So Indigo_Furdrake is doing this thing where you can be in a free story with a Pokepornstar. I love his stories, so of course I'm trying to get in. I hope I get in and maybe some of my uber few watchers might look into it as well. The link to the journal is: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4215218/ so check it out!

In other news, I may be making a short song fic I've had sitting in my head for awhile. So if you actually care, keep an eye out for it.

Well...The college semester is over. I don't think I passed my classes...actually I'm pretty sure I didn't pass them...I'll cross that bridge when it comes.

For now, I'm going to get ready to move into my apartment and work over the summer. Try to fix up my car and stuff while I'm at it. Possibly work on that story thing I posted a chapter of. So yeah. Just giving a heads up to anyone that'll actually read this.

Exactly what the title says. I really think I need a reference sheet for my main character: Xander Kairon. Only problem is I don't know a artist that could do it for me cheaply. Free is always greatly appreciated, but I doubt that'd be possible since I want an 'official' one. Any suggestions? o3o'

Been thinking of typing out the backstory for my character, Xander Kairon, and posting it here. Not sure if I should or not. I'm not good enough to make an actual story....or make it entertaining....it'd just be more of an informational thing. Plus then I wouldn't need to remember as much of it as I can on a day-by-day basis so I don't forget any details (my memory sucks, btw). So do you few people who'll actually see/read this think I should?

Yo, those who care. I'm just giving some love to the only three online buds that I really talk to anymore:

 Psychoshadow The one that's always been there for me and has been my friend the longest. Although we tend to have our differences, Psycho's always listened...plus the RP skill is pretty dang awesome too.

 Nekonell A great guy to RP with...nuff said. :P

 Near My newest friend that I just can't seem to get enough of!

So yeah...sincerely guys...thanks for sticking with me.

Woot. ^_^ It's my birthday and stuff. Turning 20 today. Shame I gotta go to work, but I celebrated and had a blast yesterday instead.

I really doubt I'll get many responses to this. :B Oh well.

SINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal & see what you get

♥ = I want a relationship with you

C: = I'm falling for you

:3 = I miss you

;] = i really like you

:* = I want to kiss you

:< = I hate you

: X = I like you

O: = I like you but im in a relationship

:/ = I like you but your in a relationship

:] = You're cute

</3 = I regret leaving you

:b = We should get to know each other

;^) = We should hang out

<3 = I love you.. \o/

<:^ = i want to know you

@FT@=*stalk*

eue= You're hot

<:3 = You're a great friend

^_^ = We're friends

^.^ = We're best friends

>;3 = I want you on top

>:3 = I want on top

I have been looking for a public, pokemon-based RPing shoutbox for years now! Ever since the shoutbox at agnph was shut down. Does ANYONE know where I might be able to find one? DX I've got a bazillion RP ideas that I want to do!

So I'm an RPer, and I had an...interesting question. If two characters are considered mates RP-wise, should they RP with each other, or is simply saying they're mates enough? Feel free to ask for more info, but some stuff I won't say. I just need help deciding something...Thanks.

So I got another commission from the amazing Dark Mirage, but before I paid, someone else did it for me! It was meant to be a birthday gift for my best friend, Psychoshadow. Dark Mirage is refusing to say who paid. Psycho and I are determined to find and thank whoever did this. The only hint we have is that "he can fade". If anyone has any ideas/info, please tell me before I go insane! DX Thanks!

10 and a half months...I waited 10 and a half months...to be ignored...

I screwed up majorly last December. One of my first online friends lives in Australia. We talked almost every day, RPed with each other, and were really close. He always had comp issues and would vanish for a week or so, but he'd come back. December 28, 2010 I snapped at him because he was sending his comp back to the same people to get it repaired...for what felt like the umpteenth time. He left me "..." then disappeared...

Every day I checked the site I set aside for us...at least twice. Nothing. June 25, 2011: one of our friends got a message through PSN saying he's afraid of me and feels at blame. Despite sending messages back constantly, no response since then.

Recently, the few still waiting and I, after finding/adding his profile to Steam, noticed that he was getting online again. Unfortunately, he won't accept any of our invites. So we can't send him a message ourselves...telling him we miss him.

Hell, even right now he's playing a game none of us have as I type this...So we can't do anything except watch through a one-way mirror...

What makes it the hardest..was he admitted to liking me...which was truely something. He's never said that to anyone else...It's the first time any had actually liked me, and me alone, for being...me. It made me so happy...

But now...I'm at a loss. I can't think of anything else to do...I already had to reformat my laptop from a virus while trying to find a way to contact him...So I'm giving up. I'll always have hope, but...I just don't know what to do anymore...

So yeah. Kinda doubt anyone'll even read this, but I'm bored. XD So I decided to make this. Took like 5 minutes to figure out how. :s

Just an fyi, I'm very RP friendly and a bit desperate for it. So message me please! D:

So this vid...This vid right here...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hDli.....el_video_title

I am completely in love with it and the concept. Plus the music is amazing! So now I'm in a huge dubstep craze. o3o If you like the music too, Klaypex on youtube made it. They have an EP you can download for free with 10 songs.

So now that I've discovered the magic of journals here....hurrr. :B I think I may start using it a bit more. I used to use Facebook, but stalker parents that won't let me use wifi makes it pointless. :/ So I may do an occassional vent or two. >.>'

Also, I've been in a creative writing class at college. So I've made some poems and such. If anyone seems interested, I guess I'll post them on here. The criticing would be nice too since I gotta make a 15 page portfolio before the end of the semester.

I think I've wasted enough of your guys' time with this random stuff. If you made it this far, thanks and congrats. XD We'll see how this goes before I decide to do it again...