There has been so many instances in which I have a grand mal seizure. This time, I was overwhelmed with a memory loss. Luckily, my loved ones managed to save me from dying. It's a good thing that neither Khord Kitty nor his butt buddy Joel Kanouse know where I live because I just feel like they are conspiring against me. I just know I have to be careful. I never thought I would be gone THIS long. But, I am happy to finally be back. It's a good thing that I don't have to allow them to use the furry cons to lure me into another trap. Last time I voted, I voted against Trump because of his ambition to reign over all mankind. This time, however, I voted for Trump in hopes of making sure those ungrateful to me and those who prefer to have restraining orders against me end up feeling EXACTLY what they willed me and they don't deserve to be respected because they rig my heart and want to make me lose EVERYTHING that is important to me knowing I would never cost ANYONE a single thing that is important to them. All who would rather have me banned are just simply aware that I never did anyone any wrong to deserve it. Hate is all I have anymore because of those wilful to burden my loved ones with needless demands and to wrong them in whatever way would set me against them. I voted against Trump because of his evil ambition to always win. But, the reason I voted for Trump THIS TIME was to make sure those ungrateful to me that blocked me, banned me, reported me, denied me the right to be accepted for how I am, etc end up wishing they had never rigged my heart in the first place because they ALL have been rigging my heart for far too long. My prayers shall be in kindness and care for others who go through this.

Sincerely.

Itachi Prower

Confession to the furry fandom:

I would hate to go to war in real life because too much innocent blood has been spilt and there are too many riots going on. I used to have the same kind of blind hatred as the now-foolish people who are for the "social justice" thing that isn't really justice at all but more like a way of discrimination that denies its wickedness out of claiming every single victim it could. I used to waste a couple and a half decades of my youth daydreaming about walking the path of personal glory like they do in the real world nowadays. As a matter of fact, there are so many impeachable things that I have said and done that are grounds to being overthrown (provided that I am sitting on the throne which is a bit early right now) and it is only fair that the furry fandon have an impeachment party in which I am willing to serve as the practice dummy they will need. I paid a high price walking the path of personal glory (in all worlds) and it will haunt me forever and always. I have not only made threats of violence and death wishes against those deserving but also a lot who were not (even loved ones) and I even spent my teenager time being ambitious as to let my lust for a wonderful aide I had in middle school become the boss of me and she was very nervous about it because of all the trouble I was getting her into. I never realized how horrible the karma on my soul had gotten until it was too late and now it will haunt me for all eternity.


The conflict I have:

Senator Mitch McConnell is willing to sacrifice countless others to avoid having any sorrows in him. As much as I intend to put an end to his wickedness and free all the souls he enslaved, I don't feel safe doing IRL murders because it has happened too often and I just don't want the urge to go to war any sooner than I have to because the furry fandom is falling apart and it has been having so many a horrible effect on a lot of very special people who role-play to help us not to be bored with anything in general. I dread what will happen if Mitch McConnell gets the soul of the Dark Queen (role-playing lady) because he can actually use it to rig reality through stories and dreams as well as all else. I don't want McConnell to lay a finger on ANY of the sweethearts who made ABC's Once Upon a Time (especially Lana Parrilla) because he will use their souls to steal the stories and, in turn, ruin all reality. Like I preach on all of social media, real-life violence comes at a price that exceeds the fun at least a thousand-fold which is why I prefer to stick to violent video games instead because it helps me to contain my evil ideas so they don't go after anybody else again. I have been afraid to live a normal life because every time I do I end up becoming weak-hearted which is why I choose to live as a Titan from an ancient fable with historical context from now on because it is easier for me.

I have decided that peace will be the New Year Resolution for the new decade. No more violence in real life because it is not worth losing loved ones. That is why I prefer to stay as close to cyberspace as possible to help everyone find their inner peace from now on.

What the furry haters don't get is that the furries are humans like the furry haters themselves. That is how our human race walks the path of self-destruction. This echo of a witch hunt represents a failure to listen to the voice of reason. By hating on furries humans hurt their fellow humans inside them. That is why the furry hatred need to stop.


This is the link to the tweet I made based on the witch hunters our furry fandom is dealing with: https://twitter.com/SirJacobDale/st.....30064070705154

I know in my heart that rushing a romance would ruin it. I have actually learned from the ruinations of romances and I do need to prove it. Why run from a failed marriage when one can learn from it and have a chance to do better at being a spouse? I choose to learn from the mistakes of others and I decided to post my tweets and will put the links here:

https://twitter.com/SirJacobDale/st.....73868093874177

https://twitter.com/SirJacobDale/st.....56840503963649

https://twitter.com/SirJacobDale/st.....28032233152514

https://twitter.com/SirJacobDale/st.....75667116318720

https://twitter.com/SirJacobDale/st.....46947303956481

https://twitter.com/SirJacobDale/st.....97758969864193

https://twitter.com/SirJacobDale/st.....09988503724032

Only by following all of these guidelines and one forge the best kind of family ever. Always learn, remeber, and never forget all seven of these tweets I posted on Twitter and they will be the best guidelines to having the best results for the marriage that will above all else be for true love.

Ever since I stopped taking pills and the pharmacy stuff I felt more freedom and the ability to function better. I always keep forgetting the basic needs in my nice new home and I have so much to relearn. If I am not able to attend Anthrocon I will at least try to be on youtube as much as possible watching livestreams. If I had a fursuit and was able to go to AC I would gladly make the trip and be ever cheerful enjoying the furry con with all our fellow furries. If I were to sing though I would end up being tempted to participate in the popularity contests that have been pushing our beloved furry fandom to self-destruction and that is a dreadful risk I refuse to take. I don't need personal glory to be happy. If I am to have a wedding I prefer to get married in a fursuit and I prefer to marry for true love (not personal gain) and avoid adultery at all costs. I don't need any real people porno because one peek at that nonsense is temptation to be an adulterer. What I love about yiff art is that it can get me aroused to make babies and none can do adultery with those yiff art characters because they aren't real and as a matter of fact they are better than real. I prefer to look at yiff art as a way to give birth to cubs and they show us how parents give birth to children. When the wife I marry becomes pregnant it will be time to lay the adult arts to rest and focus on clean and G-Rated nurturing of the babyfurs. Gotta give the child time to grow up and then give the child some siblings. Just gotta make sure our children reach adulthood BEFORE they dare approach the yiff art and then they can give birth and then my spouse and I will be grandparents and we get to have grandchildren to love and nurture as our adorable babyfurs. If I was ever to have such a beloved bride I hope it's gonna be the Bride of Darkness because that was she was the best bride I ever saw here on FA since my last furry convention (Furpocalypse 2014) at which I witnessed a wonderful fursuit wedding that was so adorable and so much better than any ordinary wedding. I know and understand how evil works and I learned from not only the failures of others but my own as well. Being a Dark Lord would mean achieving karma that can truly lead to living hundreds or thousands of years in agony, boredom, and confinement which is one of the most dreadful curses ever. But, I must not let anything prevent me from being a true and loving father and husband. If I am to be a husband I must confess ALL my past sins. I may not remember much but I do remember that friends and family are more valuable than any kind of fame. I will keep in my heart that a world that knows nothing of evil is the easiest prey for all predators. Such is the unavoidable truth none can escape no matter how hard they try. I could put as much distance between me and the truth as I wanted to but I don't need to anymore because I prefer to live in truth instead of the lies I have always made for myself to live in. Never again will I accept living lies because it is time for me to begin a better life being an advisor for furry conventions because I learned from my mistakes at the cons and furry websites and would love to share my wisdom with fellow furries in hopes of saving the furries from the popularity contests that tempted them to cheat their own kind. The detective shows my dad used to watch when he was alive proved one truth that all mankind wishes was a lie: Humans are willing to sacrifice their own when overcome by greed. Greed is our enemy because once it starts you will always want more. WE MUST SURVIVE!!!!!! Don't do public yiff because when I tried that out it turned out awful and that is why I ended up on the streets getting mugged. Heed the warnings in the conbooks so you can escape my dreadful fate. May your 4th of July weekend be ever so peaceful. I love you all.

Furry End of the World: Dec. 21 2012

Mayan Apocalypse weekend is when I went to my first Furry Con and I am glad. I got to witness a lot of family oriented cuddles and hugs and my nephew liked the otter eating cereal in the suit. Before this furrycon I thought God was holding me back but he proved me wrong, He gave me a chance to have the independence I needed to survive. I didn't wanna risk being told no so I snuck it and I snuck out of the horrible house of pain and suffering to go to the fur con. Every single moment was worth more to me than unlimited funds and the ability to go outside moral and legal obligations. When the con ended I went back to the horrid house. I had to choose between being trapped by a household that was REALLY holding me back and being free to be with all the furries for that weekend. I chose freedom because it was worth all the peaceful time and I also chose to be the Chosen One rank with my fursona on the furrycon badge. There are no moments I did not like at the con. It was the best new beginning for me.

Anthrocon 2013:

JBadger was a good man who brought me to and from Anthrocon. I miss him a whole lot. Anthrocon proved to be the best con ever and we all enjoyed every moment. It was worth all the effort getting packed and ready to come and go. I felt so much comfort that helped me cope with all the follies I had in the past. I chose to be a Sponsor and decided to pay to help the horses. I witnessed a lot more fun and games as well as all the happiness that was throughout the whole con.


FA United 6:

This is the con at which I found out that there is no need to spy on anyone. I used stealth and the fursuiter (NOT GOING TO SAY WHO) did not like being spied on. I actually did enjoy spending time with Gray Muzzle and vice versa. I got to witness a My Little Pony panel and spoke about what I would be if I was a villian. I just hope nobody is still feeling raw about it because they are sweethearts. Don't get me wrong. I am glad My Little Pony came to be.

FurFright 2013:

This is a con at which I had too much to drink and I was such a creeper. I have seen an awesome cosplayer who was Scorpion. It was worth the trip. I was foolish to have so much alcohol at any moment of the con because I almost got kicked out. Other than that, I had a wonderful time at the con and always enjoyed hugging every fursuiter and always will. At the end of the con I was so drunk and I went to my hotel room and puked into the toilet because I drank too much.

Game of Con Chairs (FurryCon 2014):

I will never forget the carelessness that put me on the streets. I let my awful alcohol addiction follow me to this convention. Not only was I getting drunk again and having hangovers but I had a psychotic episode that scared everyone. I should have stayed away from alcohol and instead simply just simply be sober for the furries. I realized (not a moment before I was banished as punishment for the outburst I had there) just how serious the Con Chair was about his weapons policy. Any weapon brandished at the con would be the Con Chair's property and the weilder would be banished, I learned from experience that getting drunk is something that must never be done at any furry con.

Anthrocon 2014:

My favorite family guy EvilDante was a wonderful roommate and driver who brought me to and from the return trip. I am also glad met the most beautiful sweetheart ever. I met our dearest Cupcake Queen and felt lots of love. Salvation came to me the night I met her. I also bought a doggie bowl there and the dog at home loved the bowl (which is now my inheretince because she passed away) and I am gonna keep it safe from prying eyes. I am also glad that I got to enjoy the con and felt comfy in the crowd. I love our dearest Cupcake Queen with all my heart and I feel lost without her. No one will ever be any better. I don't wanna live without her.

Furpocalypse 2014 (the last furry con I went to):

This one was a return trip to FurFright and it had a new name: Furpocalypse. The bartender and I made a pact and agreed that I get no alcohol and so many improvements were made. I also got to meet my blood brother who was a furry and we did some hookahs together. I enjoyed the fursuit wedding that Gray Muzzle told me about and I am glad I got to sit with him and others witnessing the marriage. Not a moment before the whole con ran its course did I see the best Halloween costume on the Cupcake Queen: Bride of Darkness. I felt more comfort every moment of the con and found peace. Sadly, I haven't been able to go to another furry con since this con ended. But, the best thing is that my mom brought me to and from the con and I got to enjoy every moment like I did Anthrocon.

It has been almost four years since I have been to a furry con. I have a lot of saving up to do and need to get better so I can go to work and work better to make money for a fursuit and go to a con as a fursuiter (not as a human) and for the sake of helping animals and the environment.

low budget and people wanting more money is a pain in the ass. it will be VERY hard to stay in touch with everyone (on any website) and I just can't cope. it's just not fair

I haven't been on here in a while due to loss of network. Refreshing it helps a lot though. I do have a long way to go before I can be a father and husband for real.

My mom will be in the hospital tonight. Best we can do is send prayers. Her whole side is in pain and it's getting harder for her to moves. I too pray she will be alright,

My phone fell into the toilet and it stopped working and not ever the rice could save it. Sometimes the internet goes down but playing the blame game only makes things worse. I will keep you all in my heart. Love and prayers to all.

As much as I want to make Trump pay for the poaching he has done and gotten away with, I don't want to hurt the feeling of the furries with the hate stuff. I'm willing to do my best to resist the temptation for all of you. I just don't know how we are going to cope with the corruption in the country.

Someone please bring down 336 West High Street of Bound Brook NJ and demolish the whole fucking property so it can never control me or anyone else ever again and don't defend it or save it because the fucking property has been sucking me and my family dry and needs to be completely destroyed and it's remains sent to the dumps to be smelted and in turn set us all free.

I had a grand total of six grand mal seizures and the last one I had was the one in which I was almost dead. I almost died in it but I was absolutely lucky to have our loved ones. Prayers helped too.
Sadly, I am epileptic now. I am even now a candidate for Sudden Unexplained Death from Epilepsy. I just hope it doesn't occur. I don't wanna leave you furries hanging.

Love you all

Furry End of the World: I felt the long awaited comfort that I never knew I always longed for. My mom and I cleaned up the mess I made.

Anthrocon 2013: As soon as JBadger brought me to Anthrocon, I started eating healthy. But, a little while after the con was over, I went back to eating fast food and grease.

FAU6: Everyone just needed to vent. We all needed it. I misunderstood a good-hearted crusader because of what Encyclopedia Dramatica said about him.

FurFright 2013: As soon as I got drunk I started being a creeper. I witnessed the true love I would have felt had I not let my addiction to alcohol rule me over. The result of my carelessness is why they don't call it FurFright for nothing.

Game of Con Chairs (FurryCon 2014): I was a fool to let my alcoholism to follow me to this convention. The worst thing is that I ended up infighting within the Furry Fandom (FurryCon staff and Con Chair included.)

Anthrocon 2014: I felt true love for first time ever. It was the con at which I met our beloved Demeter. I managed to meditate in an absolutely brand new way.

Furpocalypse 2014: The bartender and I made a pact to set me free from drinking alcohol for good and the best thing is that I got to go to a wonderful wedding that felt like true love.

This is a link to important info our friend Khord Kitty found and it is gonna be a shock to all of you when you read it.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7833502/

The day after tomorrow is when I will be at the hospital and there the doctors will up my meds so they can witness the side effects of the medications and while i am there I will have an EEG on my head and I'll be there for 3-5 days. I am not sure how long I will be there. I'm unsure if I will be able to go online while I am at the hospital.

I've just feel it is time for me to let go of all the adult rated. I am finally ready to be a daddy and start anew with our loved ones. I wanna be at Anthrocon with as many roommates as possible and have as many carpoolers as possible just so I can be there. I haven't been able to go to furry cons in so long that I just miss being there. I would happily help pay for gas and room. I have a VERY good friend at Anthrocon who is suffering because of false friends and it is disgusting that they get away with their cruelty and are allowed to hurt her like that. No one should be allowed to do ANYTHING like that to ANYONE. I am willing to give my life to help her as she is deserving of a clean slate and better treatment. It is past time.

Yours Truly,

Itachi Prower

P. S. I am moving to a new account  itachi-prower

as soon as I saw the post on JBadger passing away, I cried my eyes out. I could never cope with the loss because he was a very good friend and I miss him. I noticed there will be a gathering for him at AC and I wanna be there with everyone. It's been too long. I pray JBadger will be happy. I hope I can join the AC staff and honor him by helping keep Anthrocon happy and being there for all the furs. I just need a ride and a room and I am all set. I will do my best to save money until the con. I miss you all

Itachi Prower

She needs help. https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7569976/

Any and all commissions are the best kind of help. I could use some commissions myself but I do have some skills to work on for the world.

A few weeks in Colorado was wonderful. The vacation was peaceful and we were able to get the stress off of us. Now that we are back home, I do need to save up for Anthrocon. I miss cuddling with fursuiters and wandering around the convention. it was always wonderful at the furcons and peaceful. I miss all you furries at the furcons

Taking a flight back to New Jersey. I will let you all know when I make it home. Love you all.

Colorado was a lot of fun. My brothers and I all got to hang out together. Soon, however, my mom, my little brother, and I will be going back to New Jersey. There are jobs we are willing to apply for and I do need to save up for Anthrocon and a fursuit. It has been too long since I have been at the furcon with all you sweethearts. I miss you all. I wanna be a furry so badly. I am glad I made my fursona. Looking forward to being there for everyone.

Love you all

Gonna be taking some time offline and enjoy the vacation.