Break doesn't help, as its hard for me to leave this site, though I really don't know why, I don't even look at the porn. (not much at least)

I decided to make a new account, maybe that could make me feel better, it already has been up for 3 days at least.

But one thing, I won't be telling anyone. Now with almost 100 watchers, I thought I could get my hopes up, but as said before, the majority is inactive. I don't count the people who just commented my last journal.

Also alot of you I treated so nice to you, gave you multipul ammounts of stuff, and even drew some in my most proudful event. But I fell the unappreciation. No, I dont want anything physical in return, but its always the thought that would count.

Just be clear, I don't hate anyone. The fresh start is really good

On the side note, this does not count anyone I know on msn or dA, and if you count as one of them, just ask.

I'll be taking a break from fa, as I see, tons (which is the only little) friends I have on here aren't active, and its been awhile since I seen activity. Most of you, who happen to be a friend, have dA accounts, so I'll be more active there. Its harder for me to make friends here then dA.

Seriously, I've been on here for a whole year, and I only have one short convo once a month XD Plus I don't really fit in with the furry fandom like I think I could, so yeah.

But this is temorarily and I'm NOT leaving, just a break.

For anyone who has a dA account, my account is at http://wave330004.deviantart.com/

If you have MSN or Yahoo, see my contacts list for them.

and for that request, I will still be working on it, don't worry ;)

I hardly update this damn journal XD Because I always submit my news at my dA account.

But anyways, how is everyone? Who all is still active? XD

This is all I have to do, If I remembered

Tokei ID
Night Tokei at Casino Night Zone
Reisha123 Contest Sonya and Fuji
Hiro and Andriaa
Contest Entry
Rockband Entry
Axel of KH
Katrina the Dog
Sara Gift
Kiki Birthday Gift
Angel and Chad

God, its getting to me now. June was the worst month ever. 5 total meaningful passings and things that would rip your soul into shreads. (Lilly taped it back together )

My arts sinking I don't know why....Its just that I worked hard for half my summer break trying my hardest to make people happy. I love doing that though. But I tried sketching recently last night and this morning and its been going terrible May be tiredness, but I also had much problems making a single circle O.e

So I sortof....tooken a few things off my list. 13 Now remain. The elemtnal project sounds rough at the moment :S I need to think of what I can do for you all who did something for it....

But theres actually two things I want to do for the rest of the summer, I want to relax and maybe do something for the band, Twilight Deminsion. (my dA team and fictional rockband)

So, I DON'T HAVE ART BLOCK, I just don't want to do requests and stuff.

Cel Shading, my man. I'm actually getting into it, best yet, I want to use this style more. Gimp was doing really well for me, especially the way I colored. In fact, all the things I'm doing for art will most likely be into cell shading.

I may also change the structure of the body. I always wanted it to look like the official sonic body structure.

Big project list, so don't ask for anything at the moment, please.

btw, me and Lilly are once again together. This is the second time this happened, so don't beat me up too hard ^^; Of coarce its not us, its just parents.

Well, all I can say is, that we broke up. But I told her to promise me that we would see each other when we get older..

Thanks for the page views. Though I don't really see a big deal with it anymore XD

and thanks for a few of my friends who comment my works. C: I'll try not to be a lazy bastard and try to comment your stuff XD

chao

Goddamn, I have had it with these following weeks, around 5 things have accured in less than 2 days. All I have to say for them is: I should never talk to my ex (In fact, I'm only counting Kristian as my first gf, because I had her longer, and I still do! <3), I hope one of my friends rest in peace, never smoke (I didn't, someone else), never EVER over complement me, and make sure you use a specific thing I made for you if you requested -_-;

*sigh* I really don't feel like making my porn requests ._. In fact, I'm gonna make my own arts at this time *pats head*

Hope you liked the preview of that flash ^^ Hopefully I will work on it more (I hope)

I just need a favor....would anyone like to join Spar's forums? Its a friendly communty that needs more active members. Its a good place to post your artwork and roleplay as well.

http://sparchibi.proboards.com/index.cgi?

On the side note, I still have some stuff to do. I'll be working on Ami Wind, Arctic Snow, Maximum Velocity, and a few requests.

chao


Girlfriend:  xxxlillyxxx

Brother:  samman1236

Sisters:  tannerthepigeress  xXxXxJenJenxXxXx

Pet:  shaderose67z

I seem to be working on a new flash.... It could be a game I guess, I dunno. It has to deal with Princess Akira and Hiroshi Sunn ;)

Lol I need support if I want to continue this xD (lol tanner already has, love you sis)

Jennifer, my blood sister, also joined.

Girlfriend:  xxxlillyxxx

Brother:  samman1236

Sisters:  tannerthepigeress  xXxXxJenJenxXxXx

Pet:  shaderose67z

I was looking around my school yesterday, hanging out with the art teacher, Mr. Manning. He wanted me in AP art next year, but also, hes teaching a computer art class next year. Since all I do is draw, he'll open me in to BOTH of them. Thats right, no shitty technology class with an idiotic teacher, just two art classes.

Also, I'm taking Spanish 3 C:

Jennifer, my blood sister, also joined.

Girlfriend:  xxxlillyxxx

Brother:  samman1236

Sisters:  tannerthepigeress  xXxXxJenJenxXxXx

Pet:  shaderose67z

Tokei x Lilly
Wedding List

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Secret Right (27%)
Edward (25%)

Heh, this this project isn't looking so bad after all, and I have a weeks worth left until it finishes :3

Jennifer, my blood sister, also joined.

Girlfriend:  xxxlillyxxx

Brother:  samman1236

Sisters:  tannerthepigeress  xXxXxJenJenxXxXx

Pet:  shaderose67z

Tokei x Lilly
Wedding List (64 fan characters total in wedding)

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Tokei and Lilly (100%)
Left Side (100%)
Right Side (100%)
Organ (35%)
Cake (100%
Secret (00%)
Hayden, Kristy, Kate, and Violetraven (10%)
Background (00%) (promise will have good quailty unlike the others)

My girlfriend has joined FA, so say hello to Lilly
and don't try anything funny...i kid? :S

Jennifer, my blood sister, also joined.

Girlfriend:  xxxlillyxxx

Brother:  samman1236

Sisters:  tannerthepigeress  xXxXxJenJenxXxXx

Pet:  shaderose67z

Tokei x Lilly
Wedding List (44 fan characters total in wedding)

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Middle Front (50%)
Row 1 Front (75%)
Row 2 Front (10%)
Row 3 Middle (75%)
Row 4 Middle (20%)
Row 5 Back (75%)
Row 6 Back (15%)
Others (00%)
Background (00%) (promise will have good quailty unlike the others)

Starting a new family in FA.

Nothing compared to my big dA family, because I bitch here too much ^^;;;

Brother:  samman1236

Sister:  tannerthepigeress

Pet:



Tokei x Lilly
Wedding List (44 fan characters total in wedding)

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Middle Front (25%)
Row 1 Front (20%)
Row 2 Front (05%)
Row 3 Middle (25%)
Row 4 Middle (05%)
Row 5 Back (10%)
Row 6 Back (05%)

Thats right, its full x.x And I can't cram anymore in their :/ I really don't want to mess up the background ^w^;;;

The people who made it there, 36 Freaking characters! ;_;

Listed by usual name I call you, then the character name aside to it.

Wedding List (*=haven't got a responce )

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Middle Front
Slash03 - Tokei
Lilly - Lilly
Wave04 - Hayden
Slash03 - Kristy


Row 1 Front
Samman - Samman
Jenny - Jenny
Luci - Luci
Lily - Lily *
Tanner - Tanner

Row 2 Front
Kate - Kate
Sweetie - Sweetie
Kiki - Kiki *
Cysanis - Cray
Cami - Claudia

Row 3 Middle
Reisha - Bubbles or Sonya *
Boss - Stevens (second form/with wings)
Stratus - Stratus *
Ren - Mist
Kitkat - Kitkat
Shadowslittlesister - Hannah

Row 4 Middle
Shadowlover - Darkness
Kingofwhatever - Pyro
Ayumi-chan - herself
Spar - Spar
Blazingblueflash - Julie *

Row 5 Back
Reddragonzero - Adam
Reddragonzero - Ashley
Night4Life - Jazz
Threetailwolf - *
VL - VL *
Eternal Sora - Eternal *

Row 6 Back
Echican - Virus the Fox
Suna - Suna
Cristler - Sambri
Fly - Fly
Flakee - Flakee

As I just said, Tokei Time and Lilly the Hedgehog are getting married!....its wonderful....it means so much to me....

So I'm making a wedding picture, and I have invited a few people. If you haven't been invited TELL ME AND I'LL ADD YOU BEFORE THE PICTURE GETS FILLED

Drama....I hate it so much. It has to happen everyday. Nothing at school....just the web. Its just hard seeing the family I love have a hard time, and my familys very big. But I love them all very much....Not sure when I can have a day without a problem coming up.

Whatever, what matters is that I am you brother, I am here for you, I'm here for my brother and sisters. I love them all, and this goes to my favorite artist and fellow friends.

So yeah, I only have 4 months until I can see her, thank gosh summers coming quick.....I had such a nice time when I talked to her all night. The best time I had since Valentines :)

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My own Projects

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Tokei Dress-Up (delaying till requests finish)
Michelle Dress-Up (delaying till requests finish)
Strawberr/Strawberry and Karna

Requests

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New shoutboard image
Michelle and Shade for Shadyrose67z
Stevens and Mayu
Gifts

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Lilly's Birthday (Due: Feb 27)
Lilith and Jacko (Delayd till I get my reference of Lithie)
emosasukelover's birthday (Due: Feb 25)
Avatar for SB
Something for Tazlet
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Happy Valentines Everyone! If you want to see a gallery of artist who made things for me this valentines go to:
http://wave330004.deviantart.com/journal/23194846


Some people wanted me to do requests for them but I am too busy, so I may not be able to do them, except the ones listed.

To-Do List (friends only) Friends = I watch and you watch back)

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Lilly's birthday (feb 27)

Lilith x Jacko for my sister

Michelle and Shade
New shoutboard image (halfsketched)
Neon new costume (halfsketched)

An update of some shit I should really be doing. Most are due by Valentines Day. Progress has been going very well ever since I got that new desk.

Some people wanted me to do requests for them but I am too busy, so I may not be able to do them, except the ones listed.

10000 pageviews (almost done)
Valentines picture (5 couples)

Lilly's birthday (feb 27)
Spar's birthday/Arctic x Ayume (feb 12)
Frisky's bithday/Powerpuff Girl (feb 11)

Lilith x Jacko for my sister
Fuji x Sonya for Reisha123

Picture for Ilium (sketched)

Michelle and Shade
New shoutboard image (halfsketched)
Neon new costume (halfsketched)
Avatar for Heart101

Phew, yesterday and this morning, I felt pissy. Didn't had a great evening yesterday either. I didn't have anytime to do art, so I wasn't very happy xP

I'm in a good mood right now though ^^ Valentines is near, and I really want to make something for Lilly :) oh oh and it'll be her birthday on the 27th :D


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= Requests= <b>Closed</b>
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Stuff I need to do

Tia and Amy shopping (sketch done)
Gremlins (let me find a ref for the specific one :S)
Hihi Puffy Yumi (sketch almost finished, just need the new costume, Yumifan c:)

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=Other Requests= <b>Closed</b>
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If you asked me to do something when my requests are closed, your request may be late so I can finished the first ones.

Michelle and Shade
Snake x Rouge

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=Prizes for Chess-no-1=
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For catching 6000 pageviews on my dA page

New shoutboard image (halfsketched)
Neon new costume (halfsketched)
Swift reference (body colored)

I had to reboot my computer yesterday, second day to attempt -_-;;; I downloaded MSN and yahoo again if anyone wants to chat ;)

Keep the requests closed, I'm planing something on February please :)

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= Requests= Closed
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Stuff I need to do

Hikari vs Nightshade Round (sketch done)
Tia and Amy shopping
Gremlins
Hihi Puffy Yumi

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=Prizes for Chess-no-1=
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For catching 6000 pageviews on my dA page

New shoutboard image
Neon new costume
Swift reference (sketch done)

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=Other Requests=
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If you asked me to do something when my requests are closed, your request may be late so I can finished the first ones.

Michelle and Shade
Hiro x Sparky (sketch done)
Snake x Rouge

Good news...me and Lilly...we are back together again. Its so wonderful, shes something I've waited for a long time...my angel has fallin back into my arms to hold on to.

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= Requests=
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Stuff I need to do

Hikari vs Nightshade Round
Tia and Amy shopping
Gremlins
Jason, Sonya, and Michelle
Samantha the vore target

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=Prizes for Chess-no-1=
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For catching 6000 pageviews on my dA page

New shoutboard image
Neon new costume
Swift reference

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=Other Requests=
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If you asked me to do something when my requests are closed, your request may be late so I can finished the first ones.

Michelle and Shade
Hiro x Sparky
Snake x Rouge
Jenny the Fox

eh, not so bad i guess after a slow day. i'll just crawl back to my crying spot and stay there for a bit.

Tokei is single aswell, but he'll only have one until i do. I'm accepting him as my new main fursona, because Hiro is just stupid.

I'm sorry, I can't do them at the moment, they will be on hold for awhile. So if you keep asking me if I'm working on yours, please burn.

I'm sorry, I'm just hurt badly, and it really effects how I draw. Hands shake from stress and nervousness. I'm just going to work on stuff I want to work on right now.

I just noticed today was the day I registered to FA. What is my reward? A trip to the dentist. *sigh* damn, how unlucky of me.

Since my girlfriend main character, Lilly is now avaliable, I decided to make a second OC. As you see on my avatar, theres another wolf squirrel named Tokei. Today I'll make his sketch, sounds fair enough for us both. His weapons are dual daggers, an old magical dagger of the past, and a mechanical dagger of the future. Along with that, he has a Sol/Lun-R Blade changes when it hits daytime or night time, just how his white fur changes black over night.