Okay, two things really.

One, I'm desperate to get my writing skills back into top shape. I know I was never the best writer, but I've been doing it from such a young age, it feels weird to not be writing everything down like I used to. Although I know half of you (quite possibly 95% of you) don't ever read any of the stuff I may of submitted on here (Considering there's 704 of you watching me.. xD) or even knew I wrote, I'm willing to open myself up to the idea of small requests or trades. I don't feel comfortable promising any specific amount of words or anything like that, as if the subject matter isn't exciting to me, I won't be able to get into it. But yea, would any of you be interested in small stories? Not for money, but for a sketch? Or for a story back? Or hell, just give me an idea and I'll see if I roll with it.

Secondly, I'm debating getting back into forums. I haven't used one in a long ass time, and I'm generally terrified of people seeing my roleplays in public and judging me for their content or how I work ( ;-; Self-confidence yaaaay). Does anyone know of an active, friendly forum I could possibly make a place on? Can be clean or dirty, I don't mind. Porn is just porn to me.

I know most of you won't give a damn about this, but for those who do, please help me rekindle my only talent? ;-;

Have you ever just felt disappointed in yourself but not really know why? Like, you had a conversation with someone about something and their reaction makes you feel like you did or said something wrong? Or you bought something and then regretted it once you received it?

I hate being in funks like this; especially at work. ._.

RP =/= ERP

Seriously people. If someone asks you if you're into role play, it doesn't mean all they wanna do is fuck.

People need to stop being so aggressive. ._.

I love you guys, sometimes. <3

Some in a sarcastic way, some in an actually nice way 8D

A change might will be forthcoming.

Watch this space.

I re-read it and some of the comments from last night, and yeesh, I'm sorry for how I worded things xD;

I, in no way or form, dislike the popular people on this site, not the person themselves. It can just be frustrating or even make myself a liiiittle bit jealous(?) when you see the same character, over and over again, from all these amazing artists; especially with characters which are meant to be "Completely Off-limits". It's just crazy how some people can afford all these pieces of work.

I'm sure they're lovely people in reality, just with a shed-load of cash in their pocket (Or a really bad spending habit. :P).

At seeing the same character all the time?

I mean, not just from a person you watch, but when there's stuff on the front-page. Do you ever go "Oh, it's THAT guy again."?

Remember! Tiredness breeds curiosity! (If you're wondering why I like asking questions)

Not mine, but Lucy's ( angel1992)! Go give her some love! <3

Anyone know any cheap animated icon artists? It's time for an update methinks!

Didja miss me? <3

And, safe to say, a little worried about this.

Do you guys find my attitude to commenting/my actual comments offensive or inappropriate? I know I like to make lewd remarks on the dirtier pieces, but I've never actually thought that I might be upsetting the artist/character-owner/onlookers with my words!

Many of you guys who consider me a friend know that I'm a massive flirt and love to remark like I do, but I understand it might be irritating to those who haven't had the chance to know me!

I dunno really, what would you say?

Also, thinking aout making a clean account for my cleaner commissions.

I just felt like I needed to say it, to all of you.

Those who talk to me every day, and those who I only see once a month.

Those who play games with me, those who perv with me.

I appreciate all of you the same, and I can't wait to continue growing closer to you all; especially those who I haven't even met yet!

I wouldn't be who I am today without this community, and while it's true there are bad points to that, I still have to thank you.

So have it, a big, happy thanks!

Look forward to more of me in the future! (Or dread it, your choice. ;P)

Love you all <3

I have work tomorrow, and I'm not the least bit tired 8D~

Someone entertain me? <3

That some people REALLY need to learn the difference between someone who's "creepy" and someone who's just plain giving a compliment.

Now, this hasn't happened to me (which surprises the heck out of me, considering some of my comments xD) but I've seen someone compliment either a character or the actual work itself in a picture, only to be shouted at for "Totally trying to get in my pants/get free art". I mean, seriously people. Are you that far up your arse that you feel EVERYONE wants a piece?

Christ, take a compliment.

If your character has massive tits, and you get a picture of that character flaunting her massive tits, EXPECT people to mention them. Sure, don't accept those who write about how much they wanna fuck them, but don't ridicule those who simply say nice things about you! We're not ALL in the same freaking boat here. If you get smut of your character all the time, people are generally going to start thinking that you want that sort of comment (Again, to use myself as an example, I don't care if you write how much X has gotten you aroused. It amuses me!).

It annoys me when someone who's fairly popular (Read: FANBOYS AHOY) posts a journal about how one guy RUINED their entire hard work because of a slightly smutty comment on a picture which involves an orgy of herms all covered in their own excrement (Probably exists).

There are so many two-faced attitudes around here. So damn many.

-Throws arms up in frustration-

Also, in other news,  angel1992 and myself are going to Thailand for two weeks this Friday! So don't expect to hear from either of us much during that time xD Got a wedding to attend! Woo~!

Two things~

1) Your favourite fetish~
2) A fetish you've always wanted to do~

I'm curious! I'll read the replies tomorrow :3

I love asking you guys questions <3

If you could see Ixy paired off for one picture with any copyrighted character (Pokemon, Digimon, from a game franchise etc), who would it be, what would they be doing and why? :3

Can you please, try and save your sales/auctions/pre-poses for the first of each month, as that's when I get paid. ;D

Sincerely,
Ixy <3

So it seems I've left such a good impression with the brass at work that my contract has been extended for an entire year! This is absolutely great news, considering I've now got a whole year (at least) of dedicated income!

I'm a very happy thing today 8D~ If not stupidly tired.

And alive, at that!

Apart from a minor bout of insomnia, I'm pretty much 100% again! :D

Hope everything has been okay for those I haven't seen in ages. <3

So it's 2:46AM (as of writing) and I'm still awake due to this bloody chest infection. Been hacking and coughing and begging for mercy from my lungs all night; just had a hot bath to try and relax but to no real avail.

Just can't stop coughing. Sometimes with phlegm (gross, I know.), sometimes without. Severe aching in my right lung.  angel1992 is convinced it's a chest infection, but I'm naturally freaking myself out by checking the symptoms out on-line. Woo, bronchitis maybe? 8D /shot

No real reason to write this journal, just felt like giving you all an update, if you wanted it or not. <3

God, it seems I'm ill every other week ._.

/dies

It just clicked how much of a pervert I really am.

And the best thing, I really don't care 8D~

Also, as a side note, gunna be on and off in regards to the internet for the next week or so. Switching to Sky, finally had enough of Virgin's bullshit xD

Firstly, let me say a massive THANK YOU to allll of you who participated. 57 odd people. I never expected to pull such a large crowd in, but then again, free art has an allure. :P

Winners of the raffle!

1: Number 34!  avalon487
2: Number 47!  Rhene
3: Number 53!  Outsider
4: Number 13!  Fluffykinz22
5: Number 5!  Brachiaraidos

All numbers were generated from RANDOM.ORG.

Please, congratulate those who won! Better luck next time to those who didn't. <3

If the five winners could please note me to discuss their desired prize.

By reading this, you are now my personal love-toys :V

<3

-Always feels weird in the evenings-