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Posted 5 years agoIve seen posts of artists making sketches and then putting the sketchs up for people to either purchase for their character to be the finished one or bid on to see whose character gets to be the finished one. Im thinking of offering some of these. Is there any interest tho?
Update on my run in with revenge porn
Posted 5 years agoSo I ended up having to file a police report with my city for the internet revenge porn my ex was doing because i discovered it at my home. My parents had to file a report with their town's police department for the letter of revenge porn he delivered to them. We handed all the evidence we had over to both departments who agreed to work together on the matter.
2 days after I filed with my department, I was visited by 2 detectives. A female and male. I was told that since this is only considered a misdemeanor here, that there wasn't really anything they can. They cant go to grand jury to get a supeona for the websites. I do understand that this translates to "we don't want to because its not that big of a deal." They also asked if I really want this to be pursued. I said yes and advised that he is currently out on parole. They shrugged that off. They said that they would go talk to him with the other departments detectives.
2 weeks after that, his new girl tries to contact me via Facebook messenger. I do not respond but Spartacus does. Spartacus has been holding back his feelings and desires of what he truely wants to do to handle the situation. So this was perfect for him. He lets her know to leave me alone and that if she wants to know whats going on to talk with the police. She starts going off her mouth about how I'm not a real woman (which I'm gender fluid soo.....but whatever) for not talking to her and why didnt my friend (who did their hair) let her know what my ex was truly like. Spartacus advised her that approaching me as she had (it was no words, just a really creepy sticker thing) was going to trigger my anxiety and that I owed her nothing. She then told my husband to stop messaging her because it was escalating her domestic situation and that he was going to get her and her two kids (one is the ex's) killed. Spartacus reached out one last time with, "Go to the police."
I had called my city's detectives with the update the day she contacted me. They called me the next day stating that they had gone and talked to my ex the same day his girl contacted me. Kinda made sense why she reached out then but alas I wasn't touching that. The detective them told me that they were shutting my case because "he acted the part and probably did do it but we have no proof". So honestly, it was a waste of my time and probably escalated the issue. I don't know if my parent's case was also closed as well. It might still be open because they had more evidence (the flash drive and photos).
Needless to say, I have been fearful to be in my studio working. I can't hear the door open or close back where it is located. I purchased some alarms for the door and that has helped. It also startled our downstairs neighbors so Spartacus let them in on what is going on. Neighbor stated that if he hears that alarm go off and there is only one car in the driveway then he will come up and check to make sure I am okay. That alarm is only on when I am here. Our downstairs neighbor has always been awesome since we moved here in 2017. He brings our packages off the porch and puts them on the stairs that are inside so that they don't get grabbed. He's helped me bring groceries up. When I had my hysterectomy he brought the mail in as well and would check on me to make sure I was doing okay while Spartacus was at work. His wife and kid are really awesome too. So that helps my nerves when I'm here by myself.
Just sucks that it feels like he is getting away with it scott-free.
2 days after I filed with my department, I was visited by 2 detectives. A female and male. I was told that since this is only considered a misdemeanor here, that there wasn't really anything they can. They cant go to grand jury to get a supeona for the websites. I do understand that this translates to "we don't want to because its not that big of a deal." They also asked if I really want this to be pursued. I said yes and advised that he is currently out on parole. They shrugged that off. They said that they would go talk to him with the other departments detectives.
2 weeks after that, his new girl tries to contact me via Facebook messenger. I do not respond but Spartacus does. Spartacus has been holding back his feelings and desires of what he truely wants to do to handle the situation. So this was perfect for him. He lets her know to leave me alone and that if she wants to know whats going on to talk with the police. She starts going off her mouth about how I'm not a real woman (which I'm gender fluid soo.....but whatever) for not talking to her and why didnt my friend (who did their hair) let her know what my ex was truly like. Spartacus advised her that approaching me as she had (it was no words, just a really creepy sticker thing) was going to trigger my anxiety and that I owed her nothing. She then told my husband to stop messaging her because it was escalating her domestic situation and that he was going to get her and her two kids (one is the ex's) killed. Spartacus reached out one last time with, "Go to the police."
I had called my city's detectives with the update the day she contacted me. They called me the next day stating that they had gone and talked to my ex the same day his girl contacted me. Kinda made sense why she reached out then but alas I wasn't touching that. The detective them told me that they were shutting my case because "he acted the part and probably did do it but we have no proof". So honestly, it was a waste of my time and probably escalated the issue. I don't know if my parent's case was also closed as well. It might still be open because they had more evidence (the flash drive and photos).
Needless to say, I have been fearful to be in my studio working. I can't hear the door open or close back where it is located. I purchased some alarms for the door and that has helped. It also startled our downstairs neighbors so Spartacus let them in on what is going on. Neighbor stated that if he hears that alarm go off and there is only one car in the driveway then he will come up and check to make sure I am okay. That alarm is only on when I am here. Our downstairs neighbor has always been awesome since we moved here in 2017. He brings our packages off the porch and puts them on the stairs that are inside so that they don't get grabbed. He's helped me bring groceries up. When I had my hysterectomy he brought the mail in as well and would check on me to make sure I was doing okay while Spartacus was at work. His wife and kid are really awesome too. So that helps my nerves when I'm here by myself.
Just sucks that it feels like he is getting away with it scott-free.
I'm the family disappointment
Posted 5 years agoWoke up to a text from my dad this morning. The son of a bitch hand delivered in an unmarked envelope a flash drive that had the videos on it to my parents mailbox. So yeah. There's that now.
My PTSD and life ATM
Posted 5 years agoOne of my exs is doing something he threatened to do back in 2013. He is making fake accounts (fetlife) and posting all of my old porn vids I did. Back in 2013, he took my laptop after giving me a concussion and left it somewhere. I don't know where but in 3 days he brought it back. He told me at the time that he had made copies of all of my vids and images. He went on to say that if I ever left him he was going to send them to my job and my parents/children. So I didn't leave. Fast forward to him getting arrested in 2016. I was away from him. I was able to think. I was able to go through every bit of our relationship and see the abuse. The times he had pointed his hunting rifles at me (I do not know if they were loaded or not). The times he threatened to anally rape me if I didn't do something he wanted sexually. When he almost killed me via choking and I went to work hiding bruises on my neck. The times he started to force himself between me and my kids/family. Shutting me off from MOST of my local friends. How he lied for years saying he was terminally ill and dying. His ex wife even reached out to me and helped me by talking about her own experiences.
So, I left him. I left him and started to work on me. I was in the trouple (i had ex's consent to fuck them while he was in jail) and they helped me start to see my own worth. I met my husband a few months later. I wasn't looking for another one on one relationship. Spartacus and I started talking, hanging out. And things blossomed. Everytime I moved though, I brought all of exs stuff with me. I didn't want to be THAT person who just left them and all of their worldly possessions disappeared as well. When ex got out in 2018, he texted me and he came and got his stuff while Spartacus was home. I felt we left at that point on better terms. Cue him not contacting me until about 2/3 weeks ago. He texted me that he was coming to my job to talk and he didn't want to tell me about it via text. Spartacus drove to my job. I met him, Spartacus staying a few feet away to give us space but to be there if I needed him. We talked. He left.
Last wednesday, I was made aware to the fake Fetlife profile he had made. He linked it to my personal facebook account telling people to message me there. I got a slew of friend requests and messages from people I didn't know nor had any friends connected to. These people told me about the account. They gave me screen shots and other information that I needed to take the account down. Friends of mine that are on Fetlife (not outing them) reported the account. The people who contacted me also reported the account on my behalf. Friday, the account was taken down after two days of people sending me dick pics and the like. I thought that was the end.
Today he accessed my old tumblr accounts that I haven't been on since 2014/2015/2016. He posted the vids on my account. I deleted the post. Changed the password and am now in the process of exporting my accounts and deleting them. I have deleted 2 blogs so far. I have about 6 more to go. But as I do this I am shaking. I am crying. My Costochondritis is acting up due to all the mental and emotional instability that I am right now with my PTSD acting up. I was diagnosed with PTSD back in 2013 during the biggest part of the abuse. I do not take that diagnosis lightly. I have had to make my boss of where I work aware of all of this so that I will now be escorted to and from the building to ensure my safety.
So, I left him. I left him and started to work on me. I was in the trouple (i had ex's consent to fuck them while he was in jail) and they helped me start to see my own worth. I met my husband a few months later. I wasn't looking for another one on one relationship. Spartacus and I started talking, hanging out. And things blossomed. Everytime I moved though, I brought all of exs stuff with me. I didn't want to be THAT person who just left them and all of their worldly possessions disappeared as well. When ex got out in 2018, he texted me and he came and got his stuff while Spartacus was home. I felt we left at that point on better terms. Cue him not contacting me until about 2/3 weeks ago. He texted me that he was coming to my job to talk and he didn't want to tell me about it via text. Spartacus drove to my job. I met him, Spartacus staying a few feet away to give us space but to be there if I needed him. We talked. He left.
Last wednesday, I was made aware to the fake Fetlife profile he had made. He linked it to my personal facebook account telling people to message me there. I got a slew of friend requests and messages from people I didn't know nor had any friends connected to. These people told me about the account. They gave me screen shots and other information that I needed to take the account down. Friends of mine that are on Fetlife (not outing them) reported the account. The people who contacted me also reported the account on my behalf. Friday, the account was taken down after two days of people sending me dick pics and the like. I thought that was the end.
Today he accessed my old tumblr accounts that I haven't been on since 2014/2015/2016. He posted the vids on my account. I deleted the post. Changed the password and am now in the process of exporting my accounts and deleting them. I have deleted 2 blogs so far. I have about 6 more to go. But as I do this I am shaking. I am crying. My Costochondritis is acting up due to all the mental and emotional instability that I am right now with my PTSD acting up. I was diagnosed with PTSD back in 2013 during the biggest part of the abuse. I do not take that diagnosis lightly. I have had to make my boss of where I work aware of all of this so that I will now be escorted to and from the building to ensure my safety.
My PTSD and life ATM
Posted 5 years agoOne of my exs is doing something he threatened to do back in 2013. He is making fake accounts (fetlife) and posting all of my old porn vids I did. Back in 2013, he took my laptop after giving me a concussion and left it somewhere. I don't know where but in 3 days he brought it back. He told me at the time that he had made copies of all of my vids and images. He went on to say that if I ever left him he was going to send them to my job and my parents/children. So I didn't leave. Fast forward to him getting arrested in 2016. I was away from him. I was able to think. I was able to go through every bit of our relationship and see the abuse. The times he had pointed his hunting rifles at me (I do not know if they were loaded or not). The times he threatened to anally rape me if I didn't do something he wanted sexually. When he almost killed me via choking and I went to work hiding bruises on my neck. The times he started to force himself between me and my kids/family. Shutting me off from MOST of my local friends. How he lied for years saying he was terminally ill and dying. His ex wife even reached out to me and helped me by talking about her own experiences.
So, I left him. I left him and started to work on me. I was in the trouple (i had ex's consent to fuck them while he was in jail) and they helped me start to see my own worth. I met my husband a few months later. I wasn't looking for another one on one relationship. Spartacus and I started talking, hanging out. And things blossomed. Everytime I moved though, I brought all of exs stuff with me. I didn't want to be THAT person who just left them and all of their worldly possessions disappeared as well. When ex got out in 2018, he texted me and he came and got his stuff while Spartacus was home. I felt we left at that point on better terms. Cue him not contacting me until about 2/3 weeks ago. He texted me that he was coming to my job to talk and he didn't want to tell me about it via text. Spartacus drove to my job. I met him, Spartacus staying a few feet away to give us space but to be there if I needed him. We talked. He left.
Last wednesday, I was made aware to the fake Fetlife profile he had made. He linked it to my personal facebook account telling people to message me there. I got a slew of friend requests and messages from people I didn't know nor had any friends connected to. These people told me about the account. They gave me screen shots and other information that I needed to take the account down. Friends of mine that are on Fetlife (not outing them) reported the account. The people who contacted me also reported the account on my behalf. Friday, the account was taken down after two days of people sending me dick pics and the like. I thought that was the end.
Today he accessed my old tumblr accounts that I haven't been on since 2014/2015/2016. He posted the vids on my account. I deleted the post. Changed the password and am now in the process of exporting my accounts and deleting them. I have deleted 2 blogs so far. I have about 6 more to go. But as I do this I am shaking. I am crying. My Costochondritis is acting up due to all the mental and emotional instability that I am right now with my PTSD acting up. I was diagnosed with PTSD back in 2013 during the biggest part of the abuse. I do not take that diagnosis lightly. I have had to make my boss of where I work aware of all of this so that I will now be escorted to and from the building to ensure my safety.
So, I left him. I left him and started to work on me. I was in the trouple (i had ex's consent to fuck them while he was in jail) and they helped me start to see my own worth. I met my husband a few months later. I wasn't looking for another one on one relationship. Spartacus and I started talking, hanging out. And things blossomed. Everytime I moved though, I brought all of exs stuff with me. I didn't want to be THAT person who just left them and all of their worldly possessions disappeared as well. When ex got out in 2018, he texted me and he came and got his stuff while Spartacus was home. I felt we left at that point on better terms. Cue him not contacting me until about 2/3 weeks ago. He texted me that he was coming to my job to talk and he didn't want to tell me about it via text. Spartacus drove to my job. I met him, Spartacus staying a few feet away to give us space but to be there if I needed him. We talked. He left.
Last wednesday, I was made aware to the fake Fetlife profile he had made. He linked it to my personal facebook account telling people to message me there. I got a slew of friend requests and messages from people I didn't know nor had any friends connected to. These people told me about the account. They gave me screen shots and other information that I needed to take the account down. Friends of mine that are on Fetlife (not outing them) reported the account. The people who contacted me also reported the account on my behalf. Friday, the account was taken down after two days of people sending me dick pics and the like. I thought that was the end.
Today he accessed my old tumblr accounts that I haven't been on since 2014/2015/2016. He posted the vids on my account. I deleted the post. Changed the password and am now in the process of exporting my accounts and deleting them. I have deleted 2 blogs so far. I have about 6 more to go. But as I do this I am shaking. I am crying. My Costochondritis is acting up due to all the mental and emotional instability that I am right now with my PTSD acting up. I was diagnosed with PTSD back in 2013 during the biggest part of the abuse. I do not take that diagnosis lightly. I have had to make my boss of where I work aware of all of this so that I will now be escorted to and from the building to ensure my safety.
Live Streams
Posted 5 years agoFor anyone that wants to watch my live streams of working on art, just go to my official art page on Facebook. Just search Dead Wonderland Artbook. I've been streaming almost every day this current week due to having to take time off to deal with all the mental shit being a pharmacy worker has brought on with Covid.
Looking forward to seeing you all there.
Looking forward to seeing you all there.
Pandemic and Essential
Posted 5 years agoSo I haven't had much time to do anything since the pandemic started. I am an essential person due to working in a pharmacy. I am seeing first hand how shit is going down and it has not been good. Due to my mother being immune compromised I have not been able to see my children or my parents since Feb. I do talk to them on the phone and via text but it is getting harder every fucking day to keep going. My doctor upped my Zoloft and that has helped a bit but I'm getting so mentally and physically exhausted.
Spartacus has also started a new job where he is also essential. He's now a security guard (being a veteran they hired him on the spot). As such some of the places he goes to have become dangerous (Walmart as an example).
These are trying times and I just wish things would start to look like there as hope of it getting better. But there isn't.
Spartacus has also started a new job where he is also essential. He's now a security guard (being a veteran they hired him on the spot). As such some of the places he goes to have become dangerous (Walmart as an example).
These are trying times and I just wish things would start to look like there as hope of it getting better. But there isn't.
New year!! Same me tho lol
Posted 5 years agoI keep forgetting about this account. I really need to try to be more on here.
I got married last year! In fact my 1 year wedding anniversary is this month on the 25th. Surprisingly Spartacus and I both have the day off so that will be very nice and a welcome change.
My kids absolutely adore him and he has been a good rock for them. My daughter has opened up to him about her feelings toward her biological dad. He lets her talk and doesn't give his opinion. He has only ever said to her, "I cant talk about my feelings towards him. I don't know him. I haven't met him. But your feelings toward him is valid and real. You are allowed to have the feelings that you have. I'm here for you if you want to talk and I will not give opinion about him." So that has helped her a lot now that she is 12 going on 13. My son was never close to his biological dad but he absolutely adores his step dad. They even bought him xmas gifts this year with their allowances.
I have finally accomplished what I think every human wants. A happy existence. I'm doing conventions. Did 4 last year and even got to meet some amazing artists and people! I'm trying to do more this year. Getting a late start though cause I'm working on a coloring book that I will be offering at my table.
I did set up of Ko-fi account! So please feel free to purchase a coffee. Every little bit helps to creating more things (like the coloring book) and other things to help improve my art status.
http://www.ko-fi.com/deadwonderlandartbook
I got married last year! In fact my 1 year wedding anniversary is this month on the 25th. Surprisingly Spartacus and I both have the day off so that will be very nice and a welcome change.
My kids absolutely adore him and he has been a good rock for them. My daughter has opened up to him about her feelings toward her biological dad. He lets her talk and doesn't give his opinion. He has only ever said to her, "I cant talk about my feelings towards him. I don't know him. I haven't met him. But your feelings toward him is valid and real. You are allowed to have the feelings that you have. I'm here for you if you want to talk and I will not give opinion about him." So that has helped her a lot now that she is 12 going on 13. My son was never close to his biological dad but he absolutely adores his step dad. They even bought him xmas gifts this year with their allowances.
I have finally accomplished what I think every human wants. A happy existence. I'm doing conventions. Did 4 last year and even got to meet some amazing artists and people! I'm trying to do more this year. Getting a late start though cause I'm working on a coloring book that I will be offering at my table.
I did set up of Ko-fi account! So please feel free to purchase a coffee. Every little bit helps to creating more things (like the coloring book) and other things to help improve my art status.
http://www.ko-fi.com/deadwonderlandartbook
Life
Posted 7 years agoLife is as life does.
- My brother got married and had a hip surgery.
- My own ceremony is drawing closer. Rings have arrived, head piece has arrive and just waiting on dress.
- work is work
- have to deal with my high school ex and his family at work but that doesn't get me down
- arting is going fairly well
I am loving life. Quite fully.
Bu I received a note on here two weeks back. I didn't see it until now and well, the account that sent it is set to be deleted and now i cant read the note and I really want to....
- My brother got married and had a hip surgery.
- My own ceremony is drawing closer. Rings have arrived, head piece has arrive and just waiting on dress.
- work is work
- have to deal with my high school ex and his family at work but that doesn't get me down
- arting is going fairly well
I am loving life. Quite fully.
Bu I received a note on here two weeks back. I didn't see it until now and well, the account that sent it is set to be deleted and now i cant read the note and I really want to....
Patreon?
Posted 7 years agoI've been going back and forth about if I should make a Patreon or a Kofi page. Just something for a little more money flow. I started to work again after been out since December 22nd on medical leave. I had a hysterectomy so I had to wait for that to heal on up.
My one year anniversary with Spartacus is coming up and I have a surprise I wanna try to whip up. Plus any other kind of assistance is nice just because seems we only ever just pay the bills and pray to survive to the next round of paychecks.
At this point, just looking for advice on if those two sites are worth setting up.
My one year anniversary with Spartacus is coming up and I have a surprise I wanna try to whip up. Plus any other kind of assistance is nice just because seems we only ever just pay the bills and pray to survive to the next round of paychecks.
At this point, just looking for advice on if those two sites are worth setting up.
Wow
Posted 7 years agoI am horrible at keeping up with these. Okay so just been a whole lot of change from the last journal. Stay turned.
Broken pipes flooded my house
Posted 10 years agoHi,
I know I haven't been on much. I lost internet. I also lost my heat last week. While trying to get a delivery of heating fuel, my pipes froze. Everything was starting to look like I would get heat on Tuesday. Well....today my frozen pipes and water tank burst. Flooded my bathroom, hallway and part of my bedroom. I have lost my job so I don't have the money for repairs.....I set up an account at gofundme.com. I'm not used to doing this but....every little bit helps....please. .
The link is - gofundme.com/mzjsz0
Thank you....
I know I haven't been on much. I lost internet. I also lost my heat last week. While trying to get a delivery of heating fuel, my pipes froze. Everything was starting to look like I would get heat on Tuesday. Well....today my frozen pipes and water tank burst. Flooded my bathroom, hallway and part of my bedroom. I have lost my job so I don't have the money for repairs.....I set up an account at gofundme.com. I'm not used to doing this but....every little bit helps....please. .
The link is - gofundme.com/mzjsz0
Thank you....
Commissions
Posted 11 years agoAnyone? Anyone at all? Even if its a twenty dollars I will do a whole pic. Bills are stacking up horribly. Rent is past due...phone is past due....internet is past due....kids bday is coming up and I need presents for that....
Please? Anyone?
Please? Anyone?
Sorry
Posted 11 years agoSorry about blowing up everyones message box with all my art. Been a while since i updated lol
Bday results
Posted 11 years agoBday was really awesome. My kids loved the Lego movie. I spoiled them that day too lol Popcorn, rootbeer and then fast food for a late lunch. Then I let them play their video games when we made it back home.
So I have acquired for this anniversary of my coming into existence:
-Two doll Monster High Die-ner set
-Create-a-monster - Glob and Ice girl set (Monster High)
-Text message Monster High toy (Im mailing Yami out one cause mindtwin!)
-Rainbow power Fluttershy
-7 rainbow power blind pony bags
-Rainbow power mini pony play set (Daring Do Dash, Twilight Sparkle and Rainbow Dash)
-3d black crystal skull puzzle
-Ghouls Alive: Spectra (Monster High)
-Monster High: Scaris - Frankie Stein and Ghoulia Yelps doll
-World of Warcraft: Catalysm - Collectors Edition (It came with soundtrack, trading cards, artbook, dvd, mousepad, and the expansion itself)
-fishing pool for trout fishing (APRIL FIRST!!)
-Frozen dvd
-Dragon oil warmer
-Before Watchmen: Dr. Manhattan - Issues 1- 4 (whole series)
-Before Watchmen: Moloch - Issues 1- 2 (whole series)
-Harvest Moon: Grand Bazaar
I think I made out like a bandit. Also got my car repaired. Turned out to be a short in my rear light. Replaced. All lights work fine now. Woot woot!!
So I have acquired for this anniversary of my coming into existence:
-Two doll Monster High Die-ner set
-Create-a-monster - Glob and Ice girl set (Monster High)
-Text message Monster High toy (Im mailing Yami out one cause mindtwin!)
-Rainbow power Fluttershy
-7 rainbow power blind pony bags
-Rainbow power mini pony play set (Daring Do Dash, Twilight Sparkle and Rainbow Dash)
-3d black crystal skull puzzle
-Ghouls Alive: Spectra (Monster High)
-Monster High: Scaris - Frankie Stein and Ghoulia Yelps doll
-World of Warcraft: Catalysm - Collectors Edition (It came with soundtrack, trading cards, artbook, dvd, mousepad, and the expansion itself)
-fishing pool for trout fishing (APRIL FIRST!!)
-Frozen dvd
-Dragon oil warmer
-Before Watchmen: Dr. Manhattan - Issues 1- 4 (whole series)
-Before Watchmen: Moloch - Issues 1- 2 (whole series)
-Harvest Moon: Grand Bazaar
I think I made out like a bandit. Also got my car repaired. Turned out to be a short in my rear light. Replaced. All lights work fine now. Woot woot!!
BDay
Posted 11 years agoWell its about two hours into my birthday and 29 doesn't feel much different. I got about 300.00 from my family. Which I used to finish picking up presents for my son's bday which is in ten days. I managed to pick up a few things for myself and have some left over to take my children out to see the LEGO movie today. Special one on one mommy time. I don't get that often enough.
Car Trouble Commissions
Posted 11 years agoSo yeah apparently my car has an electrical short or a blown fuse or fucking something. So Im taking on commissions cause I need to get this fixed asap. No interior lights and no back lights. My brake lights and turn signals work on the back and the front but my back running lights are non existent.
PRICES:
Sketch - 15.00
Inked - 25.00
Marker - 35.00
Colored Pencil - 45.00
Watercolor - 55.00
Doesn't matter how many characters or if its full page. Message me on here and we can hash out the ideas and paypal.
PRICES:
Sketch - 15.00
Inked - 25.00
Marker - 35.00
Colored Pencil - 45.00
Watercolor - 55.00
Doesn't matter how many characters or if its full page. Message me on here and we can hash out the ideas and paypal.
Sickness
Posted 11 years agoI think its the flu but no insurance so no doc visit. Even if I needed meds I couldn't afford them. Mostly cause the Health Care Marketplace is dragging its feet on approving me.
So Im curled up in my comfy nest-like moon chair, my fleece blanket and Draculaura ragdoll. Im staring at paper and trying to think of what to draw. I could do the next installment of this series I started on my RP blog on Tumblr or I could do the one commission I have left to do. Or I could even finish my EnterVoid character concept so I can get that in for approval.
Muse is pretty much tell me to fuck off.
Guess we will see what it DOES want me to draw.
So Im curled up in my comfy nest-like moon chair, my fleece blanket and Draculaura ragdoll. Im staring at paper and trying to think of what to draw. I could do the next installment of this series I started on my RP blog on Tumblr or I could do the one commission I have left to do. Or I could even finish my EnterVoid character concept so I can get that in for approval.
Muse is pretty much tell me to fuck off.
Guess we will see what it DOES want me to draw.
Finally Got One
Posted 11 years agoOh my god! I don't know how many people follow me who are Monster High fans but I love them. Yes I collect them. Extensively. But I've been hunting for YEARS for Jackson Jeklyll and Holt Hyde. For obvious reasons if you really know me.
WELL I JUST GOT JACKSON TODAY!! He's my "bribery" to go to therapy this week. Or positive reinforcement. Whichever you prefer.
WELL I JUST GOT JACKSON TODAY!! He's my "bribery" to go to therapy this week. Or positive reinforcement. Whichever you prefer.
Welp
Posted 11 years agoWell its a been a while since I updated this.
Life is hard right now but that seems to be how it goes. Kids are healthy and happy. Doing well in school from what I hear. I plan on taking them to the Lego movie once Im healthy again. Got hit by the flu and am well laid up.
Im not really posting here much anymore. I've moved on to weasly. Not under this name. I've moved from this name. This name isn't me.
Im still a Sinner yes. I will always be a Sinner. Till the day I die. I got the tattoo after all on my lower back. But not this name. This ain't me.
If you want my weasly PM me.
-Sara-Sinner
Life is hard right now but that seems to be how it goes. Kids are healthy and happy. Doing well in school from what I hear. I plan on taking them to the Lego movie once Im healthy again. Got hit by the flu and am well laid up.
Im not really posting here much anymore. I've moved on to weasly. Not under this name. I've moved from this name. This name isn't me.
Im still a Sinner yes. I will always be a Sinner. Till the day I die. I got the tattoo after all on my lower back. But not this name. This ain't me.
If you want my weasly PM me.
-Sara-Sinner
Holiday Happenings
Posted 11 years agoSo I got a Wacom Bamboo Create tablet for Xmas. Im still fiddling around with it and trying to figure it out fully lol It feels so strange and unstable compared to pencil and paper.
Commissions
Posted 12 years agoAlright so I'm taking commissions again. I don't have a pretty price thingie made up. Sorry. But I do have my prices here.
- Sketch - $15.00
- Inked - $25.00
- Colored - pencils - $45.00
- Colored - marker - $35.00
This is also for Full page work and a single character. Depending on what you want the prices can be negotiated. Send me a pm if you are interested.
- Sketch - $15.00
- Inked - $25.00
- Colored - pencils - $45.00
- Colored - marker - $35.00
This is also for Full page work and a single character. Depending on what you want the prices can be negotiated. Send me a pm if you are interested.
Commissions
Posted 12 years agoAlright so I'm taking commissions again. I don't have a pretty price thingie made up. Sorry. But I do have my prices here.
- Sketch - $15.00
- Inked - $25.00
- Colored - pencils - $45.00
- Colored - marker - $35.00
This is also for Full page work and a single character. Depending on what you want the prices can be negotiated. Send me a pm if you are interested.
- Sketch - $15.00
- Inked - $25.00
- Colored - pencils - $45.00
- Colored - marker - $35.00
This is also for Full page work and a single character. Depending on what you want the prices can be negotiated. Send me a pm if you are interested.
Commissions
Posted 12 years agoI'm taking commissions for Tinks. There are a few examples of them in my gallery. A single Tink is 10.00. I can turn them into badges as well and plan on doing some for tumblr dash con when it comes time for it.
FML
Posted 12 years agoWhy do I keep forgetting this place. Could be cause I don't draw porn as much as I used to. But I plan on fixing that. Let a guy I was with for almost seven years after he caused us to lose our kids. My parents adopted them so I still get to spend time with them. I'm trying to get back to drawing and I'm also working again. I'm just searching for my new happiness.
