Please notice me.

*sees everyone else get a notification but me*

WHAT THE HELL! I said please!

I have told all my immediate family members I'm gay. My older and younger siblings, my sister in law, a Father, and my Mother.
My Mother is the only one I'm getting mixed messages from.
Everyone else was ok... And were encouraging me.

To any others out there, Happy Birthday to you too.

So an irl friend of mine is having life troubles with his family and just problems with himself in general. I'm up at 4:16 am with him for the 3rd night in a row because I don't want this guy out in the rain that's coming down on us over here. But this guy has show up drunk, made rude sexist comments in front of me, no manners to speak of and practically burping in my face, trying to drag me out of the house at night to go pick up random girls, and trying to pressure me into drinking with him when I've repeatedly over and over and over again, declined his drinks. It's wearing my patience thin.

I don't mean to be rude, he's my friend. I don't want to kick him to the curb while it's raining, I dunno where he'd end up. He's gotten into fights outside of stores while wandering around before coming to my place. He is offering me to just let me go to sleep, but no way in hell am I leaving him alone in my house while he's drunk and smoking.

So I ask you, where do I draw the line?
Am I the one with the problem?
Or is it him?

Either way, have a very Merry Christmas or a Happy Holiday. And here's to a new year.

I had fun... Thank you. I won't regret it ever.

Who wants eggs filled with confetti?! ^w^

To me ^//w//^ ~

Thanksgiving has passed for those who do celebrate it. If you don't oh well still happy holidays. ^_^
I said what I was thankful for, generally my parents, my brothers, my family, my loved ones, that includes you Marco. *winks*
But there is just one last person I need to say thanks to. To be thankful for...
Silverwolf9562. SilverK9. My furry personality.

Thanks to you Silverwolf, I can stand behind a different appearance and name on the internet but still mostly be the same person I am in reality

Well... Thanks to you Angel. I can also stand behind a different appearance and name in reality but still mostly be who I am on the internet.

We feel that we stand as each others persona in order to brave the kind of world we each live in... And we're thankful to each other for standing together. ^w^

Hope everyone is having a great Friday, whether you plan on staying in or going out I hope it's a good day for you. ^_^
I'm so excited for today because I plan to pick up a new game! Can't freakin wait!!!
Besides that I've been alright, life's been easy going for me and I hope it is for you too. If not then what the hell life? Stop being so complicated all the time. Seriously, if you're under stress or pressure or something take at least an hour with a security blanket of some sort. Whether it'd be a literal security blanket or just your favorite kind of coffee. Play your favorite song with earphones. Block out any outside noise and take a breather. Good luck to you all out there. ^_^

I wish you all good luck, or juju, or what ever floats your boat. ^w^ Be safe.

I came home to find the house completely alone and full of smoke... Mom left french toast on the stove. Good thing I came back when I did.

Even if you don't celebrate it where you live! HAVE SOME CANDY! ^w^

I've been memed by  Naesaki ^_^

1. I'd say a dog, you have a very inquisitive and curious nature about you, you have a sense of loyalty about you as well
2. I think yellow, cause of how energetic you are :)
3. Not known you for a long time but from what I've seen you seem like a very sweet individual and makes sure to always leave a nice comment to artists and commissioners alike
4. I'm no good with insults :P
5. Your silver Mightyena of course :D
6. Winter
7. Pumpkins, can't really say why its just what came to mind
8. Silv
9. Ice
10. Ask you to put this in your journal without using the word 'tag'
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People have complimented the color of my eyes. I have brown eyes. I couldn't keep a straight face, bashful and embarrassed feelings abound, next thing I know I'm in the bathroom for 3-5 extra minutes staring at myself in the mirror trying to see what they see.

Please stop trying to notice me.

Hey there is no need to read this page if you don't want to. I'm just burning some stray thoughts. If you want to read you better do it fast before I light the fire.


Time is growing short. You're a loser. Why don't you have an ID yet? Hah, you'll never beat me at this game! What use are you? Why are you just sitting here doing nothing? You'll never be successful like this. You're pathetic. You have no real friends. They just all feel sorry for you.

You're useless. What skills do you have? All you do is burden people. You can't do anything about the small time you have. You're a lightweight. You sissy. Chicken! You goody-goody little baby. Aww gonna cry?

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*The rest of the entry has become illegible and obscured by flames*

Yeah sorry I couldn't take it anymore. Don't pay any mind to what I wrote. Like I said, they're just stray thoughts. Instead why not listen to a victory theme with me? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q553D69X69s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7x4I_fDoLTk

Me-mor-ies
of you
still ex-ist here
with all of us
I can tell our en-tire stor-y
our laughs our cries through histor-y
and even to-day we still believe
that you'll come back to us
to me

Patient-ly I'm waiting, to see you're smiling jubilee-eee
not e-ven des-tiny can make us for-get about you
I real-y miss you, can't you see that
all of us, are here so hurry baaaack
I just want, this pain to stop and cease
it's because...
it's my wish for peace
it's my wish for peace
for you

A friend of mine just moved away. I'm really gonna miss seeing him in person. I know he'll come back some day. Until then... I'll wait. Or who knows... Maybe I'll go see him myself one day. Until then... I wish him the best. *teary eyed smile*