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Posted 12 years agoMany people will walk in and out of your life, But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.
To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart.
Anger is only one letter short of danger.
If someone betrays you once, it is his fault; If he betrays you twice, it is your fault.
Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people.
He who loses money, loses much; He, who loses a friend, loses much more; He, who loses faith, loses all.
Beautiful young people are accidents of nature, But beautiful old people are works of art.
Learn from the mistakes of others. You can't live long enough to make them all yourself.
Friends, you and me.... You brought another friend.... And then there were 3.... We started our group.... Our circle of friends.... And like that circle.... There is no beginning or end.... Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is a gift.
To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart.
Anger is only one letter short of danger.
If someone betrays you once, it is his fault; If he betrays you twice, it is your fault.
Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people.
He who loses money, loses much; He, who loses a friend, loses much more; He, who loses faith, loses all.
Beautiful young people are accidents of nature, But beautiful old people are works of art.
Learn from the mistakes of others. You can't live long enough to make them all yourself.
Friends, you and me.... You brought another friend.... And then there were 3.... We started our group.... Our circle of friends.... And like that circle.... There is no beginning or end.... Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is a gift.
on dealing with animals
Posted 12 years agoyeah... I've been bitten by dogs and savaged by them, scars from when I was just a kid, let me tell you I love dogs, heck cats too whatever... but I do not pet an animal without being prepared to kill it if I have to, even my own cat and dog who wouldn't hurt anyone.
fact is, If my cat went feral I'd snap it's neck instantly, if my dog turned on me the same... sure I don't go shoving my hand in strange dogs faces without making appropriate motions, distant from it with one hand out stretched - and if that dog snaps my hand and it was not behind a fence with a warning sign (or snarling at me for being there whatever) it needs to be put down, I'm saving someone the cost of a bullet or needle.
until you've found yourself savaged by an animal, bitten and scratched by something and had to go to hospital to get stitched up, maybe you cannot understand properly.
I do not fear animals, we are beasts ourselves, I treat people the same way I do animals in this regard. A smile, an open hand, no bared teeth. if met with hostility, return it in kind.
fact is, If my cat went feral I'd snap it's neck instantly, if my dog turned on me the same... sure I don't go shoving my hand in strange dogs faces without making appropriate motions, distant from it with one hand out stretched - and if that dog snaps my hand and it was not behind a fence with a warning sign (or snarling at me for being there whatever) it needs to be put down, I'm saving someone the cost of a bullet or needle.
until you've found yourself savaged by an animal, bitten and scratched by something and had to go to hospital to get stitched up, maybe you cannot understand properly.
I do not fear animals, we are beasts ourselves, I treat people the same way I do animals in this regard. A smile, an open hand, no bared teeth. if met with hostility, return it in kind.
random survey thing about my life
Posted 12 years agoSo Lurdanjo, did this survey thing and I figured fuck it I'll do it too, why not? - have fun and I look forwards to if you guys also do this I guess
Fell in love?
I was 7, she was too, spent every moment I could with her till she moved away
Lost your virginity?
13, it was statitory rape, I said I wanted it
Lost someone close to you?
22 my first love commited suicide
Consumed alcohol?
6, I was a sneaky little bastard and drinks are so improperly guarded
Received a kiss?
4, my second female friend, she freaked the crap out of her mother when she kissed me on the mouth after they dropped me off at home and stormed up to tell my mother we were gonna be married (at the top of her lungs no less)
Went to the hospital?
aside from the birth thing? aged 3 I was torn up pretty bad by the neighbors german shepard ... Fang had failed police dog training and instead of terminating a dangerous animal the police officer brought him home. My brothers got permission to give the large dog the bone from our leg of lamb and no one noticed me climb over the fence behind them - we think I made to pat him on the head and he thought I was trying to take his bone. - to this day I have multiple scars on my right arm and both legs, my ears look fine but close inspection shows the jagged ridges of broken cartlege
Had a broken heart?
22 , when someone you love kills themselves - nuff said
Lost a pet?
my dog had him for 16 years from the age of six he died the same month as my first true love ... it was a hard time for me.
Got arrested?
never been arrested... nearly been arrested... but fortunatly between my innocent face, smooth and silky accent, and god boned shear good luck I have always got off scot free for my missdemeaners
Broke a bone?
broke both hands, makes it impossible to draw propperly, type for long periods of time, and I can no longer play piano or hold chopsticks for that matter.
Got a job?
perminant disability fucked in the head - no realy I am screwed up in the head from birth with a list of issues that personaly if you realy want to know you can ask.
Got a boyfriend or girlfriend?
4 I guess... I meen we never actualy got married but we shure as hell shared the fuck out of lunch during play breaks
Went to a concert?
17, saw scatman back in Jakarta - he got booed off stage for lipsynching instead of actualy singing his song.
Met someone famous?
14, met Mick Jagger, had no idea who he was... informed him all through dinner with constant innane prattle about how important tree frogs and bamboo are. when I discovered the rolling stones and after my subsuiquent beating from my father (who was not present during this event and is a HUGE rolling stones fan) I was mortified... I FUCKING LOVE THE STONES THEY ARE AWESOME
Got in a car wreck?
been in several not worth talking about... not allowed to drive, but been in a few nasty scrapes
Dyed your hair?
never nope no how
Flew on an airplane?
Born in Chingola, Zambia we moved to England then Australia during the first year of my life - I do not realy remember it I think
Went to another state?
see last answer
Got a tattoo?
nah, not realy my thing...
Had a piercing?
got talked into piercing my own nipples when I was 8... yes, it was stupid... I did not keep the piercing in, didn't like it, didn't realy enjoy the experiance - not that it was especialy painful, just not comfortable.
Smoked pot?
19, in the company of good friends but it is not my thing as due to FUCKED UP BRAIN CHEMESTRY it does the oposit for me as for everyone else - go figure
Smoked a cigarette?
14, in indonesia you can do just about ANYTHING as a boy over the age of 13 - did not enjoy it, quit after that first smoke.
Went to Disney Land or World?
by the time I was in a position to be able to visit one of these places I was of an age and disposition not to give two fucks
Fell in love?
I was 7, she was too, spent every moment I could with her till she moved away
Lost your virginity?
13, it was statitory rape, I said I wanted it
Lost someone close to you?
22 my first love commited suicide
Consumed alcohol?
6, I was a sneaky little bastard and drinks are so improperly guarded
Received a kiss?
4, my second female friend, she freaked the crap out of her mother when she kissed me on the mouth after they dropped me off at home and stormed up to tell my mother we were gonna be married (at the top of her lungs no less)
Went to the hospital?
aside from the birth thing? aged 3 I was torn up pretty bad by the neighbors german shepard ... Fang had failed police dog training and instead of terminating a dangerous animal the police officer brought him home. My brothers got permission to give the large dog the bone from our leg of lamb and no one noticed me climb over the fence behind them - we think I made to pat him on the head and he thought I was trying to take his bone. - to this day I have multiple scars on my right arm and both legs, my ears look fine but close inspection shows the jagged ridges of broken cartlege
Had a broken heart?
22 , when someone you love kills themselves - nuff said
Lost a pet?
my dog had him for 16 years from the age of six he died the same month as my first true love ... it was a hard time for me.
Got arrested?
never been arrested... nearly been arrested... but fortunatly between my innocent face, smooth and silky accent, and god boned shear good luck I have always got off scot free for my missdemeaners
Broke a bone?
broke both hands, makes it impossible to draw propperly, type for long periods of time, and I can no longer play piano or hold chopsticks for that matter.
Got a job?
perminant disability fucked in the head - no realy I am screwed up in the head from birth with a list of issues that personaly if you realy want to know you can ask.
Got a boyfriend or girlfriend?
4 I guess... I meen we never actualy got married but we shure as hell shared the fuck out of lunch during play breaks
Went to a concert?
17, saw scatman back in Jakarta - he got booed off stage for lipsynching instead of actualy singing his song.
Met someone famous?
14, met Mick Jagger, had no idea who he was... informed him all through dinner with constant innane prattle about how important tree frogs and bamboo are. when I discovered the rolling stones and after my subsuiquent beating from my father (who was not present during this event and is a HUGE rolling stones fan) I was mortified... I FUCKING LOVE THE STONES THEY ARE AWESOME
Got in a car wreck?
been in several not worth talking about... not allowed to drive, but been in a few nasty scrapes
Dyed your hair?
never nope no how
Flew on an airplane?
Born in Chingola, Zambia we moved to England then Australia during the first year of my life - I do not realy remember it I think
Went to another state?
see last answer
Got a tattoo?
nah, not realy my thing...
Had a piercing?
got talked into piercing my own nipples when I was 8... yes, it was stupid... I did not keep the piercing in, didn't like it, didn't realy enjoy the experiance - not that it was especialy painful, just not comfortable.
Smoked pot?
19, in the company of good friends but it is not my thing as due to FUCKED UP BRAIN CHEMESTRY it does the oposit for me as for everyone else - go figure
Smoked a cigarette?
14, in indonesia you can do just about ANYTHING as a boy over the age of 13 - did not enjoy it, quit after that first smoke.
Went to Disney Land or World?
by the time I was in a position to be able to visit one of these places I was of an age and disposition not to give two fucks
Rpg start idea
Posted 12 years agoyou died... it wasn't anything special realy, one moment you were walking down the street the next a car swerved to avoid someones dog, straight up onto the pavment and you went down.
next thing you know your falling... seems to take awhile... below you is heat and red, slowly growing... you can make out shapes down there
something grasps your hand... an invisible hand holding yours... slowing then halting your fall... the grasp pulls upwards and you feel another grasp upon you, then your swooped off away in a direction you don't know...
the figures below screech and some leap into the air to chase but as your body slowly disapears they grow confused and then everything goes dark.
your aware of a beating sound... steady, rhythmic... thu-thump, thu-thump... pressure, other bodies... pressure... something pushing you... cold air... a rush of cold and cries.
you have been reborn... your next few years are those of growing up amidst your new family... oddly you remember everything, a whole lifetime of experiances in your new body.
your family is a rat family, your parents are 3 feet tall, yourself you are the runt of your litter, the other pups bullied you at first but once you were old enough they learned that you were a real scrapper, and soon your place at the table was never questioned.
you have never told your siblings or your parents about your past... it seems wrong to say anything about it... but it is clear you understand things beyond your siblings... already you have been using your old knowlage finding any way you can to expand on what you knew and find a way to use it in your new life
this world is full of anthropmorphs, and humans... and many other races, your path is your own to take, you are young... if a little on the small side for your people... but this certainly beats the heck out of whatever was about to happen to you before!
next thing you know your falling... seems to take awhile... below you is heat and red, slowly growing... you can make out shapes down there
something grasps your hand... an invisible hand holding yours... slowing then halting your fall... the grasp pulls upwards and you feel another grasp upon you, then your swooped off away in a direction you don't know...
the figures below screech and some leap into the air to chase but as your body slowly disapears they grow confused and then everything goes dark.
your aware of a beating sound... steady, rhythmic... thu-thump, thu-thump... pressure, other bodies... pressure... something pushing you... cold air... a rush of cold and cries.
you have been reborn... your next few years are those of growing up amidst your new family... oddly you remember everything, a whole lifetime of experiances in your new body.
your family is a rat family, your parents are 3 feet tall, yourself you are the runt of your litter, the other pups bullied you at first but once you were old enough they learned that you were a real scrapper, and soon your place at the table was never questioned.
you have never told your siblings or your parents about your past... it seems wrong to say anything about it... but it is clear you understand things beyond your siblings... already you have been using your old knowlage finding any way you can to expand on what you knew and find a way to use it in your new life
this world is full of anthropmorphs, and humans... and many other races, your path is your own to take, you are young... if a little on the small side for your people... but this certainly beats the heck out of whatever was about to happen to you before!
religion humor and how would you want to be seen if you were
Posted 12 years agoyou know who I like? Buddha, dudes depicted time and again as a big ass gold statue of a fat man laughing - and people go "he's great, he's wise... Buddha is one to aspire to"
look around at the other mainstream gods... somber buttcakes every one of them... if your lucky there's a smile but it's smiling at someone not good humored.
me an uncle Buddha just drinkin some cola and enjoyin tunes...
my cousin Christ is a downer... all goin on about people crusifyin him an shit... ingrates still sin in his name too
so how would you wish to be portrayed if you were a religious icon? so many are a bunch of serious fellows... only Buddha comes to mind as laughing, even trickster gods are usualy shown in a serious light
look around at the other mainstream gods... somber buttcakes every one of them... if your lucky there's a smile but it's smiling at someone not good humored.
me an uncle Buddha just drinkin some cola and enjoyin tunes...
my cousin Christ is a downer... all goin on about people crusifyin him an shit... ingrates still sin in his name too
so how would you wish to be portrayed if you were a religious icon? so many are a bunch of serious fellows... only Buddha comes to mind as laughing, even trickster gods are usualy shown in a serious light
Fuck My Life
Posted 13 years agoso my mother told my baby sister that I lied about what happened to me at the AIS school in Jakarta - aparantly rather than getting expelled I decided to leave the school to do a technical course at the end of year 11 right before exams
we just had a blow out where she brought that up... i walked away and closed my door in her face - sat down trying to figure out why the hell I would tell such a lie, and why the fuck my mother would say I did
so what do you do when your mother tells people your lying about the shit that fucked up your life...
hell if I lied about something as important as that - maybe I lied about everything else, starting with the dog bite when I was a child... fuck my life.
we just had a blow out where she brought that up... i walked away and closed my door in her face - sat down trying to figure out why the hell I would tell such a lie, and why the fuck my mother would say I did
so what do you do when your mother tells people your lying about the shit that fucked up your life...
hell if I lied about something as important as that - maybe I lied about everything else, starting with the dog bite when I was a child... fuck my life.
Thoughts on Piracy
Posted 13 years agoMy thoughts on video Piracy - If a service existed that allowed me to pay for the right to watch whatever show or movie I wanted to watch on my computer I would Gladly pay the 100 or 200 a year for it! but as no such service exists and the closest to it include massive amounts of advertising... screw them I'll watch my streaming media online for free!
you see, if a service is provided and paid for... they can upgrade the quality... better bandwidth better service.
the only reason to pirate is if something is either compleatly unavailable in your area, or the pricing on it is so rediculous as to not be worth paying for.
you see, if a service is provided and paid for... they can upgrade the quality... better bandwidth better service.
the only reason to pirate is if something is either compleatly unavailable in your area, or the pricing on it is so rediculous as to not be worth paying for.
