ok so i was lurking the webs and came across

 Kabaje

so go friggen watch them...

and ive been in love with their art for god knows how long..

check these badboys out!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8061928/

AND threw it on the GROUND.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gAYL5H46QnQ

im back. finally. exam in chemistry tomorrow but after that expect to see MANY overdue pics to be uploaded. i have 3 badges, 3 full body images, a couple of chibi's, and a BUNCH of gift art xD

sorry for my absence. so much has gone down in life.. hospitals, deaths, school, stress, anxiety, etc. I know its not an excuse but please believe me when i say this.. I TRULY did NOT go on the internet for a few weeks. not at all. and after that the only sites i went to were facebook, and msn messenger. sometimes wow here and there.. but depression got the best of me and i couldnt even think about doing art and stuff. im terribly sorry.


so in other news, i have this wonderful girl.. who means the world to me<3 wouldnt trade her for the world. if you havent already you should go give her a watch.. and check out that gallery of fantastic art... its to die for. literally. shes the sweetest woman alive<3 and i love her dearly<3

 oisiin

GO GO GO. so anyway. im going to go put groceries away, and clean my apartment.. do a ton of studying.. and yeah. art tomorrow i promise! check my facebook for updates and such!

go here.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3186743/

because her art is unbelievably amazing. so do it.


















GOOO!!! WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE!?!?!?!?!

fucking emofags. its a trend. you dress the way you do because you want to conform to nonconformity. You all are so fuggin annoying.

"Its not a phase.. ITS WHO I REALLY AM" yeah? ok you tweens. 16 years and up. it was a trend. if your under the age of 21 and dress like a complete emofag... you need a reality check. all you freaks with thick black lines all over your faces really do ruin it. you took something with meaning and shat all over it.


CONGRATULATIONS you suck.

HURHUR I GOT MAH LIP PIERCED AND MY BANGS COVER MY FACE. I WEAR A SHIT TON OF BLACK EYE MAKEUP TO PORTRAY DEATH BECAUSE DEATH IS UPON US..


why dont you make my day, and go through with these "suicide" threats. or better yet, make my life and post a video of you doing it. LIVE STREAM IT. id love to watch a flake like you do something like that. fuggin attention whore.


/rant over.

I know your a raging lesbian for me which is why you constantly stalk every website i go on in attempt to draw out emotion or reaction. Ill just have you know, that you are a shallow, blackhearted wench. and you need to get a life. I know. its hard to live life without drama.. but i have faith that YOU CAN DO IT.


so if you have an issue. email me. ill send you my cell# and you and I can have a phonechat.



so anyway.

any art posted in my gallery if not mine, is commissioned, or gifted to me.

and im actually going thru it to make sure i did in fact credit artists. which i have forgotten to do even though i can guarantee in the information about the picture it says commission.. or not my art..

besides the point tho.


my personal space on teh internet is not your shitbox. so clean up your act and get the fuck over yourself you raging teenage girl.


end rant.

ok so im officially 100% settled into the new apartment. /sigh of relief.

finally got my hand on classes and work. just started finding my open time and how to balance it out.

x.x god it took so long. moving is a really really hard process.. x__x

Invested in art paper/materials.. so i really started cracking down on WAY overdue commissions and gift pieces. (commissions first mind you!!!) I will be posting these to Tumblr facebook and here. Updates will be posted on my Tumblr (sketch/ink/full) unlike here on FA where ill only post the final product. Facebook will be used to keep track of my queue (PLEASE DONT NOTE ME AS my notes are a jumble right now.. and i have to start sifting thru them)

commissions are still closed until i finish up for shycrested and wolfskill. as well as some gift pieces. and im expecting my Worgen headbase from artslave this week so that will actually take up most of my freetime once that arrives hahaha..

so yeah. if you have tumblr follow me i always follow back.

https://www.sixxmacabre.tumblr.com

facebook is found at

https://www.facebook.com/sixxmacabre

so hit me up

finally set up a fb account. its easier to communicate thru facebook vs. email and note for me.

http://www.facebook.com/SixxMacabre

all commission info, status', EVERYTHING will be posted there. feel free to add me as well.

wont be chatting much as im VERY BEHIND on my commissions and im currently working on  shycrestedgirl 's entire list. but yeah. add me there.

Aa ibitsu na MERODII de dekita
aisareru beki ikimono da
seika wa agerarenakute mo
kokoro ga utatte iru kara

aa dore dake tsuyoi ame koete
aisareru beki ikimono ka?
yakusoku ga mamorenakute mo
kokoro wa utatte iru kedo

dono DOA NOKKU shite aketara ii?
aketara doko e mukattara ii?
hitori ja kaerenai kara
dareka o matte ita dake

KIMI ga ima ichiban aitai hito wa dare?
kokoro no naka de dake hanaseru hito no kazu wa fuete iku
dakara
tsuyoku naritakatta tada

aa NYUUSE ga taningoto no you na
sono kokoro ga shinpaigoto da
zenryoku o waraeta hito mo
zenryoku de naite ita no ni

yoru ga kowai nara naitara ii
asa o mukaete waraetara ii
dore dake kyou ni tsukarete mo
mada minu kyou wa utsukushii'n da

taiyou o utagatte ite
tsuki yori sukoshi kagette
uso tsukarete kega mo shita kedo

taiyou o utagatte ite
tsuki yori sukoshi kagette
uso o tsuite kega mo saseta darou?

boku ga ima ichiban aitai hito wa dare?
kokoro no naka de dake hanaseru hito yo
kazu ga fuete iku no nara
boku wa ikirenai?

bokura mada yomitarinai monogatari
muriyari owarenai koto wakatte'te
dare mo mina jibun no mama
tsuyoku naritakatta kara

tsuyoku naritakatta tada..


those are lyrics to Newsong by Tacica.. in kanji.. so .. yeah. feeling like shit. crying in bed blah blah. insert typical i hate the world here..


in the off chance anyone cares. i dont believe in love anymore. because every time ive fallen, i get knocked out. k.o. ccccccombo breaker to my heart. i cant take much more. because i lay here thinking about loves past.. and it just hurts. i think about the good times.. and cry harder because i know ill never have those again..

so whatever. emo journal is emo. i dont give a flying fuck. i just want to go home. back when it was just us, your crazy stoner uncle killjoy who made each moment funnier.. and your sweet grandma bj.. i miss laying on your couch in teh basement watching tv, playing mk9 having you beat my ass.. i let you.. dont know if you know.. but i always let you win<3 what i miss the most is falling asleep with your arms around me.. or how every time i moved or switched positions youd pull me against you and hug me tight.. kiss my neck.. whisper to me how you loved me.. hah. i miss that. i have a few pics left of those days on my phone.. crying over them now along with that bear you gave me.. yeah i kept him.. sorry.


sorry im so emosad. just having a really rough couple of days.. and idk.. dont really have anyone out here i can talk to.. so ill just post here.. because i know you wont judge me..

anyway. water under a bridge i guess.

bacon.. apple juice.. and two strawberry wafflez with strawberry (my home made cream cheese frosting) frosting inbetween..


im going to drown myself in gross unhealthy disgusting food.. all day. >:C


*not a single fuck was given*

just got some rather devastating news.. going to curl up and cry for a bit.. or all night.. whatever. I guess lying isnt the only thing shes amazing at.

was in such a happy mood.. so much fantastic art commissioned this week.. was just blissful over a few new friends i made (berry girllll you be one of these! as well as Tonk you crazy badger) but i just cant see something worth smiling about after hearing/finding this out..

awesome.

the wax will drip, as so as blood..

so as posted in my gallery im selling a handful of items just lyin around the apartment. here are the acution links (please tell me if they are not working!!)

Horse!
http://www.ebay.com/itm/250979742963?ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT&_trksid=p3984.m1555.l2649#ht_500wt_1200

Polar bear!
http://www.ebay.com/itm/250979744237?ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT&_trksid=p3984.m1555.l2649#ht_500wt_1200

Husky plush!
http://www.ebay.com/itm/250979744995?ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT&_trksid=p3984.m1555.l2649#ht_500wt_1200

my.. guitar.. QnQ
http://www.ebay.com/itm/250979745975?ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT&_trksid=p3984.m1555.l2649#ht_500wt_1200S

Snow leopard
http://www.ebay.com/itm/250979746999?ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT&_trksid=p3984.m1555.l2649#ht_500wt_1200

Wolf clock!!
http://www.ebay.com/itm/250979748409?ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT&_trksid=p3984.m1555.l2649#ht_500wt_1200

ALRIGHT.

so i hate to be that person who takes AGES to complete commissions. seriously im losing sleep over this. not even kidding. ive been sketchbook less for a few days and after class this afternoon im buying A: new sketchbook B: new marker set (as i left 99% of my markers back in chicago) and C: red bull.

cracking down tonight. I cant handle being this slow on commissions. I plan to knock out 4-5 pieces tonight.

PS: MY QUEUE IS CLOSED for BOTH art and fursuit bits. As i have A LOT to do right now.


ok so just for my reference(and so commissioner(s) know where they stand in teh queue) it goes as follows.

/////STUFF TO DO\\\\\

 shycrestedgirl

2 Badges
Tiara and Umeme
(free reign as no poses were given)

1 Fullbody Feral
Tiara
(free reign as no pose was given)

4 Fullbody Anthro's
Dojer-shemale in formal skirt/suit combo
Rascel- raver dance with fishnest/shorts (feminine outfit preferred) glowsticks
Umame- cute wearing lolita
Ketamine- posing sexy with a biiiiiig syringe

1 Couple Image
Tiara-annoyed/displeased
Jhusky-loveydovey cute


WolfSkill (subeta)

1 Fullbody Feral
Ashmedai-skull face king of demons no emotion

1 Fullbody Anthro
no name given. free reign (as no specific pose was given)


PERSONAL work (YES. Its there.)

monsterclaw paws

SO i just ordered by far the sexiest gauges ive ever seen. they gots little octopussies on them. (YUP. not octupi. octopussie.. cus im that guy)

FFFF CANT WAIT TILL THEY COME IN. x.x ill post pics of them once they arrive x.x so excited.

ANYWAY

looking to design a new tat. and i want opinions! maybe even suggestions.

what ive come up with so far is this:

A purple/black coffin, with green interior. a lit partially melted candle (white or cream ish) in the coffin.. possibly some wings off the sides? black ones.. cant decide whether to do bat or feathered..

opinions? suggestions? :D

i find out if i actually have the job QnQ at 2pm. so nervous. wish me luck! probs not gonna be to active today. lots going on. maybe later tonight!

come watch/talk/comment/music/whatever.

free art too if youre watching my account (when i call for it lol)

livestream.com/sixxmacabre

so i got my wisdom teeth out a week ago..

and no i have a like.. air pocket VISIBLE in my gums? it looks like a cave. or a cavity in my gums. small hole but its deep.. and very hollow in there.

think i should get it checked out? i dont want like bacteria or an infection to grow in there D: that would SUCK

someone to do a pet profile overlay on subeta. (if you/they dont know how to code CSS its fine I DO. just looking to commission teh art piece but if you want to code it as well.. :3c be my guest?!?!)

http://subeta.net/petinfo.php?petid=1003414

is my lil guy.

just need him redrawn to a few specifications i have :3 if you know of artists who draw this style or close to this style and are open drop me a comment below with a link to their profile whether its here or on DA or wherever!

Anyone who plays subeta... hunting down a Nightmare potion (paying no more than 9Mil sp) and I currently have a Blacklight potion (taking no less than 11Mil pure or wishlist items valued under 9mil + 2 mil pure) hit me up if interested. REALLY wanting a nightmare potion

Ive joined this fabulous pet site. and ive decided to start taking SP (subeta currency) for commissions!!

anything subeta related (within limitations) I will accept of payment!

SP, Wizard tokens, wishlist items, etc.

WISHLIST ITEMS:
depending on which item you will get basically whatever you want.

YOU GIVE ME A BLOODPOTION you get 10 pieces from me of your choosing.

If you play feel free to add me!!

http://subeta.net/profile.php?act=edit&usern=SixxMacabre

so yeah! commissions for SP!!! :D

of someone who draws custom sonic characters really well? I kind of want to turn sixx into a sonic style character just for shits and giggles but i suck at drawing sonic styled stuff lol..

halp?

so yeah. i was gonna do it for 1,000 page views!! but i just noticed.. im at just over 1700 Q-Q ty guy so much!!

SO

at 2k views (first person to screenshot/post GETS it) a fullcolor fullbody laminated badge drawn by meh.

ALSO. 100'th watcher gets a fullbody fullcolor laminated badge, and two little gift pictures as well! the badge must be of their character but the gift doodles can be.. gifts for others if they so wish!

KEEP AN EYE OUT.

oh and if you refer teh 100th watcher, you get the same prize O___O

SO YEAH.

:3c good luck?

kk so i was raiding through all my moving boxes/shit and realized i have 2 yards of black longpile fur and 1 yard of neon green..

i have no need for either color.

what im offering.

NOTE ME with what you want/ref sheets. depending on how intricate/detailed/large/whatever prices will vary but for instance.

pair of black mid forearm paws with claws and foam core pads (normally 45+shipping) will be $10 dolla off. o_o

ill be doing anywhere from a 7% to a 15% discount on items. note me if interested!

... its really gross.

my stitches have been coming out from my surgery (wisdom teeth)

none of them hurt.. minus the one i talked about last journal.. killing me still. and get this.. it started bleeding.. again. just now.

SO. should i see a doc? lol