I wish I could afford a commission, but I sadly don't have the money as of now. But, all I can do is share this and help out! If anyone wants a commission from him, please do so if you have the money. He does some dang good art!

https://inkbunny.net/j/432735-Faenn.....sion-available

Another icon has passed away at the age of 91 today, and it's one of my favorite filmmakers, Richard Donner. Just heard about this from a friend, and it's of course saddening. He's made a ton of great films. He'll truly be missed.

Another iconic actor had passed away peacefully today. I admire him so much because of The Little Mermaid and Disney's Dinosaur. Really, it's very sad that he's gone. He will be missed.

If you noticed anything deleted from my gallery, I only did it either two reasons. First, it's because of someone I don't want to associate with anymore, and/or secondly I'm planned on redoing some of that work, or just deleting them because I don't really want them up in my gallery anymore. Not naming any of the art, by the way.

Don't you just hate it when you first make friends with someone, admit to a fetish you have, and they accept (or don't mind) that you have a said fetish, and then when that same friend you made was being very shady, and you decide to block him without them knowing, until they decide to now talk shit about your fetish?

Yeah, I had that feeling many times. But, hey. If they won't accept that they were in the wrong for what they did, then why the hell should I care, especially when they're being hypocrites about fetishes?

My birthday ended up being shitty again yesterday, but I really appreciate you guys for giving me birthday wishes and such.

I really hate the feeling of not drawing as often as I use to. Like, it's been like this, even when I was posting those sketches. Really, ever since my computer went crashing down beyond repair, I'm just overly annoyed at myself, and I just wanna keep drawing!

I dunno if this is a great idea, but for paypal sketch commissions right now until I get a new computer will just be at $10. Doesn't matter with added backgrounds or filters, or shading. All commissions will be just $10 for now, once again until I get a new computer.

The commission, trade, or request I owe you will be released as a sketch. Because, waiting on the computer isn't getting any better, to be honest. I know it's been too long at this point, but I'll get these out as soon as possible.

I've read a journal by MidnightMuser and I definitely feel where he's coming from. I'm actually annoyed by constantly getting RP comments and such. While, it's my fault for even responding to said RP comments in the comments section, it eventually moves to PMs or discord.

So, I should've put up a rule on my pages about these kind of comments a long time ago. And, if people don't understand why I don't reply to most RP-like comments, this is why. And, nope I won't be responding to these comments again.

And, yes I know I have some friends do the same (and I respond to those), but that's before I realized it poses an incoming danger of unknowns coming at me about roleplaying, when I either don't want to, or don't feel like it. I still roleplay, but not as much because some people can't understand why roleplaying shouldn't be the first priority after looking at my art.

So, no one here is in trouble. Just be careful with what you type in the comments. I like it when people post positive feedback on my art, rather than filling it up with acting out characters.

Another great actor, and another amazing Bond actor lost. Connery had passed away at age 90 today. May he rest in peace.

I'll always remember the amazing roles he's played, like one of my personal favorite characters, Sir Henry Jones from Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade. He's truly a legend.

Yeah, I'm still finishing the commissions up. Motivation problems and looking for the time to do them has been causing some slowness to them, but hey my mental health is something I got to look out for.

I'll be working on both art for people I owe, and personal art at whatever given time, because constantly shifting gears on one thing, only for me to not get focus on that particular art for someone I owe. So, I hope this doesn't screw me over.

By the way, I'm doing alright if you are wondering. :)

I wanted to let you know that things are going alright. Last night was fun because me and my dad got to watch Deep Blue Sea 3 (yeah, there was a third DBS), and surprisingly it was much better than the dumpster fire known as DBS2.

I haven't gotten back to doing commission yet, because there's still one person constantly asking about the progress, so I'll be just working on that one, and then I'll be working on both personal and commission work. Just really need to get that commission I''m stuck on finish.

EDIT: I have a better solution to my problem, and I'll be posting another journal about it later.

Why can't I just get back to drawing more stuff already! I'm getting really aggravated about this.

While it may not be confirmed on how much I'm spending with personal stuff, but with all seriousness I'm not only fed up, but honestly bored. The stuff that happened to me with commissions have stuck with me on a personal level. That small percentage of folks really can't stop asking me about when the fuck a picture they commissioned is coming out soon. To be honest, with constant motivation moods going back and forth, I don't even know anymore. I can't be preoccupied on drawing stuff that isn't exactly for me, if some people can't learn to think about the commission last. I also can't help but think that they're saying behind my back that I ripped them off because I take too long. There are things more important than a picture to jack off to, you know. I've been struggling with these commissions, thinking that it might be easy this time, but that small percentage tells me I'm wrong, and I made the same mistake again. That's honestly why I closed commissions a month ago. I really want to just make all my offerings of trades and commissions for friends only, because at least they understand me more. And saying that, I don't want people I don't know at all to be my friends to get the art they want. It's also getting to the point to where I don't know if I'm really the one to blame for this to happen.

So, yeah. I'm just gonna take a break again. I've been trying, guys. But, impatient people and personal issues can really take a toll on you. And, I will be posting more art, but it ain't commission work. I know I had time to myself to draw stuff before, but this time I need more of that to ease my problems. And, if that doesn't work out, then I'm gonna just play games, and watch the movies and anime I enjoy. And, spend some time with my family as well, even if nothing is happening around my place.

I had to mention this many times before in the past, so I'll make this statement again. If you are impatient, and can't wait for me to finish up a drawing for you (art trades, commissions, etc.), then you really should've reconsidered my process of doing these pictures. I don't like it when someone is straight-up impatient, and it upsets me that I had to say this crap again. I had to refund someone on a commission that I was working on, but at least I'll admit this. I wasn't having any fun drawing that particular pic, no offense to the person I gave a refund to.

Again, if you're just gonna keep bugging me about the progress of the drawing, then chances are A) the progress will be slower, B) the annoyance will be built up, and C) the more it makes it think that you shouldn't be wasting your time and money on me, because that's just a waste!

I know I'm slow at getting my ideas out, and/or think about more personal pictures to draw while working on the commissions, because of my motivation... but what I just experience was worse than last year, to be honest. I really feel like opening commissions was only a mistake on my hand, as either I'm not the type of person up to drawing these pictures as fast as possible for these types of people, or I'm not good with this kinda stuff at all. I know this is just only one or two people I deal with, but man it's annoying.

Funny enough, you don't see me doing this with other artists, and some who are my friends. I let them take their time, and I don't want to rush them, so that they can make the best damn drawing I've ever seen them do! That's also called respect. So, to those who decide to constantly ask me "how's the progress coming" more times than one (or heck even more than two times), just think about that choice, or don't ask me again, alright?

I hope they understand, because I don't wanna come off as selfish or rude. Working on these pictures can be more frustrating than getting out some personal stuff. And, if I sounded rude, I'm very sorry if I did. I just want people to understand this. Also, I'll be closing commissions until I get these other ones I owe finish.

Also, to anyone who is reading this, don't get offended, or don't go witch-hunting and badmouthing those who weren't thinking straight at this time. I don't want war, or drama to start. That's all I'm saying.

I think I need to SLOW IT DOWN with it comes to the toilet pictures. I mean, that's how I feel. I know this FA page was made only for these pictures (which I later decided to extend that to Inkbunny), but I think that's all I kinda focused on. I mean, yeah I still got art trades and commissions being in the works, so that's all that's been worked on.

I never thought that some of the pages would end up being so damn popular (view-wise) among my gallery. XD Why is that?

If you see anything that has been removed from the site, that's because I'm cleaning out a few things that I would leave as a personal thing, or no longer desire to have on this account. Mainly to make some small room for other things.

I'm not deleting everything off here, that's one thing I'll say. Don't worry, folks. X3

*I've deleted a story and picture I first did with Beatrice because I'm remaking that one. The original one just doesn't work for me. XD Also, I gotta re-organize my folders that, for some reason has no pictures in them after I've deleted only few pictures from the initial/main gallery.*

*All of this is referring to commissions, by the way.*

I dunno why, but it's starting to get repetitive. I would love to keep drawing more, rather than having to use source filmmaker again. It can get tedious at the points to where I'm working on another commission comic, and it's just getting on my nerves to have the right poses and stuff done without screwing it up. Also, my computer constantly heats up fast, making that annoying load noise because of this software taking it's time to load and progress. I would probably keep using SFM for backgrounds for my drawings, because I guess it's more fun than the program itself at times.

I only have one person waiting for their commission so far, and with an "artist" like me, that's saying something. I guess I just need more time to get myself together with these decisions on commissions.

I honestly like them more when they're not showing the pooping, or peeing. I like them implied most of them time. X3 Makes the pictures more tame and suitable than having to draw the peeing, or pooping. Despite not minding to draw the matter, I just think that it's better to see them implied. If anything, that's better than showing more, even if it's just an option.

I'm not the most active discord person out there. And, honestly I think only some people follow me on there just to roleplay, which is also another thing that I'm not most active with. I only use discord when it's necessary, and to only talk to friends, even if I suck at conversations sometimes.

If I have to receive another note from someone asking me for a commission, and they do not respond back for a long, long time (like freaking 16 or so days?), I'm not doing the commission for them. It's kinda wasting my time to even wait on people like that, especially if they're not specific to what they want on the requested commission.