I'm trying my hand at art again, and trying to be social again. Turns out if you don't really interact with people for years at a time you can start to miss it, who knew right. I might update this more often but it might also be another five years.

I know I have a habit of just disappearing on people, though I never intend to, so I'm going to ask one thing of anyone who might try to contact me. If we have a conversation going or manage to talk regularly for awhile and I just drop off for a few weeks, please send me a message. I find I can usually do social and communicative for a couple months at a time before I loose any energy at all for talking to people, it comes back but by the time it does I always worry that no one wants to hear from me (Weird mental hang up but I'm not going into what started that). If I'm not interested in talking to someone I will let them know or block them depending on the situation, silence on my part is more related to my own problems than anything said/done by those I end up disappearing on.

In short, if I have ever just up and disappeared on you while it looked like we where on good terms, we where and I am sorry, the failure was mine.

So my Macbook Pro has been repaired now three times, two logic boards and a hard drive. Of course tonight it gives me a scrambled image in the middle of watching a youtube video, audio devolves into a screeching sound and it gives me a series of beep codes and restarts. Its working right now but I can already see a visit to the apple store in my future.
Aside from that I've been trying to practice my drawing, oddly enough its shading hair that is giving me trouble. I hope to have something I actually feel is fit to post fairly soon.

Mostly this is just because I don't like seeing all the blank spaces on my page and want to fill them in.