Hey friends!

Hope you're enjoying the new stories. I appreciate any and all feedback, even if it's just to say you liked it. It means a lot to me :)

Thanks for stopping by, and enjoy all the big softs! <3

Hey there!

Long hiatus, I know. Been lurking and not doing much, but I've started writing stuff again and felt like posting it here. Who knows, maybe I'll write some more stuff in the future. If I do, expect more!

I don't anticipate I'll be very active online, so messaging me might not be a good way to get in touch. If you want to keep in touch, send me a note and I'll give you my cell number (texting is usually the easiest way to get a hold of me).

Thanks for tuning in! Let me know how you've been, what you're up to, and what you'd like to see as far as stories go in the future. I want to keep this up; it's been fun writing furry stuff again and I'd like to keep going with it.

-Simmy

Another quick update on from the big wolf - the place I was living in previously was a bit small and crowded (especially for such a large, growing wuff as myself, hehe), and on top of that, my roomies were messy (in an awfully bad way), and kept stealing my things/food/toiletries/etc.

Soooo...

I moved to a new place somewhat within the same complex! Today I finally got settled in, and it's a much biggah room, and my roommates are (so far) all nice foreigners, instead of scumbags from Middle-of-Nowhere-Meth-Town, Utah.

So, hopefully I can get back to cooking again on a regular basis - and hey, mayyyyybe this new environment could foster some creativity (perhaps even in the writing of fatty-related stories) in the near future...we'll see!

Anyway, thanks for reading! :3

Ah, where to begin? The last couple of weeks or so have been a bit hectic/busy/exciting/crazy in general. I haven't spoken to any online acquaintances for a good while, it feels! And for that I apologize. Like I said - life gets busy for this wuff

First off, I ran into a bit of old legal problems again from an old (more than a year old, in fact) court case - apparently I hadn't done one small thing involved with the case, and there had been a warrant out for my arrest to the tune of $1000. So, on some small routine stop, the officer of course has to take me into jail (which happened to be at about 1 am). I barely had enough money in my account to post the $1000 bail to get out later than night. So, 1000 bucks down the drain, and a court date down in Layton (a good hour-or-so's drive from where I live).

Then, I get a call from my folks that my grandfather in Tennessee is terminally ill and that he only has days to live. The thing that was truly awful is that we had planned, months before, to fly out to visit the whole family in Tennessee around the same time. We ended up flying out a couple of days sooner to make it to the funeral, and then had our vacation for the rest of the week as planned. Sort of a bummer way to kick off a vacation, but we still had a great time afterwards. Always had plenty of food on hand, and it was good to go visit the places I grew up when I was a little kid. All together a bittersweet, nostalgic trip.

After coming back to Utah, I had the court date the next afternoon. Good news, however! All I had to do was a book and release at the county jail, then my $1000 dollars will be refunded to me in a couple weeks! Not a total loss after all. Just gotta tighten my belt and survive on what little I still have in my account until I get that back (which won't be too hard).

Also, my FA inbox has flooded with submissions - around 3000 or so :P I might need to unwatch some people...

So, wuff is back, and sorry for the lack of correspondence, but I'm getting back into the swing of things :)

Thanks for reading!

Yup, getting older :P But don't worry, I'm not to old to eat unhealthy amounts of sweets and cake :3~ Fattys gonna fat <3

Concerning that last journal - sometimes I just need to spew things out and get them off my chest to start feeling better. I'm doing lots better since then (eatin' like a champ again!) and have gotten some things settled out. Thanks for your kind, helpful words guys :)

I've been really down lately - been bogged down and way stressed with work, money problems, legal problems, and social strains, not to mention having a little mishap with my meds again. I feel stuck with my life right now, and I'm only sinking further with each new complication, and I'm ready to collapse into pieces. A little while ago I was making good progress with writing new stuff, getting at least an hour of heavy work in every day. But then, I get stuck, all the drama and harsh reality killing me a bit inside. I withdraw from all my social life, lose my appetite (I've lost some weight in just this last week - I think I've had one solid "meal" over the last four days), and revert to old habits that only make things worse. In short, i'm struggling right now.

Please keep me in your thoughts. Any help or encouragement would make life a little easier to bear.

Good old 23 x3

Now, pizza, booze, ice cream, and maybe cake 83~

Hey, if you guys have steam, I was finally able to get my account back up - Simeonwolf

I don't have any friends on there, so you should add me so I'm not lonely :<

I've got mostly Half Life games 'n TF2, sooooo yeah <3

Check me out, I'm jiggly and round! X3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YsFZzs8mj94

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aSXCQdkhdjc

here's the old one that most of you have:
simmywuffwuff[at]aol.com

if you have other accounts that you usually chat on, hit me up and i can give you my info :3

Hey guys! Did ya miss me? X3 I've finally solved my computer problem by getting a new one (for fairly cheap too) and it's soooo purrrrrdy 83 It's an ASUS, and so far, I'm really liking what it has to offer.

What does this mean? First, that I'll be able to chat on AIM and what not <3 and that secondly, I'll finally be able to type up my friggin' stories XD

And speaking of, I've got two personal stories in the works, another trade story with the lovely  DonCass and a few more backlogged in the old noggin, waiting to end up on paper. Keep your eyes peeled, next week I'll likely have somethin or other posted.

Oh, and my new computer has a built-in webcam, so........ >3

Oh man, oh man oh man did I have an amazing time <3 Wonderful countryside, delicious food, almost overdosing on snuggles and bellyrubs every night - I was a little reluctant to leave hehe X3 Hung out most of the time with but also got the chance to meet both and , both were funny and very sweet :3 Got a few pounds added to my waistline, learned a bit of gaining tips, but most of all, just had a blast hanging out and doing whatever with some kick-ass friends <33 I even got a little bit of writing done hehe :3

Overall, given the chance, I would do it again in a heartbeat, and stay longer too (and hopefully eat more and plump up even more >3)

In a week I'll be in Philly with the awesome  Sovhiel  ZeroWhitefang and  Nocturne! I'm so excited I could eat, like, 5 whole pizzas (which, knowing the fatty mischief we'll be up to, might not be too far from a feasible feat X3). If anyone else is in Philly and you know Zero, you should come see me while I'm in town - I'll be there for about a week (until the 15th). It's gonna be tons of fun!

Yaaaay school is over and I get a nice summer break from my old work (though I am lookin' for a lil summer job)! Can't wait to relax and write some stuff and glut and be a big, cuddly fatty X3

I'm hoping to go visit PA to see  Sovhiel  Nocturne and  ZeroWhitefang - the only issue is monies, and wolf is a bit poor atm :x But I'm keeping my fingers crossed! I'd be the happiest wide wolf in the world if I could go ^^

Now that I have more time, y'all should IM me or text me (if ya have my number - if you don't and would like it and you can text, send me a note!) I might not always respond, but I'll try my best (this fatty gets distracted a lot - usually with food X3)

Hope everyone is having a great summer too! And hopefully wolf can get to PA this summer <3

Okay, I was lookin at my page, and I need a not-so-dramatic journal sitting around X3 This fat wolf is doing much bettah, and has been busy with work and school and all that jazz - but only a couple of weeks left before I'll be free for the summer! (thank god lol)

Also, been eatin well, and mayhaps when I'm not so durn busy with finals/papers/etc I'll get some fatty stories up here :3 and mebbe even some muscle goodness too, we'll see ;3

*belly bumps and snuggles for everyone!* X3

Last night, I was sitting in my bathroom on the floor with a knife to my wrist. My friends surprised me with a knock at the door and they helped me out and took me to the Emergency Room. After a good talk to the doctor and getting a refill of my meds (which my usual doctor had been refusing to refill), my friends took me to their place and let me stay the night. Needless to say, I've had a rough night, but I feel much better.

I need to know whom I can trust as friends. Looking back, if I wasn't in such a weak mental state, I would have just called someone to help me, but I felt like I had nobody to turn to. That helplessness drove me to want to hurt myself and possibly end my life. I do trust many of you, and I don't want you to think that I don't. I do. But, you must understand, I really didn't have a lot of people to turn to here, right now, in town. Or, at least I thought so, until my friends came to my rescue. Last night was certainly an eye-opening experience.

But please don't worry, I'm doing much better now :) I've had time to think on things and I'm moving in a positive direction. I feel obligated to work on my communication skills, especially with my friends, so I don't feel isolated and helpless like that again. So don't be shy; if you want to talk, I'll try to be more open about talking - I really value your friendship and love.

Hey guys, sorry I've been away. I've been having a really rough last few weeks. I just get really busy and stressed that I get moody and sick, and I'm just really down today. I just want school to be over, I want to be in PA more than anything in the world, but I honestly don't know how much more my body or my mind can take some times. Earlier today I felt so stressed that I went alone in a room and just cried for a bit.

I just need a hug, and I would feel infinitely better.

So, I was thinkin' this to myself the other day - there are plenty of fat furs in the furry community, but not all of these people are actually fat themselves. I, for instance, have a fat wuff character, but am also a bit pudgy (okay...maybe quite a bit pudgy X3) in real life. And, I've met some fat-furs who are skinny as a pole.

So I guess my question is, Which Are You? If you are a fat-fur, how do you feel about being fat yourself, or is being a big fatty vicariously through your char more your style? I don't want people to think that I feel everyone who's a fat-fur should be fat X3 I just wanna know - what sorts of things do y'all notice about yourselves and others who fit in the fat-fur spectrum of life?

It's mah burfday X3 *the big wolf licks his lips and opens his gaping maw nice and wiiide* bring on the birthday cake!!! >3

Really though, I have been alive for 22 years now. I hope to make this year better than the last one - be more productive, have fun with school, and, of course, make some progress on becoming a bigger fatty wolf ;3 *pats my tummy*

Thanks you guys, for everything you've done in the last week or so for me ^^ I really appreciate all you do, even if it's just dropping a message, I'm glad you guys are around - I don't know where I'd be without you ^^ I've been getting much better since Monday night, and I have you guys to thank for it :3

Also, I mentioned that my birthday is coming up - it's this Monday to be precise X3 I'm gonna be turning 22 - gosh I feel old XD and yush, I will accept any and all cakes you decide to throw my way - something tells me I'm gonna be a house-sized wolf by the time y'all are done with me |3

Today has left me pretty fucking wretched. Without going into details, I've gone from simple nervousness to shaking to vomitting to having a panic attack and crying alone in my car. My nerves are pretty shot right now and I just can't sleep. I hope I don't sound melodramatic, but the truth is, I'm pretty emotionally drained and I just wanna let you know how I'm doing.

Well, at least I can look forward to my birthday in a week.

...so you can see my new icon that the lovely  DonCass made for me :3

*nom nom noms the pizza* <33

if y'all play your cards right, you can get a slice, too ;3

everyone take part in the latest and greatest photo meme, plz

I WANT TO SEE YOUR BRIGHT, SMILIN FACES :3

well, mebbe not bright, but i wanna sees them |3

Reply to this journal and:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
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