I genuinely do not understand what is happening but it feels like the higher my skill gets -- the less feedback I receive. I really don't know what to do but it affects my mental state really bad. I put a lot effort in my works just to be buried because of algorithm or god knows what else. I'm taking a long pauses between drawings because I feel hella demotivated and frustrated, but when I finally have strength to post something -- nothing happens. And I feel really terrible.

Sorry for all of this, this is almost the main reason why I postpone some artworks. Sorry.

*taps on mic* is this thing on? well.. hello guys!

It won't be a long post haha but still... I feel so unmotivated rn. No, nothin bad happened at all, its just me and my desire to get more attention. It was a huge problem for me for years, I've been using socials to share my artwork within at least about 5 years? And still it's a big struggle for me to get more feedback. Ye, I do realize that I need to draw themes that most people like, and sometimes I'm trying to do so. But still... It's bothering me for a long time, I just wasn't sure if I should share my feelings here because it doesn't feel right to me to moan about such minor problems.
All my thoughts are messed up and this text probably has no meaning but I felt like I needed to let it off my chest, heh.

For those who commissioned me -- don't worry, I'll update yall asap! I just need a day or two to rest