I'm not in a good mood right now because we had a talk about my late grandmother at my aunt's today.

When someone asks you why your selling something that's one of a kind for higher than you bought is rude and non of the others business. Either it's art, a car, fursuit, doesn't matter. That's the price they are comfortable with letting it go for and digging information up makes you look bad. Don't start shit with me please. I don't need it. It's my fursuit, it's my choice. You can't commission someone for the same suit without stealing my character. Yes i own this version of sky. He is mine. I love him a lot and don't want to sell him like a cheap pair of earrings, i want someone to love him and see his worth the same as i do.

Trying to get back to America before visitation slip expires!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14816238/
Spread the word?

Desperate... Rainfurrest is a few months away and our room leader bailed out for personal reasons.

I'm scared to throw up... Every night I feel like I'm gonna blow... I'm tired of being sick... Either take my life now god or make me better...I can't anymore

So about another month went by and I'm still out $200 even though my spot in the hotel was filled... I was blocked by this person too and I know ow they aren't a bad person but artist beware is looking very heavenly right now as well as a phone call to paypal... I don't want to do this but I really could use the $200 to see a doctor...

I am moving out un two weeks and my mom tells me to do more than what I have been. I am not here to baby sit. I am not here to clean up after four people by myself while ill. And with an injury on my back I've had since I was thirteen years old. I cleaned off the stove and cluttered counter. Lit candles I'm allergic too. I cleaned out the nasty living room. Only thing I forgot to do was dishes and I get my assistance chewed?

Fuck. This.

Lawd take me now.

Done.

Hate it here...

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13463186/

I am having health issues and a new friend is helping me out with certain I have no way to do commissions anymore u less on paper.

It's so xuge I wish I wasn't suffering I'd buy a slot

My week has been shifty. I've been crying.
I gained 10 lbs out of nowhere and my legs have been getting numb. A sign of diabetes.
Another cysts bubble in my womb so I'm going for more blood testing.
The family pet has cancer.
My mom's been cruel.
My back up laptop died.
I have no money so I can just take a bus out for a while to distress.
I've been having painful headaches and lack of sleep....
My dad hasn't spoken to me in two months.
My best friend is too into her tumblr rps. To tell to me...
A grandmother passed away while we went camping.
I feel alone and wounded in a corner.

I don't know what to do anymore I feel I'm messing my life up...

I just got back from camping and I have dirt all over. But I needed this break, I feel less stressed out, and calm and cool. I took Sky's head with me, and the kids loved it and thought it was cool (Our friends kids) and everything was fun. Huge bonfire down in the meadow as a camp event. Which was nice too, this camp ground we are new to, and this is their first year doing it and they have events and stuff for everyone to do if they want which is very great and family friendly. If you have a complaint about something they are far from afraid to fix it and encourage people to tell them when something doesn't make them happy so they will fix it and make them want to come back, unlike other sites I have been too.

This was great. Now back to badge commissions.

I am trying to get a new laptop so I can finish my digital work.

Sky arrived yesterday but I had to get him from the post office today. He is so handsome! He ...doesn't fit, but that isn't Ino's fault. I've been depressed and eating lots of ice cream. Literally I ate 2 tubs by myself. I am just missing my fiance is all. BUT this motivates me to loose weight. Which ...I do need to do xD

$5-$10 commissions. I need to replace my laptop so I can start doing digital work again. This is also my only way to get in contact with my fiance because I do not have a cell phone. So this is super important.

But when I share a part of my life with you based on art you drew and tell you it's stupid to cut yourself over a lover, and then you have the nerv to talk down to me, I will be rude back and block you. Don't expect that just because I don't know you doesn't mean that my assumptive to share something with you isn't accurate and then tell me off. No. Sorry but no. If you want to be a child instead of explaining you'd never cut yourself and it was only vent art, be my guest. Your just a brat. A drama fur. A child.

I have a twitter, please follow it?

PixenLeopard

http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1056041.html

I was originally selling this so I could move my boxes. But someone I know whose having a baby needs the help. If this reaches $450 I will draw a new ref sheet, and two badges.

I am splitting the money with my friend because he is expecting a baby in a few months and needs his phone to be turned on to get a job before it comes.

Sky gets shipped Monday, he was supposed to be shipped about a week ago. BUT  ino89777 delayed it to make me a special gift. I am very very very excited and told her not to tell me what it is. The more surprises the better! I am so excited, and I might have to skip my families camping trip to make sure Sky gets here safely. We live on a main road, and one time I ordered fur and the mail man threw it in our back yard..god only knows how long it was there...

So, I discovered the fandom back in 2005 when I was really into Naruto, now I know what your thinking... "Naruto? Really? Weeabu." Know what? ... Sh-Shuddup. Anyway, I was getting into cosplay at the time, it was also the time I realized cosplaying was a thing. Welp, a week before my 16th birthday my mom left my dad. Happy birthday to me, right? So during this time I absorbed myself with the internet to take away my pains of my family being broken apart. So I was looking up cosplays when I then got the idea. "What if I made a nine tailed fox cosplay?" So I looked up tutorials and at the time there were at least 5 tutorials, and 15 kyuubi videos all together. Ino's (Telephone as she's known by now) had the most interesting, and simplest way of explaining how to make Kyuubi quad.

I was hooked and subscribed after the second video. I then saw on her channel she had other suits she made too. And one didn't look like an anime character. Wicker. Another thing she and I had in common. We both liked snow leopards. I was in love and dived straight into the fandom head first, starting with Ino. I watched all her videos from her fursuiting videos to her cosplaying ones.

Her personality, humor, and the way she enjoyed life made me excited to get my own page started. I learned from her fursuit tutorials before she took them down due to people wanting t jump in as well, but sell newb suits for high prices like MixedCandy. Which I might add wasn't cool of them to come out and say to Ino, that was like a slap to the face. She helped us to understand and you guys who did that was just, UGGH. Anyways, I mastered my own technique after a while of tinkering with ways to make suits to the point I am confident enough to make my own. It's all thanks to her.

Watching her videos, and pictures being uploaded on FA really helped ease the pain of my parents splitting up. Eventually I moved to a new town, and made new friends. Friends I never thought I would have in my life. High school was a breeze and I even fursuited while in high school. Sure I got looks, but my teachers thought it was amazing I built my own suit, and my parents supported me.

I never had a "Coming out" to my parents, I told them I was building fursuits and they wanted to see when I was done, and even funded some of them because they were proud I could take foam, glue, and fur and turn it into something awesome. So my furry issue with my folks wasn't bad like a lot of others are. They saw it as what ever makes me happy, I am still their daughter and they aren't ashamed of me.

Now that I am older, out of high school, I ventured off and traveled to three different states. Texas, Kentucky, Florida. But nothing beats home. So I came back to Rhode Island, but my heart is still somewhere else. For the first time in my life I left the country and went to Canada to see my fiance. We've been together for two years, there was a time we took a break, but it lasted no longer than a week. He broke up with me because there was a time I wasn't talking to anyone online due to being homesick. But within a couple hours he realized he lost someone great and asked me back out. But I refused him for a week to show him that he truly broke my heart and I wasn't playing games. We've grown stronger as a couple ever since then.

Josh is my love, my best friend, my cherry to my cola, the sun to my moon. We don't plan to split up ever again.

But enough love goosh goosh. Back to me!

I went to my first furry convention at TFF 2013. It was small, but it was fun. I have never been to a rave before then and you couldn't get me to stop. I would go in dance, come out and lay on the floor for five minutes, take a swig of water, and run right on in. I repeated this 6 times before my friends told me to relax for more than five minutes or I am gonna dance myself to sleep. Which I slept good that night I might add.

My second con was FWA 2013, where I met my roommate and..now sadly ex best friend from Kentucky. She showed me the party life of the con without just going to the raves. I met new friends, we all partied, I even got into drinking, which I don't do often. But I had Rum and Coke. Yager shots. Volkda. I was buzzing hard core and remember everything. It was fantastic. The only reason I wasn't drunk off my ass was because I was always drinking water and eating something.

There was how ever a time at the con I was hanging with my new friends and we walked in on things I wish I didn't see that set me into a flash back from my past. I became feverish and collapse at the elevators. But thankfully my new friends showed me that you don't have to know anyone long to give them a hand. I was invited to their hotel room to chill out literally. One of the furs was a nurse I think, and he was putting ice on me, and cold wet rags, told me to lay down and go to sleep. But everyone was gonna go to the rave once I did, and I can't be alone. So I sucked it up and lied that I was better. Though honestly the fresh air from the walk made everything better.

But this if off topic. If you want to know more about me don't be shy to ask, there is a lot about me I didnt mention. I can't open my book completely after all hehe.


Put it to you guys this way, what I did tell you was only 3% of my life.

You have the glow stick style seen here.
pic.twitter.com/p5R43OKiQT

As well as if you show me a google image of a cyber style you want I can recreate the outfit on your sona.

Also, those whom are getting free badges, they are friends, or friends of friends whom I feel should get nice things every now and again for free. I've had people do that for me and want nothing in return. I DONT WANT ANYTHING IN RETURN IF I GIVE YOU A FREE BADGE. But those looking for free work, brown nose elsewhere...

I am looking for a house cat resin base. I don't want to go with DVC only because I know there are cheaper ones on FA around here some where. I want to make my fiance's fursona head as his engagement present..Okay there, I said it, secrets out. I will need....


-Domestic Cat Base
-Golden Resin eyes
-Jaw set
-Black rubber nose
-Flesh color feline tounge
-White claws
-Black beaver/long pile faux fur


If you know anyone with these items please tell me ASAP!

Okay, so...Hilton is PACKED already...
BUT I am rooming with someone else. :3
We have one more spot left. There are four of us. And we have a floor spot.

$120 Wed-Sunday

if interested let me know and I will inform the others

At Rainfurrest 2014 should I enter the dance comp? And what song should I pick?
I can dance to both slow and fast music.

I am going to RainFurrest 2014!

I am looking for 4 roommates! I am staying at the main hotel. I plan to come a day early so I don't waste a con day traveling there. So I will be staying a total of 5 days for $625. With 4 roommates if they plan to come a day early too will cost $156.25 per person.

I am willing to take in maybe one or two extra. But it's first come first serve on the bed. I think there are two beds in each room. I will be getting one of them for two reasons. I paid for the room, and I have slipped discs in my back. ^^;

If 5 people room with us the cost will be $125 a person.

I have rules.

No strangers in the room, that's how things go missing.
If you come in late try to be quiet about it if others are sleeping.
If your gonna do the do keep to your own bed area. No strangers in our room. And put some kinda sign on the door. Do not take no more than 45 minutes. Mostly because when suiters get hot and want to change they want to change. If someone knocks while the sign is up it means either get desent long enough for someone to come in, or finish fast.
This hotel can not be damaged, I will ask you to pay for anything you break. Just saying.

Anyways, no drama, have fun, respect the roommates and their things and everything will be alright. ^^


I also plan to be in the dance competition. .///.

So, my fursuit is supposed to be shipped shortly, if not already, and I am so excited! I am gonna post pictures, and an unboxing video.

What's up everyone? Was I missed? I am having computer problems..... Acer broke completely. I am using a Toshiba, but it's windows XP.... It freezes the moment it starts up. I hate it greatly. So no updates for a while on art, and stuff. BUT. If anyone wants to help out that would be great.

Also update on my suit,  ino89777 is fixing his sizes to best fit me, and we will have him shipped out to Canada hopefully soon. I am very excited to have him in my arms and on my skin.

That last part sounded nasty.....

Anyways, excited to have him and can't wait to show him off ^^

Hey guys, I am a gaming fur, and I want to share/record/start streaming when I play. But I don't know how to do that... Could anyone help with the following?

Screen/Mic recording

Screen/Mic/Webcam Recording

Editing to get the webcam in it

Streaming my screen only without a lag.