Yep... it's my birthday... been a while since I used one of these. but today is my birthday. I'll be honest, I've dreaded it. I'm 28 now and not fully sure what I want in life. There is so much I don't know how to do on my own, and I'm afraid to fail. I don't wanna feel like a burden to anyone, but I don't wanna be alone somewhere that no one can help me, or even notice me. I guess I'm used to following someone else's plan, that I know if I plan anything, it will fail. I don't want to fail, at the same time, I don't want to be a bother... I'm a simple guy, I just want to draw and have people like it. I wanna get a new laptop and start doing digital art. I wanna do animations, maybe have a YouTube channel. I want to find someone to love and support me, I want others to be around me. I just don't really want to fail,and end up someplace worse than where I am now... I guess to anyone reading this I ask, how do you do it? I'm sure you probably are living happily, with friends or loved ones, feeling comfortable where you are, you might be doing even better than me. I ask what's your secret that I'm not getting? Is there still hope for someone like me?

Sorry for venting, these are feelings I had bubbling inside me for a while now...

Does anyone know whenever I post something, it posted sideways? Is it something I'm doing wrong? I'm open to anything here...

I finally got a new laptop, so I'm excited to get back into digital art soon. I only have this one question, does anyone know any free art programs I can work with? I've been searching the web for a few hours now but I still don't know witch one to go with. I think medibang paint is good, but do I need anything to go with it? Some help would be greatly appreciated.

I was surprised Saberspark himself review the movie. But he said Hersent herself should have been cut, and I say, nah, to that. Besides I already made fan art of her XD.