly but that's my BPD kicking my brain.
Now I'm trying to add crafting to the picture to have other sales options aside digitalart.
My health it's improving internally but of course pain it's going to be a struggle.
Fibromyalgia is hell and I wish nobody comes to this chronic condition, for clarification it involves the nervous system so it's more than pain, but to wrap all in a hopeful note I have a lot of plans to work towards next year.
I hope to see you there to show you!
Thanks for being there 💖
Tons of love.
Hope 2024 it's better and full of happiness and peace.
This year was really hard I almost lost my mom, she's still fighting with her cancer, mielodisplatic syndrome, I thought never going to see her again.
Although my mom is a little bit toxic she was the only one that I could really trust through my life, it's going to be very painful when she finally pass away, in the other hand 2 month ago my father appeared he's being very MIA for most part of my life.
Father was always a very shaddy figure, he was trying to get information about how are we doing, not gonna lie sometimes I struggle with my thoughts and I think we are doing poorly but that's my BPD kicking my brain.
Now I'm trying to add crafting to the picture to have other sales options aside digitalart.
My health it's improving internally but of course pain it's going to be a struggle.
Fibromyalgia is hell and I wish nobody comes to this chronic condition, for clarification it involves the nervous system so it's more than pain, but to wrap all in a hopeful note I have a lot of plans to work towards next year.
I hope to see you there to show you!
Thanks for being there 💖
Tons of love.
Mature Lock?
Posted 2 years agoI can't believe what's happening it's so SUS.
I'm actually thinking if someone has something to do with this.
If it's someone just take an advice:
GET A FUCKING LIFE! LEAVE ME ALONE!
You love to still kick someone that's in the floor.
I'm actually thinking if someone has something to do with this.
If it's someone just take an advice:
GET A FUCKING LIFE! LEAVE ME ALONE!
You love to still kick someone that's in the floor.
Message for supporters and friends
Posted 2 years agoHope you are having a fantastic Christmas day full of joy and love.
I'm here taking my coffee and working in new stuff to upload.
I'll see you later in the week =3
Stay safe ❤️
I'm here taking my coffee and working in new stuff to upload.
I'll see you later in the week =3
Stay safe ❤️
My doctor put me into a grave🧟♀️
Posted 2 years agoShe noticed my blood pressure elevated and I made a joke to my husband "hey hon probably you have to get a life insurance on me" she replied that it wasn't a bad idea so she can figure out what's going on.
I mean... WTF? she said it totally casually with a normal common voice so I figured it was serious.
Anyway still waiting for some sort of communication today informing me where I can get my turn with the cardiologist.
I'm also thinking seriously on getting another general doctor. Cero empathy I know doctors can't perform miracles but having a healthy diet and doing some moderate exercise she could probably said "don't worry we are going to find out what's going on and try to fix it".
Made me fell uneasy and on edge.
No kidding US have a horrible health system.
I mean... WTF? she said it totally casually with a normal common voice so I figured it was serious.
Anyway still waiting for some sort of communication today informing me where I can get my turn with the cardiologist.
I'm also thinking seriously on getting another general doctor. Cero empathy I know doctors can't perform miracles but having a healthy diet and doing some moderate exercise she could probably said "don't worry we are going to find out what's going on and try to fix it".
Made me fell uneasy and on edge.
No kidding US have a horrible health system.
🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠Wanna connect? Facebook link
Posted 2 years agohttps://www.facebook.com/Silnatmoguilner/
I'm getting more active in Facebook (still don't like it) I made it more in fact for mom.
I have some family there, but I don't get along anymore sice the last missundertanding, I know when mom passes away eventually I'm going to face the fact that I'm going to be so alone.
But for now you can get in touch there ❤️
I'm getting more active in Facebook (still don't like it) I made it more in fact for mom.
I have some family there, but I don't get along anymore sice the last missundertanding, I know when mom passes away eventually I'm going to face the fact that I'm going to be so alone.
But for now you can get in touch there ❤️
