Currently checking in from Holland in the airport, first part of the trip was nice, around 1 hour and 30 min or so from Copenhagen to Amsterdam, the time is currently 8.28 AM and the plane to Seattle, WA. leaves in around 2 hours! :) I slept most of the time in the plane and want to do so on the next one! :)

Piece out!

// Duce

EC's mom needs help to get better so EC is having a drawing fundraiser, so go here. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3736619/ Be lovely and tell her I send you there if you decide to get an icon

Once it used to be the two of us, chillin' just talking casually.

Then I believed we had some kind of bond, but it seems that was all just a fantasy.

Now I'm sitting on the other side waiting for you, how long will I wait?

You then found something else to keep you occupied with.

So now I'm nothing more then a used pile of clothes.

Now I'll sit here on my lonely rock and watch the angel fly away.

And when the storm is over, I will have left the rock and you forever behind.

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I hope people can find some kind of meaning in this.. just something I needed to get off my chest, yes.

So it seems like my is finally about not to work anymore, my GFX is about to quit with the fan on, which means I need to get a new one.... And I don't have the money for that.. So seems that I have to go with my laptop for the entire vacation.. do not want! :/
So it'll cost me around 1k$ for getting my stuff fixed for something that can hold for a while.. and well I don't have that, so woo.. :|

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7900786/

She just drop the price of this piece of art down to 15$ Come on people give her some credit and go buy that lovely piece of art, she needs and deserves it! <3

So for this week, since I can feel it's gonna be shitty. I aaaaaaaaaaam going to comment on every picture I look at.

So lately I've just been having a hard time just getting out of my bed every morning, like I see no reason why I should leave my bed, the only reason that pops up in my mind is so that I don't get too much absence from class.

So friends, enemies.. old friends. Whomever read this really, would you please share with me what I bring to your life? I'd like to have some more and better reason to get out of my bed in the mornings, as the current is not really helping a depressive cat anything.

On other notes.. Around 7 months I'm 20 and hopefully I'm ordering a new pc at that point, so I'd be able to stream stuff, cause that would be nice since I think it's fun. *Sigh* Not that anyone watches though.

Well.. Duce out.

 reddyeno5 Is holding a raffle for free art, they're amazing so go check it out :D

Filler journal.

Arm is still basically shit, though about to have it fixed soon, np.

So just a little heads up to everyone out there who might actually be looking at my page now and then.

Yeah you're properly not really gonna be seeing me online a lot for the next few week(s) as currently most of my right side, from neck to hand is pretty much in constant pain. This leaves me unable to game in any way or type really on a keyboard without ending with the same problem on the left side of my body.
Besides that homework is building up, homework that I cannot do due to my bodies current state.
For even more shit I feel really bad about myself, like I can't find anything I'm good at nor really see myself doing anything in the future. This is leading me to think that taking a bullet to the head is what I should do at some points, good I don't own a gun.
As well I have one person stuck in my head which will not leave it. :| Anyways see you guys on the other side of a week.

Duce over and out, and I will be back!

http://www.stop-acta-in.eu/

Go do sign this formula out <3

As well as this one https://www.accessnow.org/page/shar.....say-no-to-acta

Holy shit it's like 01:11 am, I'm freaking fucking tired and fucking hyper as well. I just won two league of legends games where I outplayed the other team so fucking bad, went flawless in one of the games. I feel like trolling as well, so I made some funny comments on some friends journals, but still keeping on topic. I will now go flip a table, brush my teeth, throw myself on the bed and get some well deserved fucking sleep.

Get your heads in the game LADIES! <3

I love you all and good night!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4z9TdDCWN7g

These girls are pretty sweet as well <3
 electrocat
 neomi
 shiftykitty

also this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PY3MFs7NptE

A Merry Christmas to All! <3

I need someone to cheer me up I might end up throwing something out the fukken window!

So my life..
Right now my life is incredibly boring now a days. I've overworked my right so that had to be put on on medication to hopefully help it, it's now giving him complications in a way that I can't do my school properly, I'm sleepy as hell all the time, I can barely use my right arm cause of the pain it's giving me to use it and I have stuff that need to be turned in, which of course is shit when I have to type a lot in a report.. sigh..

Two days ago I became single.. woo..? or something I don't really know, I was pretty happy with what I had and was okay with the break up, but it just feels weird, we broke up as friends so no harm done really, and it's better to live on not thinking about any bad things that might have come out of this. I don't really think I'll be looking for a relationship any time as I don't find myself fit for a relationship, I'm not caring enough for it to be good for anyone and I'm not good with clingy people, I need a lot of space and time to myself really. Still I miss someone to just lay in a bed with, watching a movie, snuggle up with and relax.

Besides all that stuff I feel like I need to do something with my life, I just don't know what. From my point of view I'm not really good at anything, I can play computer games at a mediocre level, so it's not like I'll make anything big in eSport, so I'm not really gonna try. I want to find something I'm good at but it just seem like there is nothing for me at the moment and thats kinda just making me sad.

So I've been thinking a tad bit about death, if I would be missed, I know I would be missed by a lot of people, but I wouldn't have a problem dying. No this is not my way of saying I'm going to be taking my own life, I won't. I just wanna be something that someone can look up to and say: "Waow I wanna be like that guy!" But alas, no it's not gonna be like that I'm afraid. I wanna enjoy my life as it is but thats quite hard when there is all these problems that I've mentioned above on my mind really.

For now I'm just gonna try to finish the school I'm in, at least passing everything so I can say that I have done that, afterwards? I don't know, I really really don't know what I'm gonna with my life, I wish I knew.. I wish I had something to look forward to in my future, but right now it's all just gray.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6746642/

So a friend of mine is having a char for auction! ^^ Go bid on it! :3

Also she's now holding a raffle! ^^ <3 http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2854276/


Also in another matter. LUNA IS BEST PONY! :<

Retards try to discuss LoL with me and their first argument is. "You're not even ranked!" I have to laugh so fucking hard when people is so fucking dumb! :D

On danish furs C:
Also still my birthday for 6 hours, woo go me! :D

It's my birthday today, hooray! :D

Tagged by  rincero

1. You must post these rules (Very Important indeed).
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6. No tag backs.
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You legitimately (AKA, really, truly, with all honesty) have to tag 11 people.

Questions!:

1) What is your age(Mentally, not physically!)?
I would consider myself to be around the age of 21 mentally.

2)Your idol?
Durrr... I don't really have someone that I see as my idol.

3)What is your favorite PS2/PS3 game?
Star Wars Battlefront 2, I possibly have like over 1000 hours of game time in it.. :x

4)Have any pets, if yes, what kind of pets?
No, cause pets aren't allowed up here and I wouldn't have money for one x:

5) What kind of cell phone do you have?
Sony Ericsson Xeperia E10i (Android)

6) WHo's you're favorite Dragonball Z character?
Vegeta

7) If you could choose to be a magical creature, which would you be?
My fursona.. but yeah.. that is really what I'd love to be the most :P

8) Which thoughts did you have when you realized you were tagged?
Something to do, lol! :D

9) The insect you hate the most?
Mosquitoes

10) Favorite country?
Denmark. I'm proud to be where I'm from! <3

11) What do you like about artwork?
It's hard to explain what I like in artwork.. There is a lot of things that I like about artwork from different people, some people have something I like because of something, and someone have something I like because of something else!

New questions:
1) What's your favorite animal?
2) What's your favorite game?
3) Do you currently have a crush on someone?
4) Do you consider everyone on your messenger(s) as your friends?
5) Do you think friends you have over the internet is worse then friends you have RL?
6) Is there something you want to ask me? (If so send me a note? XD)
7) Have you ever lied to make someone like you more?
8) What's your favorite music genre?
9) Would you have your char in a commission with mine?
10) If I asked you out on a date what would your answer be? ( o: )
11) If you're bored what do you generally do!?

Tagging:
 lillebart electrocat kimin seeke treyman lvl12paladin honeyhusky l1zz4rd liwyatan malasta dassid