Northern_Shore~
"Looking for someone who can make a model for MMD(M) of Raiden. Really wanna get one done in time for a special occasion that's coming up. So anyone who reads this or knows someone please send me a note. If I have too pay so be it, this really needs to be done on time and done how it should be. (I tried doing a model myself but bones were phasing through clothes and somehow stuff went missing.) Any help will be welcomed! ^^"

Yeah we need a modeler or someone who knows their way around PMD editor. What he failed to mention is that the special occasion is an UTAU concert held in a comic shop near his place that's going to feature some of the local Utau's under the name Utua'ber Connection. Like he said anything would be great, we'll pay if we need too. Thanks for anything guys.

:/ I guess I'm back?

So, been ahwile huh? Well I spoke with my dad and he asked me why I do what I do even though its evil. I told him it ain't evil, it's my way to meet people and make some friends. He went against and poured holy water over me and then struck me with the cross next to him; chanting "Be gone in the name of the lord!". I have a nice bruise on my forehead right now(Can't really think straight as I type this) and he's in his first night at a jail. There will be a hearing later to see if we can place him in a special care facility... and a maybe therapist as well. Long story short, and a hill of paper work. My dad will get the help he needs, my mom is adjusting to the new lifestyle with the help of my brothers but she likes to cook outside still. None the less shes happy but of course I'm still worried about her.

Now, the bad but also good news. I might be able to come back this spring-ish or end of spring-ish. I signed up at Drafter's mechanic shop as a vinyl designer,plus I have to go to London to keep an eye on trends as well as keep track of Drafter's Mustang as it makes its way to Croatia.

Stay patient my friends. For the artist of dusk shall be upon you. B3

I'm am alive... Though don't expect me to be on...

Due to recent personal issue's and current economic struggle I am really in a tight spot. And sadly as I say this. I may up leaving the whole fandom as well. I need to get my life in order and my family found out about me and my brothers secret. I'm sorry guys. If I leave then, I might as well hand out my characters right? I don't know. Time will tell...

You heard it from me foke's. Miss  zizithewolf is drawing them free of charge. Be quick, many people are requesting. Here's where ya go,

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3540831/

Have a great day!
~ Rai ~

Go here to sign a petition for a change in the week.

Fat Bunny week kinda discriminates shark fursona owner's when you think about it.

Sign and Swim everyone! Show a shark some love!


http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3487570/

"It's easy to forget in life that we must slow down to view whats around us. Often we simply down grade ourselves, bash heads, make accusations that aren't true. It goes far enough to even block judgement, our thoughts, our own views. That is why we must cherish life, enjoy it with friends, family, the one('s) that we cherish. We have to build bridges, not break them. Consider what will happen if we throw that away for our insecurities, then all life, it will be gone. In the end no one wins, there is just pain and tears...


Live. Laugh. Love.
My three words..." ~Rowan Cross




This brought back memory's I had of my family before all of this. I thought I had lost them. I was listening and reading and all of a sudden, I was crying. It connected, my situation, his words, the music, it all hit me. I feel happy now... Knowing, that not everything is bad...

Repost if you had a moment to cry, link back to Drafter for his words.

Reposted from  northern_shore

I guess I am a terrible artist. No bites on the ACW... ACW is closed.

Meh, I'm really losing my motivation... Maybe I should get some digital art for me.

Well, Hows everyone weekend doing?

So I guess people don't want free art... I am a terrible artist then. Lol, so yesh. I am alive! Just been busy on work and such. I think Ive become a forgotten artist. So that means I get to draw for fun! But... You know what...


FREE ART FOR EVERYONE!!

Ok, you heard me! Spring Break Challege!

Ma and my friend Drafter are gonna do a challege. If I get done with two sketches of a shark and a dog, he will buy me some art! Haha! So tha means, FREE ART!

Restrictions:

2 Slots(One Shark or One Wolf)

And Im opening up on $2(USD) Sketches on Head bust and Half body: 5 Slots(I'll try hard to satisfythe commisioner)
As always: Trade's Are Open! (Anything from a Story to Some art)

Thanks guys for everything!

Om ma sweet potatoe pie! It's mah birthday tomorrow!! Woohoo!! Here's to another year of old age! Wait what!?! Is that a gray hair?? Oh s@&$!! XD lol!! So yeah! Birthday. Fireworks! End of the world! Demon Rai is coming to get ya! >8D

Ok so, another week of zero activity... *Leaves fly behind me* I'm starting to get old. Anyways, Yes, life! Does anyone have a manual so i can look up the policy on a angry dad who threw a laptop at my head. Which by the way, was mine, 600 down the drain. Back to the fandom, I have zero digi art of my chars(Besides Eniabs drawing of Zaver, and Chesys drawing of Rai) I plan on getting some more digi art soon. As for now:

To do list:
...!?

I don't have nothing to do?!? Ok, that's it, EMERGENCY COMMISIONS!! 1$ USD!!! I've been inactive for two long, I need to get to work. I'll open slots this week, 1$ a piece. My art is not bad but not good either, I can draw dogs, cats(I think), sharks(little bit to often), and Dragons(I've been practicing).

Also, I hope you guys are ready for the end of the world!! My birthday is coming up!! Demon Rai will be out and about that day!! XD Lock your windows!! That's the one day he roams free. Muahahaha!!

My family bates me for this reason I shall not speak off!! Also, My FA is so... Dead... So I will open up, depression pills... Lol... I sounded serious didn't I? XD Anyways, I must get that story moving again. I'll see ya guys around!

Ok, so I was about to go for quick lap when Freaking Drafter, pulled up in his mustang and chased me around the track! Here the thing, the track is walled in and get narrow around the turns! You wouldn't believe how freaking scary it felt to see him driving side by side along the turn!!! Oh but I didn't give up that easy, I tried shoving him to the side of the track, did that work? No! It put him in a chasers mood so he tail gated my car every where!! *Sigh* I Screwed up my tires.

Anyways, So I need to keep busy! So commission's are open, they been open... *Sigh* And ACW art is going to be running this summer. So hope you guys have a awesome week! See ya!

Im back people!!!

Ok, so yeah, I was in a slump. I've gotten myself out of the hole and... *Pause for dramatic effect* My 1k art piece is done!! I really worked my heart out on it... I wanna show you my interest and how much your support means to me!! XD Hope you enjoy my style and yes, my shark mutt gets to see the light again!! I just love the way he looks, I think he looks unique all on his own! Now I got news, ACW 4 is going to be this summer!! Or maybe in mid-spring, I don't know but I will work on sketches!! As for now, I must survive these winter nights with a gay roommate and his Bf(Who've been trying to seduce me... BITCH!!!PLEASE!!!**), and these harsh rain's people tell me about... Here we go!

(**For a side note, yes I have a roommate, just to help pay the bills, besides he's my best friend, what can you do??)

I feel abandoned for some reason. It's like, no one is even is paying attention to me. Not here in the fandom, but in real life. My mom stopped calling, my uncle is no stopping by anymore, even my sis hasn't been at her job for 2 weeks... Not even my friends are answering me anymore. It like the world suddenly forgot me. My cousin got her operation and recovered very quickly but... Like my situation, no one in my family is even talking to each other. I don't know why but, I got this feeling its my fault in a way. My family paired me off with this chic I didn't know a year back, sure we got along but then I realized my family and hers, were trying to control our lives. So I went off grid, only my sis and uncle knew where I was. But after sending the money, they just left. I've been slowly creeping into a darker area I've been to before, I can't focus anymore without stoping and feelin bad. But my niece was in trouble so I had to help, was that to bad?? *Sigh* Damm... If I don't answer any comments... I'm either sulking or... At the hospital... Thanks for reading.

For the people who entered my contest, I'm really sorry. I have to send the money I've been saving to my nieces house. She needs an operation, I know you been waiting for it to come but... I just need to send the money over. I'll try to make it up some how, it's just that, she only 7 and she can die if untreated. I'm really sorry guys, I just hope you'll understand. Thank you!

Yeah I'm alive. Just working overtime. I won't be on for awhile sadly. I'll be back people, as soon as I'm back, I will post fast!!

1000 Page views!! XD Bring on the ultra awesome cake I bought!! X'D Thanks everyone!!!! I guess I should thank people in this journal for everything:

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Your an awsome person. Cant thank you enough for talking to you and getting feed back from you.

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First person to ever welcome me here. He still one of the wackiest people I've meet so far. Gotta thank his continuous favs!

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The first artist to give me something that I had to work for. She is ubber awesome.

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He was an original supporter, before I even came her to FA. Gotta thank him one of these days.

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I thank her for the gifts and all. Her art is a motivator for me and my style is somewhat based of hers.

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He's an awesome dude, and amazing artist at that. I hope to see him at the levels of the higher artist.

I thank anyone else I left out, with out your support, I may have left and never touch a pencil ever again. All my watchers are awesome, they leave comment, more than other's, but I'm cool with it. As of right now My 1K picture is going up tomorrow, It's a scene art I hope to see go digital. I thank you all.



I'm getting close to a thousand page views!!! I am so amped, I love this feel of anticipation!!! I am doing my 1k pic already, It a way to say thanks for looking at my work and leaving comments to keep me going!! I would like to thank so many people but, I will say it on the one thousand view!!! Im going to use this as a motivator, for favs and watches, I will draw Tribal 2.9o!!! It's this style I kinda made up. It's time to draw people of of the world!! X'D

I will get to it! Work has been stressful since we had a mishap on the printing lines and even publisher's contracts had gone hay wire. This weekend, if the universe permits, I will get the ACW name art's done. Then I have a piece that's been on hold for to long, SharkFang I will do something better than a chibi!! Once I'm done I will start my official commission's series event. I will have 4 slots open, I'll work with the following:

Dragon's(I need to make my next milestone on the species list)
Shark's(I got into the mood drawing theses)
Canid's(I am a pro at it so far)
Feline's(I'll try)

Price's:

Sketches(Traditional)$5
(Color is $7, done with Crayola, +$1 for a prop Exp. Tree, Flowers, ect...)

Name Art $4
(Done with MS Paint, Artist Choice Styling)

Chibi $4
(MS Paint, No Background, Canid's Preferred)