im so sad and lonely. i wish i knew some single male furries in autralia

so i havent been on im fraid i havent been to well mentally and ecided needed some space. i was on facebook alot talking to my friends and they are all a BIG help. im sory to some people who i havent been able to check up on stuff i havent been to happy with alot and will be more active now

never shal my life fade
even wen the light forms a shade
i wish to keep so much
and there is no one here to touch
i want a person who sees me for me
i found tht person but wen i thawt it couldnt be
if this moment of my life goes
i hope tht my pain brings saddned snows
a day keeps goin as i cry
i want to fall and die
maybe ill return someone i can get
till then life is never set

damn it i wanna see a certain someone but hes to far away. its pissin me off royally coz i can talk to him on most things but cant bloody see him. grr this is so pissin me off. and its takin a toll on my brain

okay so its just past the nite afetr my B/day i got a game and some money. and i got little drunky. oh wellz. i was fine the nexty day. minus the massive belly ache i had 1hr after wakin up :( (had pods (choclate and wafer with mars bar center) cake and sour cream sweet chilli chips for breakfast :) worth it) ive been in my room since 1:30pm lol. playin a game. and talkin to good frends and a GREAT frend. im happy and nothin can break tht atm

7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7
7 hours till my party starts that rite 7777777 the lucky 7's
haha theres a certain someone im wishin was down here for the wekend, lol... they know who they are. XD

but im about to get preped for my party. clothes are set. and im sure people are gettin ready nowz hehe coz some people got costumes r=that r reeeeakky complex

okay its friday 4:40 am as im writing this. its my party not to long from now
(7:00pm) im prolly gonna get a little outta hand but this is 16th. so who cares ayy. im planin on postin pics of the nite with me and my mates. just to show the true meaning of 'the darkest party on earth)

okay in australia its 9:40PM. july 15th. XP my birthday is today. im 16

ive gotten a skeloton hand goblet. a skeloton coffey mug and i got a skull pen *like 6 different skullz* i also got a second nightwish shirt. and a reeeeely cool loking dragon cane. if only i could draw good enough to show a true side of me with the goblet. haha could you imagine tht. a dark lookin otter with goblet n.n

well im lovin today wish some people were here to spend it with. but sadly they are over seas or in another state... :(... but i have alot of rellies here so im havin fun. sadly now they are asleep and im awake.... dont plan to sleep but coz i got some money will have to evetnually so i can go shoppin and get some cool things. XP

i just got on this reely. a good frend told me to sign up. and i did.... love the artworks. and pictures...

im just this average 16 yr old. more on here for fun frends and the pics... not too much to know about me unless you ask... hehehe well... hope people have fun knowin me