Got some pay what you want commissions open if anyone wants something

I really put myself in a bad spot with my credit cards. Mainly due to losing my job last Halloween and still having to deal with bills and paying for HRT. Want to do some pwyw to try and take care of it but I'd need about $4,000 to get that fully paid off. Not really sure what else to do. I have a new job at the moment but I'm currently only getting 2 days a week. Idk just trying anything right now.

Depression is so sad. Can I get 5 big booms?

Really need to start drawing daily. Hopefully this is it