That's it! I'm going to spend the christmas and new year with my bf in NYC!!! I'm so excited!!
See ya, guys!! Happy holidays!!! ;D

Hey people! How are you guys doing?
Well, I don't know if you guys know but I discovered that I had cancer some months ago. I went through a very hard treatment, and unfortunaly in my last chemotherapy something went wrong. My immune system was destroyed due the the treatment and I was hospitalized. But after 40 long and hard days, I'm finally back home.
I'm still not fully recovered, but at least I can try to draw something I this period...

 ReigTDreve is having a raffle!!
To more information, click this link: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4644987/

So, hello everyone... Or anyone who reads this.
I have a pretty big mass on my neck for 3 months. First I though I had an infeccion, but a lot of time has passed and it not disappered. So doctors made a biopsy and guess what: I have cancer. Burkitt's lymphoma. And I don't even have the hiv virus to justify why I have this.
I was dismissed from college to start the treatment. But the truth is that I'm depressed and scared. I don't think that I will be able to ham sd le all the colateral symptons of terapy. And I don't even know if it already spred through my body.
Sorry about the drama.. But I had to put it out of my chest. Ans thos anonimous place seemed good to do this.
I will try to finish my drawnings but it will take a while... I need some time to understand everything that people told me.
And if you read all this... Thanks. Good to know that someone is listening...
Hugs!

Just few spots left! =)

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4284493/

Tagged by  jibaku-san

First off.... Rules!

1. You must post these rules (Very Important indeed).
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6. No tag backs.
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You legitimately (AKA, really, truly, with all honesty) have to tag 11 people.

Tagged:  bigdaddyrhino  blendaoncinha  chubbvoulez  hokin  hweichow  hreter  gruff22  greyfox  jhonyfx  leetiger  psychowolf

Now the questions from Jibaku - san
1 - What is your favorite animal?
Wolfs

2 - What would you do to escape the one-eyed flaming zombies?
One bullet right into his eye

3 - Apple or grenade?
Apple (RIP Steve Jobs)

4 - Hentai or Yiff?
Can I choose Bara?

5 - What's the worst movie you've seen?
Apollo 18

6 - Would you eat a cockroach to save my life?
Ask to Clarice Lispector's GH... She may eat.

7 - What color is your underwear?
Camuflage green

8 - Would you kill one person to save an animal?
Depend... I will not be arrested or sued?

9 - What were you afraid when you were younger?
Spiders

10 - I'm being boring?
No. You may continue :)

11 - If you catch a bus after running over a nun on a skateboard, to go to the Eiffel Tower in Rome, what would be the color of red apple on the tree jaboticaba?
Red. (You already told me the color) =p


New Questions:

1) Favorite smell?
2) Dance or sing?
3) A female celebrity that you would marry with?
4) A male celebrity that you would kiss?
5) Favorite TV show?
6) Complete the sentence: "We can always _______"
7) The last music that you listened?
8) Lady Gaga is in front of you. What you would do?
9) What is the best part of being a furry?
10) Tell me your weight.
11) Don't you hate when people say you need to tag others?

So, I decided to open for an art trade. Since this is my first time doing this (Man, I didn't say this a long ago... XD ) I decided to take slow. Just 1 (one) slot this time.

Rules:

- 1 Character

- Reference is needed

- No Mature or Adult pic for underages.

I'll wait around 24h to decide if I'm going to open another slot or no, depending on how many people will be interested.





PS: Furs Brasileiros podem manifestar interesse tanto aqui quanto no FurryBrasil.com

Man... The first meme I do in a long time.
Stolen from  Bob_buffalo

LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
- Name: HKN
- Eye Color: Black
- Hair Style/Color: Short and black.
- Height: 1,75mt ( 5' 9'' ft I think...)
- Clothing style: T-shirt (black, blue or dark green), Jeans (back or blue) and black shoes. In a nut shell, Casual Style. =p
- Best physical feature: My thigh and my eyes.

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: Spiders, HIV (or any STDs), Heights
- Your guilty pleasure: Okonomiyaki (I addicted to it! Learn how to make --> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PeUHy0A1GF0 ) and Starbuck's Dulce de Lette Latte!
- Your biggest pet peeve: Lack of focus in any professional task
- Your ambitions for the future: I would like to be a great doctor with a good job and then travel to another countries.

LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: What do I have to do today?
- What you think about most: About my boyfriend and my future
- What you think about before bed: About my favorite television series
- You think your best quality is: I have a fertile imagination.

LAYER FOUR: WHAT'S BETTER?
- Single or group dates: Single
- To be loved or respected: Loved
- Beauty or brains: Brains
- Dogs or cats: Cats! (and a Bulldog! I wish I had one...)

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: Yup.
- Believe in yourself: Mostly
- Believe in love: Yes
- Want someone: I already got the one I wanted. ;)

LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: No, thanks!
- Done drugs: No. And never will do.
- Changed who you were to fit in: Who didn't? (or at least tried to...)

LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: Dark Green and Midnight Blue
- Favorite animal: Wolf
- Favorite movie: Alice in Wonderland (Tim burton version, please!)
- Favorite game: Bayonetta ('cause use a gun as a shoe it's so much style!)

LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day your next birthday will be: June 8th (Tomorrow. =p)
- How old will you be: 22
- Age you lost your virginity: 18
- Does age matter: Depends...

LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best personality: Good humor, Kindness, Patience, Rational
- Best eye color: I confess I have a thing for blue and green eyes.
- Best hair color: Brown
- Best thing to do with a partner: Besides the obvious, talk and visit new places.

LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: my cute panda bear! (Love ya, honey)
- I feel: Good
- I hate: crying babies
- I miss: my innocence
- I wish: I was smarter.

Theres no news to tell ya guys...
I think that I just get used to don't drawn and then I didn't post anything here for a long time...
And well... It's not a Kylie Minogue thing but just can't get this music out of my head:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IKKzA0VLgjw

So.. yeah... I think that's all.

See ya guys!

Yeah!! I'm going to celebrate Carnaval in Rio this year.
Taking the bus in a couple of hours!
I love it!
I wish I could go to one of those Bears of Rio's party... The rumors are that the Rio's Bear are so f*cking cute!
Anyway, take care guys!!!

Yeah, my bee-tchs!! <3
Ok, that was too gay even for me.
Anyway, just updating something here to say that I'm still alive. I may not be so active as an artist/the dude that do those pic on my gallery/ whatever you call it. Yeah, my artistic life just seen to been very inactive. (But my social and sexual life still active, so it's alright XD)
Hmm... ok, I was away for a several months. I don't know any news from here but... well,  Ysegrimus still hot (yeah, he is),  Braford0005 still rock with those magnific pics,  markwulfgar and  alphachimaera still are two of my favorite artists... so, seens that everything is in it's place.... So, you all deserve a cookie. X3
And man... There were more than 1000 new messages (yeah, submissions, porn, jornals, and drama and watches count as messages). I though to see every single submission and jornal, but since I have all those messages, I decided to be fair and don't read any but my two new watches. (Thanks you Dusky and supernet94).
Oh... And don't expect art from me so soon. I'm having such a great time with my boyfriend and the bear parties around here. (Man, I should have done all these before. And for the cutes, beard, or/and chubs ones, you all should really get into a bear party. Seriously!)
So, a lot of french kisses for the cutes ones. (ok, not french kisses, but a kiss on the cheek)
A hug for the people that I don't know if are cute or that are not cute.
And a buttslap for the sexies one. Or whatever ya prefer...
Bye bye!

Me - Yup, I'm away just for some more time... 'cause, ya know... some stuffs to do...

AOT(anybody out there) - But you're on vacation, aren't ya?

Me - Hm? Yes I'm on vacations but... ya know, some summer stuffs... and need to work out a bit 'cause... hmmm..

AOT - Let me guess. It's because that summer stuff...

Me - Yeah! I mean, No! I... I...

AOT- And what's the name of that "summer stuff"?

Me- *blushes*

(Yeah, I'm away 'cause I like a guy. Buttslap me! =p )

... and my final exams too!!! x_x
Really, I barely have time to eat. I think that I don't have a real lunch for days (I'm tired to eat snacks instead of real food XD). But it will be just for a couple of weeks. On December 13th 's night I will be a free wolf!!
So, I still need to finish a character sheet that I've been working, but I can do that when I go back to my hometown. Anyway, this old wolf here is thinking about doing some christmas gifts theis year. I still don't know how many spots I will be able to take. But I will post a journal with datails problaby in a week.
Dude... I really need to get some vacations... and a big glass of iced tea!! Really, it's very hot here in Brazil... (at least during the day) Santas will need to use some t-shirts, shorts and sunblocks over here !! I know that I need. XD
Anywway, hope ya all are ok, guys!
See ya

"Why, she’s a liar to
the end! Where is she? Not THERE - not in heaven - not
perished - where? Oh! you said you cared nothing for my
sufferings! And I pray one prayer - I repeat it till my
tongue stiffens - Catherine Earnshaw, may you not rest as
long as I am living; you said I killed you - haunt me, then!
The murdered DO haunt their murderers, I believe. I
know that ghosts HAVE wandered on earth. Be with me
always - take any form - drive me mad! only DO not
leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you! Oh, God!
it is unutterable! I CANNOT live without my life! I
CANNOT live without my soul!"

Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte  EmilyBronte
Hot guy on avatar by Ralph Fiennes  RalphFiennes

OMG! D=



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1rV9O2bCHM

... and so is me!!
I've been really busy with university and it's activities, but I really missed this place.
I have a bunch of sketchs that I need to finish do I can post some new art here. Man... I think that I'm out of pratice for being so long time without doing a pic in computer, but the good thing about that is that I always have a chance to change a bit the style my pics are.
And let me see... In 8 days there will be a great fantasy party in my university and I just need to think what costume I will use. Come on, people, I need ideas. If you have any suggestion, give it to me, pleeeease! =3

Well, that's all for now.
It's grrrrrrrreat to be back!!

Take care people,
Silver Howl

I'm tired about being fooled.
I'm tired for sacrificing so many things for you.
I'm tired of being an "empty memory"
I'm tired of having my heart broken







Dido - Don't think of me

See you're with her -- not with me
I hope she's sweet, and so pretty
I hear she cooks delightfully,
a little angel beside you

See you're with her -- not with me
Oh how lucky one man can be?
I hear your house is smart and clean
Oh how lovely, with your homecoming queen
Oh how lovely it must be

When you see her sweet smile, baby
don't think of me
When she lays in your warm arms
don't think of me

See you're with her -- not with me
I know she spreads sweet honey
In fact your best friend, I heard he
spent last night with her
Now how do you feel?
How do you feel?

When you see her sweet smile, baby
don't think of me
When she lays in your warm arms
don't think of me

And it's too late, and it's too bad
Don't think of me
And it's too late, and it's too bad
Don't think of me

Does it bother you now, all the mess I made?
Does it bother you now, the clothes you told me not to wear?
Does it bother you now, all the angry games we played?
Does it bother you now, when I'm not there?

When you see her sweet smile, baby
don't think of me
When she lays in your warm arms
don't think of me

And it's too late, and it's too bad
Don't think of me
Oh it's too late, and it's too bad
Don't think of me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o86bWcM3KuA

I killed myself. I needed to reach the nothing to be something again. I'm recreated by myself...
A new me, a new dream, a new day... I will make a new era comes to me...

Good bye to who I was

Thanks to everybody who I met

Good morning to the angels

And to you, my best wishes...

---

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rd-i6bCG5-M

... I had an anatomy exam.
Really, I don't think tha I went very well (1 minte for each question was too little to write everything that I needed to write)
Anyway, I just here to say that I will be kind of away for sometime 'cause I have a lot of exams this two weeks. So don't expect me to reply so soon, okie? ^ ^'
I will try to reply and comment and fave your art and comments when I be able to do so, ok? (Really, university is taking almost 13 of my day usually, 16 when I have exams)
So, I hope that you people can understand my situation and be patient.
Hope that everything is ok with you all.
And Joe, I'm sorry for didn't talk very much to you these last days, but it's been very hard to have time to use the computer. *Kisses* Love you very much! Miss you!

See ya, people!

Tagged by  gruff22

It's pretty simple: Post a song that you think describes your relationship with the furry fandom. Then tag your friends.

My song is: "Life is like a boat" - Rie Fu
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L_LJwqG8aYk
Because "if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong"

Now I tag:
 joewolf
 sebek5
 bluefeline
 timberwolfmax
 hweichow

---

Lyrics:
http://www.animelyrics.com/anime/bl.....slikeaboat.htm

Well, that's wasn't so good as I expected to be. The professors didn't know how to give a good class, the greater part of them just throw a lot of data on us and that's all. I'm starting to see what they mean when say that I will have to study and learn everything by myself. =/
And I need to learn fast, 'cause I'm feeling like a bloody idiot on those classes. I'm feeling so dumb for didn't understand those biochemical classes... I just wonder if I really deserved to be studing on that university. =/
Besides that I just heard a lot from a bunch of people telling me that I should have be at home and didn't come to watch the classes 'cause I was with fever. (Yeah, I go to school even if I'm sick... I'm just a big nerd on that point. 8B )
At least I make some friends there (Not so good friends, but friends anyway). That made my week be less boring than what would have been.
I'm moving from my old apartment to a new one near the medicine university campus. So that was one of the motives why I just dissapear for the week. (The other one was the university class that was too long and tiring.)

Anyway, let's just forget for a moment of the bad thing, and talk about something good. I just want to thank you all very much for all those "get well soon" wishes. Really people, it's very nice to see that people care about you. =3 Thanks a lot with all my heart. =3
And a special thank you for a special wolf whose recommedations helped me a lot. =3

Well, that's all.
I don't know when I will be able to drawn more new pics, but I will try to post something soon.
Oh, and Joe, honey, I didn't forget about your request. I just need to scan it and color. I miss you. Sorry for not be able to talk with you these days, but the situations is being a bit hard on my side. Love ya very much, honey!

See ya guyz!!

I'm have a little fever right now. Not feeling very well, and I have my first class on university tomorrow. I just hope to be better by tomorrow morning.
I will going to sleep now (Damn, I'm feeling so hot and my head aches... )
And Joe, sorry to not be able to talk to you today, honey. Love ya!
That's all. Take care, guys!!

So,  joewolf and I get back together. Guess that Nightwish's lyric have reason, "old loves die harder..." =3



Xandria - The Wind And The Ocean

I am like the endless ocean
Carry dreams to distant shores
You are like the wind that moves me
Whispering breeze and roaring storm

Azure is my garden
I grow some seaweed on the ground
I sleep and dream of naiads
And of the sunk ships that I found

I am like the endless ocean...

Through the rough sea's current
My blue heart's drawn to your caress
I'll give you salty kisses
How do you like my glittering dress?

Seawards, seawards
Sail your vassels
Human plaything for my waves
Seawards, seawards
Sail your vassels
'Til my seabed is your grave

I am like the endless ocean...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=inF3HrMpt80

I passed on the university selection exam!! I'm officially a student of medicine!!!! =D
I'm so f***ing happy, dudes!!!! Nos I'm a Beast ( "bicho" in portuguese, is a nickname for all the newbies on university) !!! XD
Now I'm going back to São Paulo this Saturday's night to take my spot on USP!!
Damn, I'm just can't believe it! You know, I just work so hard for this and all I could think is that and now, it's done! I.. I just can't believe that is done...
Man, what we do after we achieve our dreams?
I don't know... But I will let the time bring me the answer.. =3
See ya, guys!!

I'm already on vacation since my university's admission exams are over. Now I need to wait until February 7th to see the list with the names of the aproveds. I'm really anxious for that. I think that I did well on the exams but we never know. I just can't wait to see the list.
Masn, if my name is on that least, it will be the best gift that I would receive in my life. I'm praying for be aproved this time. =3
Anyway, I need to say anothe thing to you guys. I will be travelling back to my hometown this sunday afternoon and I will be there until Februay 10 or so... So I will not post anything for a couples of weeks... - -
But I think that I will have time for work on some drawings, you know... making it more carefully and trying to improve it. So guys, would you do me the great favor to say what do you think that need to be improve on my pics, please. I know that everything need to be improved, but the thing that urge need to be improved in your opinion, I mean. So can you guys and gals do me this little favor, pleeease? =3
I really would appreciate that! I love critics! =3

Take care, guys!!