Soooo yeah I've been outa this gig for ages and ya know Im sorry kinda not in some ways. The only way Im sorry is that to the people I used to chill with and really enjoy hanging with , having many experiences I'll never forget (that very much includes you east coast peeps). On the other hand Im not sorry because in this way too long hiatus I've discovered many other aspects of life and self realizations all for the better. This includes many different hobbies I've picked up everything from building vintage Japanese cars to shooting trap (nooo not that kind of trap) as well as recent bettering my career opportunities. One of the biggest realizations was last FC(2014) taught me I've been gone waaaaaay too long out of the fandom . Things have changed so much so have people which hasn't made it easy getting back into the swing of things, but I've realized it all along its what i've been missing is the interactions.

In other news I sold my first and only fursuit and look foward to a suit that more so fits my idea of fursuiting in portraying a character. With that said Im still keeping my Alt which is Shufflez who I desperately need to get a ref sheet for (ping me if you're a local bay area artist who likes doing refs). Slash , lol my main especially since I sold the suit may soon be replaced as Ive realized the character doesn't fully do it for me anymore (people change why not characters that represent them). I may move accounts for this change I have no idea yet. Speaking I moving I just finished doing just that , into an epic house that simplifies everything for me and allows me to be more open aka mainly having more free time and less things to worry about. I am currently on a 2 week paid vacation which half it will be spent relaxing/catching up with peeps and the other job hunting to having a better schedule and almost doubling my pay .

With all that said I plan to get back into going to cons and meeting up with my east coast buds who I miss dearly. Hell most of the reason I got into the fandom was cons and meeting new awesome people ,.....also fursuits. Little known fact about me is only 2 months after discovering the fandom I went to Anthrocon, after that I was hooked I started going to them like 6 a year I was pretty much a con whore (noooo not in that way). Cons pretty much offered a freedom of expression unlike any other, coming from the South this was a big deal to me being gay n all . But most importantly it was the people especially those who shared the same sorta feelings, those at one point I thought never existed.

Anyways before I get all too emotional from now on I promise to not disappear anymore (maybe for a couple weeks when I make this job transition lol ). Id like it to be known from the bottom of my heart that just because I havent messaged you in ages doesn't mean I've forgotten about and the experiences we had. Sadly my weakness is messaging people because to be honest Im more of an old fashioned face to face kinda guy that hasn't fully integrated into today's social media. With that I ask forgiveness to anyone who thinks Ive forgotten about them or don't care about them cause I swear It isn't true. To those peep's new and old, thank you for the good times I'll hold dear to me and remember there's always tomorrow.

I would like to thank everyone who wished me a happy b day on my shout thingy here and to  amras for hosting a kickass party for me and for beating the jesus outa me with booze(do not challenge this fucker lol) .Would like to thank  Alabaster_TBSB for broadcasting and organizing<3,  arsalmadel for the kickass hooka smoking , uro for i guess i dont know lol giving a shit to come hehe, Beeejaay and her man Redfield for adding to the excitement,Jericho for showing up it was awesome seein ya its been too long,and for  ServusAnohil for coming and bringing Jackalkun and  Neokai they were all kickass and was a suprise for me to see them hehe. Well i went to bar a lil bit after me turning 21 with  amras and of course he got me trashed as fuck and then next night he gave me so much i cant remember half the night which kinda scared me lol .Well i wont drag this on too long with much<333 thanx for the best b day ever guys