Been months but work with me. I'm a busy foxo.

Getting married very soon to someone I care about deeply  kitt_spidox

Working two jobs but still commissioning artists.

My auto detailing service has taken off.

Currently working on a story with friends and looking to get illustrations. I already have a few and can't wait to show it to you guys

Well due to being summer I've been busy juggling FA, my full-time job, my side job and an active car club member. Soon in October  kitt_Spidox and I will finally spend some time together irl. Art costs money, Car mods cost money as well as other stuff like eye doctors and dentists and such. Ooof I really need a vacation or a road trip or something x, ,x
I'm sorry my posts on art as quick as they were years ago but due to being such a hustler for that paper I lose track of time. BUT I'm still an active member of the community.

Love you all that support and watch my page and those that reach out to me on telegram and discord.

I've had a not so good start today. I attended my bosses funeral. She was 39 and the only one at work that treated me well. I'm very down at the moment. I'll still post something today but just kinda out of it mentally

After a couple years of handling personal things and establishing myself financially and so on. I can comfortably return to FA weekly. Which means uploading art and getting back involved with the fandom. I missed it so much. Hope to hear from you all again and sorry for my absence.

Hi guys! been a while since I made a journal and figured what the hell. I'd like to start off with "I hope you guys are gonna have some fun and good times during the approaching holiday's"

Allot has been going on. Getting a new roommate soon at home and gonna look for a new job after the new year due to WalMart being a festering shithole of a company. Been focusing allot on home life and I have been looking at another new house next year. Allot of you on FA here I been thinking about. I'll be at MFF coming soon so I got a long drive to Chicago. It's gonna be a blast and I'm so excited. Hope to meet you guys irl there and in the meantime I have some fantastic art coming up.

*chitters in Spidox* love much.

I have a good friend
 ratiohusky
He is a very unique fuzz ball but worried of not being accepted for his differences.
He is a rubbery wolfy with a scent unlike other furs. His fish scent is one of his favourite features. He's ery proud of himself but is not wanting to be out casted for his individuality. In all honesty we are furs and we shouldn't have any room to judge regardless.
I am making this journal to help him to not be scared to be himself and I hope you guys can be the same for him. Show wolftail some love and let him know he should be happy for who he is as much as you are of yourselves. It's all about love and acceptance of each other

I don't expect many responses to this and I will not blame you.

I have been gone for almost a year due to many issues with many people in the fandom. Unfortunately the good people that I knew had to deal with my vanishing as well. I really am sorry to my good friends.
Part of the problem is drama furs. I'm not gonna name people but seriously grow up. This is a fandom and not a highschool. Due to these....people, I had lost my good spirit and shied from the fandom for a while. which sucks because I love the fandom.

Another reason that I was feeling ripped off allot. when commissions take almost two years, I tend to lose my high level patience. So with that, I took a hiatus as well.

Outside the fandom though. I had lost 4 friends from back home due to the heroine epidemic and losing others close to me. So I've been pretty worn out. Plus in the 8 months of owning my first home; it's been on fire and torn apart and stained by dogs (none of the damage was my own doing)

I really wanna make a come back here and I only hope you guys are still around since I miss you all.

After months of pushing the closing date back and sifting through mortgaging companies, it's finally over now. I hold in my paw the keys to a 4 bedroom, 2 1/2 bathroom, 3 story townhouse with a two car garage in Dover, Delaware.
I still have the butterflies. Should I be worried about it?
I still have to finish two weeks at my job in Atlantic City NJ before I can stay in Delaware.
Then fun of trailering my race truck to the house and get situated.

So today is the day I purchase my first home. I have butterflies right now. I'm excited; don't get me wrong. I'm more concerned about doing the right thing. I've been on my own before but that was an apartment. This is a house now.

I'm heading up to the house right now x, ,x

So some of you may know that I'm waist deep in the race truck project. I want to paint it myself. I already removed the back of the truck (which was heavy as hell x,,x) so I can spray the whole cab too. I'll be replacing the driver side door since its rusted through and (depending if I can get the bad dent out of the driver side fender) both genders. I'd like to add that I have a new fiberglass hood and an intimidator spoiler which is fiberglass. I also have paintable bumpers (not chrome).
My question is, what kind of sand paper and technique do I need to do to get it ready for prime?

So I'm gonna move in my first house in two months and I have things that I need to get done. My job at the casino makes me work mid day to night. So I go to my boss and explain to him about the reason I really need less days to work during the week. He says he can't do it but if I need certain days, that I should just put them in and get them approved as long as I tell him in advance. That's fine except that now when I do, he disapproves them everytime and writes down "requested too many days already" as reason for disapproval. On top of that he tacks on six days a week I have to work now. Also put in days for FAU two months in advance and I get told "yeah that's fine", I pay for that and now I'm disapproved for that too.

So here's my question and what I'm trying to understand. Why would the same person tell me one thing and then goes and does this?
Also lately he's been letting people go....not sure if that's related to this.

Any thoughts?

framework is almost done and I'm heading up tuesday to go see it.

A.C. was nice. Met people and didn't want to leave

suit is perfect by the way so thank you, eris.

Hey it's Slimmy Spidox.....
Guys.....I'm so sorry....I'm sorry I haven't been around for a while like the average person would be for you all..
I been been thinking about it for a while....
I had also lost alot of people on my skype, phone, alot of things
I had lost loved pets...
I had lost friends simply because they didn't want to wait any longer...

To be honest, My eyes are watering as I type this right now....but.....I'm so sorry to you all.
I want to try this again but now I don't have anything to stop me again...
I really do miss everyone of you

I'm not asking for forgivness or pity....so please don't hink that way...
but please.....come back to me?...

Triton
Vapor
nightwind
just everyone else....I'm sorry I failed at being a good person to you

Friday morning my grandmother died at the age of 93
I been upset since
This morning I was a paul bearer and carried her out of the church.
I was so scared and sad at the same time
Sorry for no post on friday but you can understand why

So I been getting better. Having some ups and downs but hey, who doesn't, right?

just a few things on the downside.
My grandmother is slowly dying and that's weighing on me a bit.
Work is getting a bit too much, which is what's taking me away from you guys =,,= sorry.
and
They are speeding up the building process on my first actual house (a.k.a. the spider's nest) so instead, it'll be complete in august and not october......I HAVEN'T EVEN BOUGHT ANY SHIT YET TO CALL FURNITURE!!! UGH!

On the upside.
Project "thrasher" is still being put together. Waiting on the frame to be sandblasted and painted
I will make it to this months furbowl
My fursuit is still being made and should be ready before AnthroCon
and...uhh....oh yeah I'll be at AnthroCon!!

to you guys, sorry I haven't been posting new art or pics every friday like I should. I just really need to hustle and bustle if I'm gonna be able to get all this stuff complete.

I've fallen into a depression again. Some know why, some don't.
The mature adult that I am, I won't place the info here out of respect.
Something that I had pride in has been destroyed.
I'm very sad and sorry for those that experienced it.
I'm not gonna try hard for happiness as much now because it can go downhill.

*sighs*

Thank you so much for the large burst of Happy Birthday shouts from all of you furs out there and and a Thank you to those you have just recently watched me. You all have made my heart melt and put a smile on my face. I really really appreciate the kindness from all of you and you've all made this old Spidox very happy. <3

I will take the time to individually thank you all in person ^,,^ that's how much it meant to me.

I am in the market of looking for a house right now. So far been looking in Dover, DE.

I also had recently purchased a GoPro Hero 4+ Silver so I can start uploading more things for my YouTube Channel and get into an old hobbie that I enjoyed, Filming.

I have been very busy getting a career going for me and looking for my own home. I'll be so relieved to get the ball rolling.

Again, thank you all for the happy birthday wishes and the same goes for all of you that watch me. I really didn't think that my FA page would get this far when I first started and it couldn't have happened without all of you. So thank you very much for the love and support.

So I took the next 9 days off from work YAY!
If anyone wants to hit me up, please do.
Anyone needs me for art related stuff, I'm free for you ^,,^
I needed time away from work so I can look for a home and such
AAAANNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDD

The 27th is my birthday!!!

I'll also be going to the Delaware Furbowl on Saturday

and A.C. this year

I was contacted by  furitup for a full body Spidox suit! yay! Finally my hunt is over after 5 years

It's the beginning of the new year and I would love to get a fursuit finally after 5 years of not being able to get one! ^,,^ Still haven't found anyone open and still making a public shout for help

Very tough choice was handed to me literally an hour and a half ago.
$15,000 for a 2002 Mercedez Benz SL500 Hardtop convertable with only 19,000 miles on it.
Garage kept and owned by a millionair 75 year old woman.
even if I buy this car tonight, I can re sell it easily....right?


I can't believe I'm saying this....*face paws*...I'm buying a damn Benz

I wanna wish everyone a happy thanksgiving and I hope you all it until you poop your brains out X3
Love you guys and gals, brothers and sisters. I'm thankful for all of you

Well its finally happened. I can finally start looking for a suit. There's just one problem I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING
I know what I want but it seems that alot of people are closed. If any suit maker comes across this, please comment. I'm looking to go full suit, plantigrade legs and a moving jaw to say the least.


Any fursuit makers that come across this, I can pay the full amount in one payment

Well I'm back to F.A.
I had alot of shit going on recently and it's finally come to an end. A BIG end!
My pain and suffering will continue for the rest of my days but the legal stuff is over.
I get a second chance on life, not many people get this opportunity. I sure as hell am not gonna waste it.
I have a couple pics I did for some close friends I gotta post soon. It's still hard to control my paw since I'll never get full feeling in it ever again....
To those that don't know much about me, you'll see in past journals and pics in my gallery around 2011.
To those that DO know me and have been around for the longest time, I'm sorry I been on and off from your lives.
Fox T., Faust, Cai, Oreo, Aero, OOkami.....to name a very small amount of friends.

T,w,T it's over...it's finally over

I GOT THE FRIGGIN JOB!! Starting Friday I will be starting my new job. I have to be honest, I'm kinda nervous. More or less butterflies in my gut about it. Gonna try to work both my current job and this new job. Hopefully I can work this out. If I can though, it will help me keep my head above the financial waters. The downfall will be that I will be extra busy now and even my mate and I probably won't see each other AS often (but we will try our damndest to see each other just as much). I also broke my phone yesterday and got a replacement so just a heads up for those that have my number.

I also wanna shout out to those that haven't heard from me in a little while. I haven't forgotten you. I love you just as much as when we weere chatting in the past. Just want you guys to know that I'm still here.

Hopefully I can get re in touch with those furs I speak of.
I also hope my troubles will soon start to become a thing of the past.