My take on role playing
Posted 9 years agoRole playing is awesome if you are into it, but make sure the other person you are trying to do it with is up for it too. Please do not start doing shit like: *kisses and cuddles bird* WHEN YOU DO NOT KNOW ME it makes me so uncomfortable and not want to talk to you ever again. I may say something like: *puffs up* as a nice gesture but trust me when I say: I DO NOT ENJOY IT. Cuddling, hugging and other G-rated actions are okay, but if you start saying things like: kissing, boob touching, ass grabbing, etc. It is not okay. Just like how it would not be okay to do it in real life with no social cues telling you to do so.
I've been in the fandom for give or take 6 years now and I've met a lot of people along the way - I know furries sometimes lack social skills. But that is no excuse for taking fictional actions with someone without them saying its okay. It is so easy to get caught up in the fantasy that goes hand-in-hand with the fandom but do not forget that there are real people on the other side of the screen and they may not want to be talked to like that.
I've been in the fandom for give or take 6 years now and I've met a lot of people along the way - I know furries sometimes lack social skills. But that is no excuse for taking fictional actions with someone without them saying its okay. It is so easy to get caught up in the fantasy that goes hand-in-hand with the fandom but do not forget that there are real people on the other side of the screen and they may not want to be talked to like that.
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Posted 10 years ago*blows away cobwebs*
There finally put something new here ^^
There finally put something new here ^^
Just new icon and booting out old journal post
Posted 11 years ago⌘R
I finally changed my icon. Fat burd is fat.
Anywhore small update:
-Relationship with the Combat Engineer is phenomenal. He is more than likely going to be making the CF pistol team and I'm so proud!
-Quit my job. Oh nose. Gun store drama. Gonegonegone. Last day is this saturday. Oh well stuff happens.
-A week from today is the one year anniversary of me buying my horse which is awesome.
And that's that.
I finally changed my icon. Fat burd is fat.
Anywhore small update:
-Relationship with the Combat Engineer is phenomenal. He is more than likely going to be making the CF pistol team and I'm so proud!
-Quit my job. Oh nose. Gun store drama. Gonegonegone. Last day is this saturday. Oh well stuff happens.
-A week from today is the one year anniversary of me buying my horse which is awesome.
And that's that.
Journal to shorten page/ half ass update
Posted 11 years agoUpdates:
-Work sucks. Probably leaving soon. Who knows.
-I'll be entering my first competition in YEARS. And its a dressage show. Ohgodohgodohgod.
-Been shooting a lot more and I've made HUGE improvements. Kicked ass last week and outshot everyone in my relay at 300 yards with iron sights. Boo. Yeah.
-I'm a moderator now on
I just watch over the Convention section and moderate the chat box but still freaking awesome and I'm so excited for this opportunity.
Uhh… I think thats it for now.
-Work sucks. Probably leaving soon. Who knows.
-I'll be entering my first competition in YEARS. And its a dressage show. Ohgodohgodohgod.
-Been shooting a lot more and I've made HUGE improvements. Kicked ass last week and outshot everyone in my relay at 300 yards with iron sights. Boo. Yeah.
-I'm a moderator now on

Uhh… I think thats it for now.
I'm bored, here's a meme.
Posted 11 years ago1. First thing you wash in the shower?
Hair
2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
Purple
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Nope
4. Do you plan outfits?
Nope
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
Not great
6. What's the closest thing to you that's red?
Hair brush
7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
Pretty sure I was getting pissed off at one of my coworkers
8. Did you meet anybody new today?
No
9. What are you craving right now?
Pizza
10. Do you floss?
Sometimes
11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
Nomnomnom
12. Are you emotional?
Yes, I'm a girl after all
13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
No
14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
Lick it
15. Do you like your hair?
Yes
16. Do you like yourself?
Yes
17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
Nope
18. What are you listening to right now?
A movie
19. Are your parents strict?
Not really anymore
20. Would you go sky diving?
Maybe
21. Do you like cottage cheese?
No
22. Have you ever met a celebrity?
Yes
23. Do you rent movies often?
Nope
24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
Not really
25. How many countries have you visited?
Two
26. Have you made a prank phone call?
Yes
27. Ever been on a train?
No
28. Brown or white eggs?
White
29. Do you have a cell-phone?
Yes
30. Do you use chap stick?
Yes
31. Do you own a gun?
Yes
32. Can you use chop sticks?
Yes
33. Who are you going to be with tonight?
Myself
34. Are you too forgiving?
Yup
35. Ever been in love?
I think so
36. What is your best friend(s) doing tomorrow (or the next soonest week day)?
Working
37. Ever have cream puffs?
No
38. Last time you cried?
Almost did today
39. What was the last question you asked?
Uhhh… Yeah not posting that online
40. Favorite time of the year?
Fall
41. Do you have any tattoos?
Yes
42. Are you sarcastic?
Yes
43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
No
44. Ever walked into a wall?
Yes
45. Favorite color(s)?
Blue
46. Have you ever slapped someone?
Yes
47. Is your hair curly?
Yes
48. What was the last CD you bought?
No idea
49. Do looks matter?
Yeah kinda
50. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
No
51. Is your phone bill sky high?
Not anymore
52. Do you like your life right now?
For the most part, yes.
53. Do you sleep with the TV on?
Yes
54. Can you handle the truth?
Yes
55. Do you have good vision?
Not really
56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
Yup
57. How often do you talk on the phone?
Hardly ever
58. The last person you held hands with?
My ex
59. What are you wearing?
PJ's
60.What is your favorite animal?
Horses
61. Where was your favorite picture taken at?
Not sure
62. Can you hula hoop?
Nope
63. Do you have a job?
Yup
64. What was the most recent thing you bought?
Gas
65. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Nope
END!
Hair
2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
Purple
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Nope
4. Do you plan outfits?
Nope
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
Not great
6. What's the closest thing to you that's red?
Hair brush
7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
Pretty sure I was getting pissed off at one of my coworkers
8. Did you meet anybody new today?
No
9. What are you craving right now?
Pizza
10. Do you floss?
Sometimes
11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
Nomnomnom
12. Are you emotional?
Yes, I'm a girl after all
13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
No
14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
Lick it
15. Do you like your hair?
Yes
16. Do you like yourself?
Yes
17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
Nope
18. What are you listening to right now?
A movie
19. Are your parents strict?
Not really anymore
20. Would you go sky diving?
Maybe
21. Do you like cottage cheese?
No
22. Have you ever met a celebrity?
Yes
23. Do you rent movies often?
Nope
24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
Not really
25. How many countries have you visited?
Two
26. Have you made a prank phone call?
Yes
27. Ever been on a train?
No
28. Brown or white eggs?
White
29. Do you have a cell-phone?
Yes
30. Do you use chap stick?
Yes
31. Do you own a gun?
Yes
32. Can you use chop sticks?
Yes
33. Who are you going to be with tonight?
Myself
34. Are you too forgiving?
Yup
35. Ever been in love?
I think so
36. What is your best friend(s) doing tomorrow (or the next soonest week day)?
Working
37. Ever have cream puffs?
No
38. Last time you cried?
Almost did today
39. What was the last question you asked?
Uhhh… Yeah not posting that online
40. Favorite time of the year?
Fall
41. Do you have any tattoos?
Yes
42. Are you sarcastic?
Yes
43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
No
44. Ever walked into a wall?
Yes
45. Favorite color(s)?
Blue
46. Have you ever slapped someone?
Yes
47. Is your hair curly?
Yes
48. What was the last CD you bought?
No idea
49. Do looks matter?
Yeah kinda
50. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
No
51. Is your phone bill sky high?
Not anymore
52. Do you like your life right now?
For the most part, yes.
53. Do you sleep with the TV on?
Yes
54. Can you handle the truth?
Yes
55. Do you have good vision?
Not really
56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
Yup
57. How often do you talk on the phone?
Hardly ever
58. The last person you held hands with?
My ex
59. What are you wearing?
PJ's
60.What is your favorite animal?
Horses
61. Where was your favorite picture taken at?
Not sure
62. Can you hula hoop?
Nope
63. Do you have a job?
Yup
64. What was the most recent thing you bought?
Gas
65. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Nope
END!
Damn Internet (update-ish)
Posted 12 years agoSo my internet has been sketchy at best for the past month and it is for sure 100% gone now due to us taking the satellite off our house. Long story short the internet provider people bullshitted us about how the trees around the property were blocking the signal when in reality there were far too many people and too many different companies using one tower that there was so much interference that no one has internet in my area. Soooo that's why I've been even less active lately. Which I'm honestly not complaining about, I've been incredibly down for the past couple weeks for a whole slough of reasons and the only time I ever feel like my old self is when I'm with Roo. So I've been spending as much time as I physically can with him lately because I would much rather focus on working towards next year's showing season than my own personal hell.
Raffleraffleraffle
Posted 12 years agoUpdate
Posted 12 years agoThe past couple weeks have been insane. I was recently hired at a local firearms store and I absolutely love the job, I work with some great people and I get to play with guns all freaking day long.
I also purchased myself a phenomenal horse. I cannot praise him nearly enough, he is everything I was looking for and more and I truly believe that once I learn to trust him we will go far. It sounds too good to be true, which it is. I had him checked by the vet today to find out he has what is called "Hunter's Bump" in other words it means that he hasn't been using his hind legs like he should while being ridden and has created an injury which for the most part is permanent. He is fine, it only means that him and I are very limited. So we will not be able to show in as advanced classes as I would like, I cannot exercise him for long periods of time, and I cannot gain too much weight (YAY! Reason to not get fat). And to add to the stress of finding a treatment plan for him I am searching for a new barn, which is unfortunate because I do love my barn but it has been made clear to me by the owner that she has issues of her own that I'd rather not be around.
And, finally: After over a year Phreddy and I decided to call it quits. I really don't want to talk about it since it is a touchy subject with me but everything in life happens for a reason and I truly wish him the best of luck with everything.
So yeah, that is all that's new with me.
I also purchased myself a phenomenal horse. I cannot praise him nearly enough, he is everything I was looking for and more and I truly believe that once I learn to trust him we will go far. It sounds too good to be true, which it is. I had him checked by the vet today to find out he has what is called "Hunter's Bump" in other words it means that he hasn't been using his hind legs like he should while being ridden and has created an injury which for the most part is permanent. He is fine, it only means that him and I are very limited. So we will not be able to show in as advanced classes as I would like, I cannot exercise him for long periods of time, and I cannot gain too much weight (YAY! Reason to not get fat). And to add to the stress of finding a treatment plan for him I am searching for a new barn, which is unfortunate because I do love my barn but it has been made clear to me by the owner that she has issues of her own that I'd rather not be around.
And, finally: After over a year Phreddy and I decided to call it quits. I really don't want to talk about it since it is a touchy subject with me but everything in life happens for a reason and I truly wish him the best of luck with everything.
So yeah, that is all that's new with me.
I'ma goin' shoppin'!
Posted 12 years agoHORSE SHOPPING!
=D
I had a massive fiasco yesterday. I am in love with this stunning mare and I spent the week running over my finances making sure I can actually purchase her, I listened to my parents and manpanion on thinking before contacting my coach to buy her and when I went to the barn last night primed to get the process of purchasing her ready I found out that she was sold only the day before. I was beyond disappointed, boarder line heart broken. She was beyond phenomenal and we could have gone places. But alas things happen for a reason. I did contact my coach and tell her that if the sale falls through I'll buy her on the spot. So if it happens, yay! if not then I tried.
But this did teach me that I am ready to take the massive leap and purchase a horse. I am sick of being bounced around onto different lesson horses and not building a trusting relationship with either one. Well I did stick with one horse for months but his owners took him home last week so I'm stuck with either a gelding that doesn't listen or a pokey horses that just go through the motions. Yeah, not a fan. So I'm looking online, contacting sellers and hopefully soon I'll be a proud owner.
=D
I had a massive fiasco yesterday. I am in love with this stunning mare and I spent the week running over my finances making sure I can actually purchase her, I listened to my parents and manpanion on thinking before contacting my coach to buy her and when I went to the barn last night primed to get the process of purchasing her ready I found out that she was sold only the day before. I was beyond disappointed, boarder line heart broken. She was beyond phenomenal and we could have gone places. But alas things happen for a reason. I did contact my coach and tell her that if the sale falls through I'll buy her on the spot. So if it happens, yay! if not then I tried.
But this did teach me that I am ready to take the massive leap and purchase a horse. I am sick of being bounced around onto different lesson horses and not building a trusting relationship with either one. Well I did stick with one horse for months but his owners took him home last week so I'm stuck with either a gelding that doesn't listen or a pokey horses that just go through the motions. Yeah, not a fan. So I'm looking online, contacting sellers and hopefully soon I'll be a proud owner.
Art Raffleness
Posted 12 years agoTV Sucks
Posted 12 years agoSo I'm watching a nature show about how Lemurs mutated and junk. And they talked a bit about a weird descendant of a Mongoose called a Fossa, it's pretty much like a mini Panther that'll fuck your day up… But not. And holy shit balls I wanna cuddle it as it rips out my jugular. But yeah I have the sudden urge to make another feral character with it, but I don't wanna be "that guy" with a bajillion characters. But it's so cute ;3;
http://media-cache-ec4.pinimg.com/5.....6af60e5ee5.jpg
http://wild-facts.com/wp-content/up.....ssa5_large.jpg
I will eat your soul! NOMNOMNOMNOM
http://www.ware.myzen.co.uk/Gallery.....2_17-10-11.jpg
*death glare*
https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd......49793255_n.jpg
Hnnnngggg
http://media-cache-ec4.pinimg.com/5.....6af60e5ee5.jpg
http://wild-facts.com/wp-content/up.....ssa5_large.jpg
I will eat your soul! NOMNOMNOMNOM
http://www.ware.myzen.co.uk/Gallery.....2_17-10-11.jpg
*death glare*
https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd......49793255_n.jpg
Hnnnngggg
I actually uploaded stuff!?
Posted 12 years agoOkay art of my characters should be all in my scraps and junk. If you guys like the art I encourage you to favourite the original so the artist gets the support and not just me. Here's the links to the originals that were uploaded by the artist, if the artist didn't upload them then by all means favourite them from me ^^
Bug Sketch: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10585799
In Flight: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10612342
Agave Sketch (the group photo):http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10654523
I'm gonna go sift through my emails/notes and stuff to see if I missed anything. If I did I'll be sure to update this journal.
Bug Sketch: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10585799
In Flight: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10612342
Agave Sketch (the group photo):http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10654523
I'm gonna go sift through my emails/notes and stuff to see if I missed anything. If I did I'll be sure to update this journal.
Soooo
Posted 12 years agoSo I got a note from Kyma this morning saying that I'm one of the winners of their sketch raffle.
So.
Holy fuck.
So.
Holy fuck.
Art Raffle
Posted 12 years agoFur-Eh Summary
Posted 12 years agoOh lawdy this has been such a whirlwind of a weekend! I'm so glad I met new friends and caught up with old ones. By far the best con I've ever attended, it was never a dull moment ^^ I'm very happy to have finally met
and
finally in person, you two are freaking awesome and definitely made the con more enjoyable for me. Of course there is
and
who were almost always by my side and are some of the best friends a gryphie can have (well Phreddy is technically boyfriend but you catch my drift)
I'm not gonna single out any more people that I met and had an awesome time with because if I did I'd be here for hours! So you guys know who you are and I very much appreciate the time you spent with me and just being awesome in general.
Also, thank you everyone for the compliments on my new suit, just the sheer amount of people saying how great it is made it well worth the cost ^^
If anyone has any photos of my suit please tell me so I can go check them out, I'm part bird after all and we're pretty freaking vain and love looking at ourselves.
I'm already counting down the days to next year!




I'm not gonna single out any more people that I met and had an awesome time with because if I did I'd be here for hours! So you guys know who you are and I very much appreciate the time you spent with me and just being awesome in general.
Also, thank you everyone for the compliments on my new suit, just the sheer amount of people saying how great it is made it well worth the cost ^^
If anyone has any photos of my suit please tell me so I can go check them out, I'm part bird after all and we're pretty freaking vain and love looking at ourselves.
I'm already counting down the days to next year!
Kyma Sketch Raffle
Posted 12 years agoCons cons cons!
Posted 12 years agoIt looks like my con schedule is gonna get changed for May. I found out that my next riding lesson is cancelled next week so I'll be able to go to Fur-Eh on Saturday and Sunday (well 100% on Saturday, Sunday depending if I'm lazy or not) but since my next lesson is cancelled the make up lesson (which is actually just a tack seminar) is on May 18th which was the day I was planning on going to Ota Fest. I weighed the pros and cons and decided to stay home and go to the tack seminar. I'm pretty bummed out about not suiting but I do plan on turning this whole horse thing into a career someday and will use every advantage I can get.
Soooo sorry guys who were hoping on seeing me at Ota but at least you'll see me for an extra day at Fur-Eh… Well provided you are going to Fur-Eh and all…
Soooo sorry guys who were hoping on seeing me at Ota but at least you'll see me for an extra day at Fur-Eh… Well provided you are going to Fur-Eh and all…
Firearms rant
Posted 12 years agoI posted this on Facebook already so yay double rant.
http://www.stonyplainreporter.com/2.....over-gun-range
See now this really pisses me off. I am a responsible firearms owner and treat them with nothing but respect and I hate it when the actions of a few people affect the rest. The Spruce Grove Gun Club is facing closure because residents north of the range have found a couple stray bullets. The only way this could ever happen is if people are shooting high, which you learn while taking your Possession and Acquisition License course is to think about where the bullet will land, if it isn't going to hit your target then you don't take the bloody shot. If you cannot control your firearm and shoot it properly then you should be using a smaller calibre or not shooting at all.
Contrary to what some people believe: firearms are dangerous, even lethal. People need to grow up and think before they pull the trigger.
If the county really does shut down the SGGC imagine how many more bullets people will be finding in their yards when people are forced to shoot outside of the range where there are not proper back-stops set up.
/End rant
http://www.stonyplainreporter.com/2.....over-gun-range
See now this really pisses me off. I am a responsible firearms owner and treat them with nothing but respect and I hate it when the actions of a few people affect the rest. The Spruce Grove Gun Club is facing closure because residents north of the range have found a couple stray bullets. The only way this could ever happen is if people are shooting high, which you learn while taking your Possession and Acquisition License course is to think about where the bullet will land, if it isn't going to hit your target then you don't take the bloody shot. If you cannot control your firearm and shoot it properly then you should be using a smaller calibre or not shooting at all.
Contrary to what some people believe: firearms are dangerous, even lethal. People need to grow up and think before they pull the trigger.
If the county really does shut down the SGGC imagine how many more bullets people will be finding in their yards when people are forced to shoot outside of the range where there are not proper back-stops set up.
/End rant
Oh My~
Posted 12 years agoI can't help but laugh every time I go onto my FA profile and see my profile I.D. of me holding my shotgun while it's pointed at the pictures of me in fursuit xD
You are suited in an unmistakably upward direction
Posted 12 years ago*dances* my suit is done!
Looks like I'll be suiting at Fur-Eh and not sitting in the corner being jealous that other people have their suits ^^
So make sure y'all come and find this little gryphie and get snuggles.
OH AND……
Looks like I'll be suiting at Fur-Eh and not sitting in the corner being jealous that other people have their suits ^^
So make sure y'all come and find this little gryphie and get snuggles.
OH AND……
Fur-Eh Meme..?
Posted 12 years agoHijacked from: 
How old are you? M/F?
20, female
How tall are you?
5'3.5"
Did you book a room for the con? If so, who are you staying with?
Nah I'll be driving from mah house
Who are you going to be hanging around with?
Not a flippin clue! I'll probably drag my husband out *cough*
*cough*
Will you be selling stuff at a Dealer's Den table?
Negatory
Will you be taking commissions at the con?
Nope
Fursuiting?
Nope =< But I plan on wearing my butt-puff
Are you local to Edmonton or are you from elsewhere? Where are you from?
I hail from the strange land of Stony Plain outside of the "bustling metropolis" that is Edmonton x3
Are you friendly? Can I come up and talk to you?
I'm pretty damn friendly just don't let my constant scowl fool you! I'm not a half bad person to talk to. I'm just kind of socially awkward and can't hold a conversation worth a damn.
Can I hug you?
Uhhh… Maybe? I have a issue with strangers invading my bubble without warning
Wanna yiff(can I flirt with you)? ;D ;D ;D
Fack naw
Will you be intoxicated in any way?
Nah, gotta be responsible and drive my ass back home.
Will you be wearing a badge? Any other way to identify you?
Yeah I'll have badges on me (hopefully I'll get around to printing my wearable badge that I've been meaning to do for the past year…)

How old are you? M/F?
20, female
How tall are you?
5'3.5"
Did you book a room for the con? If so, who are you staying with?
Nah I'll be driving from mah house
Who are you going to be hanging around with?
Not a flippin clue! I'll probably drag my husband out *cough*

Will you be selling stuff at a Dealer's Den table?
Negatory
Will you be taking commissions at the con?
Nope
Fursuiting?
Nope =< But I plan on wearing my butt-puff
Are you local to Edmonton or are you from elsewhere? Where are you from?
I hail from the strange land of Stony Plain outside of the "bustling metropolis" that is Edmonton x3
Are you friendly? Can I come up and talk to you?
I'm pretty damn friendly just don't let my constant scowl fool you! I'm not a half bad person to talk to. I'm just kind of socially awkward and can't hold a conversation worth a damn.
Can I hug you?
Uhhh… Maybe? I have a issue with strangers invading my bubble without warning
Wanna yiff(can I flirt with you)? ;D ;D ;D
Fack naw
Will you be intoxicated in any way?
Nah, gotta be responsible and drive my ass back home.
Will you be wearing a badge? Any other way to identify you?
Yeah I'll have badges on me (hopefully I'll get around to printing my wearable badge that I've been meaning to do for the past year…)
Oh look a subject
Posted 12 years agoThis little gryphon stupidly Facebook stalked people and now she needs copious amounts of wine
*grumbles*
*grumbles*
Yayyyyyy
Posted 12 years agoI can barely contain my excitement. At first I was going to keep it somewhat under wraps until the day came closer but I can't help myself. I finally checked over my finances and put a deposit down on a suit! I'm very excited to say that
will be making a partial suit of my gryphon, Agave! *bounces around*

Raffleraffleraffle
Posted 13 years agoA-Thon
Posted 13 years agoHooray Animethon time has come again! I'll be there some time tomorrow probably running around with the pack of furries so FIND ME! >D
I may or may not steal my man-panion's suit *shifty eyes*
I may or may not steal my man-panion's suit *shifty eyes*