I'm back
General | Posted 18 years agoNot that anyone noticed I was gone. I removed everything from my gallery and cleared out my account a couple of months ago. Actually, I went about quietly removing my presence from everywhere on the net.
Why?
Because I'm a freak.
I'm a monster.
Dragon.
I've been hiding my whole life. I learned when I was little that I can't be myself. The humans tore me to pieces until I learned to appear as one of them.
This last year has been the first time I ever tried opening up and showing myself to the community as I really am. I was amazed to find that I seemed to be accepted.
But it seemed to be fleeting. When I reveal myself, it starts generating a mob with torches and pitchforks. People don't just not like me. My existence is offensive. There were some folks I tried opening up to which was a huge mistake.
And so I hide under my rock. Better to be forgotten. Overlooked. I removed myself quietly so that I wouldn't irk anyone further.
But I can't do it. I had a taste of what it was like to be accepted as who and what I am. And I guess I just can't go back to hiding myself now.
Why?
Because I'm a freak.
I'm a monster.
Dragon.
I've been hiding my whole life. I learned when I was little that I can't be myself. The humans tore me to pieces until I learned to appear as one of them.
This last year has been the first time I ever tried opening up and showing myself to the community as I really am. I was amazed to find that I seemed to be accepted.
But it seemed to be fleeting. When I reveal myself, it starts generating a mob with torches and pitchforks. People don't just not like me. My existence is offensive. There were some folks I tried opening up to which was a huge mistake.
And so I hide under my rock. Better to be forgotten. Overlooked. I removed myself quietly so that I wouldn't irk anyone further.
But I can't do it. I had a taste of what it was like to be accepted as who and what I am. And I guess I just can't go back to hiding myself now.
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