Hey! I'm feeling better after getting some electrolyte powder. Seems my body was severely lacking them. I do plan to stream today.

I'm probably going to have to stream late, I'm having pain in my wrist that is preventing me from drawing. Its from the angle my tablet is slanted at, so I'm just going to get a good wrist brace

*Edit* my menstrual cycle is starting and I'm extremely uncomfortable and bloated. I'll try to stream when its not as bad wendsday or Thursday :( gah, this is the absolute worst part about having a uterus.

today ended up being too busy for me to end up streaming. With a little rest ill be streaming tomarrow.

Also if you guys could check out my patreon and my teespring links below. The funraising sight I wanted to use didn't work out so these are my only means of earning the funds I needs to move to California.

https://www.patreon.com/Sindaj
https://teespring.com/helping-an-artist-move-to-cali#pid=2&cid=2397&sid=front

I posted something to youtube. I'm needing help moving to California in a year, and I need as much help getting the word around and maybe raising the funds so I can move in a year or so. I want to be working on youtube content so I can launch after I move.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UbCOXa4spSw&t=101s

ill be streaming Monday, and trying to focus on clearing my queue now.

Hey, its Friday, and I must say I'm feeling quite well. I'm also going to be starting a work out regimen too, which I'm sure will help on multiple fronts.
I'll probably be back to streaming here real soon, but I'll be working on limited hours so I don't overwork myself. Thank you guys so much for your patience.
I plan to spend the next couple weeks clearing out my queue so that I have a blank slate.
However, I don't think I'll be opening up commissions for a while since I want to focus on making content for my YouTube channel, and practicing animation.

Hey to update yall on how I'm doing.

The diet is working still and I'm starting to feel better, at this rate if I continue to take it easy I could be back on limited hours come Monday, I'll know by how I feel on Friday I'm sure. hopefully I'll get better faster than expected. ^^ thank you guys for waiting on me and send me some good vibes ^^

My diet seems to be working if I continue to take it easy with out straining myself. Yesterday I kind of overworked myself drawing for a charity livestream. But I was able to sketch, lineart, and color, so that is a good sign. In a week or two I'm sure I'll be back on schedule, probably with limited hours for a while but at least I'll be working.

Thank you guys for your patience and kind support.

http://www.toxic-black-mold-syndrome.com/

During my lunch break and little after since I couldn't muster the energy to focus and I was trying to figure out why I ran across this sight to help me out.

I my body hasn't seem to be healing and Its because of my diet. So I need to switch my diet over to a Paleo Diet so I can detox and finally start getting better. I'm still going to try to work, but it's going to be limited and probably slow, im only work up to three hours a day.

thank you guys for understanding and supporting me through this. ;w; I never knew mold would have such a profound effect on me, I hope to get better sooon!

I just want to make a journal to keep track of the art I owe at the moment.

 Lorvianne

Doodles:
 nothere
 z-ray
 Kyetwolf

Comic Pages
 setokaiba1313
 songdogsoul
 crystala
 ShojiTiger
 Femtoampere

I'm wanting to sell prints, poster, and canvas, but I need an idea of where to sell them to get the most profit. I want to avoid DeviantArt, and id like a place that would allow NSFW stuff too but that's optional.

And I'm wanting to make some more t-shirt designs for the furry fandom, some suggestions would be nice.

I'm going to be moving away from my main money maker so I'm wanting to find ways to make somemoney besides doing commissions so I don't have to take on too many, but I will be upping my prices once I move.

Right now I'm needing to wait till tomorrow to get my name taken off the lease, and I need to meet with my future roomie to sign the apartment applications.

We are trying to figure out how much we need for me to move and get lights nd net on. I just hope we have enough between us and my roomy.

https://tspr.ng/c/helping-sindaj - here is a T-shirt design that I'm selling to help give me a boost since I've been put so far behind with my helth issues from this. I plan to have public events in the future after I get a good following on my channel and if I see anyone wearing the shirts from Teespring that have Sindaj on the back ill want a hug and a picture. There will also be different designs too. Right now there is two, the logo, and Subnautica!

once one I personally don't need the help, ill still sell the shirts for charity....cause I want to do a lot of charity as soon as I can, I just need a good platform and to be making a living. but I know I can do that, I'm cute enough. >.>

The new unit I was moved into developed an even worse leak problem, while there wasn't mold when we moved in, there is definitely mold now that a persistant leak started not too long after our ac got turned on. Ive been complainging daily aobut the leak over the weekend but my health has taken a sudden turn.

My anxiety is quick, my appitite is decreasing, I'm having trouble focusing, and I'm starting to experience mild memory loss and hallucinations. (Like Ill hear a voice or see something out of the corner of my eye) my boyfriend has decided that he want me out of the apartment, since I can get my name taken off, so we are setting up the means to move me into a different complex with a friend of mine whom ive been planning to room with after my bf moved to take care of his grandma.

We are both tired of dealing with mold, so we are going to set up the means so I don't have to worry about it again. even if I have to move away from my boyfriend earlier than expected. The goodnews is I should be able to make a speedy recovery and stay that way so I can get work done. and Ill have to sell commissions to help pay for bills and medicines (Lucky for ya'll) but its a path to independence I'm willing to take.

I want to apologies to the ones waiting for commissions from me as this is really unexpected. I will finish those commissions promptly once I am able.

Thanks for understanding and your patience.

P.S. there are things I'm going to need for the place when I move since allot of smaller furniture is my boyfriends. :< I don't even have my own bed frame D: or sheets for my bed DX ;_; so I might want to post an amazon wishlist after we get the apartment if anyone wants to help me get settled into the place D: (I'm going to miss my boyfriend sooo)

I'm wanting to make some progress on my YouTube channel. Like getting recordings made. Assets animated, Channel art finished, and get some videos made, ready to upload.

I'm switching my focus to that until Monday. I'm sorry for those waiting on doodles and commissions from me, but I am trying to get ready for the Official launch of my channel. The date for that, I'm hoping either Friday or Saturday, June 2nd, or 3rd. I figured its a good idea to launch it during the summer to get more viewer ship. :3

Also I'm sure I burnt myself out on art, I'm feel bad about it, but I know a productive break will help me bounce back.

So the plans for the next four days are

Today, I would like to Livestream Subnautica.

Tomarrow, Friday, Overwatch will be free for the weekend and I'm wanting to livestream my first terrible plays to make into a highlight reels.

Saturday, Ill mostly be editing videos and making animations.

Sunday: Video game livestreams.

Keep updated at my twitter, https://twitter.com/iSindaj

I just wanted to let you guys know what is going on.

I know I said id stream but I had a terribly bad down with my mental health. Struggling with depression brought on by dysphoria which I know must be because of hormones.

Also it is storming super bad right now and it makes be incredibly nervous and I don't want to risk loosing work to a power outage. Thanks for understanding and Ill try to feel well enough tomarrow to stream.

https://teespring.com/helping-sindaj#pid=2&cid=576&sid=front

Hey I started another campaign on Teespring, this time with just the basic Logo and name of my YouTube channel on the back.

I have been feeling aweful lately, and my depression has been getting more extreme, and Its really starting to scare with where my thought are starting to turn. So that being said.

I wanted to at least earn the funds to get a computer and small beginner setup so I can start working on making YouTube videos. I also plan to help get me start with hrt, which should help.

I'm wanting to use my channel as a platform to educate and inspire other people like me. Id also love to showcase my talents so that I can possibly be hired onto a creative team, or at least get popular enough to be able to transition, move to California and go to college, which opens up even more opportunities for me.

I have realized that the opportunities in Texas are limited for me. while I don't expect to earn the money to relocate I can at least get helpful boost so I can get to that point in a year.

So if you want to help then click the link and share it please.

...so I'm going to wait to stream until all that is said ad done, cause the repair man in working on it now. I might be streaming later in the afternoon.

I was put behind a bit but I'm sure once the AC is fixed It wont be hard to catch right back up to pace.

https://picarto.tv/iSindaj

come watch me work on a commission :D

Last weekend wasn't too fun, first helping a friend get over his dad being in a coma and having to pull the plug, and then on sunday I spent the whole day helping my boyfriends aunt with her dog that had to be put down. :(

I did take the weekend to rest from drawing, and I think it helped. I'll be streaming in the afternoon, probably working on a big commission I'm doing.

So in other news I'm going to be planning a "Launch Party" Livestream. for my youtube channel. I'll probably post the details over at my twitter, https://twitter.com/iSindaj , so if you like cute transguys playing video games and making stuff, then go follow my titter for updates on that. :)

My boyfriend managed to get my tablet back working with some sort of nerd magic. I just cant move my tablet ever gain @w@

So I'm going to be streaming soon

So after cleaning up my computer as much as I could and getting a good setup up ready I have discovered my tablet isn't able to get power as the power port is so loose it doesn't work. I'm pretty devastated, as I knew I probably should've gotten a more expensive model that was better made.

I already checked to see if it is still under warranty but I don't know when Ill hear back from that.

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My wonderful man of mine gave me a stomach virus that rendered me utterly useless for two days.

I'm better now.
And good news is I was able to get my meds refilled, along with my camcorder coming in today. Wee

Expect a stream later after 1pm central.

Soi have moved into my new unit! yay. So that's the good news,

I wanted to give the details on the schedule I'm going to put in place once I have my desktop set up. Once that's done Ill put my working/streaming schedule on my profile page.
That means I will be trying to time myself a lot more to try and keep pace. I also want to be able to do a daily sketch stream where I work on queued streams, or sell slots.

So here it is:
Central Time
M-F: -10am-1pm
- (break)
-3pm-6pm (Sketch Stream)
-10pm (Bedtime)

To break it down I want to do focused work, like large commissions during my morning work hours when my mind is freshest, and I want to stream after lunch when I have the energy and drive. I hope by separating out a timeslot for doing sketch streams I can get queued sketch streams done while also getting work done on larger commissions. I also want to give myself four hours of leeway before I have to go to bed at ten, so I can play video games or if a sketch runs a bit long.

So that will be my work schedule once I get my desktop hooked back up.

Speaking of that, I am still on my boyfriends laptop until the day after tomorrow. It rained today so we couldn't get the carpets in the new unit shampooed, once they get shampooed we will be able to move the rest of our furniture over including my computer and desk.

HOWEVER until that happens I would like to try to work on keeping to thus Schedule, and since I'm on my laptop I don't have my commission files Ill need your help doing that! I also need a refill on my medication so Ill need to sell some slots tonight.
So until I have my desktop I have 4-6 hours to fill everyday, here is what the shcedual looks like. so check during these time frames.

Starting Central time.
-10am-1pm (Streaming)
-3pm-6pm (Streaming)

I want to sell two slots, one for each time frame. Each timeframe is 3 hrs.
I can do a two person sketch, two part tf sequence sketch, or two single fullbody slots.
Examples
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22873770/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20813839/ (nsfw)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22180617/ (nsfw)


I'm going to be timing myself to stay on time as much as possible but I don't mind running over a bit.
I hope this can act as a little test run for my schedual, if I'm able to get the two slots finished in time and not have my hands be too overworked and than Ill probably follow the schedule once my workstation is setup again.

Here is the Stream Link: https://picarto.tv/iSindaj

If you are interested send a note or if its running pop into stream and ask me about the slots there.

Thank you guys for your support and Ill Cyal8tr

still at my friends place, ill be moving into my new unit, Monday at the latest, I know I did a sketch stream I had to pause, and once I'm moved I plan on streaming that again so I can get the sketch slot done. Then I'll be planning my work and streaming schedule, id like to be able to work on my commissions while doing queued sketches during daily streams.

Ive been kept busy by my friends, helping her clean her apartment and other things. Thank you guys for your understanding, and I cant wait to be back home in my workspace.

So I am still waiting to hear back about my apartment, they have ac contractors going there today to look at the vent, so I'm hoping to get progress today.

MEanwhile I don't have the means to work on my queue, but I can still art since I have my bfs laptop and my drawing tablet with me.

So Ill be doing art and Ill sell a few slots if I can.

https://picarto.tv/iSindaj

So I was toying with the idea of selling a day of work hours (6 hours) with each hour being 12$

Basically what the plan is, some one can buy one hour (12$) and I'll set a timer to go by and do a drawing in that hour. Ill try to use as much time as possible without breaks, ans I have found that using a timer does help with keeping me focused, and I want to get into a habit with timing ALL my commissions, and work hours.

I would like to stream this on probably whether I'm moved or not (if not I might just stream from a relatives place the following day when I go to do laundry)

I just am trying to come up with Ideas, as I am also open to suggestions and input. I just am realizing that I am going to need to go grocery shopping again, for my cats food and my own, I also want to make sure we can move the internet as soon as we move.

I guess this is the last bit of struggle Im going to have to deal with before things start really going well. At least thats what it feels like, so I hope so!

The unit Im going to be transferred to still need to be cleaned up and inspected, so I wasnt given a definite time frame. This really upsets me as I have been getting sicker. Ive been having trouble eating and I had an issue last night where I woke up needing fresh air and I threw up. Right now Im at a friends house too feel better. I dont want to have to stay in my apartment until I move.

I really wish I could stay in my apartment comfortably so I can stream and try to make money for my meds and Im afraid they will want the transfer fee before letting me move, which I hope not, but I know I'll still need to pay to move my internet.

I'm really cranky from not eating enough, and worried about finances. Gosh I cant wait for this to be over-with.

Hey I got an update on my apartment situation and I have good news and some bad news. Good news is they are willing to move me into a smaller unit and have one available that is what I am looking for (downstairs with a patio) its just going to cost. I have to pay a transfer fee (200$) to move into a smaller unit, and I'm also going to need to move my internet over to the new unit which will cost a little under 100$ We also have other expenses ill need help with like my insurance bill, the net bill needs to get paid, and medication for this week. All of which I would've been able to make myself and save if I wasn't so sick all the time. Sigh.

I'm just ready to start feeling better again. so anyways. I think I'm going to be streaming today to finish queded sketches and id like to hear ideas. I have a sketch for s t-shirt I thinking of making a crowdfund exclusive to help raise funds for a move. its a design I wanted to make for my Zazzle shop, but for the limited edition I can give it Sindaj colors, instead of the red fox colors I was planning for Zazzle.

here is my stream https://picarto.tv/iSindaj