Hey guys sorry for the long absense... I just want to inform everyone, if you don't see me posting any new photos of my skye fursuit.. the reason is I sold it..
We were struggling and came close to loosing our place, the best option was to give the suit up...
I still own the character.. but, the suit went to a new home and is being modified as we speak

Yes, I have returned back to FA. I will give full updates later on.
Bare with me please. I missed everyone

I know it's been awhile since I've been on here, since I moved. I hate to come back with this.

Yesterday at 4:30 p.m. we lost a most amazing man in my life..
My grandfather was taken away from us with a severe heart attack. He was on the phone with my mom when he started to have it. We got home, my mom who used to be a CNA for years.. started to work on him till the ambulance can get there.. they tried to bring him back to life, he had a very small pulse. Once he was at the hospital.. they anounced him gone from are lives.
We are all in shock and devastated.. I'm still crying and very hurt.
He seemed to be happy go lucky, laughing without a care in the world yesterday. Then this..

I'm so in shock that I'm so very sick.. everything doesn't seem real.. it happened to fast for me..
If you would like to send me a card, send me a note and I'll be more then happy to give my address. .

If you would like to draw me something.. I would love a picture of a big old grizzly bear, wearing glasses, a hat and a red pladded shirt. Having a good time fishing with the title of the art "Fishing in heaven "

Missing him so much..love you pops..say high to uncle Jerry for us..

It's my BIRTHDAY!

I am in my new apartment with my beloved mate  kneel4loki13 We are both nervous and yet very excited.
I just wanted to give everyone an update on what was going on. WE HAVE WIFI WOOHOO

Moving into my new place with the love of my life

I got dared by

Here we go *takes in a deep breath*

__Basics__
1. Name: Skye
2. Nicknames: SkyeDragon, Miss Dragon Lady, MEDIC!!!
3. Birthday: 04/18/1992
4. Place Of Birth: Florida (if your talking about which hospital I was born in, not sure off hand)
5. Zodiac Sign: Aries
6. Sex: Female (Surprised people don't know that I am)
7. Sexuality: Bi
8. Ethnicity: oWo woah?
9. Occupation: Cashier
10. Current City/State: St.Petersburg, Florida
11. Twitter, Facebook, KIK, etc: Nope But, been thinking about making those to get my name out, but will never go on them really.
I have a fb for my human life, but don't want it out.

__Your Appearance___
12. Hair Color: brunette
13. Hair Length: Shoulder length, but going to get it chopped off again soon
14. Eye Color: Blue
15. Skin Color: caucasian
16. Height: 5'6
17. Weight: hahaha no
18. Glasses: yes
19. Piercings: ear lobes
20. Tattoos: The dark mark on my left arm
21. Righty or Lefty: Righty

___Your 'Firsts'___
22. First Best Friend: To many to count
23. First Award: My bronze award in Girl Scouts years ago
24. First Sport You Joined: T-Ball Braves
25. First Pet: Mandy my Cocker Lab (RIP baby girl)
26. First Real Vacation: Went to Hershey Park when I was little with family :3
27. First Concert: *eyes wide blushing* Seeing alan Jackson in concert when I was 10
28. First (true) Love:

___Favorites___
29. Movie: Shawn of the Dead
30. TV Program: Big Bang Theory
31. Color: Blue
32. Artist {music}: To many to count
33. Band: uhhh
34. Song Right Now: General Mumble -Couldn't you just simply die
35. Place To Be: in arms
36. Food: I'm thinking Tacos right now
37. Sport: Baseball
38. Restaurant: *shrugs*
39. Favorite Brand: what is a "brand" of which you speak, I could honestly care less about brands. Thrift store baby
40. Store: GoodWill
41. School Subject: Science
42. Animal: to many to count (Lizards *cough cough*) who said that
43. Book: Harry Potter :3
44. Magazine: <w< none
45. Shoes: Sneakers

___Currently___
46. Feeling: Hungry
47. Single or Taken: Taken by
48. Have A Crush: *hugs a FNAF purple man plush* no >///>
49. Eating: Nothing..
51. Typing: answers for this, I would say yes
52. Online Right Now: well, that's a stupid question
53. Listening To: Songs on my computer (DUMBLEDORE - Parody of Dynamite )
55. Wanting To: Finally get this damn move over with already
56. Watching: Nothing, the TV is off
57. Wearing: My pajamas still

___Your Future___
58. Want Kids: Yes, just one though
59. Want To Be Married: ...yes *blushes*
60. Careers In Mind: continuing the one I am in now
61. Where Do You Want To Live: wanna keep my happy ass stationed in florida
62. Car: maybe

___Which Do You Prefer___
63. Friends or Lovers: both
64. Cats or Dogs: Cats
65. Sweet or Sour: Sweet
66. Brain or Brawn: depends my mood
67. Males or Females: sometimes, neither
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
69. Hugs or Kisses: Hugs
70. Short or Tall: not to short and not to tall
71. Easygoing or Serious: both
72. Laid Back or Spontaneous: depends...
73. Fatty or Skinny: Fatty >w> or fluffy *hugs my roo tightly*
74. Quiet or Loud: depends.
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship, if you can't respect that the get out of my life.
76. Mean or Caring: Caring
77. Trouble Maker or Goody Two Shoes: Trouble maker..depends how far it goes.

___Have You Ever___
78. Kissed A Stranger: Yes..
79. Had Alcohol: yes
80. Smoked: Vapor, yes
81. Ran Away From Home: No
82. Broken A Bone: No
83. Got An X-ray: To many
84. Been Intimate With Someone: my mate
85. Broke Someones Heart: To many to count...
86. Broke Up With Someone: Yes
87. Cried When Someone Died: .....
88. Cried At School: yes

___Do You Believe In___
89. A God: Yes
90. Miracles: Yes
91. Love At First Sight: It took awhile, but I found my true love yes
92. Ghosts: yes.
93. Aliens: OMFG YES
94. Soul Mates: Dragons mate for life... I found mine <3
95. Heaven: Yes
96. Hell: Yes
97. Karma: Yes
98. Fate: Yes
99. Horoscopes: Yes

___Name A Time When You___
100. Hurt Someone Physically: Don't want to talk about it
101. Hurt Yourself On Purpose: ...
102. Insulted Someone: ..yes
103. Lied: to protect myself, yes
104. Got Praised: A lot at work :3
105. Got Laid: *blushing deeply* stays in the bedroom people
106. Laughed Hysterically: omg there is just to many stories for that one
107. Challenged Someone: I challenged one of my best friends at the Wii dance game in the mall. I wouldn't back down and it ended up with me having an Asthma attack
108. Won A Challenge: To many to think of
109. Lost A Bet: Can't think of any
110. Won A Bet: Can't think of any

___What Would You Do___
111. For A Klondike Bar: fuck that, there not worth it

___Ever Played___
112. Digimon: yes
113. Pokemon: yes
114. Yu-Gi-Oh: ys
115. D&D/Pathfinder: no
116. Arcades: yes
117. Nintendo 64: yes
118. PS1: yes
119. PS2: Yes
120. PSP: yes
121. PS3: yes
122. PS4: no
123. Gamecube: Yes
124. Super Gameboy: Yes
125. Gameboy Color: Yes
126. Gameboy Advance: Yes
127. SEGA Saturn: Yes
128. SEGA Genesis: Yes
129. SEGA MasterSystem: Yes
130. SEGA GameGear: Yes
131. Nintendo DS: yes
132. Nintendo 2DS: no
133. Nintendo 3DS: Yes
134. Wii: Yes
135. Wii U: Yes
136. Xbox: Yes
137. Xbox 360: Yes
138. Xbox ONE: No
139. Atari 2600: Yes
140. Atari 5200: Yes
141. Atari Lynx: Yes
142. Atari Jaguar: Yes
143. NES: Yes
144. SNES: Yes

___Do You or Will You___
145. Cosplay: I do Cosplay.
146. Roleplay {Internet}: only with
147. Roleplay {Real Life}: It depends. I sometimes do it when I cosplay with friends
148. Go To Conventions: yes
149. Support Gay Marriage: .. I better xD

___What Does___
150. The Fox Say: KAKAKAKA-KAKOO!

You know that Sniper Kangaroo that I am mated too? Yeah?
Well, he has an account now. You should go over there and watch him.
--->

Oh boy "MEDIC" is going to be ringing in my ears for a long while. I had a fantastic time suiting and I was the only fursuiter at the little con which was pretty awesome! The whole time I was either being called a "cow" or a Dinosaur. wtf people, seriously? Do I HAVE to change my dragon with wings for people to know WHAT THE ACTUAL FFF I AM!
I really don't want to be forced too. Just going to keep ignoring it for now.
I went with my mate and she was my spotter and a very good one at that!
a lot of people kept asking me "What anime/video game/ show are you from" We told them I was just an original character cosplaying as a Medic from tf2. People thought it was awesome and was all welcoming to it! unlike other people at the large cons I went to before.
I notice smaller cons people seems to a bit more understanding and A LOT friendly when it comes to people fursuiting.

At one point I had to drop my tail, head, hands blah blah blah to use the bathroom. As I was getting out of character and suit. A cosplayer walking by dressed as the 3rd Doctor from doctor who, walked past the bathroom and say my suit laying on the floor. He freaked out at first, then turned around and saw me letting out a deep breath of air. patting me on the shoulder saying "Oh thank goodness." I just cracked up, not really understanding what was going on and what he meant. Thinking it was just being a goofy, playful thing.
Had told me that he saw mu suit on the ground and thought I had maybe passed out. He freaked out getting ready to crouch down and see if I was okay. He was super relieved seeing me off to the side and was all right. My faith in the whovian community has been restored one more time.

All in all I made a lot of people and children smile today, and that makes me smile. We even hung out with a deadpool for awhile. We had a "silly" argument (more like him talking and I just pointing at stuff) about how the elevator wouldn't go higher then floor 5 *the roof* just cracks me up xD

I am super tired and will probably post a photo tonight and the rest tomorrow *yawns* welp, have an amazing night everyone <3 <3

Will be adventuring to clearwater comic con with my beloved mate
She is going as Sniper and is going to be my spotter as I venture around as Medic! This is going to be so much fun and a nice break before the big move!
Hope to see everyone (who ever is going) THERE!!!

I will be away, not posting or messaging. I will be back and forth to check my notes though.
There is just so much, going on in my life right now that I need to step back and breath.
People in my life are hurting.. emotionally and physically.. I just can't take much of it anymore.
I am getting so frustrated with my move april 3rd and it's right around the corner. Just need more time to finish packing as well.
I am going to a free con this weekend and going to try to have a good fucking time damn it..
Logging out of FA on my phone, this way I am not tempted to check for anything while at work.
Just need a little time, before I make the wrong decision I will ever regret..

YES I HIT THE 200 WATCHER MARK AND I HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN ON FA FOR A WHOLE YEAR YET *squees*
Thank you all for watching me! As a watcher, please tell me what you would like to see more of?!
Would you like to see more fursuiting pictures?
Art?
MAYBE BOTH!?
You all are simply amazing and I love everyone single one of you!
Thank you all so much again!
*big dragon hugs for everyone*

Hey guys, I want a little advise.
I am trying to find the cheaper route on getting wifi for my laptop so I can keep connected with you guys and I wont die of boredom from not having cable. (I really don't watch tv, my whole life is mostly the computer to be honest)
I can see how much internet will cost but, with my phone I can get a plan where I pay a tinny bit more on my phone bill and my wifi hot spot has roll over.
Just trying to figure out which would be the better option here. D:
if not, I will have to bike down to mc. donalds with my laptop and post everything up over there using there wifi

If I seem rather out of it today.. today is my uncles birthday..
Everyone in my house hold falls with depression, but smiles with joy of all the memories he gave us.
He was taken away from us by cancer a few years ago.. his ashes rest in peace in new york. Under a huge tree on property my family up in NY owns.
I wish I could be up there to give him a beer, as my family does every year on his birthday.
I miss the good times we have, from him picking on me. To wrestling around with him and my siblings. "Take him down" we would shout but, he never fell.. he was so strong.. so strong till his last breath..

I had a dream years ago that I visited him in the hospital, the day before he died. Family from my past when I was younger smiled and laughed with him.
My uncle was standing and not attached to any more wires and not laying on the bed anymore. He ruffled up my hair and said. "Going to miss you kiddo, see you around. Love you and stay strong for your mom."
The next day I had went to school, my brother and grandfather picked us up early. Telling us my uncle had passed away that night..

He would be so proud of me.. I have an amazing gf, I graduated from high school, have a job for 3 years and going.. and finally moving out on my own..
I miss you so much Uncle Gerry.. wish you could see me now..

Welp, It's getting close to april 3rd. My heart is pounding like crazy! Hoping my mom keeps to her word about selling the jeep so I CAN have a place to live and will be able to move in on time.
I am going to see how much it will be for wifi and not cable. I really don't watch tv, so there is no point to having cable when I can just get netflix and buy movies and tv shows and get the fuck over myself LOL. Would love to get a series set of the Big Bang theory. To me, that crap never gets old. I looooove it.
I can also try to keep myself busy with my felt projects on trying new things and learning how to sew. But, who knows.

Also, out of fursuiting pictures D:
Hopefully can go out and do another shoot soon..this will give you guys a break then I suppose rofl

Please go here and read my mates journal ---> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6562178/
She needs all the love and support right now that she can get.. she is hurting bad and we are not sure on how much longer her guinea pig might be around...

please, she needs all the prayers, kind words and a supporting hand through this tough time.
It will not make the pain go away, but with amazing furs and friends... can make the coping much more easier for her...

So, as I notice with a lot of artists, you all ways get those select few..
Not speaking for myself, but looking for advice for someone.

Okay, say the artist (NOT ME) worked really super hard on drawing this picture for someone. They worked hours on top of work and other things, they asked for approval and notes before continuing on.
Said commissioner approves the final look of the picture, say in a live stream, and the artists posts the work. Leaving said commissioner to quickly snag and save the art they commissioned for.

After everything was going so good, and everyone is happy.. So you would think.

The said commissioner turns like jekyll and hyde, saying that is not the art they asked for and they demand there money back and want a refund AFTER everything was completed and okayed and posted on the artist and commissioners account.

The commissioner sends you threats, sends there white knights and hurrasses the artist.

Would you give them a refund, after you worked hours on a commission and let the artist get away with a free picture?

Just trying to help someone out and would like advice, never been in this kind of situation before.

I got these new icons for my mate and I, and it is only showing are old icons on the front page even though WE CHANGED THEM wtf is going on..? help?

Thank you so much to those who had donated in helping me move, and it has helped a lot.

My official move in date is april 3rd
I've been stressing so SO hard with how I am going to pay for everything on such low income.
My mom was going to give me her jeep before she leaves, but it's highly unsafe and needs a lot of matnance. Plus, i dont have my DL anyways, only learners permit.
She is going to sell it, so I can be set with the money I need for my new place.. I will be getting around cab and bus also some friends time to time.
I have to say right now... I love you so much mommy <3

So, I am close to my limit. I want to thank everyone who has donated and spread the word. I was able to get a little more paid down on my apartment, just need that first months rent which I am still struggling so hard to get. D:
If everything goes smoothly, I will be in my new place april 1st instead of May. get settled and such. When I move, it is likely I wont have access to the internet, due to I wont be able to afford it at this time when I move out. So bare with me with new fursuiting photos. I might have to take a trip somewhere with wifi to download new photos when I suit again.

Thank you all so much, I loves you.

I hate to make this journal.. I hate seem like I am begging, but I am in dire need of some help...

Those who know me, knows that I will be moving out soon sometime in May.. I am struggling so hard to save money to move, due to I take care of my mom (who will be moving in May) and dealing with my tight wad little sister who doesn't want to do shit to help to where we are living at now. I have had my job for 3 years and due to my car accident last year, I missed close to two months in a half of work. This means I got barely anything back with in my income tax.. not even enough to put down $525 for my first months rent, let alone car insurance and other bills that will be needed taking care of as well..
I'm thinking about picking up a second job, but makes things even harder when I have one way of transportation. Are family vehicle that my mom mostly uses to get me and my sister back and forth from home, work and where ever else we may need to go...so, this will be much harder to bounce back and forth between all these places..

I have been panicking and freaking out..

1. My mother is moving to New York to be with my step dad up there, NO I can't move with her. The place they're getting will only be big enough to accompany them and no one else...
2. My Life is here in Florida, family, friends my mate..my job I can't lose all of that and start over with no place to go in another state...
3. I have tried looking for roommates, but I have just been stabbed in the back so many times, I am sick of it and just decided to be by myself..
4. I can't move in with my mate where she is at now.. Her mother and mothers boyfriend pretty much flipped out and said no...
5. I can't stay where I am at now. I can't afford the rent here plus the place is falling apart and just really isn't safe to live in anymore..

I hate asking for help. But I really need it...

any donation will help me get started and going on the right path I need to go. This money will NOT BE TOUCHED until the time is needed to pay rent and other things...
If you can't donate, please spread the word the best you can, this fur really needs as much help as she can get.
I can do at least a little drawing doodle on my tablet in return for each donation. I don't really draw anymore. But, it is the least I can do...

My deadline is beginning or ending of May to be out and in my new apartment so anything really helps...

My PayPal is located here ---> Thedaxternator[at]aim.com
if you donated, please let me know so I can try to doodle something for you as a thank you..
If you can't donate, a simple word out to others will help so much...thank you for understanding my situation

So, I finally found a place to move too, that is in the lines of my budget for rent. The down fall is, nothing is covered. But I can bring my cat!
I will be moving out of my moms place sometime in may, I can't stay here where I am currently located because it is own by my grandparents and they want us out..
Not in a mean way or anything, just the place is falling apart and needs a lot of TLC. I want to stay, but at the same time I am so happy to be moving out. My brother will come over and drink/eat everything when I am not home. My grandparents will come over and snoop about as well. I can't change the locks unless they have a key just incase "something" might happen. Tired of this lack of privacy. I am tired of also being bitched at by my brother when I am wearing my pajamas for the night, he comes over and yells at me why I am not dressed...um, I am.. I am wearing a baggy loose shirt and pants.. back off.

My anxiety and stress lvls about moving out as got me so moody, which I don't mean to be if I come off that way.. My mom wants to leave for NY as soon as she can, and I feel like I am being pushed and pushed even more.
I am also sick and tired of people trying to roommate with me FOR THE WRONG FUCKING REASONS! SO, I SAY TO NO FLIPPING ROOMMATES UNLESS I HAVE KNOWN YOU FOR EVER AND OR MY BELOVED MATE! I am trying not to stress to much, because this is a huge leap for me.. but, I am having a hard time trying to balance out everything now and I can't even keep my fucking phone on..
I will be so happy to know I can worry about me and my bills, and not 2 other fucking people in the house..just my cat and myself.. gawd...

Anyways, id when I will ave internet around that time, so please be ever so patient with me..

I Was thinking about making a Youtube. Where I can post all my videos from my fursuiting adventures. What do you guys think? I have to make an account and everything guh, LOL

I thought Everyone deserved a little update about what is going on right now, why I haven't been posting or saying very much lately. I really wouldn't post anything like this on here.. but, I need to say something before people worry where I went too...

First of all, I wanted to say HAPPY NEW YEARS! Welcome all new watchers as well. I hope your new year is going off strong so far happy and well.

I have been struggling a little bit with finance problems right now.. Also, when I said I was going to be moving out in July.. my mom dropped the bomb shell and said she wanted to be gone in May, which is starting to be harder for me to find a place to live. Alone, get a car and everything I need for that. Looks like I am going to be on my own with just my cat.. My sister is moving in with her boyfriend and possible two other room mates.. my mom is going to New York. My brother is staying with are grandparents (which there is no room for me) and I can't stay where I am currently at. I tried looking for room mates through the people I know.. and a lot of them told me pretty much "hehe.. good luck on your own!"My mate can't move in with me because she doesn't have a Job and can't support her half of the rent. Also, something is going down with her mom..so she might have to be there longer with her..
I can't move in with her, because I have my cat and I don't ant her to get hurt by the two cats my mate has, or vise versa.
A friend offered me to move in with her, but there is issues with my cat again. When I am not home, my cat has to be locked up in the bed room all day... which isn't fair for my loving kitty who is used to running around the house freely. Also, I am at work all the time and lucky to at least have a day off..
Her brother also comes home for shore leave and the room I will be staying in is his.. I have a feeling I will be shoved out o the living room to sleep on the couch while he stays home... I can't do that either..

I have been so depressed that it has caused a lot of issues at work, with my relationship and friend ships that I've been pretty much pushing people away.. on top of that, my most needed time.. I just feel left abandoned. Every night I just go to sleep crying.. because my anxiety of being left alone is driving me crazy, and living alone can be expensive. I don't make little to anything and get paid weekly.. It's hard to even try saving now. When I get my check, it gets blown on the phone bill, cat needs, house needs, car insurance, gas , everyone's needs and I am last.. I am lucky to have at least $20.00 by the end of the day.. I really don't get paid that much.

I was looking into getting a second job, in order to pay for everything.. But, I know that will piss a lot of people off knowing my freedom of what ever I have left will be gone.. I won't know if I will be able to afford cable or internet for awhile.. so, when the time gets closer. Idk If I will have time to get on here without going to a local mcy d's or some place with wifi for a short time. I want to try right now to avoid asking for donations.. I feel it isn't right because I really wouldn't have anything to offer in return. I will keep posted in the mean time of what is going on..

Thank you all for understanding.. and again.. I really never post anything like this, but you the people of the fandom and my fans/friends/family needed to know my situation if I ended up suddenly disappearing and why I have been so limited on being on here. Thank you all..

This dragon couldn't be any happier then right now! I finally hit the 1000+ page view mark and 100+ watchers as well! Thank you thank you!
I still have more photos I need to edit and post! so, please keep an eye out for them! Again, I wish I could hug all of you right now! Thanks for making this so awesome for me! Thank you!