Everyone, i have some really bad and saddening news...., at midnight 30....i just got a text message and a phone call from my mom while i was on VC......that today, Monday, June 30th of 2025 at midnight 15....that my last remaining grandparent... my grandmother.....Therese Lebel....has sadly....passed away.......Age 95.... Rest in peace Therese Lebel, 1930-June 30th 2025

...I am now officially without any grandparents in the family.....

As much as it hurts to say it, i wont participate the funerals as i cant handle it and bare with the fact that she has passed away.....i cant bare to see her in a casket....

We dont know when are her funerals going to be organised, but, please, dont ask me to go live for a few weeks, as i am not going to be live for a while due to how hard it'll be for me to get over it......as a generation of my family now has gone extinct.....

Furality Somna was magical. It had something special to it that i don't know what it is...but it felt like a dream...a dream that was real. And it fits....I know it wont be the same next year, because, it was something that i absolutely enjoyed.

I wonder if they'll ever re-do such a theme, because, Somna was that beautiful and fitting for me.

A dream come true.

A dream that once was just a dream, in hoping i would someday be able to re-attend furcons...and Furality Somna was that con.
And the fireworks show....wow...the fireworks, i went with the gentle settings due to computer limitations, and i'm glad i did....the sound effects....it felt so magical, so beautiful, everytime i saw it, it made me start crying at the first minute, if not the 1st 30 seconds of the fireworks show...

It was absolutely beautiful, i was bawling my eyes out.
And on tuesday....i was at a big lobby for the finale....i stayed for as long as i could.....i couldn't stop crying when i had to leave, i hugged friends and some of the staff, crying and saying "i don't wanna leave, i don't wanna go, i cant leave, i cant go"
It took me a couple of minutes to press the "go home" button...it was really difficult.
And When i did....my eyes were filled with water, i hopped off VRC and SteamVR, then shut down my computer....I sat on my bed, and....erupted into tears, crying for around half an hour until i passed out..., laid on my bed around 15 minutes of crying in my covers.

This is only a preview of the story that i will publish in a moment. I am currently working on the text and polishing it up.
Many thanks to the entire staff of Furality, and i am eternally grateful to all your work.

I am definitely going there again Next year, and will make sure i try to get the sponsor status.

I also met many other content creators at furality, made friends, reinforced friendships with others i knew, and also, reconnected with older ones along the way....i missed seeing my older friends so much that i ended up crying after that every time i reunited with old friends i had lost for years. giving them a hug because of how emotional it left me.

FA has been saved and has fully recovered from that bloody hacker! Thank goodness! I hope that whoever hacked FA goes to jail for comitting such a MASSIVE cybercrime! And may this hacker STAY in there and ROT for the rest of eternity!

Thank you Whanos, you are. A. SAVIOR. You definitely deserve all the praise you got for contributing the saving of FA from that hacker. You are hereby considered a Hero. And I hereby distribute you the Anthropian Marine Corps Medal of Honor, and Medal of Courage for saving FA!

Sinbad, out!

Last night i was on my phone on Telegram, when i learned the shocking news, Dragoneer, the owner of FA, has passed away due to lung issues.

This is where i'm really worried. Now that the owner of FA is gone, the future of FA is unsure and i am scared of it shutting down. Without FA, i will be without one more thing in my life. FA has allowed me to communicate and meet many other furries online. FA is THE website for artworks, and the home place of hundreds amongsts thousands of furries in the community, and artists alike. IT even gave birth to many, MANY people's fursonas too.

If FA shuts down, this will be a SEVERE crippling blow to the fandom...We must stand united and NOT let this website shut down and must NOT let the website fall, too. If we want FA to stay. We need to help the staff as much as we can and give them our full support, whether it be monetary, moral or physical support.

You guys are a family to me, and FA is our home. Please give them all the support, guys. I'm counting on you.

UPDATE: I saw some news, and FA will stay where it is. Although i still am worried about it, but still is a good thing that FA is still in good hands.

Today is a tragic day...as i'm announcing something terribly sad...saturday, September first of 2018...14:32 Eastern Standard time...my mom called for me to come to the camper...and...she was holding my hedgehog...who was limp...not breathing and moving...i'm in tears as i have saw...death in front of my eyes...Boris the hedgehog...has passed away...we're burrying him tommorrow...i dont know if i be able to withstand his burial...i'm holding my tears as i am writing this...

If you have a small animal with a short lifespan, please spend as much time as you can with him/her as it may be it's last moments with you...thank you...

1 year since flonne passed away...it's really hard on me...been heavily depressed since 4-5 days...why did flonne have to die?...it just really hurts and i cant stop thinking about her...I miss you flonne...you'll never be forgotten...Rest in peace, great friend...i wish i had met you at WTFur...but...you passed away...and i'll always remember your last words to me before you passed away...*sobs*...i hope that your'e happy, wherever you went after your death...

i just looked at the calendar, august 17th, 2017...and my birthday is august 22nd! can you believe it? 5 days away, FIVE from my birthday!!!

First zeohusky... then flonne... then YTR... then the USS dover... and now this... http://whatthefur.ca/home_en.php?en....._id=1496968489

...i've lost so much shit in just ONE YEAR....i am really hurt...what the fur is the only furcon i could afford to go to...i'm in tears as i'm writing this journal...R.I.P wtfur...2009-2017...

Everyone... a moment of silence... for my mate... metaluna flone...he... passed away march third of an organ failure...it was sudden......i never was able to meet her....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_je324O2L5E

this video is in rememberance of her...

*looks at the PC calendar* wait... FIVE DAYS LEFT BEFORE CHRISTMAS?! Holy crap time flies by fast! o_O the first day of december feels like it was yeasterday!

Ugh...i hate my life...i got fired from my job due to a misunderstanding...my parents switched to a shittier internet system...i have to ask help to reconfigure my internet on my PC...Zeohusky Leaving the furry fandom...i may or may not end up permanently without Internet...i'm gonna have my rent raised due to bieng fired...WHAT THE FUCK ELSE COULD GO MOTHER FUCKING WRONG HUH?!?!? WHAT FUCKING ELSE?!?!? I am bound to have a really fucking shitty life...I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE!!! I'll never be able to get my main fursuit...NEVER!!! FUCK.MY.LIFE.

turns out i'm gonna be the ONLY fursuiter for the furbowl i organised...god i hate tbieng the only fursuiter aorund my town...i dont even know what will hte public think of me while i'M in suit! ;_;...and it wouldve been fun bieng more than one fursuiter...now i'm gonna feel uncomfortable for it... ;_; really makes me depressed... ;_;

That's right folks, be on the watch, because nerfie and i are comming to FURNAL EQUINOX!!! (outside of quebec), we'll be heading there, i decided to go to FE, and nontheless, not only you'll see your favourite fluffy, cute, blue, green and white husky, but maybe another surprise...maybe...a certain anthropomorphic grey and red wolf with digigrade legs?...we'll see...aside from that, i allready have nerfie's refsheet comissionned, i'll have him remade, but with some major changes, such as the fur's colour/shading to match with the new tail i bought, and have better feetpaws, 4 fingers, claws, feetpaws made for the exterior, and nontheless, movingjaw on the head!

And of course the body WILL fit me, nerfie's current body i have right now, has been made to fit me back then, but i sadly gained some height since then, which is why that after my birthday, i'm gonna start focusing only on comissionning those two, and then, once i have recieved them, i'll start focusing on the .:/|UTL|\:.Mainframe A's upgrades from v3.8 to v4, that's right folks, my gaming rig started being rather obsolete since then, that's why i'm gonn a start doing some BIG TIME investments this year, the biggest thing i'm gonna save up on it DEFINITELY. FurnalEquinox, i never went outside of my main province, so that's gonna be a verry big premiere for me. and i'm going to Toronto, BY MYSELF. goinna get a train ticket, round
trip.

once i arrive, i'll be with Dakotah whitemane, he's gonna be helping me get around since it's gonna be my verry first time at Toronto. i'll probably be VERRY amazed by toronto ^w^, since it's gonna be my verry 1st time there. If you guys got tips on where should i get started once i get inb toronto and FE, please tell me. I dont wanna be confused, be lost or even cause drama around. Many thanks guys!

- See you guys at Toronto!
Sinbad316 And Nerfie

i just logged on FA, and what do i see?!, ONE HUNDRED WATCHERS!!! Many thanks to my 100th watcher,  rocky8wolf for bieng by 100th watch! i'll add you on skype ASAP for the livestream! i'll send you a note of my skype.

Since  Wolfox88 wasnt feeling well, i told him to come and meet me IRL, compensates from the furmeet in quebec city i missed, and we had LOTS of fun, fluffiness, and for the first time ever for me, cuddles in full fursuit! ^w^ it was so comfy i nearly fell asleep...  Wolfox88 lives about around 40 minutes away from me...scuse me for a second... *walks away from the screen a few seconds, cartoony nose blowing sounds are heard*...better...anyway.. we had so many cuddles ^w^ and relaxed. So much fun ^w^, i hope he can come back anytime soon and even for my birthday.

I somehow caught a nasty flu/cold yeasterday...this sucks! T_T i barely am able to eat due to strep throat, feeling weak and sleepy, and i am freakin nailed on the bed. T_T

Well, with what the fur over, it's gonna be back to work for me in about 2 days...seeing how the con is empty right now makes me enormously depressed...i was crying alot at the before, during and after the closing ceremony, and in my fursuit nontheless...but although, looking on the bright side, i made some new friends, gonna get a new badge, and many other things...still isnt helping from PCD though...*sighs*...

Well what the fur is approaching fast, but...i dont know what the hell to do before What the fur to make the time fly by fast...ugh...i'm bored... :/

Hey guys, hence the titler, you probably allready know that we're closing in on 100 watchers! we're 10 watchers away as i am writing this journal this verry moment!

So, i recently got a full version of factorio, i will do a 100 watches special stream on Twitch or YT gaming, high chance it'Ll be on one of them. mostly and probably youtube, but i might try twitch again.

Anyway, aside from that, you guys will have the chance to be part of the livestream, to hang out, chat, and maybe ask me some questions! i'll be announcing the livestream through an art post or a journal post, the 100th watcher will get a chance to play factorio with me! (hoping his internet does not suck), requirements are:

1- you need a skype

2- speak english.

3- be nice, and polite to our viewers

4- have at least a decent internet.

5- unwatching and re-watching will NOT count.

6- do not, and i repeat DO NOT harass, insult, intimidate, brag, or cause anything that can create drama.

7- do not spam skype request, it will be given to you through chat or on a note...or through the stream.

8- You must at least be close to the -5:00 GMT timezone.

My skype will be given here, DO NOT RANDOMLY ADD ME BEFORE 100 WATCHERS, it'll be automaticly denied.


-with that, thank you for reading this journal, have a nice day all!

wow.... i just got 87 watchers on my FA, did'nt expect to see that go up any soon. if osmeone has a suggestion for the 100 watchers special, please do tell, one thing though, i CANNOT take any artwork or comission requests, i do not have the software/hardware. and i especially DO NOT HAVE the money right now. however, i might be able to take a pic of me in my suit, or as well do a livestream with my hundredth watcher. or hell, even a Minecraft let's play episode with my watcher, (depending on where he lives, and depending on my free time/schedule).

and even make a thanks voice clip to the viewer.

Hey everyone, so, just a quick news flash (some of you allready know because i spoke to you through skype about it), Hence the title,  ElectroFox (electro) is comming to my home! :D ^w^ we're gonna have LOTS of fun him and i :D ^w^, it still not in concrete yet for time, but he'll come somewhere around the end of spring! ^w^, you might see me publish some photos of him and i together at my home :D ^w^, as for what the fur, i am once again attending it, and this time, with my own full fursuit, and with some nerf guns probably strapped on me, look for the cute fluffy, blue, white and green husky with ski goggles, and with some nerf guns on him! This time, i've registered as a sponsor.

I got operated recently to get a beauty spot removed, the surgery went well, but...it sadly comes wtih a price, for now,cuz of that, i am temporarely unable to put on my entire partial fursuit sadly. if u wanna know why did i get a surgery, ask me in the comments below.

The inksketch  catmonkshiro drew for me is now up! if u wanna check it here's the link (if the pic has been put on years ago) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16676701/
If not, it shiould be on top of my gallery! ^w^ so again, thanks Shiro

and again, credits to  catmonkshiro for the amazing inksketch! Keep up the good work!

Hey everyone, I AM BACK!!! wtfur was fun :D and i allready registered for next year, i met  catmonkshiro at wtfur in person and made an amazing artwork for me, (paid about 60$ for that ink sketch, was worth it ^w^) and i'll post it on FA ASAP, of course, credited to  catmonkshiro for the amazing work he did, i just am excited to see the coloured version ^w^ so again, thank you shiro for joining the con, and i hope to see you next year ^w^ i am gonna be a sponsor next year, allrdy registered for it, now, if you will excuse me, i have work to do, ciao!