Got my new page everyone please add my new page i will be using it more then anything
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/reilly-lightpaw/

Well i am so very happy right now and i will tell you y. While i was in the hospital i did alot of thinking and i came to realize that the love of my life my friend of 8 years and my lover of 8 months has done alot for me. He has always made me feel better and has always been there for me and over these last few months i realize i could have been treating him better but i let my personal problems get in the way of our love life. So as i sat in the hospital healing from my fucked up finger
i realized just how badly i need him in my life. So i texted him from the my phone while i was laying in that damn bed and i asked him a very importan question. I asked him will you marry me. You have know idea how happy i was when he sent back a text saying yes i will marry you. I feel so very happy truly happy for the first time in my life i feel truly happy i have never felt like this before. Please wish us luck and thank any and all of you who read this and get a good feeling out of it.

Well i am home from the hospital after spending five days there for getting an infection in my finger after breaking open the skin on it. I can say with all honest i hate the damn iv they put in your arm when u stay the damn thing hurts like hell. But just so you all know i am home and i am getting much better. Much love Reilly Lightpaw

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after an
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

*I love you logan now and forever*

Well this year is half over already and i am now starting to see the difference's that have been made in my life. By the end of this month i will have payed off one of my 5 credit cards and by the end of next month i should have another one payed off the only other thing i can hope for is that someone will buy my car so i can save more money. As for my self i have grown to understand my self better and those around me and this is mostly because of my loving mate being there for me to help me when i was lost or confused. Things are going to get better but they always take time i mean look at me my case took me the last 8 years of my life or more for things to get better so i guess what i am trying to say is dont give up it might take along time for things to change but if you give up they will take even longer.

Well people i cant take to much more in this life money is so tight right now in this house it is driving everyone crazy i feel as if something is not done soon to solve our money problems there are going to be worse problems then money and right now in my life i cant take anymore pain or heartache. so after much thought i have decided to sell my 2006 Mini Cooper because i cant afford to continue to make the car payments plus my credit cards and then living cost so i have posted my car for sell on Craigslist. I need $17,000 to pay her off once she is payed off and i receive the title for her i will hand over the title to the new owner. I dont like doing things this way but i dont have a choice i have to sell her now and when i get the title hand it over to the new owner and just so you all know this is not a scam i am not trying to fuck over anyone i am not that kind of person i promise once i have the title i will hand it over to the new owner. Here is the link to her i hope to get some replies from you all on this i really need this people so please help me out even spreading the word of my car being for sell is much appreciated http://pittsburgh.craigslist.org/ct.....850004965.html

I am posting this to let all my friends here on FA to know that i will continue to operate under this account but my main fursona is no longer Skyline Timberpaw. My main fursona is now Reilly Lightpaw. i will be going by this name from now on for the most part though i dont mind being call skyline timberpaw. The reason for this is cause Reilly is what i wanted my old fursona of skyline to be like so from now i will be working on my Reilly fursona the most. Hope everyone understands and wish me luck building my new fursona

I am back everyone. I know i have been gone awhile but i have had some wonderful changes in my life in the last few weeks. To start with i have found the love of my life the mate of my dreams he is such a wonderful man i love him so very much i just wish i would have realized sooner that he was the man for me. I have know him for almost 8 years now and he has always been there for me when i have had problems or needed someone to talk with or a shoulder to cry on he has been there for me. Some how i have always know deep down inside me that i loved him i don't know y it toke me so long to come out to him and give him a chance but i am very happy that did. But soon i will begin a new chapter in my life for on April 17th the love of my life is moving in with me and my family here and soon we will start our new life together and we will work hard to have the life that we have always wanted. I only hope to keep him happy for the rest of our life together and to always please him and to have a wonderful family of our own someday. I don't know what more to say at this point there really is no words to describe just how much i love him. Well there is not much more to say but wish us the best of luck and i love you all.

*sigh* god i grow sick of life anymore. It seems like more and more each and every day people start to care less and less about there friends and the people around them. It seems like every time i try to help someone any more i ether some how hurt the person i am trying to help or i get used by this person so they can get what they want and then they leave me behind like nothing even happened. I feel like just giving up on life anymore giving up even trying i dont think i will ever be happy in my life and i feel like the world would be a better place without me.