Today has been a bit of an emotional day, but in a good way for the most part, so I thought I would just throw this out there for everyone.

 syntharia_desire
Thank you for everything you have done for me. I know I still screw up some times and we might have our tiffs, but all in all I'm glad that you can still be there for me when I need someone to talk to and maybe even show me some tough love when I need it. I appreciate you more then you know <333

 tabris9909
Hey there spotty cat. We have known each other for a few years now, and while we have had ups and downs, I'm glad to know that I can still come to you with nerd stuff or just general life stuff and we can talk openly about it all. You have always shown me kindness when I needed it, and I appreciate that.

 kinaenae
Hun, thank you so much for everything you have done so far. Of course we both have our problems, but I really am thankful for all the advice and information you have given and shared with me on some of my more special problems. With it, I hope I can grow to be more comfortable with who I am.

 murrkurie
We may not talk as much as we use to due to life being so busy as it is, but I want to say say thank you for staying up with me during the late nights of thunderstorms and emotional storms, keeping me talking and feeling better than before with your bouncy attitude and silly comments. Much love dear <3

 dandomrassed
Thanks for being there to just talk with me. I know we may not be super close, but I still enjoy your company and our some of our crazy late night conversations. Glad to have you around, you nerdy horse :P

 AsWeirdAsItGets
How could I forget you, you silly pretty boy loving girl. I'm glad to have you around and that you're so open to my quirks and oddities. It's always fun to talk to you and I enjoy your art very much. I hope you stick around even after you graduate highschool and move on to college :D

For anyone else whom I might have skipped over or just didn't have time to mention, I'm glad we can talk whenever we can. Each of you bring a little more happiness into my life, even if I seem to not show it all the time. Doing this has really made me realize I have more people in my life, even if not in person, then I always account for. Much love to everyone out there <333

What do you find is the easiest way to get rid of hair, say on the legs/arms. I know there are several different ways, but they all have different time and monetary costs as well and up and down sides to them all.

Lifted from both  nardia and  Syntharia_Desire


Few artists are man/woman enough to openly answer any and all questions thrown at them. Are you? Prove it. Copy/Paste this as a new journal entry and answer every question you get.

The rules are simple:

-You must answer every question you get no matter what it's about and you must do so honestly.

-There are no questions that can not be asked as long as they are within reason. They can be personal, about oc's, and every thing inbetween.

Think of it as a truth or dare of sorts, only without the dare option.

Stolen from  Syntharia_Desire :3

1. What did you do in 2010 that you'd never done before?
I have started to be more true to myself, trying new things and going places and not caring so much what others say or thing as long as I’m happy with myself.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Nope, school and work caught up with me. I want to graduate with a higher GPA then I had in high school.

3. How will you be spending New Year's Eve?
Probably doing something with teh succuvamp  Syntharia_Desire

4. Did anyone close to you die?
No, but a close family friend is struggling very hard with cancer :/

5. What countries did you visit?
None~

6. What would you like to have in 2011 that you lacked in 2010?
A job in my desired field, a partner and maybe a car.

7. What date from 2010 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
God there are so many both good and bad, I can’t chose just one xP

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Getting another job

9. What was your biggest failure?
Not answering that one

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Nothing really serious

11. What was the best thing you bought?
It would have to be a tie between my new computer, my Kindle and my new iPod touch

12. Where did most of your money go?
Bills, food and the CCT/MARTA :P

13. What song will always remind you of 2010?
Hmmmm, hard to say right now

14. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Taken more personal time to work out personal problems

15. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Worrying and stressing over things

16. What was your favourite TV program?
Glee

17. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Yes

18. What was the best book you read?
A Tactical Guide to Perimeter Security

19. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Haven’t really taken the time to listen to much music

20. What was your favourite film of this year?
How to Train Your Dragon

21. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I went out to Nori Nori with my family and Syn~

22. What kept you sane?
 Syntharia_Desire,  tabris9909,  murrkurie,  kinaenae

23. Who did you miss?
 Syntharia_Desire She moved away and we haven’t been able to spend near as much time together as we used to :<

24. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2010:
To stop trying to fit myself into one box and just be who I am (I have  Syntharia_Desire and  kinaenae to thank for that)

I need a new icon! Does anyone know of any artists open for icon commissions or are you open yourself for a small icon commission? Of course, I'm willing to pay a little bit for said work.

Is anyone out there doing art for Gaia online gold?

Merry Christmas everyone. Anyone want to keep a lonely puppy company tonight?
AIM - kamikitsune62
MSN - sasuke_61[at]hotmail.com
Skype - silverwolf62

My advice is that you create a backup folder of all your entire gallery as well as any important notes in a .txt file, because if FA goes down for any extended amount of time or forever, this could leave you without any of your art if you have not already backed up your work to another site or locally.

Just thought I would suggest this as a sort of PSA.

Is it that unreasonable to not want to be around someone who HAS to bring their less then year old child everywhere? I'm sorry, but I do not want to be around a crying, squealing, self soiling, needy infant in a crowded mall not to mention having to lug a baby carrier or stroller everywhere.

For those of you who don't know, I have a HUGE issues with crying/misbehaved and infants and toddlers. If they are quiet and stick by their parents and don't run around grabbing crap off of every shelf they can find, I can take them, but other wise get me the hell away.

Im sure I will get some crap for this, but it is my opinion and I am entitled to it.

And as he lay down, wings took form around him, a myriad of colours and hues in their feathers the infinite pallet of the rainbow. Folding elegantly around his weak and weary body, they offered themselves a shield from the world and its harsh reality. And he wept. Soft and quietly, never letting the world know of the sorrow which weight heavy in heart and tortured his waking mind. But the wings. The wings would never vanish, even if only in his mind’s eye. Never waver or offer harsh word, but only offer themselves as a silent impenetrable shield for which to express his emotions behind. And as he nodded off to sleep, the wings grew even tighter around his exhausted frame like a mother’s arms, bonds loosened for only a fraction of their grip as he fell into blissful nothingness.

I thought I would try my hand at a bit of emotional release through writing. This last week has been extremely rough on me with finals, personal trials and thoughts of future plans. And Just to put people at ease, no, Im not considering self harm or other drastic action, I'm just going through a bit of an unexpected transition in my life, but hey, not all changes are bad.

Feel free to tell me what you think :D

I know it's weird and I'm sure someone will make snarky comments, but this is the only place I think this could be answered with any degree of sincerity.

If I was a girl, what do you think would be a fitting name?

I have had a very up and down day. I went to the monthly GLBT meeting at my college and they had a speaker for Youth Pride, a organisation dedicated to helping GLBT 13~25 year olds in various aspects. I have been meaning to go for myself just to see what it was about, but time and such have kept me from doing so. Anyway, I talked to the director who came to speak and they said they were looking for someone who would be willing to give time to do IT work, due to the fact that apparently kids have been surfing porn in their small computer lab. I gave him my email and he said he would send me a message with more details. I'm super happy about perhaps being able to put my skills to use finally. I'm hoping I can also learn to become a little more social through the program and perhaps talk to one of the free therapists to perhaps work out a few internal struggles I have had for a long time.

I did have to walk home in the pouring rain with out an umbrella though because of the stupid GA weather, which made me feel like crap because it was humid and wet.

Now for the down part. I have realized that yet again my father will never accept who I am. Those of you who know me well enough know I'm not especially close to my parents, but for some reason it still hurts more then I think it should. I'm lost as far as how I am supposed to handle that situation.

I dun know, I just felt the need to get it off my chest. Anyone have any thoughts or advice?

I though I would just leave this here seeing as how it might be useful to members of the community in protecting themselves from hate speech.

10 anti-gay myths scientifically debunked

http://splcenter.org/get-informed/i.....inter/10-myths

Ok, now that I have your attention.
Amazon is giving away free Prime memberships to mothers(fathers too) and college students. Amazon Prime is a service, usually costing $80 a year, where you can order items and if you are a member, you can get either free two day shipping for next day shipping for $4. Your account is good for unlimited use for a full year, so even if you don't use it now, it could still save you some money on shipping down the road. This is especially good if your order things like manga and text books because you can get them very quickly rather then waiting a week for the normal free shipping :3

Link for mothers and fathers to sign up http://www.amazon.com/gp/mom/signup/info

Link for college students http://www.amazon.com/gp/student/signup/info

Just a bit of advice, if you don't see your school in the selection, select "other" and simply enter your school name.

(trying to keep everything under $20)

Japanese iTunes giftcard - I have a Japanese iTunes account, but not a Japanese credit card, so the only way I can buy Japanese apps and music is by buying Japanese itunes giftcards. The good thing about Jlist is they can email the code on the card right away, so no waiting for shipping! http://www.jlist.com/product/ITUNESCARD

Magatama phone strap - I love phone straps and traditional Japanese items, and this phone strap combines the two in a perfect and useful way! http://www.jlist.com/product/SZ187

Naruto for Wonderswan Color - The Wonderswan Color was a series of handhelds released in Japan in the late 90's and early 2000's to compete with the Nintendo handhelds. Most of the game are fairly cheep, but some have been jacked up by ebay sellers over the years, but here is a site where one can get old school game for fair prices https://www.risingstuff.com/store/products.php/Wonderswan-Naruto/cPath,38

VS or B&W gift card - Anyone who has known me for a while knows I have a love of frilly undies and fruity smells, so I can always appreciate a gift card to VS or Bath & Bodyworks :3

Art/Stories - I always love art and stories that people make for me! I prefer naughty works, but hey, it's free, so I will take what I can get. The best thing of all is that it doesn't cost any money!

I have had a strange urge to try being an nude art model perhaps at a local college. I know basics because I have talked to people who have done it or drawn nude art models before, but does anyone have any specific stories or tips they might be able to share about the subject?

I decided to get a new email for all of my furry and Japanese exploits. Feel free to message me whenever you want ^_^
turqpuppy[at]yahoo.co.jp

Day Eight: Three turn ons

1. A nice thin hairless boy with a yummy hard cock and grabbable hips so one could just mhmm~ -drools-
2. Being turned into a slave with a nice thick leather collar and leash
3. Bigger girls with sexy curves~

Day Seven: Four turn offs

1. Scat/piss/blood/vomit
2. Vore of ANY form
3. Diaper/baby fur
4. Sounding

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

1.  syntharia_desire means the world to me. She pulled me up when I was down, helped me become more comfortable with myself and gave me some hard love when I needed it, as well as was there to have all sorts of wonderful times with. I own so much to her and will always care for her deeply ^_^
2.  tabris9909 Oh spotty cat, we have been friends and even lovers over the years, but even with the ups and downs, I still enjoy your company and spotted strangeness <3
3.  Kinaenae My dear Kikka. I enjoy your talks and oddities. You give me an outlet for some of my feelings which you can relate to or help me with. I hope we stay connected for years to come.
4.  murrkurie Murr butt! I wuvv you so much. You show me so much affection that I don't know what to do with it all -has armfulls of affection- I wish you would call me more these days~!
5. MissInk Inky! We don't talk so much right now, but I still care a bunch about you and enjoy talking to you when our busy lives allow <3

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

1. Kissed a certain crazy ex-friend
2. Had sex with an ex-girlfriend
3. Broke a car window with a large steal ball (I was 5)
4. Mutilated my arms and legs
5. Wasted 3 years of my life with depression
6. (can't think of anything else)

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

1. I miss Syn.
2. Oh cool, I want a *insert new piece of technology* now!
3. Sometimes I wish I had the guts to *insert very feminine action or item here*
4. I'm horny
5. I need to study my Japanese more
6. Why the hell are you *meaning random person who has done something stupid* so bloody dumb
7. I'm tired.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart

1. Accept my quirks and oddities. I have more then a few of them and they may be odd to some but I can be worked with (if you're curious, just note me)

2. Show me affection. I love to touch and snuggle, it's how I show affection a lot of the time, and no, I don't mean just sexual affection.

3. Call me out. When I am being unreasonable or overly emotional, don't be afraid to show me a little hard love or even yell at me. More often then not, it will help get whatever is bothering me out on the table. ( Syn knows this one best <3 )

4. Let me spoil you. I enjoy making people happy with gifts. I know it's a little odd and perhaps a bit materialistic, but if it makes someone happy, why fight it.

5. Have fun with me! I enjoy going new places and doing new things, even if I don't seem the most interested at first.

6. Give me my alone time. Sometimes I really just want to be left alone or have too much to deal with before adding a partner into the mix for the day/night. It's not that I don't want to be with you, it's just that I need to collect myself, or perhaps work on something very important.

7. Show me your talents! If you're good at art, don't be afraid to come up to me with a new picture and ask me what I think. If you're a good writer, show me your latest story. You get the idea.

8. Most of all, simply love me for who I am. I know I am broken in some ways, but I do my best to make up for it in many others <3

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

1. I identify with gay more readily then anything else, but I also have fallen for girls in the past and don't turn them down right away, I just prefer guys.

2. I am very technologically oriented, so much so that I sometimes try to help people I don't even know with computer problems.

3. I often wish I had been born more pretty because of my attraction to female things sometimes, but I don't wish I was a girl because I enjoy my penis too much xD

4. I enjoy anime/manga so much so that I have taken it to an academic level, having written papers and analyses about series and creators.

5. If I was not so good with technology, I would quite possible become a sexual therapist because I enjoy talking about and discussing sexuality and sex.

6. Yes, I have done some drugs recreationally in the past, but I no longer do so because I want to move ahead in my life.

7. In the near future, I would like to become more active and shape my body into a more appealing figure and lose just a few pounds as well. Unfortunately my current schedule doesn't allow for much exercises because I work two jobs and am at school 4 days a week.

8. To a degree, I have a fear of driving because not only do I not trust other people, I don't trust my own reaction times and ability to pay attention.

9. I think my life dream would be to travel around the country/world with a partner till Im about 30, then settle down outside a large city in a medium sized, but not overly large home and possibly raise a girl later on with my partner.

I figured I might as well do it cause I don't post enough journals xD

Day 1

1. I wish you talked to me about how you're feeling and your thoughts rather than just random stuff.
2. Things didn't work out the way I wanted them to, but as long as you'er happy and taken care of, I can live with that.
3. I wish you talked to me more like you did to others.
4. You seem like a fun person and I wish I could the guts up to talk to you.
5. I really wish you hadn't disappeared like you did, I missed you.
6. You are a wonderful person and you are beautiful as who you are.
7. Perhaps if you lived closer, we could be best friends and hang out more :D
8. I'm sad we never talk any more like we use to.
9. I wish you had the mind set to set some time aside for yourself once in a while, because maybe then we wouldn't have grown apart.
10. Draw more penis \o/