a ticket to the zoo that i went to with my ex when i met him.

lets just say it didn't last no more than two seconds after i found it.

They are.

Got those I can trust, got those I can express love too

but it seems the others who wanted me to express it to them don't give a shit. especially with what they tell me, or what i find out

thank you.

that is all

fill it out man?

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you love me?
5. Give me a nickname and explain why.
6. Describe me in 1 word.
7. What was your first impression of me?
8. Would you hug me?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13. Would you meet up with me?
14. Do you enjoy having me as a friend?
15. Would you spend some quality time with me?

Single as fuck, Caled left me, said he was gay but yet he still 'cares' and 'loves' me.


way to make a bad day worse.

a place to make stickers, so that i can put the sticker i made for my laptop on it.

anyone know where i can do that?

So there is this artist on tumblr


thoseachievementhunterdorks

and i've admired her work for AGES now.

she is amazing.

Well I recently got a message on facebook from someone, mentioning about my PP on there, and showed me their piece of work that my icon outfit was used from.

and oh god, i'm freaking out.

All registered to go to MFF with my boyfriend and all his friends.

Got in a fight with someone I considered a friend.
they told me i was being hypocritical, and think i'm only jumping on the issue because it involves my boyfriend.

uh no, if it was about any other artist I would jump to their defense, it just so happens that they were talking about my boyfriend. >.<

so before i get on their case even more, i just up and left. ignore everything and left.

http://www.livestream.com/lokittyoflifes

online

Alright so yeah,
as the title says.

I might be going to AnthroCon this year~

first i got to find out when.

if my parents will let me.

and if i'm able to stay in my boyfriends room.

and he has even offered to pay for my way to go down, or something like that[checks phone]

yeah he said something like that.

all because we were talking about seeing each other soon too.

just got to talk to my parents, find out when AC is exactly, and see if i can get the days off.

wisdom teeth are removed...

and i so totally want to do art...

;-; especially a picture of autumn heart too

maybe art for caled and I too

so my ex friend feels bad for anyone who dates me.

because i told her i didn't want her calling me pet names.

and supposively i'm a two faced bitch

and then when i tell her how i really feel, she bitches me out for making her 'feel bad' when she told me to yell at her.

This is going to all people, if you are going to come to me and complain about someone. Fine, but do NOT expect me to agree with you or the other person, especially if both of you are my friends. One person is doing that to me now. and thinks i'm picking the one over the other when I told them that i didn't want to pick between them, they started trying to make me feel bad. no, i'm not dealing with that shit.

I have ended one friendship over this because of this shit.

she called my one friend a 'coward ass whore' and many other names.

and then she has the nerve to call me a two faced piece of shit, that she's more mature than me.

which isn't true, she's worse than me

then when i went off on her

her words were

'I love you, shanrda'

bull shit, if she loved me she wouldn't be treating me like shit, and lowering my self esteem

i'm so done with shit like this.

as some of you may noticed. I do now have a boyfriend.

is his username.

and you know what, i am very happy.

he and I actually got the chance to meet up before we decided date one another.

and those were the two best days of my life.

the school year is almost over.

i move home later today.

....
of being the secret.
of the promises
of the lies
of the pain
of the empty words

of everything that has to do with a relationship right now

if you are with me

don't make excuses about why you can't tell people things

and don't assume that I don't understand

and that you can't talk to me because i'm 'mad'

because then i guess none should ever talk to me because i'm always frustrated

sorry for the rant...just had to let it out

I'm opening up flat colored commissions

for 5 dollars, you can get up to 2 characters in a flat color commission.

Be it human, anthro, or feral

I will not draw sexual content besides kissing




So fr 5 dollars, you can have 1-2 characters in a flat color commission

and for an extra .50 cents for every character after the first 2.

I have every right to deny a commission

well one thing

besides april fools day

is people who think, just because you are dating someone, that you need linked icons.

Or to announce it to everyone.

Ever since I left my ex, I've been talking to and 'dating' this girl I know and hardly anyone knew. Not because I didn't want people to know, but because I didn't feel the need to start drama and people thinking that i was doing this to hurt my ex.

Because at the same time, my ex thought she was dating my girlfriend. And would bitch about how her and my girlfriend never had linked icons.

Saying that they NEED linked icons to date, that the WORLD needs to know that they are dating. Even though my girlfriend never said yes, and my ex was assuming that they were dating.

And now i've seen so many people freaking out because they NEED link icons with their girlfriend/boyfriend/lover. You don't NEED linked icons to show that you are dating someone. and linked icons don't always MEAN that you are dating someone. They could be for two people who are really good friends and want to just have linked icons.

To the mother from my home town that just lost her one year old

he was beaten to death by the 19 year old mother's 16 year old boyfriend

the boyfriend beat him to death with his fist.

They are putting the 16 year old to trial as an adult

Yes so *Doqqy[on da] and I are broken up.

No its not her fault

no its not my fault

Her psycho ex keeps coming between our relationship and puts a strain on it

So we are calling it off

don't go after her

its not her fault

to me

you know what irks me? is when you buy a character on Deviantart or FurAffinity and then the person has the balls to take the design back because you 'changed' the character to much. or they miss them. I just heard that someone might want to take Arianna back from me. that is not happening.

once someone buys a character. IT IS THEIRS

be it from a free adoption or a 1 point to 1 cent adoption.

once you guy the character. their rights are done.

tomorrow is my birthday~

i turn twenty.

yay

don't tell me you like me. that you still love me

to just tell me that your straight and you are going back out with your ex.

that hurts way more than just saying that you lost feelings for me.

i'm done. no more. i'm going back to being emotionless in that department.

I now have xbox live. anyone wanna be friends on xbox live?