So he left me like I thought he was and my heart hurts so bad.....I really want to be with someone who will help and love me for me he clearly didn’t and now I’m hurting all over again cause of him.....this really sucks

Hey all first journal and sadly a sad one..... lately I have been hurting as my mate is probably going to be leaving me so I’m just not doing well at all and really feel like crap so I’m just hoping all goes well but I bet it won’t.....I just really am scared to lose him i don’t think I can go back out there.....I’m a mess