Some people i know pretty well arent with us any more......http://www.knoxnews.com/story/news/.....eet/369340001/

R.I.P. Kyle and Tanner
There is a Memorial event that Matt and I will be attending.....

Well I sometimes get in funny moods that i cant explain.....
This song says just about all of it.

https://youtu.be/Pml_h4Xh0E4

Some of you under stand for tbe ones that dont im sorry.....

Ok so i asked a little bit ago if you guys wanted to read anything about the back stories of my OC or any of my other furs.
Well i have been trying really hard to sit down and at least write up a time line and what not, But life is kicking me really really hard right now. Its a bunch of at home drama and hurting my self at work right after the drama started at home.

First Matt works for my father. If you dont know who Matt is you probably havent been watching me Long and or haven't read who i have been mated to for 10 years but i digress . My dad does not get along with Matt very well to put it simple. So im up against a wall when they complain about each other. To put it nicely...... Any way so thats a weekly thing i have to stand on a fence about. Well it came to a head. Dad say i need to send Matt packing ...... Im an Adult dad you cant tell me who i can see any more.... And well Matts like, Im Leaveing if you do t take my side.....
I cryied about it a little and just stoped talking to my dad for a bit. That helped some but after that.
Well i dont want to talk about it online so i will keep it short. Matt says I quote " I feel like the gods dont want us to be together." so i left to stay with a friend over the week end to cool off. I just cryied the hole time i was at my best friends house.
I fell really bad about it Cuz he is planing his wedding but i think him greatly for every thing he and his wonder full fiance Buffy did for me.
Matt and me are working it out i guess i really dont know.....
And to finish the hell or top it off. I go to work and while i was working on the front clip of a Mini Cooper S Countryman. I laid down to unbolt a 10mm bolt and as i sat up this ungodly pain shot up my lower back and my leg felt like it was on fire. It still fills like its burning. Hard to sleep, drive and lift things.

So im sorry about the delay Just give me a bit more and i will get back to my old ways...... I hope. I really really hope i can keep it together.

https://youtu.be/N8MGYkkkZ_M

I fell a little better XD

So i got to thinking i dont have any of my furs back stories on paper or even posted any where. So i was wondering if any one would like to see or read any thing on them.

Just a thought.
Your old Arctic White Wolf. ~ Silver

So i dont have access to a real computer or a scanner any more but i thought what the hell. Im back and i will at least show you some of what i do when i dont have time to draw. Well i havent had time to draw in a few years so. Car stuff lots of car stuff!!!! Lol XD
I hope you will enjoy what i do for a living and for fun with cars, trucks, and what have you in the Autobody world.

Your old Arctic White Wolf , Sliver

I got this from Kenoshi's page.  Kenoshi becuse I just wanted to see.


[X] you meow/bark to get attention
[X] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[X] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[x] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[x] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[ ] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 5

[X] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[ ] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car.
[x] you like when people pet your head
[X] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[X] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 5

[x] you sleep a lot during daytime
[ ] you enjoy scaring birds
[X] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[x] you bite people if they annoy you
[x] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[ ] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 4

[X] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[X] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 3

[X] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 5

[ ] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[ ] you meow or bark very often
[X] you hide when you get scared
[x] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[X] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[x] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[ ] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 4

[X] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[x] you refer to your self as an animal
[x] your username has something to do with animals
[x] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 6

[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[ ] you like to say hi to strangers
[X] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[x] people think you act like a pet
[X] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total:5

Final total: 37

Take your score and multiply it by 2
Put your title as "I'm _% Furry"

Well its been all most two years sense I have drawn anything
Its really freaking me out cuz I used to draw everyday.

So what should I do about it? Every time I pick up my art pad I get so excited and then...... brick wall. Nothing can't thank.

Way to much going on and my mate loves to run everywhere all the time with me right behind...... sigh not complaining but I really do nerd to make time for my art and that's no joke.

Also need a new computer and scanner ....
. XP

At the valarium . And dubstep with Excision head lining. XP ;3

going 2 c my mate 4 the first time! im really exsited. i dont know what im going 2 do or say 2 him but 6 years together i say its time 4 him and me 2 c one anouther! give me some ideas xp lol

Pick the first Letter of Your first Name

A- Fabulous
B-Gorgeous
C-Pretty
D-Popular
E-Gangster
F-Girly
G-Dyke
H-Sweet
I-Retarded
J-Emotional
K-Beautiful
L-Boyish
M-Slutty
N-Preppy
O-Hot
P- amazingg
Q-Punky
R-Hot
S-Sexy
T- Very Sexy
U-Ugly
V-Wonderful
W-Hott
X-Bitchy
Y-Under-appreciated
Z-Over-appreciated


Now the third letter in your middle name(if you dont have one use your last name):

A-beauty queen
B- skank
C-Bitch
D-Obsesser
E- God
F-Retard
G-Queen/ King
H-Slut
I-Girl
J-Goth
K-Nerd
L-M-Sex machine
N-Alcoholic
O-Geek
P-Babe
Q-Crackwhore
R-pornstar
S-Prince
T-Whore
U-Cry Baby
V-Jackass
W-Punk
X-Scaredy-cat
Y-Coward
Z-Chocoholic


Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing:

Red- Who's Good With My Hands
Purple- Who Looks At Porn 24/7k
Orange- Who Likes It In The Butt
Yellow- Who Wants To Have Sex With You
Green- Who will do anything for Sex
Pink- Who Will Do Anything For Crack
Blue- Who wants to fuck everyday
White- Who everyone wants to fuck
Brown- Who Wears Big Sunglasses
Black- Who will rock your world
Gray- who gives great head
None-who is a beast in bed



NOW REPOST THIS WITH THE NAME & STATEMENT YOU GOT
BEGINNING WITH "I'm a..."

I just did this for the hell of it =P

The wolf is often a symbol of loneliness or predator behavior in dreams. If you dream of a wolf, you are probably in a situation where you lack friendship or companionship.

Another scenario may be that you feel others are preying on you, or you are preying upon others for personal gain. Does the wolf appear close up and snarling, or do you notice it far off at bay?

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Well i just got my 1989 BMW as im shore all of you have seen on my page and in my gallary......... Well Saturday at 12:30 pm i was ran off the roud by a gold colored van or SUV. Me and my best friend Lucis were in the car together and as we were driveing around a blind curve. The other car was in my lain and i sweved to miss It. I ran in to the ditch on my side of the road and the over cuectied spining me around and hiting a tree on Lucis's side........ My car is totaled ....... BUt im alive. Thank goodness for that.


RIP Clare aka my 1989 BMW 535i. I hardly new ya.

I had an ideal for a drawing and I would like some feed back before I decide to draw it. It’s kind of well how I feel some times in a little group I’m in. It’s me bowing down in front of the three leaders. I got the ideal for a song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cV2EUUF47Ms

See that’s the song. Lol I really like that band. Any way I’m bowing down and there looking down at me all next to each other. The look much taller then there suppose to be but that’s the point of it. I know it’s hard to tell you all what I want but I just wanted to see if you all would like it or so. I also would really like my Mate to give me some input on it. He knows just what it’s all about.

Ok ok we worked it out and im not in the kill myself stage..... Im is happy as hell. it feels realy strange to be so sad and the so happy. oh well i hope this all is for the good and not the bad cuz idk what i would do if this happend again.........

I love my black wolfy Matt..... HUGZ!

Matt i guess just heats me all of the sudden. Idk really whats going on but i think i have a good idea to what is the deal. but i not going to tell all you to much. I just Need to get this off my chest. and bitch about it alittle i guess.
Im crying for no good reason now. and the im pissed at the world. theres this little light filling in my belly and a empty filling in my chest. I just dont think after 5 years im going to get over this easy. I need some help just a little, Idk what im saying just typing what i feel.
Dont even really want to be alive but i dont want to hirt any one. so no im not going to do that....... but im to mad , upset, lost, lonly, and confused. Cuz i love him and i still do and cant stop even though hes hirt me more times then i can count. i just told him every time "I forgive you!" And i did i still do. even though it doesnt mean any thing any more. To put is short i just got dumped and still fill like i need him. even though he stabed me in the chest i still feel like i just need to hear him and get a hug. but i cant. sorry guys i didnt mean to just type on and on. T_T

bye love...... 2005-2010
RIP

ok ok i work at McDs. and i just found out what the next big thing for our menu. Well you all know what the snack wraps are right well we are now coming out with a BIG MAC SNACK WRAP!!!! WTF i mean come on. what else are they going to cook up next for me to make and feed to the public..... come on now how low can you get. you cant get them fat with the big mac any more so you go and make a fating MAC WRAP! ......... all i have to say is its beef with mac sauce, letus ,pickles and cheese in a tortoiseshell

well my birth day was on Friday the 13 lol. I had fun didnt do much or any thing though lol just kinda laid around. didnt get any thing XP but thats ok i didnt want any thing any way. * wishes for a PS3* well it was just a normal day but im one year older and wish i wasnt lol. 19 damn..........

I just wrote a poem off the top of my head. i really like it but i need to do some finishing touches to it but i like just got done with it and posed it on hear its called "Dreams'' i hope you guys like it. I do write a lot of poems but idk if this is my first i have posed on here or not IKD lol

Some one thought i would be funny to hack my computer and post me on the net as a Prostitute.......... Well Fuck you. who ever you are!!!!!

I just go a new mp3 player. Its a Zune 30 GB its so fucking cool i love it so much its white and it does every thing. I wanted an i pod but this thing is so so much better!!! My friends were right they are kick ass i love this thing. I got it a a pawn shop for 70$ and i works great. i went to look and see how much a new one was and i freaked. there like 200$ for a 30 GB so i got a hell of a deal im glad as. Thank Anubis :3

I want to go see my mate and its much harder then it sounds. XP and now hes all mad cuz i cant come to see him. I kinda wish he would under stand that i had a plan whitch got fucked but oh well

I am at home with my step mom. She has a yard sale going on. and keeps asking if i have any thing i want to tell. No i dont. Oh well. any way have to go to work at 3 or 4 i will just go in at 3 so im not late ether way. I also hope like hell i can draw some cuz i havent drawn any thing new new in 3 almost 4 months im freaking out over that. I think im loosing my touch 0_0 help im a lazy artist lol any way i need some time away just to draw lol. Wish that would happen...... >.>