So you remember how I said I wasn't out of the woods in that last update? I couldn't have been more right if I tried. It seems that my cancer has resurfaced in at LEAST my liver so far. Testing is only just beggining however, will know if it's popped up anywhere else tomorrow hopefully. (Writing this in the hospital.)

So this is delightful. On the plus side it does seem this has sped up our plans to begin treatment immensely. And they still say it's treatable so yeah. Gonna whoop cancers ass. But juuust in case... for those friends here...thanks for everything. You guys are awesome and probably the reason I'm alive to write this. Seriously, thanks for entertaining this boring, talentless dork this long.

Probably should have updated sooner rather than worrying anyone that saw the last. Ah, I'm alive for the time being/ Surgery was a success but Cancer is still a worry. Highly malignant cancer. apparently there's only been maybe 30 TOTAL cases of this form of cancer in the kidney so...yay me for being a rare case? *Shrugs* Keeping strong all the same. I worry like mad at times but well..I'm going to kick cancer's ass. If my aunt can beat breast cancer, I can take this.

So yeah/ Basically what the tital says.I've had this rather large swelling in my right abdomen for a couple of months, though it only got worrying last month. It turns out it's currently a 21cm tumor on my dead/dying right kidney which is currently large enough to press on my Aorta a little. Not pretty. So tomorrow (Well 13 hours from now.) I'm going into surgery to have the bastard removed. Kinda hoping the cancer (Yes, it's confirmed malignant. Cancerous.) Dies along with the removal, but ahhh..I'm not that lucky.

As with any surgery there's a chance I won't be making it so er...assuming I don't put up a journal in a few weeks... yeah. See ya on the other side folks. If I'm alright I'll let ya all know when I can get home.

Well geez, how long has it been since I posted anything on here? Bah. Stupid writers block that doesn't seem to apply to RPs. anyway I has news, I just made rabbithole accounts you can check out for the VERY long list of things I would do and VERY short list of things I wouldn't (Note a few of the more gross ones will only happen in enslavement situations where frankly the slave has little to say about it.)

Bit of a warning, young ones turn away now. :D

Before I referred you to Rabbit hole pages. Well now I'm on Flist.

http://www.f-list.net/c/Shay%20Renard/

Shay here has all my likes and a few dislikes. The others on my list list their own :P

Yep, me. Damn, a full year without doing anything but viewing, I must be a whole new level of fail. I'll likely be posting my smutty writing here, my decent stuff (In terms of You know what :P, not talent.) Will be staying elsewhere. Hopefully I can meet SOMEONE that likes my crap lol. Maybe an RP partner or two...