Hello hello,

I'm just here to talk about where i'm currently at.

After years of struggling i finally finished college.
Through the chronical tiredness and a big burnout halfway to aventually panick attacks and breakdowns i pushed through and made it to the end.

But i am still always tired. But now that i am done i will be able to work on myself and seek help without having to go to school aswell.

I am scared for my future as i want to start working for myself instead of getting a job at a company because it's the best way for me to do what i like and earn money. But it's scary because i have no idea if i will be successful or not. I want to make a youtube channel but i worry that i won't make it.
I'm already in the mindset of survival and if i don't make money i'll die or something even though i still live with my parents. I just hope everything will turn out going well for me ^^

But because i have more freedom now i also want to start going to the gym and i can be more active online which is why i came back here! But i don't know how long that will last as the notification thing on furaffinity really gets to me x0

Anyway thank you for reading if you did! I hope you have a wonderful day!♡