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Sorry. (Moving Accounts/ Update)
General | Posted 4 years agoIt's been a while, huh?
Over the last few months I had some complications in real life. Most of it I don't feel comfortable getting into but here's what is important:
I decided to move from this account, and Fursona, because I feel that I needed a fresh start because of the events that unraveled the past month. In addition, Sizzie just doesn't fit who I am and how I feel right now, so unfortunately she's just an oc for now. Sorry Sizzie....
Irl I also have been struggling with my art. There were moments where I felt my art went to shit, while some where it felt passable. Yet, here we are with a 2-3 month hiatus. I've come to realize that I'm too critical of myself to the point where I can't avoid finding flaws in my work. Thus making me feel bad about my "work" here, and making me avoid posting anything. I guess the only positive from this is that I am improving my style and drawing techniques over time... At the cost of actually finishing and posting something. I still draw Sizzie, Sizzle, and some of the characters on this page. But I prevented myself from posting, or even finishing the rough sketches. At the time of this Journal, I "may" finally post something. Just not here.
The situation above is also why my comic "Need to Know" is cancelled. I felt that I rushed on the project, and not consider the time and effort needed to start and actually continue a webcomic. As I read back my comic, my inner critic found tons of flaws in the story and the art. Obviously the art, since I was pretty new to digital art at the time and I drew on my phone. My iphone. No offense to those who do well drawing on iphones or tablets though, you do you! It's just that in my case my work on my phone was rushed and amateurish, never evolving. The characters were drawn over a 3d background withought much planning, making them look like they were on green-screen. Finally, the story. Where the hell do I begin... When I "wrote" the story of Need to Know, my special interest in 007 was at its peak at the time, and I was just getting into the ABDL/ Babyfur art community here on FA. I still have no clue why I thought that a espionage spy story would go well with some abdl elements. Maybe it could be done, but the way I was going to execute it was a bad idea. Spoilers, since this is cancelled anyways, it was going to be about Sizzle overcoming his irrational distaste for killing, deal with his sister Sizzie and her babysitting, and encountering a military character who had a thing for abdl. And meeting a villainess who would've been a "bad mommy". Sheesh... What's worse is that I was planning to shoe-horn in
BabyStar 's character Star into this. Need to Know was basically a fanfic and Bond copy from the start. Sorry Babystar/ Toddlergirl.. That doesn't mean the characters in that failed attempt of a story will be scrapped though. I might, just might start a new spy comic with Sizzle, a character he was supposed to meet if Need to Know continued, and the rest of the MI6 characters met so far. I already have the main two characters written properly and with a more finalized design in some sketches I made over the past month.
Finally, where to find me now. I am on twitter now (mostly lurking, not actually posting stuff :p ). I have a new FA account
JunieSiz Still haven't posted anything yet but I will pretty soon :/ I won't delete this account though, I'll just leave it for those who want to see my earlier works. Heh, why am I callig my stuff works? On my new account you may see lineless art, as I've been getting into it lately. Still working on getting the practice right, but so far I'm enjoying it. My spy comic story may be there, but probably not for a while. Until my art gets acceptable enough for posting again. And, I may get back into doing ABDL art. Looking back on this account, I'm surprised I did abdl related art only 3 times, 4 if you include that one fanart of Star I guess. Might do more of that on my JunieSiz account.
I hope whatever I typed above made any sense, sorry about the hiatus. Sure, breaks are good, but I felt bad for not at least letting everyone know if I'm okay. If I have an audience at this point. I'd be actually surprised if I get responses here. Whoever sees this, Sizzie and this account is mostly defunct now. Visit JunieSiz if you were interested in my stuff I guess. Have a nice day/night ^^
Over the last few months I had some complications in real life. Most of it I don't feel comfortable getting into but here's what is important:
I decided to move from this account, and Fursona, because I feel that I needed a fresh start because of the events that unraveled the past month. In addition, Sizzie just doesn't fit who I am and how I feel right now, so unfortunately she's just an oc for now. Sorry Sizzie....
Irl I also have been struggling with my art. There were moments where I felt my art went to shit, while some where it felt passable. Yet, here we are with a 2-3 month hiatus. I've come to realize that I'm too critical of myself to the point where I can't avoid finding flaws in my work. Thus making me feel bad about my "work" here, and making me avoid posting anything. I guess the only positive from this is that I am improving my style and drawing techniques over time... At the cost of actually finishing and posting something. I still draw Sizzie, Sizzle, and some of the characters on this page. But I prevented myself from posting, or even finishing the rough sketches. At the time of this Journal, I "may" finally post something. Just not here.
The situation above is also why my comic "Need to Know" is cancelled. I felt that I rushed on the project, and not consider the time and effort needed to start and actually continue a webcomic. As I read back my comic, my inner critic found tons of flaws in the story and the art. Obviously the art, since I was pretty new to digital art at the time and I drew on my phone. My iphone. No offense to those who do well drawing on iphones or tablets though, you do you! It's just that in my case my work on my phone was rushed and amateurish, never evolving. The characters were drawn over a 3d background withought much planning, making them look like they were on green-screen. Finally, the story. Where the hell do I begin... When I "wrote" the story of Need to Know, my special interest in 007 was at its peak at the time, and I was just getting into the ABDL/ Babyfur art community here on FA. I still have no clue why I thought that a espionage spy story would go well with some abdl elements. Maybe it could be done, but the way I was going to execute it was a bad idea. Spoilers, since this is cancelled anyways, it was going to be about Sizzle overcoming his irrational distaste for killing, deal with his sister Sizzie and her babysitting, and encountering a military character who had a thing for abdl. And meeting a villainess who would've been a "bad mommy". Sheesh... What's worse is that I was planning to shoe-horn in
BabyStar 's character Star into this. Need to Know was basically a fanfic and Bond copy from the start. Sorry Babystar/ Toddlergirl.. That doesn't mean the characters in that failed attempt of a story will be scrapped though. I might, just might start a new spy comic with Sizzle, a character he was supposed to meet if Need to Know continued, and the rest of the MI6 characters met so far. I already have the main two characters written properly and with a more finalized design in some sketches I made over the past month. Finally, where to find me now. I am on twitter now (mostly lurking, not actually posting stuff :p ). I have a new FA account
JunieSiz Still haven't posted anything yet but I will pretty soon :/ I won't delete this account though, I'll just leave it for those who want to see my earlier works. Heh, why am I callig my stuff works? On my new account you may see lineless art, as I've been getting into it lately. Still working on getting the practice right, but so far I'm enjoying it. My spy comic story may be there, but probably not for a while. Until my art gets acceptable enough for posting again. And, I may get back into doing ABDL art. Looking back on this account, I'm surprised I did abdl related art only 3 times, 4 if you include that one fanart of Star I guess. Might do more of that on my JunieSiz account.I hope whatever I typed above made any sense, sorry about the hiatus. Sure, breaks are good, but I felt bad for not at least letting everyone know if I'm okay. If I have an audience at this point. I'd be actually surprised if I get responses here. Whoever sees this, Sizzie and this account is mostly defunct now. Visit
JunieSiz if you were interested in my stuff I guess. Have a nice day/night ^^Happy New Year!! 🎉🎉
General | Posted 5 years agoHappy 2021! I wish everyone a great New Years Day, and hope for this year to be much brighter than... 2020. Just to let anyone who saw my last journal, I am doing better btw. I just really needed to vent that out, but still I didn't really participate in comments because of anxiety of sounding odd. Maybe that'll be my new years resolution: Step out of my comfort zone a little. Hope that goes well. I can't wait to share some more cute/lewd art this year, and to share a story that I've been wanting to tell in a medium I enjoy creating in!
Stay safe, have a better year, and here's to 2021!🥂
Stay safe, have a better year, and here's to 2021!🥂
(vent) I feel I don't deserve to comment on anything...
General | Posted 5 years agoHave you ever had that feeling, when you either seen something cool on youtube, or looked at something great on FA, you wanted to comment but you felt too reluctant to do so? That's how I feel.
I feel that sometimes I shouldn't deserve to comment on someone's work, in general. Here on FA, Youtube, anywhere in general. I feel like I'm in that part of the internet who don't deserve to have the right to comment on anything. Unless if its a simple, "*great job!*" now those are as good my comments get. Because I feel that I don't think of what I say through, and my comment either comes out as confusing at best, retarded at worse, to the point where either someone more thoughtful than me or even the creator, either FA or Youtube it happens, corrects my comment's retardation. Like, the worst comments I made, I wasn't even in the half asleep, 3 am in the morning mood, I was awake. Yet I commented something half baked. This doesn't just apply to being online though. I do see myself much smarter and more thoughtful in other skills such as writing stories, roleplaying with someone, performing instruments, or just drawing. But when it comes to casually chatting on Discord general chats or in the comment sections, I feel that my intelligence from everywhere else doesn't transfer to the quality of my comments. Heck, this rant on this journal may not even be comprehensible, who knows! But yeah, just wanted to get out that I have this feeling that it's better to stay quiet, since I feel that I have nothing worthy or intellectual to say on works better than mine. In general I feel that in most situations in my life it was the better choice to not interact, and I feel that more people in irl respect me better that way. They never imagined me as someone who had anything cool to say, hence why I'm often lonely if you bumped into me irl (which is probs unlikely since I'm basically ranting only to an audience of 5 who wouldn't care in the first place and move on with there day).
I feel that I'm not the only one who feels this way though. Or it's just me idk.
Whoever who reads this, have a great day. Sorry if I wasted your time, had nobody to vent this to, since nearly anyone I'm friends with online are not close to my time zone or even have the time for what i just vented. And if you feel concerned by this, fyi I needed to vent his in some way even if it may make me look like a whore for attention, so probably in a few hours after this I'll feel better....
I feel that sometimes I shouldn't deserve to comment on someone's work, in general. Here on FA, Youtube, anywhere in general. I feel like I'm in that part of the internet who don't deserve to have the right to comment on anything. Unless if its a simple, "*great job!*" now those are as good my comments get. Because I feel that I don't think of what I say through, and my comment either comes out as confusing at best, retarded at worse, to the point where either someone more thoughtful than me or even the creator, either FA or Youtube it happens, corrects my comment's retardation. Like, the worst comments I made, I wasn't even in the half asleep, 3 am in the morning mood, I was awake. Yet I commented something half baked. This doesn't just apply to being online though. I do see myself much smarter and more thoughtful in other skills such as writing stories, roleplaying with someone, performing instruments, or just drawing. But when it comes to casually chatting on Discord general chats or in the comment sections, I feel that my intelligence from everywhere else doesn't transfer to the quality of my comments. Heck, this rant on this journal may not even be comprehensible, who knows! But yeah, just wanted to get out that I have this feeling that it's better to stay quiet, since I feel that I have nothing worthy or intellectual to say on works better than mine. In general I feel that in most situations in my life it was the better choice to not interact, and I feel that more people in irl respect me better that way. They never imagined me as someone who had anything cool to say, hence why I'm often lonely if you bumped into me irl (which is probs unlikely since I'm basically ranting only to an audience of 5 who wouldn't care in the first place and move on with there day).
I feel that I'm not the only one who feels this way though. Or it's just me idk.
Whoever who reads this, have a great day. Sorry if I wasted your time, had nobody to vent this to, since nearly anyone I'm friends with online are not close to my time zone or even have the time for what i just vented. And if you feel concerned by this, fyi I needed to vent his in some way even if it may make me look like a whore for attention, so probably in a few hours after this I'll feel better....
Heya!
General | Posted 5 years agoHai, just created this account about a month ago, now gonna be more active with it ^^
Info:
Single Filipino living in the West Coast, US.
Into: ABDL, Babyfurs, BDSM
Writer/Artist (Musically and Through drawings)
What ya'll can expect here is some art of my fursonas, possibly some free submissions (via discord), and a few projects here and there. And fanart :3
If you wanna chat or commission me for free, here's My Discord Tag: ðŸ¥SizzieðŸ¥#6213
And commissions are likely to be a weekly thing, so I would suggest dming me or giving me a note earlier in the week, appreciated.
Info:
Single Filipino living in the West Coast, US.
Into: ABDL, Babyfurs, BDSM
Writer/Artist (Musically and Through drawings)
What ya'll can expect here is some art of my fursonas, possibly some free submissions (via discord), and a few projects here and there. And fanart :3
If you wanna chat or commission me for free, here's My Discord Tag: ðŸ¥SizzieðŸ¥#6213
And commissions are likely to be a weekly thing, so I would suggest dming me or giving me a note earlier in the week, appreciated.
