I was gonna write something here, but I forgor 💀

Fazbaks

I'm losing motivation in drawing, don't get me wrong! I love drawing! But like. I don't know, there's been things happening in my life causing me to lose motivation. I don't honestly know how to explain this actually.

I'm having problems focusing sometimes, like I just can't. I don't know, I'll try and post more often sometimes. Maybe even just posting short stories for a bit. I don't know.

On a scale of 1 to 10 how consumable are small kids.
ASKING FOR A FRIEND

I love coming back to websites like fur affinity and DeviantArt and browsing the front page. Only to be reminded that vore exists.

no I don't hate vore, for clarification. I just forget it exists sometimes-

I am in your bloodstream

https://youtu.be/oICm3a6atio

You do not know the joy this video brought me today, I am fucking still thinking of this. This rat is living rent free in my mind and everyone needs to see it.

Trigger warning, this will be going into a lot of sensitive content for most. Please read this at your own risk.

Do NOT interact with me if you support/are one of the following:

Nazi
Homophobe
Transphobe
Zoophile / animal abuser
Pedophile
Lolicon / supporter of nsfw of children or characters that look like children. //This includes cub porn artists, fuck. Off.//
Have a fetish for self harm
Racist
Sexist
Pro shipper //people who are okay with pedophilic and incest ships. Normal shippers are welcome.//
Support incest
Ableist
Meowbah supporter
Dreamsexual / dream gender. //The Minecraft YouTuber one-//
Make porn of irl people/write smut of them.
Ship irl people
If you fucking find people like Ted Bundy hot and glorify them. //Irl serial killer glorification isn't quirky, you're just fucking stupid.//


I want my profile to be a safe space without these things. Don't fuck with me on my page, I won't fuck with you. No matter what kind of shitty person you may be, I won't go out of MY way to find you. So if you go out of YOUR way to find me //SPECIFICALLY TO INTERACT WITH MY CONTENT, FOR THE SOLE REASON OF PROMOTING THIS CONTENT// FUCK OFF.

Everyone else is welcome, I just want to make it very specific what I don't want here. Again, I'm so sorry to post something like this. But I wanna update that old one on my page, as it's a bit old. And unfortunately the world is awful and I keep finding awful things.

I'd like to make something a bit clear to before I end this:

I don't wanna talk about politics, I don't have a interest in it. And honestly, way to heated of a discussion for me. Being political won't get you on my block list, but I just want to make this clear just in case.

Have a nice day!

I just wanna pet long horse and let it know that I appreciate it for what it does. It's amazing and wonderful. And long horse is literally my favorite trended Henderson creature.

Silver //also known as Mark and Silf// is blind in one eye.

*Shrug*

Tw: childhood trauma, violence, serious topics, a vent sort've?

GO PLAY OMORI PLEASE, THIS HAS OMORI SPOILERS ON IT.

awhile back I played the game Omori, after hearing how wonderful the story was. So I played it, and now I realize. This fucking game. THIS FUCKING GAME. OMORI, THE ONE WITHSKAKKAK. BRO-

I myself do have some childhood trauma //it's being dealt with! Please don't worry about me!// I never realized the symptoms of it, until fucking playing Omori. This silly little game about a kid, with a similar //kinda-// situation to me. THIS GAME MADE ME GO HUH. I TO DREAM TO ESCAPE THE HORRIBLE TRUTH. Bro the way Sunny acts too. He's just like me when confronting the truth, though our trauma is different. We react similarly. When I speak about that event for me, It causes stress. It's a repressed memory, I never forgot unlike Sunny, my brain just forced me to repress it.

the dreams too, like the dream parts of Omori, just omg. It made me think, think how many characters I made as essentially self inserts as a kid. How they always had a loving caring family. Hell I still even have those. How I'd dream about these characters and I'd basically live a second life through my dreams. Much like Sunny.

this is all silly, I know. But Omori isn't a comfort media to me like Fullmetal alchemist is. Omori is more of a hopeful media for me, maybe I can overcome my trauma. Or learn to cope with it, just like Sunny and Basil. It's stupid I know. But I'm glad a game like this exists, it helped me in some way. Helped me realize what I can do to somewhat try and help myself.

I'm sorry to post something so dark, I just really wanted to send this out somewhere. I love Omori. It's silly to the reason why, but why not shout into the void. Omori had a great depiction of trauma.

I FINISHED AN ANIMATION SJLKKSOO

https://youtu.be/wDjBFY7BSvA

OMFGGJIAJNSJSJK

What if I changed my name every single conversation I had, like I'm forced to introduce myself. Fuck my actual name, I'm gonna tell people something new every time.
No one will ever know my real name, it will only be aliases until eventually my entire scheme crumbles. But in the meannn time, it'd be fun.

I've been hearing a bit about it days before pride month and I don't like the sound of the name. What is this event, and is it a hoax? Is it real?

Hey, hey. Know what month it is?


It's pride month, the wait is over. THE WAIT IS OVER LET'S GOO

If you read the spoiler, I'm gonna do pride flag themed drawings for it! Hopefully one each day!

Finally done being sick, so yeah-

It sucks,my head is constantly spinning and I feel like I'm gonna stagger every time I walk. And my throat is fucking sore, I still plan on drawing though as this should be gone soon.

A bunch of random things are now being complied into this.

Apparently some people are allergic to grass, I never realized this until I accidentally pushed my friend into it. And they had a rash on on their arm that was swelling. Apparently they were allergic to grass and just never told me when we were fooling around. That friend is okay so don't worry!

School also sucks. I can hardly drawwwwwww, I'm hoping to get some things done on the weekend because it's a long weekend for me, that'll be nice.

Also, I may update my don't come on my page if journal, Just for some ✨reasons✨

Some people might call what I'm about to explain cringe- But honestly, We're on a furry website. Where 99% is most likely porn. So onto my question.

Does anyone else just see fictional characters as their parents, or as a replacement one. Hell even as any kind of family member? I'm not sure if it's just because I have parental issues, because I only have one. Or if it's just a random thing that happens?

I literally see Roy mustang as a father figure for myself please help. I don't think this is normal and I'm a little concerned and confused. But if anyone else does this or has a explanation please let me know!
All I know is I probably need therapy-

I'll never be able to draw human animals right

I hate furries I hope I'll never become one

I'm straight but I don't mind lgbtq people

I'll never get rid of Frostpaw as a character! She's so amazing I love her so much.


...I find all of these extremely humorous.

Do it.

Yeah.. I was gonna be like: I'm deleting my account, but that's boring. it's not convincing teachers kids are fighting while in reality we're just playing with beyblades.









I fucked your mom 😎

Ever since the recent Frecklewish in the dark forest dramas in the warrior cat's fandom. I actually decided to look into the book, I'll say this here. I am not a Mapleshade apologist, and I don't agree with her actions. Murder is never okay, not even in a book about cats.

List of cats who are NOT victims:

Frecklewish
Ravenwing
Oakstar
Mapleshade
Appledusk

List of cats who ARE victims:

Petalkit
Larchkit
Patchkit
Reedshine
Reedshine's kin


Frecklewish is by no means a softie angel, she's kinda a dick. She calls kits 'half clan creatures' attacks their mother in front of the kits. Some may say it's motivated by grief after Birchface died, that would be the same for Mapleshade then. Both did bad things out of grief, while Frecklewish didn't do as many bad things as Mapleshade. She isn't a 'good cat' as the fandom likes to paint her.
Also the Erins need to put Oakstar in the dark forest, he also harmed kits and attacked innocent kittypets. Oakstar deserves to go there if Frecklewish goes there.


Appledusk isn't a angel, he cheated on both his mates. He's a lying shithead who can't choose a she-cat, called his kits mistakes. Not a angel.

Mapleshade is DEFINITELY not a angel. The fandom isn't trying to paint this as much as Frecklewish or sometimes... Appledusk. But I do wanna say this here, I don't think Mapleshade used her kits and isn't at fault in their death. Sure crossing a river during a rainstorm? Not the best idea. But what else could be done? Shadowclan or Windclan wouldn't want a exiled warrior with halfclan kits. And kittypets were aggressive, in Mapleshade's vengeance a kittypet attempts to attack her.

Reedshine is definitely a victim out of all these cats, she had her mate cheat on her. Watched him die in front of her, had her generation terrorized by the ghost of the cat her mate was also cheating on.

Mapleshade's kits were definitely victims, they didn't deserve a single thing they got.

I'll offer art for them, it's the least I can do.

Thanks for reading this!

I've got some new drawing books, mainly about how to draw anthro animals and some more on just fanasty creatures!