That one time your really cold and you know the water is on so you go take a shower but then you realize the water is still cold but you need a shower so you shower anyway but you get shampoo in your eye so you wash it out with cold water making you more cold but now you are so cold you cant have a shower so you wrap yourself in your towel turn of the shower and run to your room and dive under the covers to be warm.


...I just did that T^T im a bit warmer now.

1. Who eats more?
both the same i think

2. Who said "I love you" first?
We both did in a way

3. Who is the morning person?
She is :3

4. Who sings better?
Her i think

5. Who's older?
her

6. Who's smarter?
both with different things

7. Whose temper is worse?
Both equal i guess

8. Who cries more?
her :L

9. How did you meet?
FurAffinity then Skyped like everyday nearly :3

10. Where are you both from?
Shes from America im England

11. Whose feet are bigger?
No idea

12. Whose hair is longer?
Mine

13. Who's better with the computer?
Her

14. Do they have pets? How about you?
A dog cat and used to squirell, i have 3 cats a dog and hampster

15. Do you plan on getting married?
Maby i dont thinkabout it much

16. Who's the most stubborn?
Neither

17. Who is the first one to admit when they're wrong?
it depends.

18. Who asked who out?
Shea sked me

19. Who's more sensitive?
Her

20. Who's taller?
Her

21. Who has more friends?
Dunno

22. Who has more siblings?
she does

23. Who wears the pants in the relationship?
Him. we both do in away :3

I only have short Fur at the moment due to long not being sold here yet and i will also make yarn tails but they will cost extra as they take a very very long time to make when they are around your knees.

Examples:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10119009/ Tail  kayobe for her red panda this tail trails along the floor


http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11327910/ Old Skylar yarn tail that is now in the hands of  shadek
Edit: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11327952/ holding up tail

note me for a quote or Skype mikayla.ayling (please say you are from FA before adding me/ messaging me.)

Bunny,Deer,bear tails will be less depending on colours :3

short fur tail £35+
Yarn £40+
Paw Pillow £20+ depends on how big you want it

I make Paw pillows as well

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10110168/

what do you think

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10346390/ (i find bones hard)

ALL IS IN ENGLISH POUNDS NOT US DOLLARS AND SHIPPING IS NOT INCLUDED


I might make body suits and paws without claws (pawpads wud be fur or minx fabric and could be stuffed a bit) but that will be at a later date. :3

He will forever be missed he is a person I look up to and always will

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p_p43jPEDwA

http://quizfarm.com/quizzes/Sex/poe.....tion-for-bdsm/


I Scored as Switch

Switch
79%
Masochist
68%
Bondage
64%
Vanilla
61%
Experimental
57%
Submissive
50%
Sadist
36%
Dominant
36%
Degradation
7%
Exhibitionist / Voyeur
4%

will be coloured :3 and shaded cant promise it will be an amaysing art piece

(kayobe you may not join this seeing as you saw my horse ideas)

Rules
must be watching me
spread this with a journal
give me a ref sheet to work with or a detailed description
say pineapple in the comments so i know you read this




I might do other animals soon but i need to learn to draw again :3


Slots :3

1.  orchid.
2.  jaunfire
3.  schneider6677


also no rude or offensive comments

Mickey
3566-2414-0503

if you add me note me yours back :3

Meow

God you little *emo* why cant people just get a life of their own not others and label themselves and have to lie and be a slut to get friends. it's just not worth my time.

That didn't last long












Giggity

What do you do when a crepy guy is trying to rp with you and you dont want to and you dont want to be mean and you know they are stealing others fursonas and saying they are his? xxx help please hes scaring me xx

Ok so i haven't been to the furmeet for a while due to family issues and training days but i shall hopefully be attending the next :3

Mikki :3 xx

Fucking cunt go die!

... Just goes n dies :L
don't worry about anything its just how i feel with what is happening/done
I just don't want anything to do with them anymore
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My mum is being threatened at work by bombs at the hospital
My neighbor dies a few nights ago
My granddad is going into a home soon
My uncle should be back but with less toes
I'm still ill
Family falling apart
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I don't feel good within myself
I have become more self-conscious
I get paranoid easily
I cant eat properly because i'm ill
I'm exercising to much
I'm angry
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I still wont trust many people
I still hurt
It can't be helped and I don't mind
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Everything is falling apart and i just don't care anymore
People should stop fighting although it cannot be helped
People I don't like wont go away, they stay to torment me and make fun
People get sad if I'm happy so it would be better if everyone else was happy I'm just one person I don't make that much of a difference
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Bye~ xx

Do you think you're good enough for the person you like?
not really

What did you do friday night?
had a drink n talked to  anfurax

Where is your best friend(s) right now?
Cali

Can you remember the last time you really liked someone?
Yuss <3

Have you ever received a text message that made you cry?
Yes

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Skyped  akamarutiger

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Probably not

Is there someone who has made a difference in your life?
Quite a few

When was the last time you totally broke down?
Today

What are you listening to right now?
Kodaline- all i want

Are you a nice person?
not really i can be prettyblunt

Do you like tattoos?
dont mind them on others

Have you ever been called heartless?
yes

Who will you be sleeping with tonight? Where at?
In my bed with my Gloomy bear

What do you think of girls/boys that play games with peoples hearts?
Fucc them alll

Are you wearing jeans right now?
Nope Im in my pjays

Were you happy when you woke up today?
No but i talkedto  akamarutiger

Have you ever had a sleepover with the last person you texted?
No I wish though hopefully soon

Is there a camera near you?
Yup

Are you excited about anything?
yes

On a scale from 1 - 10, how much do you like the person you like?
one billion dollars hehheh

How was your day overall?
ok ish

When someone says "we need to talk", what do you think?
the big issue

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Yus

Are you currently sad about anything?
Lots of things

Do you honestly like the person you are?
No

What's worrying you right now?
Aki

Do you miss any of your friends?
yes lots

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
sometimes

Have you noticed that it's mostly girls who post bulletin surveys?
I guess so

When was the last time you felt alone?
Almost all the time

When did you last cry?
yesterday

Would you prefer a baby girl or boy?
neither

Are you happy with your life right now?
a bit

Have you ever had a friend that you found extremely annoying but put up with anyway?
Yeah

In the winter if your skin gets really dry do you bother to use lotion, or do you just leave it alone?
I don't care either way

What was your favorite video game as a child if you played them?
The legend of Zelda, Pokemon

Do you ever blow people off just to spend time alone?
no

Have you ever liked someone but been afraid to talk to them too much in fear of annoying them?
nope

Do you know of anyone who dropped out of high school just a few months before graduating?
Yea

Are some things better left unsaid?
Sometimes

Do you appreciate nature in any way?
Yeah

When you went to bed last night what woke you up?
My mum and dad fighting

In the past year have you failed a test?
not really

What attracts you to a survey?
I don't know

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
sadly yes

Has someone ever broken your heart?
Yes

Has anyone lied to you today?
Not that I know of

Have you recently lost someone that means everything to you?
Yes

When's the last time you wanted to physically hurt someone?
everyday

Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
never

Do you think money buys happiness?
no

Have you ever thrown a shoe at someone?
Yup

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
love chu  akamarutiger

Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
Kinda

If you could go back in time, how far back would you go?
About 5 years

Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
Nah I wish

Think back to the last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?
once was Patt

How do you feel about your hair right now?
I need get my Dreads or Mohawk back

What kind of smiley do you use on here?
XD :3

Think of your last two kisses, were they with the same person?
Yea

What is something you disliked about your day?
I woke up

Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
Yes

Do you think relationships are hard?
They take time

How many people have you kissed?
a lot including friends im not that much of a shlut

What were you doing at 1 this morning?
talking to people on skype

Is life good?
meh

Have you ever been punched by the opposite sex?
Many times

Who knows you the best?
Belinda and Tazzmin and probably Aki shes learning more and more about me each day xx

Last hug from the opposite sex?
 shadek

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
Yes but i think they know and have anyways in a way xx

Are you a twilight lover or do you think it's overrated?
blehhhhh *throws up everywere then flys away on an egal and goes to see Aki:P

Do you go to starbucks?
yus but not in the toilets... my friends had sex there last year

basically you have to think if what i say about me is true or false

I:
smoke
drink
sing
wright
draw
have a sibling
have depression
am more male than female
am angry
take to many pills
worry about a lot of things
have friend issues
have a lot of older friends
look like my mum but am more like my dad
have spine and feet problems
hate spiders, moths, mud, unclean water, people touching me, injections, heights
go to hospital at least once a year
have been abused
have 11 piercings
don't like my family
will never get a decent job
love my friends
love acents

all these things happen so fast...
I have very important exams again soon and life isnt going to well, two of my family members are in hospital one taken in a few months ago my granddad and one today my uncle, now my granddad is in the hospital about 20 min drive away but my mum had to go in an ambulance with my uncle to London to shes not coming home tonight.

I have also been having friendship problems,one wont be friends with me because he saw me hug my ex form a year ago (wtf it's just a hug i haven't seen him in months.)
One who i will forever have issues with and we cant change that no matter how much you want it to.
One who just bugs the living daylight out of me allll the time.
One who is close to dying.
and Two who are just being bums at the moment.

Exams are stressful but everyone has them, i'm slowly getting more ill by the week and nothing feels right anymore.

So sad times hey :l

Meow.

Stolzed from  kayobe :3


Male side:

[X] You love hoodies.
[X] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[X] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[x] Shopping is torture.
[x] Sad movies suck.
[x] You own an X-Box.
[X] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[X] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[X] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own, like, a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[x] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[X] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[X] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[X] Talk with food in your mouth.
[x] Wear boxers.

Male Points Total= 18

Female side:

[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[ ] You love to shop
[x] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[X] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[ ] You wear girl underwear.
[ ] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Female Points Total =3

1. Had sex? Dinosaurs
2. Bought Condoms? Yes
3. Gotten somebody Pregnant? no
4. Failed A Class? no
5. Kissed A Boy? Yes
6. Kissed A Girl? Yes
7. Used A Little Paper Bag for Lunch? No
8. Had A Job? Yes
9. Slipped On Ice? no
10. Missed The School Bus? Nope dont get a bus
11. Fucked a girl? sortof
12. Bullied Someone On The Internet? yep
13. Sexted? no pics
14. Sex In Public? God no.
15. Played On A Sports Team? yes
16. Smoked Weed? mhmm
17. Smoked Cigarettes? Yes and kinda still do
18. Smoked A Cigar? Yes
19. Drank Alcohol? Yes
20. Watched porn? no thankfully it is blocked
21. Skipped class? Yes
22. Gotten Arrested? kinda
23. Done meth? noo
24. Been To A Wedding? Yes
25. Fell in love with a best friend? Yes
26. Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight? Yes
27. Watched TV For 5 Hours Straight? Yes
28. Been Late For Work? Yes
29. Been Late For School? Yes
30. Kissed In The Rain? No
31. Showered With Someone Else? Yes
32. Failed My Drivers Test? not done it yet
33. Cheated on an ex? once by acident
34. Been Outside My Home Country? yup
35. Been On A Road Trip Longer Than 5 Hours? Yes
36. Had Lice? no clue
37. Gotten My Heart Broken? Yes
38. Had A Credit Card? No
39. Been To A Professional Sports Game? Yes
40. Broken A Bone? No
41. Am I BI/Gay/Lesbian? Bi
42. Won A Trophy? no
43. Cut Myself Unintentionally? No
44. Had An STD.? No
45. Got Engaged? no
46. Done ecstasy? probably
47. Tried Out To Be On A TV Show? No
48. Rode In A Taxi? yes
49. Been To Prom? nope
50. Played A Drinking Game? Yes
51. Stayed Up For 24 Hours Or More? Yes
52. Been To A Concert? Yes
53. Had A Three-Some? no
54. Had A Crush On Someone Of The Same Sex? Yes
55. Been In A Car Accident? Yes
56. Had Braces? yup
57. Learned Another Language? Yes German
58. Killed An Animal? nope
59. Been At A Yard Sale? Yes
60. Been To A Japanese Steakhouse? No
61. Wore Make Up? Yes
62. Talked To Someone Via Webcam? Yes
63. Lost My Virginity Before I Was 16? Ummm, no
64. Had My Wisdom Teeth Taken Out? No not yet
65. Kissed Someone A Different Race Than Myself? Yes
66. Snuck Out Of The House? Yes
67. Bought Porn? nope
68. Had A Virus On My Computer? Yes
69. Had Oral Sex? Yes
70. Dyed My Hair? black and blue
71. Gone Skinny Dipping? Nope
72. Graduated From College? No
73. Wore Someone Else’s Clothes? Yes
74. Voted In A Presidential Election? no
75. Rode In An Ambulance? yes
76. Rode In A Helicopter? Yes
77. Caught The Stove On Fire? no
78. Got In A Verbal Fight? Yes
79. Met Someone Famous? yes
80. Been On Vacation? Yes
82. Been On A Boat? Yes
81. Been On An Airplane? Fuck yes!
83. Broken Something Expensive? Yes
84. Had Surgery? yes
85. Beat A Video Game? Yes
86. Found Something Valuable On The Ground? Yes
87. Made A Survey? No
88. Stalked Someone On A Social Network? no
89. Prank Called Someone? yea
90. Been To A Library Outside Of School? Yes
91. Spent Over $100 Shopping In One Day? No
92. Cut My Hair And Hated It? No
93. Peed Outside? no
94. Went Fishing? no
95. Helped With Charity? Yes
96. Taken A Pregnancy Test? No
97. Been Rejected By A Crush? no
98. Been Suspended From School? Yes
99. Broken a mirror? no
100. Thrown up on someone? No.
101. Lied to your parents? Yes

so having trust issues main people i trust right now are
 raket
 anfurax
 shadek
and  snowwolfsclaw

they are listening to what i say and take it in and help me with it
i guess in a way they know how i feel
if your not on it we might not talk much so dont comment going * im not there sad face*
or we might be having/had issues


there are many bad things happening with me at the moment and sh** happens

I wont be at next london furmeet

I will be at MCM on saturday 25th may i do believe

life goes on... eventually. People die people live, people lost, found, in darkness the voices overtake their mindless bodies so as to cast them aside and leave as a pile of ashes that blow away with the dust, this is life deal with it. xx

so my parents said im not eating properly because i never finish a meal and there like you should eat twice that much but i cant i had a bread roll with cheese but i could only eat the bottom piece and i was full and it made me feel sick so i left it but everything i eat makes me feel ill now, im not anorexic (used to be like 7 years ago) and im not belemic, my friend at school was both of them but they are working through recovery,

im 7st 5lbs 103 pounds

i need help, its bad if im ill after eating but i don't want to tell my parents and i cant go to the doctors this had been going on for a few weeks, my body feels fine its only when i eat...

any ideas? xx

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10395900/
money goes towards funeral costs

*curls up into a ball* addz me on skype mikayla.ayling xx