you know, i never actually felt i would join into this 'daddy mommy' thing ever, or have anything like that in my life

especially when people call me mommy, it doesn't strike a fire in my belly and i knew that for a while.

But then I met my baby boy, it started as a joke, you know, Anton calling me daddy, and me calling him baby boy. Oh but I can not regret it... especially after he asked me to officially be his daddy.

now that makes me feel good, i don't know why, but it does.

http://fc03.deviantart.net/fs70/f/2.....ai-d7qykag.png

I am willing to pay or material, and the work, i'm not that great at creating things.
but maybe if someone could help me

even if you just give me patterns and what not.

if you have an issue with me, then don't go posting it all over my page, or what not.

its not MY fault if someone is mad because i don't spend every waking moment talking to them.

i'm fucking sorry that I have other friends and a job that I like to spend time with

i'm so fucking sorry that I can't drop helping my parents just to answer your skype messages.

so don't be coming to my page and going 'hmmm' just because YOU choose to stop talking to ME, not the other way around.

i have lost my voice. and i have to go work today upfront.

so my mom brought the sick into our house.

my dad then caught

and now i have it

but whats worse

my dad is worse when he's sick.

right no he's downstairs yelling at my mom over fucking peanuts....PEANUTS

i think he just mad because my brother decided his video games were more important to play than to help us bring in groceries.

After what happened recently, i've really started to question my sexuality.

yes i still date for one's personality over their gender...but i mean as my preference to the gender. yes i still love a few select women...one mainly.

but i recently had some girl who said she cares about me a lot a lot basically made me friendzone her.

and its really made me question the reason why i like women.

i just don't know

so if you know me personally

i've put up with a lot of shit from people here

people I love

and people who I thought loved me

And now I'm sick and tired of it.

I am sick and tired of being told 'Oh I love you' but when we get close to being together, they turn their back on me and go love someone else.

I'm tired of being the last resort

I don't want to be someone's 'last resort'

I want to be someone's one and only

Not their 'oh well no one else loves me, and I don't really love you, but since you love me I'll date you'

I've pretty much had the first part happen to me.

to the point I took almost everything given to me from them, and put it in a box so far in my closet that I never have to see it unless I move.

People need to realize that I'm not the 'last resort'

and I'm tired of being treated like it.

end of rant

I need help with a name for my new corgi adopt

sof ar i'm going with him being a guy, and i have a few names

Raoul
Adrian
Paxton[Pax]

and other names?

so i'm bored, mind as well post this
Dont be shy ok.

Lol
I think this is cute an fun.

1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Whats your sign?
5.Phone Number:
6. Location:
7. Height:
8.Hair (color and style):
9.Piercings/tattoos:

HERE COMES THE FUN ...

1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11. Would you walk on the beach with me?
12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
13. Do you/have you talked about me?
14. Do you think I'm a good person?
15. Would u take a nap with me?
16. Do you think I'm cute?
17. If you could change anything about me -would you?
18. Would you dance with me?
19. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

What Do You Think Of My...?

1.Personality:
#
#
#

W0ULD Y0U...
give me your number?_______________
kiss me?
let me kiss you?
watch a movie with me?
take me out to dinner?
drive me somewhere
hug me?
buy me food?
take me home to meet your family?
would you let me sleep in your bed?
sing car karaoke w/ me?
sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
re-post this for me to answer your questions?
give me a piggyback ride?
come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere


Do YoU...
think I'm cute?
want to kiss me?
want to cuddle with me?

Am I...
odd but fun?
cute?
funny?
cool?
interesting to talk to?

HAVE YOU EVER...
thought about me?
thought there might be an "US"?
thought about hookin up with me?
found yourself wanting to kiss me?
wished i were there

reason why, the person who i thought truly loved me. basically played me along, when i thought i had a chance...i get slapped in the face with the facebook statues 'so and so are in a relationship' yeah that fucking hurts...

i just wanna cry right now.

I have an adoptable account.

i haveno icon yet...if someone might be willing to help meout once i get his ref done, XD that would be great.

oh god my head hurts like so bad. someone come cuddle with me

happy birthday to me~

had a guy note me, and i didn't respond to the second note right away.

so i get a note

'think I'm a bastard? think me unworthy to talk to you? '

uh i'm sory that I was helping my MOTHER who had a full blown knee replacement with something.

if someone honestly thinks that I think they are unworthy to talk to

and not know why i had not responded right away, can just fuck off. >.<

because sometimes i get busy.

thats right, three days until my birthday

i'm going to be old

So it is ten day's until my birthday

hopefully its better than my last one...since the last one i made a stupid mistake and would rather not repeat it.

[asked out an ex and then basically got cheated on within a week]

Yeah guess i've just been having a lot of regretting thoughts recently

missing people that i care about deeply and what not.

god i'm such an idiot.

looks like i won't be moving to arlington for a job.

Nope, just nope.

now I get to doubt my faith in people again

Thanks!

F5 for new icon

this is of skule my first 'fursona'/oc character that i made to represent myself/influenced by

it was drawn by my friend Brandon, and i had to make it an icon

wooot

now i get to be sad seeing all my co-workers who are going to talk about their 'wonderful' boyfriends or girlfriends.

Now i'm in a bind.

like I want a suit of skule, but I also want a bouncy tail...and skule doesn't have a bouncy tail. ;-;

So I wanna get a fursuit of my character Skule

I'm going to talk to my dad about it, since...yeah know i have eject. But I'm known as Skule, and I should have a suit for my baby.

but if you have any suggestions of who to get a full suit from for Skule, please let me know.

So I lost my voice even more

I blame

So I am now back in New York from GLFC

And must i just say...best time of my life. I don't know how I managed to actually sleep that weekend, but if it wasn't for the fact I needed it, I would of been up twenty four seven.

So I got 6 pieces of artwork/badges, I have four of the six of them right now. Two are still being worked on right now.

I also got a con shirt for free[worked eight hours], and a staff shirt [yeah i did]

half way on saturday, Drae from the security team pulled me off to the side as I was suiting after getting back from lunch with two of my three roomies. he was saying how they appreciated how much I did for the the night before, and even when I wasn't on duty, and that the event staff as a whole wishes to make me a staff member for this year, and possibly the next.

I was so happy that I pretty much called my dad not even two seconds after I got my new badge for that.

now onto the suiting, I was wearing Eject~ and everyone seemed to love her, and wanted to steal my tail xD