Quick Update
Posted 11 years agoHey everyone!
Just thought I'd throw out a quick update. I've been down to Acapulco and now we're back in Zihuatanejo. We (the boat I'm on) just completed a charity fundraiser called Zihua Sail Fest. We participated in a pursuit race that we placed first in and we also participated in a sail parade. All in all, it's been a pretty good week.
I ended the week with turning 21 on Sunday, the 9th. Unfortunately, it's not that big of a deal here in Mexico as the legal drinking age is 18. I've been drinking for awhile anyway, soooo... However, I did NOT get to drink on my birthday because of this nasty ear infection I've been battling. It got really bad and I was on antibiotics & pain medication (still am... sorta). I've pretty much been boat ridden for the last few days and just now am I feeling better. I'm still not 100% but I'm getting there. I didn't have many ear infections as a child (children are especially prone to ear illnesses) but this ONE makes up for all 18 years without one.
We're expected to be back in San Diego for the 4th of July & as of this moment, I am not sure as to what my plans are for the 4th.
ALSO: Ender's Game. I LOVED the movie. I've come to the conclusion someone really needs to make a laser tag in 0 gravity as a fun time to be had by all.
I will end this by asking how all of you are? I really miss my friends back home so updates please!
Just thought I'd throw out a quick update. I've been down to Acapulco and now we're back in Zihuatanejo. We (the boat I'm on) just completed a charity fundraiser called Zihua Sail Fest. We participated in a pursuit race that we placed first in and we also participated in a sail parade. All in all, it's been a pretty good week.
I ended the week with turning 21 on Sunday, the 9th. Unfortunately, it's not that big of a deal here in Mexico as the legal drinking age is 18. I've been drinking for awhile anyway, soooo... However, I did NOT get to drink on my birthday because of this nasty ear infection I've been battling. It got really bad and I was on antibiotics & pain medication (still am... sorta). I've pretty much been boat ridden for the last few days and just now am I feeling better. I'm still not 100% but I'm getting there. I didn't have many ear infections as a child (children are especially prone to ear illnesses) but this ONE makes up for all 18 years without one.
We're expected to be back in San Diego for the 4th of July & as of this moment, I am not sure as to what my plans are for the 4th.
ALSO: Ender's Game. I LOVED the movie. I've come to the conclusion someone really needs to make a laser tag in 0 gravity as a fun time to be had by all.
I will end this by asking how all of you are? I really miss my friends back home so updates please!
So Far....
Posted 12 years agoFor the last three weeks, I've been in Mexico! I arrived in Mazatlan, did work there, we left for San Blas, worked for a week and now we're currently sitting in La Cruz. I should also mention I'm on a schooner.... so no job, persay, just working on the boat.
So far, it's my favorite lil town! It's adorable and if you blink, you miss the majority of it. As I type this, I lay on a comfy little couch thingy on the deck, am looking at an amazing sunset with my boyfriend and realizing I'm happier than I've been in a super long time.
In a couple days, we're gonna be sailing for Manzanillo, which is a little resort town. I'm very excited for all these towns! We might be sailing towards San Diego come May-June so I might be home for a little while. I still haven't decided what I'm doing or where I'm going when I get finished with this cruise.
Things on the homefront aren't exactly peachy, but I'm surviving 1500 miles away. I'm a happy lil clam!
For everyone reading this, I miss you guys!! <3
So far, it's my favorite lil town! It's adorable and if you blink, you miss the majority of it. As I type this, I lay on a comfy little couch thingy on the deck, am looking at an amazing sunset with my boyfriend and realizing I'm happier than I've been in a super long time.
In a couple days, we're gonna be sailing for Manzanillo, which is a little resort town. I'm very excited for all these towns! We might be sailing towards San Diego come May-June so I might be home for a little while. I still haven't decided what I'm doing or where I'm going when I get finished with this cruise.
Things on the homefront aren't exactly peachy, but I'm surviving 1500 miles away. I'm a happy lil clam!
For everyone reading this, I miss you guys!! <3
Where AM I?
Posted 12 years agoI'm currently sitting in an airport in Hermosillo, Mexico for a five hour layover. From here, I fly back to Mazatlan for a 7 month cruise down South.
La Paz
San Blas
Puerto Vallarta
Zihuatanejo
Acapulco
Just the list of places we'll be hitting on this cruise, in no particular order.
Thank you to everyone for the kind words & messages, even the visitations before I left. It meant a lot and I can't wait to see all your fuzzy faces when I return.
I love you guys <3
Te Amo Mucho.
Sin
La Paz
San Blas
Puerto Vallarta
Zihuatanejo
Acapulco
Just the list of places we'll be hitting on this cruise, in no particular order.
Thank you to everyone for the kind words & messages, even the visitations before I left. It meant a lot and I can't wait to see all your fuzzy faces when I return.
I love you guys <3
Te Amo Mucho.
Sin
Back from Vacation.
Posted 12 years agoSo. I'm back from two week vacation in Mazatlan, Mexico.
I returned on Monday. As many of you know, I was actually supposed to stay for longer than two weeks. I flew home early because I fell extremely ill this last weekend. Saturday night (21st), I started experiencing headaches, fevers and vomiting. Sunday it just managed to get extremely worst. I was unable to keep even two bites of ramen down. I figured it was best that I return on Monday.
I went straight to Urgent Care. My fever got up to 101.8 even with the fever reducers they put me on. It refused to break. They hooked me up to morphine, antibiotics and a little more pain relievers. I went home a few hours after. The next morning I ran my highest fever of 102.3. It took 4 hours to break but thankfully I haven't had another fever since. I managed to keep actual food down last night. I never thought the taste of food would be so heavenly (I hadn't eaten since Saturday and yesterday was Wednesday... do the math). Mostly, I'm just dealing with stomach aches and body aches.
I did have a good time in Mexico while I was there. I anticipate going back in a couple months when my grandfather's boat heads to Puerto Vallarta.
I returned on Monday. As many of you know, I was actually supposed to stay for longer than two weeks. I flew home early because I fell extremely ill this last weekend. Saturday night (21st), I started experiencing headaches, fevers and vomiting. Sunday it just managed to get extremely worst. I was unable to keep even two bites of ramen down. I figured it was best that I return on Monday.
I went straight to Urgent Care. My fever got up to 101.8 even with the fever reducers they put me on. It refused to break. They hooked me up to morphine, antibiotics and a little more pain relievers. I went home a few hours after. The next morning I ran my highest fever of 102.3. It took 4 hours to break but thankfully I haven't had another fever since. I managed to keep actual food down last night. I never thought the taste of food would be so heavenly (I hadn't eaten since Saturday and yesterday was Wednesday... do the math). Mostly, I'm just dealing with stomach aches and body aches.
I did have a good time in Mexico while I was there. I anticipate going back in a couple months when my grandfather's boat heads to Puerto Vallarta.
Life Update! :D
Posted 12 years agoHey, all! :D
So right now, it's nearing the end of Summer at Seaworld & things aren't looking that bright for me. Honestly, I'm at the point of I don't care either way if they keep me past Labor Day.
Other than that, I'm gearing up for my solo vacation to Mazatlan, Mexico! For those that don't know where that it is, it's in the state of Sinaloa probably about 24 - 25 hours north of Baja. I'll be leaving on September 9 (15 days!!!) and will return on September 23 (BOOOO!). That's a good two week vacation and I haven't had a vacation in... well, ever. I'm going to visit my family down there & I'm looking forward to all the awesome fun times that will be had.
I'll come back and shortly be employed again and right before New Years', I'm thinking of returning for a longer period. I'm super excited to do this because I'll be on my grandpa's boat and travelling is something he always does. I've always wanted to travel!! :D But this is just a small update, for everyone.
So right now, it's nearing the end of Summer at Seaworld & things aren't looking that bright for me. Honestly, I'm at the point of I don't care either way if they keep me past Labor Day.
Other than that, I'm gearing up for my solo vacation to Mazatlan, Mexico! For those that don't know where that it is, it's in the state of Sinaloa probably about 24 - 25 hours north of Baja. I'll be leaving on September 9 (15 days!!!) and will return on September 23 (BOOOO!). That's a good two week vacation and I haven't had a vacation in... well, ever. I'm going to visit my family down there & I'm looking forward to all the awesome fun times that will be had.
I'll come back and shortly be employed again and right before New Years', I'm thinking of returning for a longer period. I'm super excited to do this because I'll be on my grandpa's boat and travelling is something he always does. I've always wanted to travel!! :D But this is just a small update, for everyone.
NEW SoCal Furry FA
Posted 12 years agoHey guys!! Just wanna let all my watchers know there is a NEW Socal Furs page.

It was created by culpeowolf and is currently being administrated by quixxlez, blazearctic and myself, sincerey.
I encourage everyone to watch this page as we want to make it as a very convenient resource for all of our SoCal Furs!

It was created by culpeowolf and is currently being administrated by quixxlez, blazearctic and myself, sincerey.
I encourage everyone to watch this page as we want to make it as a very convenient resource for all of our SoCal Furs!
TMI Tuesday - Sure, Why Not?
Posted 12 years agoSo it's Tuesday and I choose to partake in the TMI portion of today. Ask me questions...
Who The FUZZ Are You?
Posted 12 years agoStolen from
Nieghclaw
1. Who the fuzzballs are you?
2. Are we furiends or are you my stalker?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you think I am cute and attractive?
5. Give me a nickname and explain why.
6. Describe me in 1 word.
7. What was your first impression of me?
8. Would you hug me?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. Would you spend some quality time with me?
13. What are three movies that you would want to watch together with me?
14. Do you enjoy having me as a friend or just watching me on FA?
15. Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
Nieghclaw 1. Who the fuzzballs are you?
2. Are we furiends or are you my stalker?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you think I am cute and attractive?
5. Give me a nickname and explain why.
6. Describe me in 1 word.
7. What was your first impression of me?
8. Would you hug me?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. Would you spend some quality time with me?
13. What are three movies that you would want to watch together with me?
14. Do you enjoy having me as a friend or just watching me on FA?
15. Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
2nd Annual Sandy Paws Bay BBQ!
Posted 12 years agoFurries! :) Looking for some fun in the sun? Join us for a Bay BBQ! It's potluck style and we will have at least one BBQ grill! If you can, we ask that you bring, meat, chips, drinks ( no alcohol or glass ), outdoor activities, coolers, ice, anything you possibly can! 11:00 AM start time and 7:30 PM end time! Parking can get bad in the summer, so come early! If you have questions, contact myself, Blaze Arctic or Charlie Fornaca!
Location: Bonita Cove, Mission Bay in San Diego!
Date: July 27 11:00 - 19:30
Last year, we had a FANTASTIC turn out! Like most meets, we're obviously looking to expand & grow and make this a greet meet up!
If you have tables, BBQ grills, easy up gazebos, or coolers, please let me know! We can use as much as possible! Thanks and hope to see you there!
Location: Bonita Cove, Mission Bay in San Diego!
Date: July 27 11:00 - 19:30
Last year, we had a FANTASTIC turn out! Like most meets, we're obviously looking to expand & grow and make this a greet meet up!
If you have tables, BBQ grills, easy up gazebos, or coolers, please let me know! We can use as much as possible! Thanks and hope to see you there!
Exciting News!
Posted 12 years agoHello, my friends and watchers!!
I have some awesome news to share! My life, it seems, is changing by the day. I've enrolled in the local community college here and I'll be receiving my Associates in Nursing with hopes of transferring to a university for my Bachelor's. I'm taking my placement exams in a couple weeks and that means, registering for classes will be followed close by.
Secondly, the news I'm most excited! I've been promoted at Seaworld San Diego. Starting Monday, I'll be an Assistant Supervisor. Frankly, I walked out of my first interview feeling like I failed it miserably. However, with 15 minutes of notice before my follow up interview, I walked in with complete confidence in myself as well as the mantra: 'Today's a good day. It's going to continue to be a good day whether I get this position or not.'
Well, it continued greatly! My supervisor told me I interviewed extremely well and I had an OUTSTANDING recommendation from him. I am now an Assistant Supervisor!! :) I cannot tell you how proud I am of myself. I've worked very hard to get where I am right now and everything seems like it's falling into place. My schooling, my job, now I need a few other things to get into place, and I'll be golden. Unfortunately, due to some odd circumstances, I do have to be patient and wait for things to happen...
Anyways, this is all for now! :)
I have some awesome news to share! My life, it seems, is changing by the day. I've enrolled in the local community college here and I'll be receiving my Associates in Nursing with hopes of transferring to a university for my Bachelor's. I'm taking my placement exams in a couple weeks and that means, registering for classes will be followed close by.
Secondly, the news I'm most excited! I've been promoted at Seaworld San Diego. Starting Monday, I'll be an Assistant Supervisor. Frankly, I walked out of my first interview feeling like I failed it miserably. However, with 15 minutes of notice before my follow up interview, I walked in with complete confidence in myself as well as the mantra: 'Today's a good day. It's going to continue to be a good day whether I get this position or not.'
Well, it continued greatly! My supervisor told me I interviewed extremely well and I had an OUTSTANDING recommendation from him. I am now an Assistant Supervisor!! :) I cannot tell you how proud I am of myself. I've worked very hard to get where I am right now and everything seems like it's falling into place. My schooling, my job, now I need a few other things to get into place, and I'll be golden. Unfortunately, due to some odd circumstances, I do have to be patient and wait for things to happen...
Anyways, this is all for now! :)
TMI Tuesday
Posted 12 years agoAny questions?
Califur 2013 Con Report & Shout Outs
Posted 12 years agoOh GOSH. Califur this year had its ups and downs for me, but overall, was pretty fucking awesome! I did in fact debut my Sin partial made by kittencheshire, however, there were a few issues that needed to be resolved before I could take her home. If you took any pictures of me with my suit on, can you link me please?? I didn't get many good pictures myself.
Friday was awesome... Mostly just wandered around. Blaze and I arrived shortly before 10 am. Our AMAZING roommates were dragonswings and nieghclaw. We also hosted cheshkitten in our room on Saturday through Sunday. She provided the mixers for the booze and we provided the crash space. It turned out to be a great arrangement.. ;)
Saturday... Oh boy. This was one of the best AND worst days of the convention for me... for any convention I've been to. Firstly, I did walk in the fursuit parade! That was awesome... I didn't think I was gonna be able to make it but it turned out the route was shorter than I remembered and I survived!! YAY! :D ...I started drinking right after that. I was SUPPOSED to go swimming, but that went out the door after Captain Morgan and Jack Daniels decided they wanted to become my best friends. I've never been that drunk before.. Before I go on, I'm very positive my drunken shenanigans hurt quite a few people, and I'm so so so sorry. I am COMPLETELY humiliated in my behavior that evening. I know I've been forgiven by the people that matter most to me, but I know it doesn't change what I did and/or said. Again, I'm so very sorry. I ended up with a hangover... a really icky hangover.
Sunday came too soon. I said bye to friends I became closer with and brand new friends. Blaze and I stayed until this morning since we knew we wouldn't want to drive back right after con. The pool party on Sunday night was fucking awesome. Hookah, jacuzzi and pool time. Awesome, amazing times were hard.
Shoutouts:
Nieghclaw You're one of my best friends and this weekend definitely could have been better, and I'm sorry you had to put up with 'me'. But I thank you at the same time for being an awesome roommate and being a fantastic friend. I'm looking forward to raising more hell with you. :)
DragonsWings Dragith <3 You're an amazing friend. You were a last minute rooming situation, but I'm so glad you decided to room with us! You get me so much, it's like we're on the same wavelengths 99% of the time. I enjoyed getting you arrested... how many times? ;) Payback's a bitch!! You gave me a lot of advice that I know I should take, but I'm a stubborn, hard headed brat a lot of the time. I can't wait to get to know you more!
Akumi I CANNOT THANK YOU ENOUGH, AKI!!! You were my guardian angel on Saturday, totally didn't expect you to be the one to take care of me when I was drunk. You did, barely knowing me, even. Saturday is a slow blur in my mind.. but you were my rock when I was a crying mess. You didn't have to be and that makes you fucking amazing! Thank you for attempting to keep me from making a fool out of myself.. it failed, but thank you anyway, haha. PLUR <3
WildChild & korugi It's always amazing seeing you guys! I hope to see you way before FC 2014 but I look forward to it nonetheless!!
I had a blast making friends this weekend! I got to make new friends and rekindle friendships with older ones. These shoutouts were made because without these people, my convention would have been very different. Counting down to the next time we can party like this!!
Friday was awesome... Mostly just wandered around. Blaze and I arrived shortly before 10 am. Our AMAZING roommates were dragonswings and nieghclaw. We also hosted cheshkitten in our room on Saturday through Sunday. She provided the mixers for the booze and we provided the crash space. It turned out to be a great arrangement.. ;)
Saturday... Oh boy. This was one of the best AND worst days of the convention for me... for any convention I've been to. Firstly, I did walk in the fursuit parade! That was awesome... I didn't think I was gonna be able to make it but it turned out the route was shorter than I remembered and I survived!! YAY! :D ...I started drinking right after that. I was SUPPOSED to go swimming, but that went out the door after Captain Morgan and Jack Daniels decided they wanted to become my best friends. I've never been that drunk before.. Before I go on, I'm very positive my drunken shenanigans hurt quite a few people, and I'm so so so sorry. I am COMPLETELY humiliated in my behavior that evening. I know I've been forgiven by the people that matter most to me, but I know it doesn't change what I did and/or said. Again, I'm so very sorry. I ended up with a hangover... a really icky hangover.
Sunday came too soon. I said bye to friends I became closer with and brand new friends. Blaze and I stayed until this morning since we knew we wouldn't want to drive back right after con. The pool party on Sunday night was fucking awesome. Hookah, jacuzzi and pool time. Awesome, amazing times were hard.
Shoutouts:
Nieghclaw You're one of my best friends and this weekend definitely could have been better, and I'm sorry you had to put up with 'me'. But I thank you at the same time for being an awesome roommate and being a fantastic friend. I'm looking forward to raising more hell with you. :)
DragonsWings Dragith <3 You're an amazing friend. You were a last minute rooming situation, but I'm so glad you decided to room with us! You get me so much, it's like we're on the same wavelengths 99% of the time. I enjoyed getting you arrested... how many times? ;) Payback's a bitch!! You gave me a lot of advice that I know I should take, but I'm a stubborn, hard headed brat a lot of the time. I can't wait to get to know you more!
Akumi I CANNOT THANK YOU ENOUGH, AKI!!! You were my guardian angel on Saturday, totally didn't expect you to be the one to take care of me when I was drunk. You did, barely knowing me, even. Saturday is a slow blur in my mind.. but you were my rock when I was a crying mess. You didn't have to be and that makes you fucking amazing! Thank you for attempting to keep me from making a fool out of myself.. it failed, but thank you anyway, haha. PLUR <3
WildChild & korugi It's always amazing seeing you guys! I hope to see you way before FC 2014 but I look forward to it nonetheless!!
I had a blast making friends this weekend! I got to make new friends and rekindle friendships with older ones. These shoutouts were made because without these people, my convention would have been very different. Counting down to the next time we can party like this!!
Upcoming Plans
Posted 12 years agoHey guys! What's up?
So I've got some plans in the work as we speak with corresponding dates:
May 18: Attending FurBQ
May 31 - June 2: Attending Califur
July ?: Hosting Sandy Paws BBQ
I'm also getting ready debut my Sin partial suit at Califur. I'm super excited!!
So I've got some plans in the work as we speak with corresponding dates:
May 18: Attending FurBQ
May 31 - June 2: Attending Califur
July ?: Hosting Sandy Paws BBQ
I'm also getting ready debut my Sin partial suit at Califur. I'm super excited!!
Califur Meme
Posted 12 years ago Arrival and Departure?
Friday Morning - Sunday night/Monday morning; depends on how we feel
Where are you staying?
Marriott hotel
Mode of Transportation?
Driving.
Who will you be with?



Relationship Status?
It's complicated.
What are your Major Plans?
Nothing too major... but I know what I want to happen.
What Fur suits you have?
Sin!!
Attending Parties?
If I get invited.
How do I find you?
I'm the shortest fur in SoCal... I'm sure you won't have that hard of an issue finding me. I also hang out with the hippogryph 99% of the time... so, look for gigantic hippogryph wings.
What is your gender?
Female, yo.
How old are you?
Old enough to make sound, adult decisions including but not limited to consensual sex & drinking alcoholic beverages.
Can I talk to you?
Absolutely... if you're strange, I'll just wander away, though.
Can I hug you?
If I like you, sure.
Can I buy you a drink?
Yes please!!
What's your poison?
Surprise me, baby.
Can I commission you?
No.
What events will you be attending?
I'll decide that at the convention.
How tall are you?
4'7".. TOLD YOU.
Are you nice?
If you're awesome <3
Are you friendly?
Sure?
Can I touch you?
Ask first..
Are you Cliquey?
I don't intend to be, no.
Can I Stalk you?
I don't recommend it.
Can I Dance with you at the Dances?
White girl don't dance, yo.
Can I buy Breakfast, Lunch, or Dinner?
I suggest it. People need to eat.. Oh, you meant me?? Sure.
Can I get a Picture with you?
Yes!!
Can I Steal you Away for *Censored*?
Only if you're 1 of 2 guys. Or Charlie. Charlie, you can. READ THIS. >:)
You Wanna Cuddle at the Con?
With certain people!
How long are you going?
The entire duration of the convention... I was tempted to turn this into a dirty question.
Do you have an artist table?
That would be silly of me.
Can I give you a gift?
Maaaybe.
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
The usual ways: Call out Sin, hug me from behind, walk in the halls naked, say you're going to share alcohol with me... you know.
Anything else?
My relationship status is complicated right now. Yes, it's open. No, I'm not looking to hook up with anyone at con.
If I don't like you, take it personally. It means you've pissed me off at some point and I don't respect you any more.
I'm going to enjoy myself.
Friday Morning - Sunday night/Monday morning; depends on how we feel
Where are you staying?
Marriott hotel
Mode of Transportation?
Driving.
Who will you be with?



Relationship Status?
It's complicated.
What are your Major Plans?
Nothing too major... but I know what I want to happen.
What Fur suits you have?
Sin!!
Attending Parties?
If I get invited.
How do I find you?
I'm the shortest fur in SoCal... I'm sure you won't have that hard of an issue finding me. I also hang out with the hippogryph 99% of the time... so, look for gigantic hippogryph wings.
What is your gender?
Female, yo.
How old are you?
Old enough to make sound, adult decisions including but not limited to consensual sex & drinking alcoholic beverages.
Can I talk to you?
Absolutely... if you're strange, I'll just wander away, though.
Can I hug you?
If I like you, sure.
Can I buy you a drink?
Yes please!!
What's your poison?
Surprise me, baby.
Can I commission you?
No.
What events will you be attending?
I'll decide that at the convention.
How tall are you?
4'7".. TOLD YOU.
Are you nice?
If you're awesome <3
Are you friendly?
Sure?
Can I touch you?
Ask first..
Are you Cliquey?
I don't intend to be, no.
Can I Stalk you?
I don't recommend it.
Can I Dance with you at the Dances?
White girl don't dance, yo.
Can I buy Breakfast, Lunch, or Dinner?
I suggest it. People need to eat.. Oh, you meant me?? Sure.
Can I get a Picture with you?
Yes!!
Can I Steal you Away for *Censored*?
Only if you're 1 of 2 guys. Or Charlie. Charlie, you can. READ THIS. >:)
You Wanna Cuddle at the Con?
With certain people!
How long are you going?
The entire duration of the convention... I was tempted to turn this into a dirty question.
Do you have an artist table?
That would be silly of me.
Can I give you a gift?
Maaaybe.
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
The usual ways: Call out Sin, hug me from behind, walk in the halls naked, say you're going to share alcohol with me... you know.
Anything else?
My relationship status is complicated right now. Yes, it's open. No, I'm not looking to hook up with anyone at con.
If I don't like you, take it personally. It means you've pissed me off at some point and I don't respect you any more.
I'm going to enjoy myself.
Heads Up.
Posted 12 years agoFirst let me start off by saying: I hate complaining about my life. But this is the one and only thing I'm going to write on this subject:
So lately, a lot has been happening. So much so that I'm stressing out over everything in my life. I'm working two jobs, 40+ hours a week, applied for a temporary promotion at one of them, I'm saving hundreds of dollars a month to move into an apartment (that apparently is a lot more complicated than I originally thought), I'm already having issues in my personal life. I feel like all of this is gonna affect my friendships and/or future relationships I'm currently in pursuance of. Recently, a friend of mine told me my posts were bipolar of sorts. First, let me point out:
No, I'm not bipolar. I'm an adult who is stressing. Yes, I'll have some good points in my day, but right now everything seems like it's just a bad day for me. Hell, today, I did a no sale on my register 5 times because I just wasn't there mentally. Like every other person in this fandom, at some point in their life, I am struggling. I have a lot of goals. There is SO much I want to do in my life right now, that my body and mind is overwhelmed. The fact that I'm not a 90 lb heart attack survivor is beyond me at this point.. I strive for close to, if not, perfection. I have a vision. I want this and that and in this time frame. It stresses me to NO END if I can't meet that deadline. There's so much going in my life right now, please please forgive me if when I talk to you, I seem like I'm agitated. Right now, there are 3 people in my life that I talk to on a regular basis.
A lot of you know me by the smile I wear when I'm at meets. I can't always be that happy person. Especially with missing meets, and missing my friends. Nieghclaw has been a common resident of my house every weekend for pretty much the last month. I've gotten used to it and I've been really happy. He's helped me keep it together in a lot of stressful situations in my home life. But right now, I'm inviting him over and saying: 'Yeah, you're welcome to come over Friday. But I won't be home til almost 11. Oh, and I work an 8.5 hour shift on Saturday. I wish we could go apartment hunting all together, but unfortunately, you and Blaze have to do it alone." Do you even understand how frustrating this is?!?! I feel like my personal life is deteriorating before my eyes and unfortunately, if I stop it, that means I stop doing what I /need/ to do in order to become a stable adult.
This weekend I missed my first PS in awhile... I didn't attend the last LMFAO. And right now, I only have plans to attend RaKet's Earth Day meetup & Califur. Earth Day is April 21...Califur is May 31. Do the math. How many meets will I miss in between those two? LOTS. Too many to count. Excuse my irritability because I'm missing out on my life.
I'm just gonna end it by thanking two people:
Gara & Nieghclaw: For the short time I've known you both, you have been gracious, kind and amazing. You've been there for me in situations that you didn't have to be. You've allowed me to rant & vent when the fault is probably no one's but my own. You sit there and listen to my problems and offer an ear, and I thank you. You make me laugh and drive me insanely bonkers most times, but I'm glad you do. I'm very grateful to have such amazing friends, not just you two, but everyone in my life.
So lately, a lot has been happening. So much so that I'm stressing out over everything in my life. I'm working two jobs, 40+ hours a week, applied for a temporary promotion at one of them, I'm saving hundreds of dollars a month to move into an apartment (that apparently is a lot more complicated than I originally thought), I'm already having issues in my personal life. I feel like all of this is gonna affect my friendships and/or future relationships I'm currently in pursuance of. Recently, a friend of mine told me my posts were bipolar of sorts. First, let me point out:
No, I'm not bipolar. I'm an adult who is stressing. Yes, I'll have some good points in my day, but right now everything seems like it's just a bad day for me. Hell, today, I did a no sale on my register 5 times because I just wasn't there mentally. Like every other person in this fandom, at some point in their life, I am struggling. I have a lot of goals. There is SO much I want to do in my life right now, that my body and mind is overwhelmed. The fact that I'm not a 90 lb heart attack survivor is beyond me at this point.. I strive for close to, if not, perfection. I have a vision. I want this and that and in this time frame. It stresses me to NO END if I can't meet that deadline. There's so much going in my life right now, please please forgive me if when I talk to you, I seem like I'm agitated. Right now, there are 3 people in my life that I talk to on a regular basis.
A lot of you know me by the smile I wear when I'm at meets. I can't always be that happy person. Especially with missing meets, and missing my friends. Nieghclaw has been a common resident of my house every weekend for pretty much the last month. I've gotten used to it and I've been really happy. He's helped me keep it together in a lot of stressful situations in my home life. But right now, I'm inviting him over and saying: 'Yeah, you're welcome to come over Friday. But I won't be home til almost 11. Oh, and I work an 8.5 hour shift on Saturday. I wish we could go apartment hunting all together, but unfortunately, you and Blaze have to do it alone." Do you even understand how frustrating this is?!?! I feel like my personal life is deteriorating before my eyes and unfortunately, if I stop it, that means I stop doing what I /need/ to do in order to become a stable adult.
This weekend I missed my first PS in awhile... I didn't attend the last LMFAO. And right now, I only have plans to attend RaKet's Earth Day meetup & Califur. Earth Day is April 21...Califur is May 31. Do the math. How many meets will I miss in between those two? LOTS. Too many to count. Excuse my irritability because I'm missing out on my life.
I'm just gonna end it by thanking two people:
Gara & Nieghclaw: For the short time I've known you both, you have been gracious, kind and amazing. You've been there for me in situations that you didn't have to be. You've allowed me to rant & vent when the fault is probably no one's but my own. You sit there and listen to my problems and offer an ear, and I thank you. You make me laugh and drive me insanely bonkers most times, but I'm glad you do. I'm very grateful to have such amazing friends, not just you two, but everyone in my life.
Questions.. More stuff to get to know me!
Posted 12 years ago1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
Yup. Won't say who though.
2. You talked to an ex today, correct?
Yup.
3. Have you taken someones virginity?
Once. Mine was taken at the same time.
4. Is trust a big issue for you?
I give my trust so easily that if you break it, it's hard to regain. Trust is important in my life.
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
Define recently..
6. What are you excited for?
Califur.
7. What happened tonight?
Ate at KFC.
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?
Hah, no. It'd be a little hypocritical of me to think that...
9. Is confidence cute?
In my opinion, yeah. But there's a point where confidence turns into narcissism and I get annoyed really fast.
10. What is the last beverage you had?
Pepsi
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
Not many. 5 max. 2 min.
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
Not really.
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?
I work 5 - 9 pm. After that, I have no idea. Everyone will be at the PS Party...
14. What are you going to spend money on next?
Savings, more than likely.
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
Yes.
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?
Sure. Change is inevitable.
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
No one completely. I have friends I can turn to but I don't think I can say 100% of my thoughts in full confidence just yet.
18. The last time you felt broken?
A few days ago.
19. Have you had sex today?
No... :(
20. Are you starting to realize anything?
I want to love more than I should.
21. Are you in a good mood?
Eh sure just kind of bored.
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
NO. NO. NO. NO. NO. NO.
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?
I have no idea what color my sperm donor's are.
24. What do you want right this second?
Chocolate. Him.
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
I have an open relationship; I can't really say much.
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
Nope.
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
Uh no. I need laughter. I need someone who can help make me happy.
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
Icanhazcheeseburger
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
Yes.
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?
Sure.
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
NOOOOO.
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
Yes.
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
No.
34. Listening to?
Commercials on television.
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
Nope.
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
About 10 feet away from me.
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not sure. I believe that it can happen, I'm not sure if it's happened to me.
38. Who did you last call?
My bank.
39. Who was the last person you danced with?
My boyfriend.
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
He's my boyfriend, duh.
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
March.
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?
Nope.
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
YES. All the damn time. I always feel like I've said the wrong thing or should have done something else..
44. Do you tan in the nude?
NO.
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
No.
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
Nope. It's been years since I've done that.
47. Who was the last person to call you?
Seaworld.
48. Do you sing in the shower?
No..
49. Do you dance in the car?
Hahaha, yeah.
50. Ever used a bow and arrow?
Nope.
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
November of 2012.
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
Nope. I like them.
53. Is Christmas stressful?
Not in my opinion.
54. Ever eat a pierogi?
Nope.
55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
Apple.
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
Doctor. Scientist.
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
I do.
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
Yes.
59. Take a vitamin daily?
Nope.
60. Wear slippers?
Nope.
61. Wear a bath robe?
Yes.
62. What do you wear to bed?
Long t-shirt.
63. First concert?
Never been to one.
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
WalMart.
65. Nike or Adidas?
Adidas.
66. Cheetos Or Fritos?
Yucky.
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
Peanuts.
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?
Love Story
69. Ever take dance lessons?
No.
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
Something that deals with technology.
71. Can you curl your tongue?
Yup.
72. Ever won a spelling bee?
Yes. Moved on to county spelling bee as well.
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
Yup.
74. What is your favorite book?
Too many to name.
75. Do you study better with or without music
With.
76. Regularly burn incense?
Nope. I should though.
77. Ever been in love?
Yes
78. Who would you like to see in concert?
Oh man, so many.
79. What was the last concert you saw?
Never been to one.
80. Hot tea or cold tea?
Depends on the flavor.
81. Tea or coffee?
Tea.
82. Favorite type of cookie?
Chocolate chip.
83. Can you swim well?
I'm oooookay. Not the greatest.
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
Yes.
85. Are you patient?
Depends.. Most of the time, yes.
86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
Band.
87. Ever won a contest?
Nope
88. Ever have plastic surgery?
Uh, no.
89. Which are better black or green olives?
Yucky.
90. Opinions on sex before marriage?
Sex - drugs - rock n' roll, baby.
91. Best room for a fireplace?
Somewhere cozy; a living room or den.
92. Do you want to get married?
Yes; preferably soon.
Yup. Won't say who though.
2. You talked to an ex today, correct?
Yup.
3. Have you taken someones virginity?
Once. Mine was taken at the same time.
4. Is trust a big issue for you?
I give my trust so easily that if you break it, it's hard to regain. Trust is important in my life.
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
Define recently..
6. What are you excited for?
Califur.
7. What happened tonight?
Ate at KFC.
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?
Hah, no. It'd be a little hypocritical of me to think that...
9. Is confidence cute?
In my opinion, yeah. But there's a point where confidence turns into narcissism and I get annoyed really fast.
10. What is the last beverage you had?
Pepsi
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
Not many. 5 max. 2 min.
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
Not really.
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?
I work 5 - 9 pm. After that, I have no idea. Everyone will be at the PS Party...
14. What are you going to spend money on next?
Savings, more than likely.
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
Yes.
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?
Sure. Change is inevitable.
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
No one completely. I have friends I can turn to but I don't think I can say 100% of my thoughts in full confidence just yet.
18. The last time you felt broken?
A few days ago.
19. Have you had sex today?
No... :(
20. Are you starting to realize anything?
I want to love more than I should.
21. Are you in a good mood?
Eh sure just kind of bored.
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
NO. NO. NO. NO. NO. NO.
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?
I have no idea what color my sperm donor's are.
24. What do you want right this second?
Chocolate. Him.
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
I have an open relationship; I can't really say much.
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
Nope.
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
Uh no. I need laughter. I need someone who can help make me happy.
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
Icanhazcheeseburger
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
Yes.
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?
Sure.
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
NOOOOO.
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
Yes.
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
No.
34. Listening to?
Commercials on television.
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
Nope.
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
About 10 feet away from me.
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not sure. I believe that it can happen, I'm not sure if it's happened to me.
38. Who did you last call?
My bank.
39. Who was the last person you danced with?
My boyfriend.
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
He's my boyfriend, duh.
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
March.
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?
Nope.
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
YES. All the damn time. I always feel like I've said the wrong thing or should have done something else..
44. Do you tan in the nude?
NO.
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
No.
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
Nope. It's been years since I've done that.
47. Who was the last person to call you?
Seaworld.
48. Do you sing in the shower?
No..
49. Do you dance in the car?
Hahaha, yeah.
50. Ever used a bow and arrow?
Nope.
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
November of 2012.
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
Nope. I like them.
53. Is Christmas stressful?
Not in my opinion.
54. Ever eat a pierogi?
Nope.
55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
Apple.
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
Doctor. Scientist.
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
I do.
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
Yes.
59. Take a vitamin daily?
Nope.
60. Wear slippers?
Nope.
61. Wear a bath robe?
Yes.
62. What do you wear to bed?
Long t-shirt.
63. First concert?
Never been to one.
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
WalMart.
65. Nike or Adidas?
Adidas.
66. Cheetos Or Fritos?
Yucky.
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
Peanuts.
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?
Love Story
69. Ever take dance lessons?
No.
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
Something that deals with technology.
71. Can you curl your tongue?
Yup.
72. Ever won a spelling bee?
Yes. Moved on to county spelling bee as well.
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
Yup.
74. What is your favorite book?
Too many to name.
75. Do you study better with or without music
With.
76. Regularly burn incense?
Nope. I should though.
77. Ever been in love?
Yes
78. Who would you like to see in concert?
Oh man, so many.
79. What was the last concert you saw?
Never been to one.
80. Hot tea or cold tea?
Depends on the flavor.
81. Tea or coffee?
Tea.
82. Favorite type of cookie?
Chocolate chip.
83. Can you swim well?
I'm oooookay. Not the greatest.
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
Yes.
85. Are you patient?
Depends.. Most of the time, yes.
86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
Band.
87. Ever won a contest?
Nope
88. Ever have plastic surgery?
Uh, no.
89. Which are better black or green olives?
Yucky.
90. Opinions on sex before marriage?
Sex - drugs - rock n' roll, baby.
91. Best room for a fireplace?
Somewhere cozy; a living room or den.
92. Do you want to get married?
Yes; preferably soon.
50 Question Meme.
Posted 12 years ago1.What is your natural hair color?
Dirty blonde.
2. Where was your ID pic taken?
The DMV duh!
3. What's your middle name?
Breanna
4. Your current relationship status?
Taken; Semi - Complicated.
5. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
Yes.
6. What is your current mood?
Relaxed.
7. What's the color of your underwear?
Blue
8. What is one thing that makes you happy?
Being with people I can be myself around.
9. Who was the last person you cuddled with?
fyat66
10. If you could go back in time, and change something what would it be?
Nothing; I hold no regrets.
11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day?
Hawk
12. Ever had a near death experience?
No, not that I can think of.
13. Something you do a lot?
Work.
14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now?
I don't really have any stuck in my heard
15. Who did you copy and paste this from?
HornetV2
16. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
My former band teacher.
17. When was the last time you cried?
Last night.
18. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
Absolutely....NOT.
19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
Teleportation.
20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Eyes.
21. What's your biggest secret?
It wouldn't be a secret if I told.
22. What's your favorite color?
Purple & Emerald Green
23. When was the last time you lied?
Don't remember
24. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
Don't we all?
25. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
Nada.
26. What's your favorite smell?
The ocean breeze; it reminds me of home.
27. If you could describe life in one word what would it be?
Chaotic.
28. When was the last time you gave/received a hug?
About a half hour ago.
29. Have you ever been kissed in the rain?
Nope.
30. What are you thinking about right now?
This meme.
31. What should you be doing?
Getting my pants pinned so they can be hemmed.
32. What was the last thing that made you upset?
A suicidal friend.
33. Do you like working in the yard?
Nope.
34. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
Almost anything shorter than the name I have now would work.
35. Name 5 things in your closet:
Clothes. Hanging drawers. Tub full of fabric. Dresser. Stuffed animals.
36. Do you act different around your crush?
Probably.
37. When was the last time you slept with a stuffed animal?
Last year.
38. How many times do you take a shower a week?
At least 5?
39. Do you brush your teeth everyday?
Yes.
40. Have you ever said something stupid in front of your crush?
Hahaha, I'm sure. Though he'll probably say he's said something stupid in front of me, too.
41. Have you ever watched a hockey game?
Nope.
42. Do you lie about your age?
No.
43. Ever been jealous about something stupid?
Yes.
44. Do you pick your nose
I try not to.
45. What's the one food you hate?
Spinach.
46. What's the one junk food you cant live without?
Chocolate
47. How old were you when you found out Santa was fake?
I'm a believer...
48. Have you ever blown your nose and looked inside the napkin?
Doesn't everyone?
49. Describe your favourite underwear you have?
Mickey.
50. Did you lie in any of these questions?
Nope.
Dirty blonde.
2. Where was your ID pic taken?
The DMV duh!
3. What's your middle name?
Breanna
4. Your current relationship status?
Taken; Semi - Complicated.
5. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
Yes.
6. What is your current mood?
Relaxed.
7. What's the color of your underwear?
Blue
8. What is one thing that makes you happy?
Being with people I can be myself around.
9. Who was the last person you cuddled with?
fyat6610. If you could go back in time, and change something what would it be?
Nothing; I hold no regrets.
11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day?
Hawk
12. Ever had a near death experience?
No, not that I can think of.
13. Something you do a lot?
Work.
14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now?
I don't really have any stuck in my heard
15. Who did you copy and paste this from?
HornetV216. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
My former band teacher.
17. When was the last time you cried?
Last night.
18. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
Absolutely....NOT.
19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
Teleportation.
20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Eyes.
21. What's your biggest secret?
It wouldn't be a secret if I told.
22. What's your favorite color?
Purple & Emerald Green
23. When was the last time you lied?
Don't remember
24. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
Don't we all?
25. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
Nada.
26. What's your favorite smell?
The ocean breeze; it reminds me of home.
27. If you could describe life in one word what would it be?
Chaotic.
28. When was the last time you gave/received a hug?
About a half hour ago.
29. Have you ever been kissed in the rain?
Nope.
30. What are you thinking about right now?
This meme.
31. What should you be doing?
Getting my pants pinned so they can be hemmed.
32. What was the last thing that made you upset?
A suicidal friend.
33. Do you like working in the yard?
Nope.
34. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
Almost anything shorter than the name I have now would work.
35. Name 5 things in your closet:
Clothes. Hanging drawers. Tub full of fabric. Dresser. Stuffed animals.
36. Do you act different around your crush?
Probably.
37. When was the last time you slept with a stuffed animal?
Last year.
38. How many times do you take a shower a week?
At least 5?
39. Do you brush your teeth everyday?
Yes.
40. Have you ever said something stupid in front of your crush?
Hahaha, I'm sure. Though he'll probably say he's said something stupid in front of me, too.
41. Have you ever watched a hockey game?
Nope.
42. Do you lie about your age?
No.
43. Ever been jealous about something stupid?
Yes.
44. Do you pick your nose
I try not to.
45. What's the one food you hate?
Spinach.
46. What's the one junk food you cant live without?
Chocolate
47. How old were you when you found out Santa was fake?
I'm a believer...
48. Have you ever blown your nose and looked inside the napkin?
Doesn't everyone?
49. Describe your favourite underwear you have?
Mickey.
50. Did you lie in any of these questions?
Nope.
TMI Tuesday - The Uncomfortable Meme -
Posted 12 years ago1. What color are your underwear/panties?
I'm not wearing any :o
2. Do they have a design?
Refer back #1.
3. Girls, what color is your bra?
Teal
4. Is there a design?
Teal spots.
5. What color are your socks?
Not wearing any at the moment.
6. Is there a design on them?
Not wearing any at the moment.
7. Are you a virgin?
I am not a virgin.
8. Happy that way?
Yup.
9. What is your favorite sex position?
I like being on my back or surprisingly.. doggy style. Bet you didn't guess that, huh?
10. What is your sexuality/sexual orientation/What the fuck do you consider yourself?
I am bisexual.
11. Do you look at hentai?
Nope.
12. Real porn?
Meh. It doesn't really interest me.
13. Do you read smutty/porn stories?
Yup.
14. Do you read/watch/look at gay porn/hentai/stories?
Gay porn, no. Though lesbian, sure.
15. Who was your first kiss with?
The first one I consider is with my ex girlfriend back when I was a youngin'.
16. Are they of the opposite sex?
No.
17. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Kissed, yes. Sex, no.
18. Is there any one of your friends that you would ever consider having sex with?
Yes, yes, yes, yes. There are only a couple of people, though.
19. Do you have any piercings other than your ears?
No I do not.
20. If so, where?
I don't have any non-ear piercings.
21. Do you have any tattoos?
Yes.
22. If so, where?
On my right wrist.
23. Have you ever been pregnant/got a girl pregnant?
I've never been pregnant but I do want to have children at some point.
24. Ever done any illegal drugs?
Yes!
25. If so, which ones?
Marijuana.
26. Have you ever cheated on someone?
No.
27. Ever been cheated on?
Not that I know of.
28. Have you ever been called a whore/slut?
Not that I know of.
29. Do you own any sex toys?
Yes. One.
30. Have you ever had a sexual fantasy involving a relatives?
o.O no.
31. Have you ever masturbated?
Of course!
32. Have you ever taken a naked picture of yourself?
Yes I have.
33. Have you ever taken a naked picture of someone else?
Nope.
34. Are you on any form of birth control(the pill, the patch, etc)?
Yup. Ocella (the pill)
35. Have you ever written/drawn smut/porn?
Nope.
36. Do you swear in front of your parents?
Yup.
37. Do they care?
Not really.
38. Are you uncomfortable yet?
Nope.
39. Are you taking this quiz of your own free will?
Yup.
ASK ME MORE QUESTIONS! Make me blush.. you know you want to.
I'm not wearing any :o
2. Do they have a design?
Refer back #1.
3. Girls, what color is your bra?
Teal
4. Is there a design?
Teal spots.
5. What color are your socks?
Not wearing any at the moment.
6. Is there a design on them?
Not wearing any at the moment.
7. Are you a virgin?
I am not a virgin.
8. Happy that way?
Yup.
9. What is your favorite sex position?
I like being on my back or surprisingly.. doggy style. Bet you didn't guess that, huh?
10. What is your sexuality/sexual orientation/What the fuck do you consider yourself?
I am bisexual.
11. Do you look at hentai?
Nope.
12. Real porn?
Meh. It doesn't really interest me.
13. Do you read smutty/porn stories?
Yup.
14. Do you read/watch/look at gay porn/hentai/stories?
Gay porn, no. Though lesbian, sure.
15. Who was your first kiss with?
The first one I consider is with my ex girlfriend back when I was a youngin'.
16. Are they of the opposite sex?
No.
17. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Kissed, yes. Sex, no.
18. Is there any one of your friends that you would ever consider having sex with?
Yes, yes, yes, yes. There are only a couple of people, though.
19. Do you have any piercings other than your ears?
No I do not.
20. If so, where?
I don't have any non-ear piercings.
21. Do you have any tattoos?
Yes.
22. If so, where?
On my right wrist.
23. Have you ever been pregnant/got a girl pregnant?
I've never been pregnant but I do want to have children at some point.
24. Ever done any illegal drugs?
Yes!
25. If so, which ones?
Marijuana.
26. Have you ever cheated on someone?
No.
27. Ever been cheated on?
Not that I know of.
28. Have you ever been called a whore/slut?
Not that I know of.
29. Do you own any sex toys?
Yes. One.
30. Have you ever had a sexual fantasy involving a relatives?
o.O no.
31. Have you ever masturbated?
Of course!
32. Have you ever taken a naked picture of yourself?
Yes I have.
33. Have you ever taken a naked picture of someone else?
Nope.
34. Are you on any form of birth control(the pill, the patch, etc)?
Yup. Ocella (the pill)
35. Have you ever written/drawn smut/porn?
Nope.
36. Do you swear in front of your parents?
Yup.
37. Do they care?
Not really.
38. Are you uncomfortable yet?
Nope.
39. Are you taking this quiz of your own free will?
Yup.
ASK ME MORE QUESTIONS! Make me blush.. you know you want to.
TMI Tuesday - ASK ME QUESTIONS!
Posted 12 years agoGo for it. Seriously. Ask me questions!!
'Get to know ME!' meme.
Posted 12 years agoStolen from
read-the-wind. This is for those who just want to know a little more about me..
1. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? What's your name?
Brittany
2. How tall are you?
4'7.5"
3. Natural hair color?
My natural hair color is dirty blonde. Kinda like a dark brown.
3. What about eye color?
Hazel.
4. What orientation are you?
Bi & Polyamorous.
5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
Taken, but it's complicated. You don't even know.
6. What do you do in your spare time?
Meets, movies, reading books, photography, horseback riding, etc.
7. What's your job?
I'm a customer service agent for a dotcom as well as a clerk at Seaworld.
8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
I like that I'm outgoing and silly.
9. Alright, now how about something you dislike about yourself?
I hate that I can lose my confidence so fast.
10. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
My lack of shyness.
11. Of what faith/religion are you (if any at all?)
Agnostic. Raised in Pagan beliefs, however.
12. Do you drink?
Yeeeaa buddy.
13. Do you smoke?
Yes! Not cigarettes, ever, though.
14. What are your fears?
Well, I've recently found out I'm afraid of the future. I never want to end up alone, where I don't have family, friends, or anyone there to support me.
15. What are your dreams/goals?
I want to have a family, with children and be Supermom. I hope to become a registered nurse at some point n my life.
16. Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
But of course!
17. Who's your best bud?
I don't like this question.
18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
Chocolate anything.
19. Favorite drink?
Sweet Tea or Cherry anything.
20. Favorite color?
Purple, bitches!
21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
The ability to read minds.
22. Favorite movie?
Right now, it's Pitch Perfect.
23. Least favorite food?
Grapeleaves (sorry blaze).
24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?????
Carne Asada fries/burrito!
25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
I currently drive a '01 Nissan Altima. I WISH I drove a 2013 Mazda 3.
26. Most disliked bug?
Roaches.
27. Most hated pet peeves?
People who are self righteous and overly confident. People who get everywhere they want without trying. Ignorance is not bliss.
28. Dislike in life?
Complications.
29. Most annoying?
Dramatic folks.
30. Most disliked TV show?
Southpark.
read-the-wind. This is for those who just want to know a little more about me.. 1. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? What's your name?
Brittany
2. How tall are you?
4'7.5"
3. Natural hair color?
My natural hair color is dirty blonde. Kinda like a dark brown.
3. What about eye color?
Hazel.
4. What orientation are you?
Bi & Polyamorous.
5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
Taken, but it's complicated. You don't even know.
6. What do you do in your spare time?
Meets, movies, reading books, photography, horseback riding, etc.
7. What's your job?
I'm a customer service agent for a dotcom as well as a clerk at Seaworld.
8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
I like that I'm outgoing and silly.
9. Alright, now how about something you dislike about yourself?
I hate that I can lose my confidence so fast.
10. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
My lack of shyness.
11. Of what faith/religion are you (if any at all?)
Agnostic. Raised in Pagan beliefs, however.
12. Do you drink?
Yeeeaa buddy.
13. Do you smoke?
Yes! Not cigarettes, ever, though.
14. What are your fears?
Well, I've recently found out I'm afraid of the future. I never want to end up alone, where I don't have family, friends, or anyone there to support me.
15. What are your dreams/goals?
I want to have a family, with children and be Supermom. I hope to become a registered nurse at some point n my life.
16. Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
But of course!
17. Who's your best bud?
I don't like this question.
18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
Chocolate anything.
19. Favorite drink?
Sweet Tea or Cherry anything.
20. Favorite color?
Purple, bitches!
21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
The ability to read minds.
22. Favorite movie?
Right now, it's Pitch Perfect.
23. Least favorite food?
Grapeleaves (sorry blaze).
24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?????
Carne Asada fries/burrito!
25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
I currently drive a '01 Nissan Altima. I WISH I drove a 2013 Mazda 3.
26. Most disliked bug?
Roaches.
27. Most hated pet peeves?
People who are self righteous and overly confident. People who get everywhere they want without trying. Ignorance is not bliss.
28. Dislike in life?
Complications.
29. Most annoying?
Dramatic folks.
30. Most disliked TV show?
Southpark.
As Of Late
Posted 12 years agoSo, since FC, my life has been a whirlwind of emotions. I've encountered numerous changes when it comes to my relationship with blazearctic and I don't see that ending in the near future.
Just a quick update, in case any were wondering. Califur is a go. The room is reserved and as far as I know, my (FOR SURE) roommates are as follows:



We're possibly expecting one more, but it's not certain yet. We need to get our registrations, but other than that, we're awesome.
Blaze, Nieghclaw and I will be moving into an apartment either before Califur or slightly after. It's gonna be somewhere between San Diego and Camp Pendleton. Probably somewhere in the middle. Those details aren't exactly clear yet. I'm also gonna be working 2 jobs, yet again, for a little while. That may change, but I like working, so we'll see. I'm also looking at getting my own car at some point in the next few months.
There is A LOT going on in my life right now, so if I seem stressed, distance, not there, overwhelmed, etc., you know why.
Just a quick update, in case any were wondering. Califur is a go. The room is reserved and as far as I know, my (FOR SURE) roommates are as follows:



We're possibly expecting one more, but it's not certain yet. We need to get our registrations, but other than that, we're awesome.
Blaze, Nieghclaw and I will be moving into an apartment either before Califur or slightly after. It's gonna be somewhere between San Diego and Camp Pendleton. Probably somewhere in the middle. Those details aren't exactly clear yet. I'm also gonna be working 2 jobs, yet again, for a little while. That may change, but I like working, so we'll see. I'm also looking at getting my own car at some point in the next few months.
There is A LOT going on in my life right now, so if I seem stressed, distance, not there, overwhelmed, etc., you know why.
TMI Tuesday
Posted 12 years agoYou know the drill.
TMI Tuesday
Posted 12 years agoSure why not! Ask away.
Let's see how this works out.
Let's see how this works out.
Relationship Meme - Read it if you wanna know more about me!
Posted 12 years ago1. Are looks important in a relationship?
Somewhat, but I base my feelings off of personality.
2. Are relationships ever worth it?
Yes.
3. Are you a virgin?
Nope.
4. Are you in a relationship?
Yes.. An open one, however.
5. Are you in love?
Yup.
6. Are you single this year?
Refer back to #4.
7. Can you commit to one person?
I can & I have. However, at this time I choose to be polyamorous.
8. Describe your crush
Yeah.. no.
9. Describe your perfect mate
Loving. Sweet. Generous. Funny. Silly. Someone who can make me smile just by looking at me; or even just by me thinking of them. Timid, but outgoing when the time calls for it. Someone who does things 'just because.' Protective but not overbearing.
10. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Maybe..
11. Do you ever want to get married?
Yeeess.
12. Do you forgive betrayal?
Depends on the betrayal.
13. Do you get jealous easily?
VERY
14. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Yes.. Perhaps they know..
15. Do you have any piercings?
Ears; I want more.
16. Do you have any tattoos?
Yes; my late best friend's name (Vex) with a music note on my right wrist.
17. Do you like kissing in public?
I do.
20. Do you shower every day?
Yes. If I'm busy, then every other day. However, I prefer every day.
21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
I think so... I hope so.
22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
That would be great.
23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
Yes. I have.
24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
I hope.
25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?
Duh.
26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Yes.
27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?
Yes. My first love.
28. Have you ever been cheated on?
I hope not...
29. Have you ever cheated on someone?
Yes, and not proud of it.
30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?
Nope.
31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
Yes, for both.
32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
Oh yes.
33. Have you ever had sex with a man?
Yes.
34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?
Kinda.
35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Yes.. I prefer dating older people.
36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
Oh yes... That got me nowhere.
37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
Not really, no.
38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
Haha, yeah.
39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Ugh. Yes.
40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?
Yes.
41. Have you had sex so far this year?
Oh yes.
42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?
5 minutes, maybe 10? Depends on how good the kisser is.
43. How long was your longest relationship?
3.5 years and counting.
44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
3 (that mattered)
45. How many people did you kiss in 2012?
1.
46. How many times did you have sex last year?
Way too many to keep count.
47. How old are you?
20.
48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
Meh. At least I said my feelings.
49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
His want to never give up.
50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
I would accept the apology.. but would we get back together? Probably not.
51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
Yes.
52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on?
Not really.
53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
Probably.
54. Is there someone you will never forget?
Yes.
55. Share a relationship story.
I met Blaze at the annual Irvine FurBQue and unfortunately, we didn't get each other's contact info. I spent a year looking for him on FA and a couple other sites (not like a stalker, lol). One day he gave me his contact info and we just started talking and the rest is history.
56. State 8 facts about your body
I'm 4'8". My favorite feature is my green eyes. I despise having a tummy. My feet are smaller than most guys' hands. I've dyed my hair Black and Auburn... I much prefer the Auburn. I got my first tattoo on January 1, 2013. I can't function well on less than 8 hours of sleep. Coffee and I don't get along, well.
57. Things you want to say to an ex
I miss you. But I'm glad we're where we are in our friendship.
58. What are five ways to win your heart?
Make me laugh. Be intelligent and not ignorant. Cook me (amazing) food. Take me out on actual dates. Be my crying shoulder when I need it.
59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)
My latest picture in my gallery with Nieghclaw & Gara. I'm the one in the middle.
60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?
About 5 years.
61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?
Their eyes.
62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
Plan an at - home surprise date. Just because.
63. What is your definition of “having sex”?
Typical. Intercourse. Not much behind it. I much prefer the term making love... but, to each their own, I suppose.
64. What is your definition of cheating?
Kissing, sex, without the permission of your loved one.
65. What is your favorite foreplay routine?
...kissing...biting...and a few others ;)
66. What is your favorite roleplay?
Never really done one before, so couldn't say.
67. What is your idea of the perfect date?
Being around someone who just cares and listens to me. I don't really care what we do.. I just want the intimacy (not necessarily sex, but just the closeness).
68. What is your sexual orientation?
Bi with a male preference
69. What turns you off?
Arrogance, ignorance, overbearing jealousy
70. What turns you on?
Biting & teasing.
71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?
I don't really remember my dreams that much.
72. What words do you like to hear during sex?
Please, I love you, I want/need you, I want to make love to you..
73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
I'd love to receive flowers <3
74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
...Not entirely sure.
75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
Written me poetry.
76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?
Don't know if I can answer that, 'cause thats by the recipiants perception (answer stolen).
77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
If both persons are over 18, it's fine.
78. What’s your dirtiest secret?
Where I lost my V-Card.. But we're not going there.
79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?
LMFAO. Won't tell.
80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Tonight when I said bye to my owner <3
81. Who are five people you find attractive?
PASS
82. Who is the last person you hugged?
nieghclaw
83. Who was your first kiss with?
Some boy when I was so much younger.
84. Why did your last relationship fail?
Long distance, of course :( Otherwise, it probably would have lasted.
85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
I have.. best decision of my life (so far). But ended badly.
Somewhat, but I base my feelings off of personality.
2. Are relationships ever worth it?
Yes.
3. Are you a virgin?
Nope.
4. Are you in a relationship?
Yes.. An open one, however.
5. Are you in love?
Yup.
6. Are you single this year?
Refer back to #4.
7. Can you commit to one person?
I can & I have. However, at this time I choose to be polyamorous.
8. Describe your crush
Yeah.. no.
9. Describe your perfect mate
Loving. Sweet. Generous. Funny. Silly. Someone who can make me smile just by looking at me; or even just by me thinking of them. Timid, but outgoing when the time calls for it. Someone who does things 'just because.' Protective but not overbearing.
10. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Maybe..
11. Do you ever want to get married?
Yeeess.
12. Do you forgive betrayal?
Depends on the betrayal.
13. Do you get jealous easily?
VERY
14. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Yes.. Perhaps they know..
15. Do you have any piercings?
Ears; I want more.
16. Do you have any tattoos?
Yes; my late best friend's name (Vex) with a music note on my right wrist.
17. Do you like kissing in public?
I do.
20. Do you shower every day?
Yes. If I'm busy, then every other day. However, I prefer every day.
21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
I think so... I hope so.
22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
That would be great.
23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
Yes. I have.
24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
I hope.
25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?
Duh.
26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Yes.
27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?
Yes. My first love.
28. Have you ever been cheated on?
I hope not...
29. Have you ever cheated on someone?
Yes, and not proud of it.
30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?
Nope.
31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
Yes, for both.
32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
Oh yes.
33. Have you ever had sex with a man?
Yes.
34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?
Kinda.
35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Yes.. I prefer dating older people.
36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
Oh yes... That got me nowhere.
37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
Not really, no.
38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
Haha, yeah.
39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Ugh. Yes.
40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?
Yes.
41. Have you had sex so far this year?
Oh yes.
42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?
5 minutes, maybe 10? Depends on how good the kisser is.
43. How long was your longest relationship?
3.5 years and counting.
44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
3 (that mattered)
45. How many people did you kiss in 2012?
1.
46. How many times did you have sex last year?
Way too many to keep count.
47. How old are you?
20.
48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
Meh. At least I said my feelings.
49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
His want to never give up.
50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
I would accept the apology.. but would we get back together? Probably not.
51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
Yes.
52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on?
Not really.
53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
Probably.
54. Is there someone you will never forget?
Yes.
55. Share a relationship story.
I met Blaze at the annual Irvine FurBQue and unfortunately, we didn't get each other's contact info. I spent a year looking for him on FA and a couple other sites (not like a stalker, lol). One day he gave me his contact info and we just started talking and the rest is history.
56. State 8 facts about your body
I'm 4'8". My favorite feature is my green eyes. I despise having a tummy. My feet are smaller than most guys' hands. I've dyed my hair Black and Auburn... I much prefer the Auburn. I got my first tattoo on January 1, 2013. I can't function well on less than 8 hours of sleep. Coffee and I don't get along, well.
57. Things you want to say to an ex
I miss you. But I'm glad we're where we are in our friendship.
58. What are five ways to win your heart?
Make me laugh. Be intelligent and not ignorant. Cook me (amazing) food. Take me out on actual dates. Be my crying shoulder when I need it.
59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)
My latest picture in my gallery with Nieghclaw & Gara. I'm the one in the middle.
60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?
About 5 years.
61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?
Their eyes.
62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
Plan an at - home surprise date. Just because.
63. What is your definition of “having sex”?
Typical. Intercourse. Not much behind it. I much prefer the term making love... but, to each their own, I suppose.
64. What is your definition of cheating?
Kissing, sex, without the permission of your loved one.
65. What is your favorite foreplay routine?
...kissing...biting...and a few others ;)
66. What is your favorite roleplay?
Never really done one before, so couldn't say.
67. What is your idea of the perfect date?
Being around someone who just cares and listens to me. I don't really care what we do.. I just want the intimacy (not necessarily sex, but just the closeness).
68. What is your sexual orientation?
Bi with a male preference
69. What turns you off?
Arrogance, ignorance, overbearing jealousy
70. What turns you on?
Biting & teasing.
71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?
I don't really remember my dreams that much.
72. What words do you like to hear during sex?
Please, I love you, I want/need you, I want to make love to you..
73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
I'd love to receive flowers <3
74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
...Not entirely sure.
75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
Written me poetry.
76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?
Don't know if I can answer that, 'cause thats by the recipiants perception (answer stolen).
77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
If both persons are over 18, it's fine.
78. What’s your dirtiest secret?
Where I lost my V-Card.. But we're not going there.
79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?
LMFAO. Won't tell.
80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Tonight when I said bye to my owner <3
81. Who are five people you find attractive?
PASS
82. Who is the last person you hugged?
nieghclaw
83. Who was your first kiss with?
Some boy when I was so much younger.
84. Why did your last relationship fail?
Long distance, of course :( Otherwise, it probably would have lasted.
85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
I have.. best decision of my life (so far). But ended badly.
TMI Tuesday - Let's give it a shot...
Posted 12 years agoTMI Tuesday - Ask away and I'll answer honestly. Try and keep it original, folks. This is my first time and I am at work, so give me awhile to respond pleeeease. :)
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