Apprently I got some sufficient evidence for a learning disability-


I have a feeling it might be autism, but I'm not sure. Ik I have ADHD- I'm pretty sure I was told that awhile ago.


I asked my dad about it, he just said: everyone is on the spectrum. //Which is true//


So, if he knew this for years. Why wasn't I told????? I think this is important to know???? Wtf.

I'm kinda frustrated with my page, Most of my popular drawings are old and bad. I put a lot of effort into a new drawing, and it kinda just flops. I'm sitting here internally screaming rn


Tbh it's probably just the fact I was gone for months and I didn't upload crap to furaffinity. But yeah.

Just some warrior cats designs
https://youtu.be/R-PLITb1Wqc

Yeah.

Well the title might be somewhat of an over statement. But in the moment ((and thinking about it now)) I seriously felt like I would've died- don't worry, not a single horse or person was hurt luckily!

So I have been doing horse riding lessons lately, I don't own a horse myself. ((Unfortunately, but I'd like to one day!)) Some context about the horses ((not the horses real names!)). Blue, a sassy old lady who you need to be very careful with. She's stubborn and does not like to be around other horses, expect for her few friends. She's really sweet with the lesson kids aside from occasionally trying to nip them if they kick her too hard.
The lesson horse I ride, Chad. A silly class clown who threw a blanket on me while I was trying to listen to the instructor, licks my boots for some reason ((I think I might have salt stuck to them?)) A bit stubborn, she sometimes just stops and sits in a corner. Been helping me learn how to tell someone how to do things. ((Slowly but surely))

So the actual event starts when we're finishing a lesson, we're bringing the lesson horses back into their stalls and removing their saddles. I was almost done removing Chad's saddle, when Blue, who had been put in the stall next to me, tries to kick at Chad. Chad luckily did not kick back, instead moving away from me while being sassy with Blue.

This horse, moved in the way of Blue's kicks for some reason, I have never been so grateful in my entire god damned life- THIS HORSE WHO COULD'VE ABSOLUTELY DEMOLISHED ME. SAVED MY DUMBASS FROM GETTING A BROKEN BONE. ABSOLUTELY AMAZING.

Luckily the instructor stopped the fight from happening and I got to brush Chad for a bit to calm down afterwards. ((Also the saddle was fine too! They managed to find all the pieces which had fallen off and put it back to together! Yipee!!))

So yeah, could've broken a bone or died, BUT I LIVED BITCH. All because this Chad of a horse saved my damned life. Why is this journal so long? BECAUSE I LOVE HORSES DAMN IT! I'm learning how to draw them more often so I can draw Cyrus more! ((I love her sm!! Horses are just weird to draw!))

*does a gay little dance that pisses you off.*

Recently, due to the dabloon inflation, I'm going broke, I will be selling cans of soup. It's Campbell chicken noodle.

Four dabloons per soup can.


Ps. Don't tell  WhoTheHellTookAllMySoup their not allowed to buy or have any.

How much are we gonna bet this server is gonna get raided on the first day of it's release.

The bane of my existence has arrived, December first. I pray to whatever god is most convenient right now I don't have to do much shopping. I can't take it anymore, all I hear on the radio is fucking Christmas music. But I suppose it's fine most of the time.

I actually don't mind Christmas as a holiday, it's just a kinda loud and stressful day for me. Which is a eh,

But anyways. I know not everyone celebrates, so happy holidays in general! Enjoy your winter, make sure to dress warmly, don't ever underestimate the cold!

So uh, I got these 90s beanie babies from my Grandma. It's a McDonald's set, and I shit you not I saw someone selling them for 13 THOUSAND. 13 T H O U S A H D

Specifing the few I could see the names of:
Maple the bear
Glory the bear
Louis the bear

These would've been better quality if my great grandpa didn't smoke, the package is yellowing 😭

I don't wanna sell them, I'm just fucking surprised that people sell old beanie babies for this much-

I'm gonna be drawing a new banner soon, the one I have right now is a placeholder lol

I'm gonna work out and fucking get ripped because I'm not in the mood for gender.

SQUID GAMES

The fog will appear December 5th 6:00am

Join for totally real and not fake robux:
https://discord.gg/wmhaxHhUJF

So yeah, this is up, :)

The fog is coming

I've noticed a lot of discourse about babyfur art recently, I've seen a few people saying it's close to pedophila? I understand diaperfurs is a separate thing, something I'm personally not into myself.
I just find babyfur art cute, like, I can't help but smile because of a cute little fluffy friend.

I don't think babyfur is pedophila, unless you draw cubporn. //Even if it's a fictonal minor, I personally consider it to be pedophila, or at least borderline pedophilic, like feral porn. It's not exactly porn of a actual animal, it's pretty much borderline zooaphilia//

I'm not too educated on the topic of babyfurs either, so I don't mind any corrections in my assumptions about the community!

I will always hate this day at this hour because I am spitefully living my best life

weeUGHH ACK *COUGH* eweuhbEWAUAHHH aaaAWAAaaHh HuhGHHH huhgH *SNIFFFFF* AAAGH. hhheuuh.. hhhhheuyh *whimper* ...hh-hhhhhhghh.... *sniffle sniff* wwehhh.... Hhhoo... Hh...

Just an update, I wanna post more since I've finally got my motivation to draw back! I don't feel stuck anymore, so yipee!

I have a Tumblr, I don't post art much, but I reblog a lot of fandom stuff. ((Fma, Warriors, Transformers //mainly g1 starscream// and other things)) https://www.tumblr.com/silversrantsandrambles
If you're into unhinged rants about fandom too, you'll probably like the blog.

I gained an obession with Transformers, I've been watching every series in the order they came out. Currently at Cybertron I think. Currently I like Armada and g1, Energon hurt me mentally and physically. It's animation killed me, they feel like they make concrete scraping sounds. It's funny to me, good story? Not sure, I was too busy laughing at the animation.

Watched the new hellraiser, I liked it. :)

Had a random kid who was trick or treating ask if I'm a girl.
BEFORE ANYONE SAYS ANYTHING- I just thought it was funny. I don't know, just Incase qwq.

Had a kid not want a handful of candy I was handing out, they only wanted one.

Might try making a new discord server, I'm going to trust people this time to NOT FUCKING CHANGE CHANNEL NAMES TO THE N WORD. I might still be a bit spiteful about it.

If it fails this time, I'm not making a new one. I just wanna try and get myself to be slightly more trusting again.

More site attacks? Really? I get it, furries are cringe man. Everyone knows this, I personally embrace this.

I've seen at least 3 of these on my time of fa maybe 2 I'm not sure. Can't remember crap.


Smh imagine attacking a furry site where half the shit is porn lmao

I can't tell if I wanna draw mainly fma for October or if I wanna draw gore art... Like, October was when Edward burned his home down, Otherwise but I'm not sure how'd that would fit October..

Maybe I'll do a mix of both, who knows honestly. But I could be spooky and post fma content hmmmm...

Title says it all, it is time to stop and appreciate the no internet dinosaur :)

Mustard can cure anything if you try hard enough

















FOR THAT ONE PERSON, THIS WAS A JOKE GRRR

Specifically for foxes, I've been looking to make a head for Silver, at least eventually! I decided I'd like to use a headbase instead of making it on my own.

So, essentially, I'm looking for fursuit makers who sell headbases. I know the dealers den could work to buy them, so yeah!

I will now be challenging myself to become immortal

Queen Elizabeth died???? What????? How????? Holy shit, I thought that lady was gonna outlive everyone-