i moved accounts to http://www.furaffinity.net/user/ammy.the.okami/ please watch me here

Due to a lot of things i decided to make a new account , there is things i need to get out about the sickness that is in the fandom and i dont want to be associated with them .
A ex mate of mine that I was with for 5 years turns out he was a sick very sick person and i am trying to make sure i make this distant memory but its going to be hard . knowing the more then half of the people was involed in the PA sex ring with a child that that i can not name .. this sickens me to no point anyone can do that to a child.

You are all wondering what i am talking about I bet its all over the PA news its no joke and its in our fandom sick sick people that use this as a way to get close to kids and abuse them use them trick them thinking we are cute and cuddly .

this is what going on in the fandom and its going to be worse http://en.wikifur.com/wiki/2016/201....._abuse_arrests this what we are reduced to now , being know as sexual preds what happen to what it was to be a fur this is monsterous stuff of nightmares on a freaking tv or movie and its right here in our back yard . this gone on for years and it sickens me , i feel so much for what that boy has to go through and the life he has to live now.

we should not allow these monsters in the fandom and if you agree with me please make a statement they should not be protected by any means.

now this is why i am redoing my account i can not deal with the fact i dated that man or knew the people that he introduced me too that was part of this monsterous act .

my new Account is http://www.furaffinity.net/user/ammy.the.okami/

Wow its been so long since i posted a journal so here it goes ,
I will be getting a new suit made working on it but i cant choose who to make so its from my two cuties the Sexy rista my cow kitty or my adorable fluff ball the candy corn Kandi i want you all to choose who you want to see come out and the with the votes ill have her made <3

Happy voting :3


Krista my Bovine kitty NSFW version http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9653838/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9899574/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9697548/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9487097/

Kandi the Candy Corn Husky http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12293908/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21541255/

my love Rue  Deathbycardboardbox is returning back and is looking for commissioners she is open and ready for your commissions. she did a commission of us http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15876628/ go and check her work out and make those commissions.
She is the creator of the Chameleon shark so if you want to get one let her know she will set something up for you <3 also she is in need of help her heat is out and low on money so please help her out .

i dont really talk about much about my rl life on here but i think i need to for this to help close my mind and heart on a major death in my life.

A man that i grew to love when he first saw me when i was 9 my Grandpa Gorden.

I was not grandchild by blood but when he say me when parents first pulled up in my dads semi in 1989 i got off the truck and the frist time i saw my grandpa and his face lit up and open his arms to me and that was start of our realtionship as me being his grandchild and the first time i met my 5 cousins jessie , michele, blake , jason , josh we gotten really close over the years and gotten into alot of mistchief . grandpa had the pocket watch that was on a chain and of us kids woulg take that watch of his and yank it and watch it zip back to it home " and he was say " hey now"

Grandpa was a auctioneer and he would take us kids to his sale barn where i gotten my love for the horses and cow there , i was even pooped on by a cow when i wasnt look because i was staring at my grandpa i think i scream my head off after that and all he was laugh.

but as we got older grandpa was there for most our lives he was there when i graduated from Job corps , and my sister wedding.

my grandpa health gtten worse after he had he gotten parkinson's disease this started 2 years ago then had a heart attack , then the final blow was namona which they couldnt keep him alive .

This weekend friday we went to my grandpa funeral and i have to say it was the most hardest thing i could do seeing him in that casket laying there like a he was a sleep and never to wake up again. I know he is in a better place he not suffering any more but i hurts so much that I was gone during his health getting worse i know he would be happy to know i was out of the state and doing things for my life in the long run so i have to think that was what he was thinking.

sorry for this rambling but i though i had to do this to ease my mind.

RIP Grandpa Gorden I love you always

I had to update since i got a new fursouna made so now as to what fursona you like the best here they are
Krista komatsu: my leopard bovine http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9653838/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9912652/

kandie corn: my husky http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12869924/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12864576/ , http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12293908/

Diamond calico : my tigeress http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11357241/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6415620/

silvara starfall: my joguani http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13051376/

krista komatsu leopard: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8611347/

so i have a few sonas now and they been out on page now so its time to see what one fits me the most so i am gong to do a vote. there is my cow hybrid ( krista moo) ref here http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9653838/ then there is my Husky ( kandie Corn ) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12293908/ , and then there is my leopard ( silvara) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12779049/ what ones are your fave <3

as some of you know i was in jail for the past month and a half do to child support , and there has been som attacks on me on my FA and some other places saying i am bad parent and i deserved to be in jail ,now for you all i love my son more rhen anything my ex gf has put me though alot of missery and pain and suffering using him against me , my ex cheated on me with my roomate , and then 3 to 4 weeks later she was pregant after i give her one last chance and since then after his birth she didnt want anything to do with for a time of 3 years i took him all the time after the first year we broke up she drop him off all the the time i never turned down watching him i was always there for him the he turned 5 and then my time with him went to very few to none , so all those that want to judge me saying i am a bad bad parent dont know truth or me , I sat in jail a living nightmare being in there when your a trans , gay just differnt you are are a target and it was hell i survive thinking about my love ones that was what give me strength to endure the place also got a dna test done too so i am out and safe.

come on and join 2 year anniversary raffle for diamondstripe right here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4805074/

my fur bro is having a raffle http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4763966/

come here http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10806978/ to inter

is having a pony contest come join http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4502023/

come over here :3 https://www.furaffinity.net/view/10122459/

what am i to you?

a. a good friend
b. a best friend
c. a lover
d. a master/mistress
e. a pet
f. an asshole
g. someone who doesn't give a shit about you
h. other ( put word here)
Please answer

come for free art <3 http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4284209/

OMG my suit is here i got it in the mail to day so happy and it fits great ^////^ can wait to go to AC and show it off <3

Well coming up tuseday I have to go to court for child support for my son that i have not seen in 3 years because my ex gf riped him away I dont even know if hes mine and now im getting getting forced to pay. the child support wants to get me in contemped of court becasue i couldnt get my papers saying I cant work so i might get sent to jail i dont know im so stressed out and ready to give up

Im scard becasue this woman that was my ex treated me like crap and degraded me and also cheated on me with a roomate that she wanted me to move in my aparment I found out then she she cheated again with another roomate of mine after. Before the baby was born my friends told me to do a blood test i told her i wanted one she then had her parents and brother threating me. So now im finaly going to do a blood test. To all my furends out there wish me luck

silvara