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It's been a rough week.
General | Posted 4 days agogods fucking dammit I am not doing okay
- starting with just, the world, in general right now
- been sick with something for most of a week, which is annoying in its own right but makes everything else WORSE
- constant money stress made worse by staying home sick for two days
- coming up on 41 years old (so probably around halfway through my life) and my bucket list feels like it's six miles long and only growing
- but then on top of that realizing just how godsdamned fucking lonely I am, I want a partner but nobody I know who might qualify lives anywhere nearby
- plus I'm touch-starved to hell and back
that's the big thing
but I'm also pretty sure that's bleeding over into my roleplaying shit
- think I've developed an OOC crush on one of the other players despite only ever interacting through text
- my character's got a crush on theirs, but theirs is in multiple other relationships already, one of which is fairly complicated, and mine might have had a chance there if I hadn't spent the first six months in the group (we happened to join at the same time) doing *fuck-all* in terms of activity
- so it feels like it's *my fault* that that's super unlikely to go where I want it to go
- and I'm having a hell of a time keeping IC and OOC feelings separate, which is just exacerbating the previous point about being *so godsdamned lonely*
Plus a few other factors I don't really feel like including here, and...it's been a rough week. I think I've cried more in the last 3 days than in any previous YEAR.
- starting with just, the world, in general right now
- been sick with something for most of a week, which is annoying in its own right but makes everything else WORSE
- constant money stress made worse by staying home sick for two days
- coming up on 41 years old (so probably around halfway through my life) and my bucket list feels like it's six miles long and only growing
- but then on top of that realizing just how godsdamned fucking lonely I am, I want a partner but nobody I know who might qualify lives anywhere nearby
- plus I'm touch-starved to hell and back
that's the big thing
but I'm also pretty sure that's bleeding over into my roleplaying shit
- think I've developed an OOC crush on one of the other players despite only ever interacting through text
- my character's got a crush on theirs, but theirs is in multiple other relationships already, one of which is fairly complicated, and mine might have had a chance there if I hadn't spent the first six months in the group (we happened to join at the same time) doing *fuck-all* in terms of activity
- so it feels like it's *my fault* that that's super unlikely to go where I want it to go
- and I'm having a hell of a time keeping IC and OOC feelings separate, which is just exacerbating the previous point about being *so godsdamned lonely*
Plus a few other factors I don't really feel like including here, and...it's been a rough week. I think I've cried more in the last 3 days than in any previous YEAR.
'nother free YCH raffle!
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General | Posted a month agoBroke-ass art cravings; wanna draw my OC?
General | Posted 3 months agoAnyone looking for a new character to draw?
Been craving art of my OC/'sona Rala lately.
Both clean and spicy.
But, am broke. Like, very broke.
And if I'm gonna save up my spare change for commissions, I'm gonna be very picky with who I choose.
That said, if anyone wants to draw her for free...well, it's hard to say no to free stuff.
As long as it's clean/SFW or, like, a simple pinup-style pic, I'm probably okay with it, especially if it's a solo pic of just her; have at it.
Spicy/NSFW stuff I'm more picky about; pitch me an idea and we'll talk.
References:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50897347/ - this one is 98% accurate; the horns are wrong (should be smooth, with a slight spiral/helix), and I think I might change the feet a bit. It's not shown, but her tail has no spade or hair, and comes to a whip-point.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50449307/ - this earlier pic has the wrong snout shape, because I neglected to clarify that with the artist, but the horns are closer to what I picture in my head (although still not perfect).
Been craving art of my OC/'sona Rala lately.
Both clean and spicy.
But, am broke. Like, very broke.
And if I'm gonna save up my spare change for commissions, I'm gonna be very picky with who I choose.
That said, if anyone wants to draw her for free...well, it's hard to say no to free stuff.
As long as it's clean/SFW or, like, a simple pinup-style pic, I'm probably okay with it, especially if it's a solo pic of just her; have at it.
Spicy/NSFW stuff I'm more picky about; pitch me an idea and we'll talk.
References:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50897347/ - this one is 98% accurate; the horns are wrong (should be smooth, with a slight spiral/helix), and I think I might change the feet a bit. It's not shown, but her tail has no spade or hair, and comes to a whip-point.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50449307/ - this earlier pic has the wrong snout shape, because I neglected to clarify that with the artist, but the horns are closer to what I picture in my head (although still not perfect).
