i am on bluesky as twitter is um... yeah. i however go by a different name there so yeah mostly because i am finding my fa handle harder to identify with. but at the same time to stubborn to want to change it.

With the Thunder Junction set story pretty much done from my understanding... can i say that with a sad realization we didn't get a Cowboy Ajani Goldmane card? yeah it'd be a out of character for him at the moment... but it'd be funny and awesome!

oh lord i've been parcing through the thunder junction epilogue and i hope this isn't going to lead where i hope it isn't going to lead. We don't need another multiverse level threat. please can we just have peaceful random stories that don't lead to multiverse level stuff? like yeah the phyrexian problem in unverse was bad but ultimately mostly ended up okay. yeah Tamiyo is pretty much gone. but most of the planes go through just fine. a little worse for wear in some cases. but to do do to the multiverse like a phoenix seems a little overkill. its not the multiverse that needs fixing... its more or less the thing called free will... and that has no easy fix. to get rid of it well... that doesn't work well for anyone. *coughs*EleshNorn*coughs*

I just want stories right now in the mtg storyline that are just peaceful random shenanigans that don't build up to much for a few years.

Thats just my thoughts and opinions on the whole thing.

as the title says... there are some fictional universes i'd love to live in. Magic the gathering for one... Forgotten Realms... Digimon... Pokemon... and Final fantasy. thats it. thats all.

making this to pretty much put my thoughts out there. honestly i love MTG i just hate the storyline. as such for my own emotional and mental health i'll probably be sort of ignoring the storyline. as well it i see where its sort of heading and what not. one can enjoy the game while hating the storyline lore. in fact fanfiction and that definitely help fix what people see wrong in canon storylines.

What i'd love to see in a storyline of trying to fix everything is time travel with Terferi where he finds a method of actually physically travelling through time gathering allies from different time periods and getting a massive headstart to dealing with the phyrexians before they become a problem. that'd be an interesting storyline that'd also sort of serve as a reset while being believable within the concept of MTG. i mean i sort of feel like the current storyline is sort of trying to reset the universe in a more drastic way. but i'd prefer a time travel reset.

Like just imagine what world Teferi would end up in after the time travel shenanigans finish. like would Jazal goldmane be alive along side Ajani goldmane... like both of them being planeswalkers would be amazing in this style of reset. lots and just as many possibilities open up when time travel is involved.

Would this ever happen!? probably not.

TL:DR; i'm sort of gonna ignore the storyline and just enjoy the card game.

Happy new years! now that I'm officially part of the new year. so yay!

my current thoughts on mtg Arena.

its fun certainly and i've been enjoying the game. its definitely has its moments of making me want to scream in sheer frustration. no more so when going up against the exceptionally frustrating bs decks. and the lots of same feel decks.

still i enjoy playing and would like to continue playing for a bit. its still fun to be able to play mtg and see other decks and that.

decided to take a nap and had a dream about family you know the usual family drama... then suddenly it changed to 2 sentient humanoid bears having sex while fish fly everywhere. seriously brain what the freak happened there. i've never had a dream shift gears that fast before.

yeah another year older and another year wiser...

I'm relatively surprised that there isn't much fanart of the moreau series. this series https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Moreau_series an awesome series by the way.

Yay... what a way to start my year. may need to cancel some dental work because of a mouth sore which may or may not be related to the medicine my doctor prescribed.

on the tenth I talked to my doctor and was prescribed some allergy medicine in the form of nasal spray. was working fine until the 12 when I started getting sore throat. which wasn't a big deal. then on Saturday I found a sore on the roof of my mouth after the place my doctor works at closed. so sunday I went about my business and now my part of my nose and top of my mouth feels like theres a slight burning. lesson learned universe... there's always side effects. going to talk to my doctor or someone at the place about this. I really do not want to continue using this medicine. the sore throat I can manage slightly. everything else is a big freaking no.

a lot has happened during my year in 2016. as some probably know... my mom had been fighting cancer for a few years on may 4th she sadly passed away due to it. it is saddening to know. I am and have been working through it. I have been going through some health related scares myself lately. hopefully nothing serious.

http://onlinecounsellingcollege.tum.....is-no-cure-for
http://surviving-hero.tumblr.com/post/132088309276
http://just-another-psych0tic.tumbl.....h0tictumblrcom
http://there-no-way-out.tumblr.com/.....t/132091432034
http://itgetsbetterproject.tumblr.c.....and-best-first
the links explain far better of how I've been feeling lately then I could explain in words myself.

well Another year came and went for me... April 2nd was my birthday. I officially entered the nice age of 30. big whoop.

whelp it looks like twitter is being a rather jerk lately to me. It seems to be randomly crashing my internet browser for no good reason. If i don't reply via twitter... it means i can't get on without crashing.

as of 12am where i'm at... i've offically turned 29. Yay me. and whoever else happens to share my birth date. *goes back to his normal everyday dull life.*

I've been going through emotional extremes. loneness seems to be the one causing problems this time. everytime I turn around it seems someone's getting into a relationship or is in a relationship. Now I've always been the one that never wanted a relationship. I've been content to be the loner, the anti-social, the recluse, the wall flower, the shoulder for people to lean on, and the one always looking in.

For some reason... lately I've been feeling left out. As someone who's friends are mostly online... I don't know what to do. I've built this wall of solitude and worn it for so long. I don't think I can ever escape it... despite wanting to.

I got pokemon X after days of waiting. thanks Fred Meyers and screw you Wal-Mart!

mom just had a few tests done this week and they came back. the results came back and it's cancer and I believe they said that it wasn't confined to one place.

so i'm justifiably scared and kind of shakened.

Went into the doctors office today and talked to my doctor about the pain in my lower and upper jaw. found out I have a cavity in a lower tooth and an infected tooth in the upper jaw. so now i'm on medicines for it and well need to go to the dentist later for it.

I wonder... which edition of D&D does everyone like and why? and which edition they hate and why? Just wondering because of the whole edition war thing. I like both 3.5 and 4th editions. 3.5 because it was the one that I started playing in. 4th edition because that's the one I really got into.

I don't use yahoo messenger for what it's intended for anymore. I'm finding that I'm liking Skype more and more. my yahoo account is just now a big notification thing of other stuff.

Lately i've been having stomach issue like nausea and that. I think it has to do with the amount of tea and caffiene i've been drinking, along with my stress and anxiety levels. Top it off i've always had stomach issues from when i was a kid. I think it's just my digestive system acting up and i need to get it back into balance. mainly though reduction of stress and that... removal of how much tea and caffiene i consume. It probably wouldn't hurt to start eating healthier as well with more minerals and vitamins.

God darn it all! My desktop computer got whammed big time by a virus. I got around it... and now am in the process of removing it. I'll probably call a friend who works in a computer repair store to come and double check the computer! I'm normally so careful on the internet but i'm only human and this caught my by surprise. To be honest... it scared the heck out of me really.

By the way... i think the virus is being called the FBI virus. I don't know the technical name for it however. Updates to come. Be careful y'all... don't let this happen to you.

was taking down some hanging plants outside so i could water them properly without stretching my arms and legs too badly. on the last one out of 5 i got dizzy and felt like i was falling... well looked like i was falling from my perspective. Luckily i caught myself before i could actually fall. I kind of blame myself for it because i was overheating. it's like 66 degrees F here and i'm wearing dark colors. also didn't have any water to help cool down recently.

and yes i consider 66 degrees F to be warm as i live in alaska.