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As the title says. It's what I'm calling November this year It's been a very rough one for me and others

so for all of you who are dealing with a broken heart right now remember you aren't alone on it I'm going though it and so are others

So I know I haven't uploaded a lot of stuff for god knows how long. so I may start doing some stories and uploading them I don't mind taking request feel free to hit me up if you have an idea for a story and I can see what I can make happen as u usal just send it in a note

So I am back from my second year of AC and I can say I had a blast was a lot of fun was good to be around good friends of mine again. now its sadly back home and try to get my self together for other things if anyone would like to know more bout how my AC went feel free to drop me a note

So I am sure many of you have wondered where I've been. That's a good question this wolf has been very busy with some stuff finally got something done that I've been working on for so long. as well as getting ready for AC and tring to get my mate to go as well. a long process indeed.

but on a better note it is getting warmer outside. so that's a real good sign of Spring but with ever good thing comes a bad thing. spring messes with my body in many ways.

Anyways hope all my followers or anyone who reads thois is doing good and don't be shy to message me I'm always around and reply <3

well i've lived here in Ohio for 22 years and no matter what i never got used to the cold temps here. BUT NOW with it being in the negitives it's rediculas its even colder been under a blanket the whole day because i don't want to fdreeze my tail off with how cold it is in my room.

where is spring or at least warmer temps when you need them

I saw some people that I watch doing this, so I thought I'd do the same.


What is your Fursona's name?
Blaze

What made you choose the species of your main fursona?
I've always felt i had a connection to wolves in my life so it just clicked

Is your fursona just like you, or how you want to be?
My fursona is almost completely like me the only difference is that he has perfect vision while i do not

Does your fursona have the same personality you have?
yup sure does

Does your fursona have the same dislikes and likes as you do?
yuppers

Does your fursona look like you at all?
besides the height nope

Is your fursona the same gender as you, if not why?
indeed

Do you have more then one main fursona?
not that i can think of

Do you have a back story for your fursona, if so does it have anything to do with your own history?
no real back story to my fursona

Is your fursona mated, if so is it to your real life significant other?
yes it sure is <3

If not are they looking for a mate, or are they a swinger so to speak?
*points to last question*

Is there something special about your fursona that you think sets them apart from others?
not really besides the eye color changing depening on moods

Do you have much art of your main fursona/s?
sadly i don't

Would you ever consider parting with your main fursona, if so why?
no way would i ever think of doing that

If you suit, do you have a suit of your main fursona?
I don;t have a suit, sadly but when i get one it will be of my fursona for sure

Have you ever roleplayed with your main fursona, or do you prefer not to?
i do use my main fursona in certin roleplays yes. other times it will be secondary or an OC

Do you consider your main fursona to be a part of you in any way?
Absolutely for the longest time i have been into spirituality and ever sinse i became a furry i have felt like my wolf is connected to me or that i am the wlf trapped within a human body

Well seems to be that time again. wanting to wish everyone happy howlidays and a happy furmas. as for me what am i doing for that or new years well i can put it in a few words

Absolutely nothing

so it will be the same old stuff i guess *thinks to self* "god i need more friends who live by me"

so hope everyone has a good Christmas and a happy new year and ahve fun with other furs

this should be fun don't be shy come and check it out

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5271950/

wish everyone good luck

Howdy Everybody. Thought I'd give you an update on everything thats been going on with me.

1st of all been busy with my writing trying to still improve. been hanging out with my buddy alot recently and we've been having good conversations. I've also been working my tail off (least i've felt like it) trying to get money to see my mate for the holidays.

Also been trying not to get sucked into constantly playing my new 3ds for long periods of time (working on Pokemon black and Black 2)

And to Anyfur going to the furmeet in Ohio on the 26th of October (i believe that was the date) hope you guys have fun. would love to join buti won't be able to

and the reasons for that are 1 an hour drive and i can't drive due to lack of vision and also due to the fact of i will be having a small thing going on with family and my friend i mentioned earlier . because my birthday falls on the 27th and most have to work or school the fallowing day

So that's it for most of the updates that i can think of hope everyone who reads this is dong good and know I'm always up to chat don't be shy to send me a note

Title says it all if you'd like to know send me a note and i'll exsplane

So i'm thinking about going up to the furmeet tonight up in Cleveland for a bit but chances are i won't be able to go.

and if i can't might attempt to hit up the meet at the end of the month in Medina

so for anyone going to those hope to see you there if i can get a ride and whatnot.

As the title says.

i am a wolf that just can't sleep. I'm thinking it is from my depression and that i am still hurting from the loss i went thought last month.

that or its is the fact that i know no furries around me here in Akron if any furs do read this would love to hang out and get some furfriends IRL

thinking and talking to some buddys of mine and figured its time i try to go to another convention only issue is i can't drive and its a 9 hour and 35 min drive from in northeast Ohio so I'm in need of a ride to furfright could help pay for gas and probably more

Hello to anyone who keeps up with what i post. thought i'd give a quick update on stuff thats gone on or i could keep it short and say its been hell.

As an old saying goes when one thing goes wrong everything seems to fallow or happen all at once and it sure has the whole world has been collapsing around me i've been feeling alone even though i have friends and family to help

anyone would be a wreck or worse after what i've gone though having lost a mate who i do still love but know it probably won't work or he won't come back to me steered me to not really eating or sleeping kept having anxiety attacks to add to it.

and right when i started healing i find out a family member passed away hasn't done anything but kill me inside all i want is this miserable pain to end that is why i've been writing so much dark stuff is to try and get it out of me.

maybe i am just in denial i can't really say maybe i've been crying to much hard to say but thats the update on whats gone on or i should say wrong with my life just struggleing to hang on while i can.

hope everyone has a wonderful day

Hello to all who may be reading this

nothing is really new with me just a changeing emotions kind of month. been more quiet than normal and less talkitive even.

my friend told me to go and see my mate and i figured i'd try in july but somehow i am wanting to cry i know me and him want to be together in each others arms and i want the same thing what should i do?

Hello one and all and to whoever may read this

lately i've been way more calm after finishing a very good book called waterway. before that time i felt stressed almost an emotional wreck now i just feel fine.

and now that its January 28 the Rolex racing series starts today and runs for a full 24 hours and that i plan to watch most if not all of it for fun and relaxation.

and lastly for the most part i've finally began my draft for a book i plan to write i struggled with names but i found a good one

so Yesterday felt likmy fursona e a perfect day. however today was like a day out of hell

my exs apprently think i cheated on them when i had no damn comuncation with any of them and having been cheating on in that same situation what was i supposed to think? so i told them and they bitched me out for it which is inmature to me they can be mad i just tell myself it wasn't m falut.

it seems that each day that goes by i feel more and more like myself my true self of

Well due to it being sometime from when i last posted i figured it'd give a small update on how everything is going for me right now

Christmas eve was good i got to see my moms side of the family even drank a bit as well but it was nice and relaxing. Christmas day was also nice getting to see a bit of my dads side of the family and getting some new clothes so all in all it wasn't that bad.

As for new years eve our old neighbor invited us to a party at their place so we went and stayed until about 10 they had food music more alcohol which i said forget it and had some lol well kind of alot that night but i knew it was going to be a late night anyhow having been woken up by an earthquake at 3 in the afternoon but i just spent the night talking to my lil fur bro and some others and played games

and as for other stuff i had plans to go to AC this year with my mate but i've figured i'll wait until next year that way there won't be a hassel or anything like that to deal with. other than that i've actually been quite happy better than i usally am

so hope whoever reads this will enjoy it and have a nice day silver the wolf out

and as a last moment note i will be posting up some stuff later this year

So I've been busy lately doing alot of reading and all that stuff trying to get more ideas for my book and all that my friends have been really supportive of me in doing the book and i can tell they really want to hear a bit about it.

as for other new i got MW And some other games which are fun and everything gives me something to think on at times if i ever need to relax my mind

now for the crappy news i'm sick once again and it seems everytime i go to the dentist to get my teeth cleaned or fixed i get sick happened twice so far and i didn't want to get sick darn it just means i have to focus more got a darn sore throat which hurts like hell and it is even hard for me to sleep these nights gets me out of dishes at least

I had no idea what to call this journal first off anyways. i've slowly been doing some reading still is hard with my cousin being on my computer all the time . but the more i read the more ideas I've gotten for my novel and i shall start working on the draft for that sometime soon other than that only thing i can think to put is happy november and if anyone would want a story done just send me a pm about what you'd want

Sp apparently nothing can go right for me anymore i mean sure heck i may be 20 today but i sure don't feel like it not with how the morning has been everything that's gone on has got me in a semi depressed and hurting mood where i feel there's a hole where my heart should be i don't know how i should feel mad or sad i just feel like i'm going to break down today

so my cousin is now apprently living with me wonderful. its been a rough road for me not able to read or write with that and alot of other bs going on my moods are always changing it sucks majorly but nothing i can do about it having a dentist appointment sure doesn't help nether *sighs* plus my dreams have been really odd lately to where i don't need to write them down to remember them i just hope things start going my way

Blaze the one raised by the wolves

so I'm sitting here typing this out. just got back from the video store and rented some games but i feel as if something is wrong I'm not sure as to why. I'm sitting here listening to a sad song i like a part of me wants to write another doesn't least right now i guess its one of those things where i have to be in the right mood so unsure.i guess darn me for being emotionally unstable and living so far from my boyfriend