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Posted 14 years agoone word.... hard
It's hard being a fur these days
i often feel that we have become the primary taboo in this culture. whenever somebody brings up furries they always have negative things to say about it
but i always defend furs because i know who i am and i understand what we are
they confuse what we are and it always leaves me feeling like an outcast.
I wish they could see what i see, about how we all feel. I know how tough it can be when we show ourselves in public, but i am amazed at how authentic we are about it. We know who we are and they will probably never understand.
My mate is a non-fur and he still does not understand it... he only relates furs to being perverted beings... i don't know how to explain it to him.
Anybody have any thoughts? maybe a story or an ideal they can share?
i just have to say that each and every one of you are inspiring to me; to have such a strong community within us is enlightening and makes me feel determined to vanquish the dark views that are held upon our species.
I love all of you
Slukaa
It's hard being a fur these days
i often feel that we have become the primary taboo in this culture. whenever somebody brings up furries they always have negative things to say about it
but i always defend furs because i know who i am and i understand what we are
they confuse what we are and it always leaves me feeling like an outcast.
I wish they could see what i see, about how we all feel. I know how tough it can be when we show ourselves in public, but i am amazed at how authentic we are about it. We know who we are and they will probably never understand.
My mate is a non-fur and he still does not understand it... he only relates furs to being perverted beings... i don't know how to explain it to him.
Anybody have any thoughts? maybe a story or an ideal they can share?
i just have to say that each and every one of you are inspiring to me; to have such a strong community within us is enlightening and makes me feel determined to vanquish the dark views that are held upon our species.
I love all of you
Slukaa
hiya!
Posted 14 years agoHello to all!!
I've been away for quite a while, but i hope to be making a full appearance on FA from now on!
I'll try to make some more posts once I finish some stuff IRL
So good to be back! ^^
For now I've made a twitter profile so i can put my random thoughts up!
Follow me and i'll entertain as much as I can!
http://twitter.com/Slukaa
Love you all!
Slukaa
I've been away for quite a while, but i hope to be making a full appearance on FA from now on!
I'll try to make some more posts once I finish some stuff IRL
So good to be back! ^^
For now I've made a twitter profile so i can put my random thoughts up!
Follow me and i'll entertain as much as I can!
http://twitter.com/Slukaa
Love you all!
Slukaa
Hello to all
Posted 15 years agoJust want to thank everybody that has started watching me!
I've been a little absent, with little being an understatement and i'll be working on fixing that problem !
A big Hug from this pesky little reptile and a special thank you to everybody!!!
With Love and ear scratches
Slukaa
I've been a little absent, with little being an understatement and i'll be working on fixing that problem !
A big Hug from this pesky little reptile and a special thank you to everybody!!!
With Love and ear scratches
Slukaa
update
Posted 15 years agoI was supposed to be going to australia this weekend, my first visit back since i left
Really looking forward to it, really working hard to get my passport stuff done. With all the pressure from my parents separation... its been hard..
today , i found out i can't get my passport renewed.. i need a birth certificate... and because my father is a control freak and other reasons... he has my birth certificate in australia, so i won't be able to get it in time.
another dissapointment
love you all
life goes on
Really looking forward to it, really working hard to get my passport stuff done. With all the pressure from my parents separation... its been hard..
today , i found out i can't get my passport renewed.. i need a birth certificate... and because my father is a control freak and other reasons... he has my birth certificate in australia, so i won't be able to get it in time.
another dissapointment
love you all
life goes on
me
Posted 15 years agoNot really going to talk much, i know i havent been on in a while, but i fear i might be a ghost for a while longer
I apologize to everyone for not being able to talk, write, or create anything in some time. What might have been just a creative phase of a newly opened mind back then, maybe just a new happiness that i hadn't felt before, who knows.
but now, amongst all this stuff in my life i've acquired one more burden, a heavy load on my shoulders that came with the news that my parents are separating.
I've hoped for it sometimes as a child, but i never thought it would happen, turns out i was blinded by the comfort words of my mother all my life when she really wanted to tell me how she really felt.... how unhappy she was.
it isn't helping that i haven't seen them in almost a year, it doesn't help that i almost died in the hospital within a month of them leaving the country.
It didn't help that i get a random message from my mother expressing how much she misses how we used to 'talk together about all our problems- just rational strong conversation that helped my mind rest'. I wish i had seen how she really was- might have been able to talk and be by her side.
It doesn't help that my dad, in his lonesome, confided in his sister his relationship status. It didn't help that she lied that she will keep a secret.
It didn't help when my fathers sister told all of the family members; they always loved drama and stories, even if it meant speeding up the collapse of a family.
It didn't help that i got a call while i was working, trying to keep my team going until everything was done. The call made by my mother to tell me quickly that 'me and your father still love you just as much and this is not your fault'. It didn't help that the call was forced by others, that 5 minutes after the cold, dark call my relatives started bombarding me with ' sorry to hear about your parents' messages. It did't help that they didn't care.
It didn't help that my mother and my father admitted that my visit back to australia was the final test for their relationship- my fathers undying hope that my visit will 'make us happy again'. My mothers false undertone in her voice always gave me the impression that 'we will see how everything goes when you come back' might just be another lie to hide more pain.
it doesn't help thinking constantly about my little brother.... hope he's alright
But now i sit, staring at my glowing keyboard, trying to find beneath the layers of thoughts on my mind something else to say.
To end on a happy note or a sad note.
My thoughts are cut short, its always somebody at the door or a task that needs doing. Life always pulls me back before i conclude what to do and what to say.
but at least i still have love.
I apologize to everyone for not being able to talk, write, or create anything in some time. What might have been just a creative phase of a newly opened mind back then, maybe just a new happiness that i hadn't felt before, who knows.
but now, amongst all this stuff in my life i've acquired one more burden, a heavy load on my shoulders that came with the news that my parents are separating.
I've hoped for it sometimes as a child, but i never thought it would happen, turns out i was blinded by the comfort words of my mother all my life when she really wanted to tell me how she really felt.... how unhappy she was.
it isn't helping that i haven't seen them in almost a year, it doesn't help that i almost died in the hospital within a month of them leaving the country.
It didn't help that i get a random message from my mother expressing how much she misses how we used to 'talk together about all our problems- just rational strong conversation that helped my mind rest'. I wish i had seen how she really was- might have been able to talk and be by her side.
It doesn't help that my dad, in his lonesome, confided in his sister his relationship status. It didn't help that she lied that she will keep a secret.
It didn't help when my fathers sister told all of the family members; they always loved drama and stories, even if it meant speeding up the collapse of a family.
It didn't help that i got a call while i was working, trying to keep my team going until everything was done. The call made by my mother to tell me quickly that 'me and your father still love you just as much and this is not your fault'. It didn't help that the call was forced by others, that 5 minutes after the cold, dark call my relatives started bombarding me with ' sorry to hear about your parents' messages. It did't help that they didn't care.
It didn't help that my mother and my father admitted that my visit back to australia was the final test for their relationship- my fathers undying hope that my visit will 'make us happy again'. My mothers false undertone in her voice always gave me the impression that 'we will see how everything goes when you come back' might just be another lie to hide more pain.
it doesn't help thinking constantly about my little brother.... hope he's alright
But now i sit, staring at my glowing keyboard, trying to find beneath the layers of thoughts on my mind something else to say.
To end on a happy note or a sad note.
My thoughts are cut short, its always somebody at the door or a task that needs doing. Life always pulls me back before i conclude what to do and what to say.
but at least i still have love.
ooff...
Posted 16 years agowell.. in my last journal...you know how i said i am still alive? ...well...psych! ..sorta...
well not soon after that i was hospitalized for a dental abscess infection and had to stay in the hospital for a few days...
my neck and jaw became swollen and oral antibiotics didn't work, so it extended my hospital time
i had surgery to drain the infection and the recovery time is not pretty... i have had lockjaw for a month now and it still hasn't let up, because of this my bad tooth that caused the infection cannot be removed or fixed because the dentist can't get in to my mouth..
A terrible catch 22
So tomorrow i will be going to the hospital again for another tremendously expensive (thank you US health system!!) cat (haha...cat scan) scan
If the cat scan indicates that i have more pockets of infection then i will have to go in to surgery and repeat the whole process
On top of that i just got another infection/illness that i might have picked up from the hospital ...
Been a little hard without my family supporting me, but my mate has been amazing this past month.. he stayed almost every day in the hospital with me..
I am very sorry i haven't been online, i miss all the lovelies , saro and crim i haven't forgotten about you and i think of you guys almost every day !!
well not soon after that i was hospitalized for a dental abscess infection and had to stay in the hospital for a few days...
my neck and jaw became swollen and oral antibiotics didn't work, so it extended my hospital time
i had surgery to drain the infection and the recovery time is not pretty... i have had lockjaw for a month now and it still hasn't let up, because of this my bad tooth that caused the infection cannot be removed or fixed because the dentist can't get in to my mouth..
A terrible catch 22
So tomorrow i will be going to the hospital again for another tremendously expensive (thank you US health system!!) cat (haha...cat scan) scan
If the cat scan indicates that i have more pockets of infection then i will have to go in to surgery and repeat the whole process
On top of that i just got another infection/illness that i might have picked up from the hospital ...
Been a little hard without my family supporting me, but my mate has been amazing this past month.. he stayed almost every day in the hospital with me..
I am very sorry i haven't been online, i miss all the lovelies , saro and crim i haven't forgotten about you and i think of you guys almost every day !!
sss
Posted 16 years agohello all!! Its been a while since i have written anything, but i feel that in my absence i should have said something!!
Alright, heres the sitch
I am working 5 days a week (thats full time with overtime) as well as going to school as a full time student... it sucks, but i am about to move in to a house of my own with a very good friend so i am very excited
My family left for Australia over a month ago, so its just me in this crazy U.S world... i'm doing pretty good at it ^^
Hello to everyone that has fav/watched/shouted/msged me recently!!!! I would love the time to talk to you all, but alas i have none and resort to Journals!!!
The 2 greatest people on FA that i miss are
OOsarovakOO 
Crimson2 , i miss my bros so much !!!!
in conclusion... i am still alive... and trying as hard as i can to stay active here... slowly working on some writing stuff...
Thank you!!!
*ends transmission and beams back to planet lamesauce*
Alright, heres the sitch
I am working 5 days a week (thats full time with overtime) as well as going to school as a full time student... it sucks, but i am about to move in to a house of my own with a very good friend so i am very excited
My family left for Australia over a month ago, so its just me in this crazy U.S world... i'm doing pretty good at it ^^
Hello to everyone that has fav/watched/shouted/msged me recently!!!! I would love the time to talk to you all, but alas i have none and resort to Journals!!!
The 2 greatest people on FA that i miss are
OOsarovakOO 
Crimson2 , i miss my bros so much !!!!in conclusion... i am still alive... and trying as hard as i can to stay active here... slowly working on some writing stuff...
Thank you!!!
*ends transmission and beams back to planet lamesauce*
halo continuances
Posted 16 years agoi have already made an outline for the second part of my Halo short stories, trying to pull things all together, but i think i have enough for a rough draft to begin !!
When i have some free time i'll begin it!!
Also i will try to keep the erotic stories motivation in my mind, when i get some of the life stress off my shoulders i'll try to put a quick thing together before starting on the real stuff
When i have some free time i'll begin it!!
Also i will try to keep the erotic stories motivation in my mind, when i get some of the life stress off my shoulders i'll try to put a quick thing together before starting on the real stuff
might i ?might I?
Posted 16 years ago... i just might start writing erotic short stories again.... somebody give me an idea...
Another sudden Change
Posted 16 years agoThe house i got turned out to be an unlivable piece of crap.
sooo... my plans of actually settling down for a a year or two suddenly fell apart in the past couple of days. i will be moving back home for the summer and try to get a job and maybe try to go to another school.
Also, my family is moving back to Australia... so i won't have a home in a few months- need to get a place in that time.
Thats life!
sooo... my plans of actually settling down for a a year or two suddenly fell apart in the past couple of days. i will be moving back home for the summer and try to get a job and maybe try to go to another school.
Also, my family is moving back to Australia... so i won't have a home in a few months- need to get a place in that time.
Thats life!
silversun pickups
Posted 16 years agoI like their new album more and more as i listen to it, there are many songs that appeal to me
Also i highly recommend "Does it Offend you, Yeah?" as a great electronic rock band
All their songs are delicious
Also i highly recommend "Does it Offend you, Yeah?" as a great electronic rock band
All their songs are delicious
update
Posted 16 years agoWell, these past couple of days have been extreme and now life is starting a new
Turns out i don't have ulcerative colitis, which is good
But life likes to do funny things, this is why i sat in a medical room as the doctor told me i have chlamydia
i believe i got chlamydia through a short interaction with my ex boyfriend of two weeks, seemed that asshole not only put me through 2 weeks of torment and pain, but gave me an STD to remember him by. I guess i picked the wrong person to try to have a relationship with
Rectal Chlamydia is rare in occurrence, i am the first patient that the doctor had in his career with the infection, fortunately it is completely treatable and i will never see it again. i already had a shot in my hip, so we will see if that works
Another great curve ball that life threw at me is my parents, they were concerned that the health care i was getting was not the best (as it definately wasn't) so they decided to get involved.
This is how they discovered their son was gay, he had a rectal STD caused from unprotected sex with a male
This was never how i wanted to tell them, but i couldn't help that, life decided that i wasn't going to have a choice when to tell them
They are doing alright i think, they said they would support me and it makes me very relieved , i even get to go see my family for Easter
And so now i have learned alot, i am going to get tested with a partner if we start a relationship, i recommend every does the same (the reason is because the guy that gave me this had not had any sexual relations in 9 months and had no symptoms... it can literally happen out of the blue) use my story as an example... I never want anybody to go through the searing pain that i went through...
I am doing alright now, had some time to think about everything, now i am turning the page and starting a fresh chapter
Turns out i don't have ulcerative colitis, which is good
But life likes to do funny things, this is why i sat in a medical room as the doctor told me i have chlamydia
i believe i got chlamydia through a short interaction with my ex boyfriend of two weeks, seemed that asshole not only put me through 2 weeks of torment and pain, but gave me an STD to remember him by. I guess i picked the wrong person to try to have a relationship with
Rectal Chlamydia is rare in occurrence, i am the first patient that the doctor had in his career with the infection, fortunately it is completely treatable and i will never see it again. i already had a shot in my hip, so we will see if that works
Another great curve ball that life threw at me is my parents, they were concerned that the health care i was getting was not the best (as it definately wasn't) so they decided to get involved.
This is how they discovered their son was gay, he had a rectal STD caused from unprotected sex with a male
This was never how i wanted to tell them, but i couldn't help that, life decided that i wasn't going to have a choice when to tell them
They are doing alright i think, they said they would support me and it makes me very relieved , i even get to go see my family for Easter
And so now i have learned alot, i am going to get tested with a partner if we start a relationship, i recommend every does the same (the reason is because the guy that gave me this had not had any sexual relations in 9 months and had no symptoms... it can literally happen out of the blue) use my story as an example... I never want anybody to go through the searing pain that i went through...
I am doing alright now, had some time to think about everything, now i am turning the page and starting a fresh chapter
another update
Posted 16 years agohaven't found out anything set in stone, but it could be ulcerative colitis or a nasty infection... i really do hope its the infection
The meds i am taking aren't working, just increasing the amount of bleeding. I am still in a lot of pain and discomfort, the doc fortunately prescribed some hydrocodone for me and when i take double the dose it actually helps with the pain
The ulcerative colitis possibility has really made me think, because it will be quite an unfortunate life change for me (i don't think i have to explain how unfortunate it is for a gay guy to have it ;P) .
But it seems that although i don't have the disease for sure it still seems to be doing damage to my life
I had been talking to and getting to know a guy that i like, really nice- an overall awesome guy. I was hoping to maybe head down the path of a relationship with him
I then decided to tell him that there might be a chance that i have ulcerative colitis....... i haven't heard from him since
....ouch.....
i have another appointment this coming tuesday, i can only wait
The meds i am taking aren't working, just increasing the amount of bleeding. I am still in a lot of pain and discomfort, the doc fortunately prescribed some hydrocodone for me and when i take double the dose it actually helps with the pain
The ulcerative colitis possibility has really made me think, because it will be quite an unfortunate life change for me (i don't think i have to explain how unfortunate it is for a gay guy to have it ;P) .
But it seems that although i don't have the disease for sure it still seems to be doing damage to my life
I had been talking to and getting to know a guy that i like, really nice- an overall awesome guy. I was hoping to maybe head down the path of a relationship with him
I then decided to tell him that there might be a chance that i have ulcerative colitis....... i haven't heard from him since
....ouch.....
i have another appointment this coming tuesday, i can only wait
Update
Posted 16 years agoWell i had the procedure done....ugh.... Something someone of my age should not be experiencing, but there i was, with that ridiculous looking medical gown on, just hanging out and talking to the nurses.
I woke up during the procedure.... i still remember it... i felt everything, it wasn't something good to feel, but fortunately when i started to grip the handrail and writhe my body in pain they doubled the medicine and it kicked me back out pretty quickly ...
The docs found that i have ulcers at the end of my colon... lots of them... this could be from an infection... or from an auto-immune disease....
I am really hoping that this isn't part of a disease, but my mother has an auto-immune disease and my uncle has the same disease that i might have....
Its all very scary, but i am trying to stay strong
... now i just have to... figure out... these freakin.... medicine enemas.... GAH!!!
I woke up during the procedure.... i still remember it... i felt everything, it wasn't something good to feel, but fortunately when i started to grip the handrail and writhe my body in pain they doubled the medicine and it kicked me back out pretty quickly ...
The docs found that i have ulcers at the end of my colon... lots of them... this could be from an infection... or from an auto-immune disease....
I am really hoping that this isn't part of a disease, but my mother has an auto-immune disease and my uncle has the same disease that i might have....
Its all very scary, but i am trying to stay strong
... now i just have to... figure out... these freakin.... medicine enemas.... GAH!!!
ungh
Posted 16 years agoBeen a while since i posted a journal..
I guess i will give you the whole story...
A week ago i had growing pains in ...where you ask?.... of course i am very unlucky... in my butt ...
The pains kept growing and growing, then there was blood...
Went to the doc... they pretty much raped me with things to figure it out, they were extremely concerned because they didn't find anything.... i got a bunch of blood work done, but they still didn't know whats wrong
So now i am going to the hospital tomorrow to get a full colonoscopy (aerff..) ....
I got a call from a nice lady at the hospital and she asked me if i had a Will..... she said that they don't know how serious this condition is ... but i might want to think about writing a will
*gulp*
I guess i will give you the whole story...
A week ago i had growing pains in ...where you ask?.... of course i am very unlucky... in my butt ...
The pains kept growing and growing, then there was blood...
Went to the doc... they pretty much raped me with things to figure it out, they were extremely concerned because they didn't find anything.... i got a bunch of blood work done, but they still didn't know whats wrong
So now i am going to the hospital tomorrow to get a full colonoscopy (aerff..) ....
I got a call from a nice lady at the hospital and she asked me if i had a Will..... she said that they don't know how serious this condition is ... but i might want to think about writing a will
*gulp*
Sex Meme
Posted 16 years agoThanks to the wonderful oh-so-naughty wolf OOsarovakOO for this one ...grrfff... that wolf is hard to be pesky too
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
yes yes.. i would lots
2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Each time of the day has its own good little part... i love nights... i aalways enjoy mornings... aagh
3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
i don't mind as long as its the fun side :D
4. Pork, beef, or chicken?
don't have much of a huge preference.. i like chicken.. but i second saro... i Love lamb... tasty
5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke?
don't think i have, but i have had to for others
6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
do butt grabs count as money?
7. Shower or bath?
i always take showers.. because i don't have a bath... if this is a sex meme then.. shower
8. Do you pee in the shower?
sometimes if i feel like it xD
9. Mexican or Chinese?
chineeese!
10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
aggressive, but occasionallly passive
11. Do you love someone on your friend list?
i do ^^ but as saro said "there are many kinds of love"
12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
nope : / if any live in Greeley, Colorado, i want to meet in person
13. Love or money?
love of course ^^ ... but its kind of nice to have some money for toys and lube
14. Credit cards or cash?
400 in credit card debts pushes me toward cash xD
15. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't?
my family is crazy, but no...
16. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel?
all depends on who with or what i am in the mood for....
17. What is the weirdest place you have had sex.
his parents water bed while his dogs watched .. one of them is a shiba inu so i allowed it
18. Would you shave your entire body (including your head) for money?
i would shave my body if i could :P my head may take a little more money. or if i lost a huge bet
19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
nope, doesn't appeal to me to see hang out near the sleezy greasy dudes to watch stuff i don't even like..
20. Ever been to a bar?
yeah, but i didn't drink
21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club?
nope, i'm a good slu
22. Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere?
grrfff.... yeah... that sucked
23. Kissed someone of the same sex?
when i was in first grade... and many other times in my later years
24. Favorite drink?
don't really mind about drinks..
25. Had sex in a movie theater?
lots of head and pawing.. right behind a couple hahaa
26. Had sex in a bathroom?
nah. unless you have a tonne of wet wipes
27. Have you ever had sex at work?
nope, but it would be awesome
28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
A couple actually, the one where i live is half straight half gay... so theres alot of fun stuff in there
29. Bought something from an adult store?
yep, but i wish i had more money to splurge
30. Have you been caught having sex?
yeah... and i know that everyone in the house heard us too.... the morning was just lots of jokes...
31. Does anyone have naughty pics of u?
hahaa, yes they do...
32. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
whoever wants to really
anybody i have talked to
OOsarovakOO for this one ...grrfff... that wolf is hard to be pesky too1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
yes yes.. i would lots
2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Each time of the day has its own good little part... i love nights... i aalways enjoy mornings... aagh
3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
i don't mind as long as its the fun side :D
4. Pork, beef, or chicken?
don't have much of a huge preference.. i like chicken.. but i second saro... i Love lamb... tasty
5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke?
don't think i have, but i have had to for others
6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
do butt grabs count as money?
7. Shower or bath?
i always take showers.. because i don't have a bath... if this is a sex meme then.. shower
8. Do you pee in the shower?
sometimes if i feel like it xD
9. Mexican or Chinese?
chineeese!
10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
aggressive, but occasionallly passive
11. Do you love someone on your friend list?
i do ^^ but as saro said "there are many kinds of love"
12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
nope : / if any live in Greeley, Colorado, i want to meet in person
13. Love or money?
love of course ^^ ... but its kind of nice to have some money for toys and lube
14. Credit cards or cash?
400 in credit card debts pushes me toward cash xD
15. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't?
my family is crazy, but no...
16. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel?
all depends on who with or what i am in the mood for....
17. What is the weirdest place you have had sex.
his parents water bed while his dogs watched .. one of them is a shiba inu so i allowed it
18. Would you shave your entire body (including your head) for money?
i would shave my body if i could :P my head may take a little more money. or if i lost a huge bet
19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
nope, doesn't appeal to me to see hang out near the sleezy greasy dudes to watch stuff i don't even like..
20. Ever been to a bar?
yeah, but i didn't drink
21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club?
nope, i'm a good slu
22. Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere?
grrfff.... yeah... that sucked
23. Kissed someone of the same sex?
when i was in first grade... and many other times in my later years
24. Favorite drink?
don't really mind about drinks..
25. Had sex in a movie theater?
lots of head and pawing.. right behind a couple hahaa
26. Had sex in a bathroom?
nah. unless you have a tonne of wet wipes
27. Have you ever had sex at work?
nope, but it would be awesome
28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
A couple actually, the one where i live is half straight half gay... so theres alot of fun stuff in there
29. Bought something from an adult store?
yep, but i wish i had more money to splurge
30. Have you been caught having sex?
yeah... and i know that everyone in the house heard us too.... the morning was just lots of jokes...
31. Does anyone have naughty pics of u?
hahaa, yes they do...
32. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
whoever wants to really
anybody i have talked to
roommate problems
Posted 17 years agomy new roommate is stealing money from me, fortunately its only change... but he is using it to just buy stuff after snorting oxycotin or some other stupid prescription drug..
he's also cheated me out of other money related things and used me to fuel more of his addictions to alcohol and other shit
*sigh* i hate it when people take advantage of kindness
he's also cheated me out of other money related things and used me to fuel more of his addictions to alcohol and other shit
*sigh* i hate it when people take advantage of kindness
FAGS
Posted 17 years agoAre you are FurAffinity gamer?
Yeah... thats my problem with that new FA steam group and its abbreviation..
Yeah... thats my problem with that new FA steam group and its abbreviation..
what happened to Hobbes?
Posted 17 years agoI am surprised there aren't loads of pictures of Hobbes on this site
I think he is cute and awesome
I think he is cute and awesome
dead space
Posted 17 years agoa very good game!
I love survival horrors and this is by far the best one that i have ever played (aside from the childhood imaginative amusement that i got from Doom, but the first ones were more just FPS anyway xD)
I just need to make sure i don't forget to do my work..
Happy Halloween!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gj1I1GH8ADw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n7Xf2rGYUyE
I love survival horrors and this is by far the best one that i have ever played (aside from the childhood imaginative amusement that i got from Doom, but the first ones were more just FPS anyway xD)
I just need to make sure i don't forget to do my work..
Happy Halloween!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gj1I1GH8ADw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n7Xf2rGYUyE
lonely and passive moment
Posted 17 years agoJust sitting here in my dorm, my 3 other roommates are trying to get to sleep, and for some reason things just don't feel right within me. It could be my ultra bad luck with relationships (so far every single one has ended in a forced break up when we didn't want to) and i'm getting pretty tired of it. Also, it seems like there might be some people around this area that i would surely relate to much better, but once again, its all based on my need to express myself.
I feel like this happens to many, we feel like puzzles with a missing piece. I am looking forward to finding mine, whatever form it might be. As for now we just have to find a way to temporarily fill this gap.... sometimes it just makes it worse
School is going pretty good, got a few papers and a 5 minute long speech to write this week, and msn is messing up so i can't take a good break and talk to the people i miss talking to
one thing i have noticed is that i miss music. i might bring my keyboard up here, but it would be big and i don't think the guys would like it much.
This dorm life suppresses many inner passions; that, and living with 3 room mates, one being a homophobic immature guy, its hard to be that expressive, and bottling ones emotions like that should never be done
anyway, a small rant ...
I feel like this happens to many, we feel like puzzles with a missing piece. I am looking forward to finding mine, whatever form it might be. As for now we just have to find a way to temporarily fill this gap.... sometimes it just makes it worse
School is going pretty good, got a few papers and a 5 minute long speech to write this week, and msn is messing up so i can't take a good break and talk to the people i miss talking to
one thing i have noticed is that i miss music. i might bring my keyboard up here, but it would be big and i don't think the guys would like it much.
This dorm life suppresses many inner passions; that, and living with 3 room mates, one being a homophobic immature guy, its hard to be that expressive, and bottling ones emotions like that should never be done
anyway, a small rant ...
i bought a blow up doll -.=.-'
Posted 17 years agoYep, Possibly the saddest day of my life. We actually need to blow up doll for a comedy sketch vid in which a man is cheated on my his blow up doll.... even though i would never use it (i would hate the feeling of plastic) i still felt like a weird creep for getting one ^^' ...
Dropped out for a long time but i now back!! ^^
Posted 17 years agoPower Supply Decided to kick out but i finally got a new crappy one to last until i get my laptop
yays
yays
some news i found interesting
Posted 17 years agocancer genes identified
http://www.time.com/time/health/art.....ommend>lung
Emo-Bashing in Mexico
http://www.time.com/time/arts/artic.....725839,00.html
“sex takes 3-13 minutes, study says”
http://www.cnn.com/2008/LIVING/pers.....ef=werecommend
The Clean Energy Scam
I will sum it up for you
“several new studies show the biofuel boom is doing exactly the opposite of what its proponents intended: it's dramatically accelerating global warming, imperiling the planet in the name of saving it. Corn ethanol, always environmentally suspect, turns out to be environmentally disastrous. Even cellulosic ethanol made from switchgrass, which has been promoted by eco-activists and eco-investors as well as by President Bush as the fuel of the future, looks less green than oil-derived gasoline.”
Full article
http://www.time.com/time/magazine/a.....,00.html?imw=Y
Not enough troops for afghanistan, they are all in iraq
http://www.cnn.com/2008/US/04/02/mu.....ef=mpstoryview
http://www.time.com/time/health/art.....ommend>lung
Emo-Bashing in Mexico
http://www.time.com/time/arts/artic.....725839,00.html
“sex takes 3-13 minutes, study says”
http://www.cnn.com/2008/LIVING/pers.....ef=werecommend
The Clean Energy Scam
I will sum it up for you
“several new studies show the biofuel boom is doing exactly the opposite of what its proponents intended: it's dramatically accelerating global warming, imperiling the planet in the name of saving it. Corn ethanol, always environmentally suspect, turns out to be environmentally disastrous. Even cellulosic ethanol made from switchgrass, which has been promoted by eco-activists and eco-investors as well as by President Bush as the fuel of the future, looks less green than oil-derived gasoline.”
Full article
http://www.time.com/time/magazine/a.....,00.html?imw=Y
Not enough troops for afghanistan, they are all in iraq
http://www.cnn.com/2008/US/04/02/mu.....ef=mpstoryview
