Depression has stuck
Posted 14 years agoMy curse is my life I bore through it for 16 years...and yet it's still not over yet.,,, I have no friends of my own I'm a lone fur in a crowd of humes no one I know who I can get along with...I've never had a real bithday I could remeber my own blood family hates me and disownned me...I'm even alone on here furries all around but none like me,,,,I suck at drawing and noticed the only people who ever really get any attention are Female artists, Gay Artist, Porn Atrist and Good Artists. Call me Envious but thats how and what I see. and unfortuneatly I'm not any of those.. My draings are crap nobody like custom game made paint jobs on cars and I think I'm worthless... I have confidence issues when it comes to asking for things I live in the shadow of fur family and pretty much I'm not of use to anyone,,,Why? was I made? Why am I here? Does whoever creatied me find my suffering amussing.... (Too depressed to write on)
Tattoo? On me?
Posted 14 years agoWell.....I always wanted a tattoo but then again its permanent and costs a lot of money.....>_> Luckily my New sis
augsagi-kitteh Knows how to make them without needles ^_^ which is a plus because needles scare the fock out of me.... O. O; any way her secret I wont tell but she said if you treat it right it will stay now of what to get and where to get it is my question ._.

Birthday season
Posted 14 years agoJenny-Febuary 27 : Own Art: 57%
Commission art: Done
Video: 10.5%
PJ- Own Art:89%
Me,Sagi and Ash-March 20 Sagi: Own art: 5%
Ashley: Own Art 0%
Me: Own Art 0%
Salisa- May 21
Own Art: 10%
Commissied Art 0%
More added Later or when i find dates
Commission art: Done
Video: 10.5%
PJ- Own Art:89%
Me,Sagi and Ash-March 20 Sagi: Own art: 5%
Ashley: Own Art 0%
Me: Own Art 0%
Salisa- May 21
Own Art: 10%
Commissied Art 0%
More added Later or when i find dates
Randomness Marathon
Posted 14 years agoOk people heres the thing my girlfriend
JennyoOkami and I were being randoms furries and somehow the phrase "CARD GAMES ON MOTORCYCLES" came out and then the thought how many people would join the marthon so
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Free Art
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2046537/ hurry yo ass up
OMG FREE ART CONTEST!!!
Posted 14 years agoYou heard right furs and furettes. This Sharkfoxx is having his first contest. To continue my artist training I will do pictures That abide by MY rules. Yea there will be rules so stop yer whining. Now heres what I will draw and won't draw Also this will only be a sketch and/or lineart so don't be thinking I'll give you full commission.
Rules: Give me a Refference
Make My Journal an AD in yours
Watch me when contest is done (Winners Only. But you can watch me if you want)
You will be assigned a number starting from 1
and Last but not least DON'T Whine about how I draw it'll piss me off (and delete you from the contest) ((Winners especially I'll delete your picture and give it to someone else. ))
Ok My do's and don'ts
DON'T: Vore, Scat, Water Sports, Cub Porn,.... you know this list we'll be long so....
DO: Straight, Yoai, Yuri, Clean, Herm, Chibis, Solos, Duos, Trios, General, Mature, Refferce, stuff that I'll aprove of
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A Meme?
Posted 14 years agoStolen from
regrozenah He's a Spai o. o
British
[ ] You drink a lot of tea.
[ ] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger"or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[x] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[ ] Its football... not soccer.
Total: 3
Australian
[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flip flops thongs not flip flops.
[x] You love a backyard barbie.
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[x]You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic.
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[x] You have an Australian something (A bro XD)
Total: 5
Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[x]You know how a real meatball tastes.
[ ] You know Italian songs.
[x] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[ ] You speak some Italian.
[ ] You are under 5'10''
[ ] You know what an Italian horn is
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world
[ ] You talk with your hands.
Total: 4
Spanish
[ ] You say member instead of Remember.
[ ] You speak Spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[x] You are dark skinned.
[x] You know what a Puta is.
[ ] You talk fast occasionally.
[ ] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[ ] You know what platanos are.
Total: 3
Russian
[ ] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[x]You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha.(An ex)
[x] You get cold easily.
[ ] Rain is fun for you.
[ ] You get into contests all the time.
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 4
Irish
[ ] You think beer is the best.
[x] You have a bad temper.
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[ ] You have blue or green eyes.
[X] You like the color green.
[X] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[ ] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have blonde hair.
[ ] You have/had freckles.
[ ]Your family get togethers always include drinking and singing
Total: 3
African American
[x] You say nigga/nukka casually
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You shoot a gun sideways(Though I own one I have never shot it sideways )
[x] You think President George Walker Bush is racist. (He should of been kicked out the second he stepped in)
[x] You like fried chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[x] You can dance.
[x] You can 'sing' gospel.
[x] You watch the show, "Boondocks"
Total: 7
Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[x] You are good at math.
[ ] You have played the piano.
[x] You have family from asia.
[ ] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total: 3
German
[x] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good.
[ ] You Speak some German. (I know what Dummkopf means :P)
[x] You know what Schnitzel is.
[ ] You hate it when people call you a Nazi.
[x] You went to Preschool.
[x] You're over 5'2.
Total: 5
Canadian
[x] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer.
[x] You say eh.
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[ ] You speak some french.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched degrassi
Total: 2
American
[ ] You hate foreigners.
[ ] You hate non - Christians.
[ ] You're lazy.
[ ] You are not cultured.
[X] You hate abortion.
[X] But love the death penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[ ] You shop at walmart.
[x] You think this survey is rather biased.
Total: 3
Fear mai A-F-R-O-A-M-E-R-I-C-A-N-E-S-S >=3

British
[ ] You drink a lot of tea.
[ ] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger"or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[x] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[ ] Its football... not soccer.
Total: 3
Australian
[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flip flops thongs not flip flops.
[x] You love a backyard barbie.
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[x]You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic.
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[x] You have an Australian something (A bro XD)
Total: 5
Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[x]You know how a real meatball tastes.
[ ] You know Italian songs.
[x] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[ ] You speak some Italian.
[ ] You are under 5'10''
[ ] You know what an Italian horn is
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world
[ ] You talk with your hands.
Total: 4
Spanish
[ ] You say member instead of Remember.
[ ] You speak Spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[x] You are dark skinned.
[x] You know what a Puta is.
[ ] You talk fast occasionally.
[ ] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[ ] You know what platanos are.
Total: 3
Russian
[ ] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[x]You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha.(An ex)
[x] You get cold easily.
[ ] Rain is fun for you.
[ ] You get into contests all the time.
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 4
Irish
[ ] You think beer is the best.
[x] You have a bad temper.
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[ ] You have blue or green eyes.
[X] You like the color green.
[X] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[ ] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have blonde hair.
[ ] You have/had freckles.
[ ]Your family get togethers always include drinking and singing
Total: 3
African American
[x] You say nigga/nukka casually
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You shoot a gun sideways(Though I own one I have never shot it sideways )
[x] You think President George Walker Bush is racist. (He should of been kicked out the second he stepped in)
[x] You like fried chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[x] You can dance.
[x] You can 'sing' gospel.
[x] You watch the show, "Boondocks"
Total: 7
Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[x] You are good at math.
[ ] You have played the piano.
[x] You have family from asia.
[ ] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total: 3
German
[x] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good.
[ ] You Speak some German. (I know what Dummkopf means :P)
[x] You know what Schnitzel is.
[ ] You hate it when people call you a Nazi.
[x] You went to Preschool.
[x] You're over 5'2.
Total: 5
Canadian
[x] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer.
[x] You say eh.
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[ ] You speak some french.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched degrassi
Total: 2
American
[ ] You hate foreigners.
[ ] You hate non - Christians.
[ ] You're lazy.
[ ] You are not cultured.
[X] You hate abortion.
[X] But love the death penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[ ] You shop at walmart.
[x] You think this survey is rather biased.
Total: 3
Fear mai A-F-R-O-A-M-E-R-I-C-A-N-E-S-S >=3
Feels like I'm going to E-X-P-L-O-D-E
Posted 14 years agoKicked out of my own house for doing something I love.... Drawing...I got a smart mouth bout time I did for ten years I've been the silent abuse doll in this goddamned family and you know what....I've had its a good thing I packed up early. Because I was not gonna let them ruin mouth life around the days of My Girlfriend's and Mine birthday. Thanks to a friend who's aleways been there for me I have a place to stay...for a while.
Art ^^
Posted 14 years agoSplit Mind
Posted 14 years agoOk here's the thing I've been seeing some wired shet around my reflectoins....Not I'm not paranoid and I'm not doing drugs...When ever I'm upset like lately and I'm looking at something reflective I see myself only it's like I'm mad at me.... My reflectoins eyes are as white as snow and its bearing it teeth at me. I'm mean this happened three times already and freaking me out....Either I'm tired, or something evil is fucking with me...>_>
In need of something to draw
Posted 14 years agoUgh......So bored don't know what to do some please tell me something, Anything
Contined from "OMGWTF"
Posted 14 years agoOk it's really freaking me out now Trevor is actully nice now >_> I'm not sure if its a trick or something but I'll be watching him. He took Salisa and Me to see Social Network and the ticket guy thoughtSalisa and Trevor will BF and GF and I was their son. Slightly funny but stupid for half the movie Trevor wanted to see if I can get the others forgive him.... I'm not them but I said "I don't know.. you gotta ask them." Well After the movie he took me to one of his friends to get me a hair cut. let me tell you that guy is good o. o he made a part in my hair that wenth into a star and he even put the "7th" in the middle of it" it feels wierd when I rub my head but meh. Also in other news My friend
Augsagi-kitteh But some of you know her as Sagi or Tristar Kat... Anyway she tells me Her Sister Ashley is moving back to Japan with their Grandma who we called "gram-gram or Grandma Nekole" Anyway Ashley says sinces she doesn't feel the group she "hangs" with isn't accepting of her furry way she'd move to somewhere where she could be her. I'm not sure what that means but I'll miss her slightly. Well thats it for now More news some other time

OMGWTF
Posted 14 years agoMy older brother Trevor is back but.... He's seems changed infact he wanted to apologise o.o Which is weird because he never aopolgises,,,, Even Salsia is shocked I'm freaking out that its back because it's almostr been a year since I've heard from him Also it snow at the wiredest time as soon as he showed up in fact it began to snow. Butanyway. He wanted to ake me and Salisa out to lunch dinner I don't know whats goning on but it's weirding me out. In other news will update later
Hmph.
Posted 14 years agoWell I feel like I droppeda wiegh off my shoulders Since I can't Trust "friends" I might as well drop them. Being the only fur in your sucks especially when show people theres nothing wrong with them...I earned $27 from this desicon Hm... and the reasonI had to drop these people was because they have a friend who's a real bitch in a half. -. - I mean all I said was "Mindrape" and show them a pic of a explosion shaped like a middle finger. and she took it to the point where it Offended her. So how She took mind rape as "I'm gonna rape you." Some of the Male school staff (My history teach, Gym tech and a couple of cops) thought the pic was funny even a female staff (Homeroom Teacher) Thought it was funny.,,,but somehow guideence counsler didn't... (it was She too) After that the people I called friends sided with the bitch who got me in this shit. Motherfuckers I hope they burn....-_-
Car+Fursona Commissions
Posted 14 years agoSince all my car are gathering dust in my Ps3 and School Computer hard drive I decided to sell them but with a catch. I'll be editing them with a picture of the buyer next in the picture. Hence my featured submission. All pictures will be an affordable $5-10 Depending on difficulty it might max out to $15 To a car you must have a backgrounless bust,full-body, or even headshot of your fursonait you would like the car to have a type of effect on it or you want a custom car made from scatch it will only be from $2-5 for best results of your fursona and car showing print out on large paper for a poster or do what ever you wish with it. Also Please Spread out this journal to your friends for speicals I might do. (Note: If your pic isn't colored and you want it digi'd it'll cost an extra $5 if your not one of the first 25 furples) P.S. Paypal is accpted Look for Slyson Wildton
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Sly Florish Mitsubishi Lancer MR9
Eve of Exinction 05 Ford Mustang GT
Techno'd Mistubishi Evo X
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Get here before its too late
Posted 14 years agoThis One Girl....
Posted 14 years agoThis One Girl...
She has stolen my heart.. so we couldn't be apart..
This One Girl..
Her love for me is matched only by apples...
This One Girl...
Voice as soft as silk and fists as hard as Metal...
This One Girl...
Forever I love...Never I hate.
This One Boy... loves This One Girl.. Jenny.
Meh.... Just anoher day
Posted 14 years agoNot into christmas this year.... Pretty much I'm just sleep in for it....The world can go one day without me right? Maybe even a year....Anyway it doesn't matter.....No one REALLY cares -yawn-..... - ,- You all have a happy christmas I'll just......idk....but whater
Iron artist challenge
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1965978/ Check out you might like it
Evil EXs
Posted 14 years agoNo I am, not kidding nor am I being funny... 2 of my exgirlfriends are trying to kill me on the internet.... ._ . I mean it was their fault we broke up....
1st gf: She broke up with me on Valintine's day... We got back together only for me to end it a week after.
2nd: Said I impregnated her and we havent even phyiscally touched. She put on this sharade for a month before she said it was an RP.... I'm like "WTF!?!? You don't play around with stuff like that!!!" We broke the moment I she started this but still that not right....
Atm My feelings for them is: Scared....they both have the money and resouces to find me and I cant hit a girl.... o. o
1st gf: She broke up with me on Valintine's day... We got back together only for me to end it a week after.
2nd: Said I impregnated her and we havent even phyiscally touched. She put on this sharade for a month before she said it was an RP.... I'm like "WTF!?!? You don't play around with stuff like that!!!" We broke the moment I she started this but still that not right....
Atm My feelings for them is: Scared....they both have the money and resouces to find me and I cant hit a girl.... o. o
Truth be told
Posted 15 years agoThere are are just somethings I have to get off my chest -sigh- they've been beating down lately and it has hard to feel good with a few mokeies on my back. Just the top five things I will admit to but. I also try to straighten things out.
1. I have a crush on
princesskoi though I love you like a sister yea i've had a bit of a mark on you and after saying this I also admitting im over it and all my love is focused on
jennyookami
2. -sigh- I always sceretly been jealous of
regrozenah yea.... "what is there to be jealous of?" you ask. Well theres alot your more popular with some of these talented and great people also you get to/know how to do things im still learn/yerning to do
3. My real name was Trevon Patterson beore I got it changed to Slyson Wildton
4. I have tried to take my own life after every time i've been dumped. So its been 5....6...maybe 7 times. I forget
5. I've shot my older brother....it was only in the leg and it was a small glock
I feel slightly better but I still fell a bit low
1. I have a crush on


2. -sigh- I always sceretly been jealous of

3. My real name was Trevon Patterson beore I got it changed to Slyson Wildton
4. I have tried to take my own life after every time i've been dumped. So its been 5....6...maybe 7 times. I forget
5. I've shot my older brother....it was only in the leg and it was a small glock
I feel slightly better but I still fell a bit low
Aint this a fail
Posted 15 years agoOk ok heres the deal new school = new people + new kid status. new class = new friends + new emenies. Here's the the thing about the friends their turning into furries like its a diesae as a fur myself I have no problem with but when everyone you meet and become friends with becomes one it gets kinda weird. My friend dave only join the furry natoin because I turn his girl into one. My friend anthony, a coversation about rvb and tf2 turned into fa and da and now hes a fur this new guy I met I show him one furry girl and hes on borad the fur train to. It madness!!!....if anyone uses that joke ill send after you .your sister .or your girlfriend Sin: oh goodie rape time. Shut it you. Im mean I talked to one of my teachers and shes a furry. What the bloody ell is going on?! LIFE....IS....WEIRD!!! >.< anyway.....just.seen scott pilgram was one good movie. I especially like the songs very nice Sex Bob-omb, clash at the demonhead and the takaynagi twins are my favs. And a bit of info on how my import nights story is on chapter 5 part 3. Speaking of writings Sin will be expressing hismelf in writing.
Sin: My writings will include Yuri, Yoai, Herm, Beastiality, beast on furry, lots of cum, bisexusals, DP , gangbang, tentacles, boob humping (tit fucking for you dirty furs), plots, lots of different furs, etc etc blah blah SEX and thats all.
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Sin: My writings will include Yuri, Yoai, Herm, Beastiality, beast on furry, lots of cum, bisexusals, DP , gangbang, tentacles, boob humping (tit fucking for you dirty furs), plots, lots of different furs, etc etc blah blah SEX and thats all.
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Randomness
Posted 15 years agoAs it is listed this is just a random post. Yes randomness. Nothing exciting or entertianing here... Unless you find me entertaining. Therefore id have to find you as a stalker who really has a bit too much free time. Lol I kid I kid. Sin: your not funny. Your a rapist. Sin: why thank chu. Your such a wesal Sin: And you dream about your older sisters' and yor girlfriend's asses. O\\\o ..... Sin: ownd heh heh Yea this is why its called randomness. Sin: because you randoly get ownd by yourself >XD. >'_> Moving on....My SSC Idea is moving along with great progress and with the editoin of the newest Lt I think Neo Fur might get off the ground too. THOUGH we're the SSC gamers are having trouble recruiting due to lack of trying by recruits. Sin: That and the fact you built a course that goes all over l.a. And stuck the checkpoints in places people are to lazy to travel too. Its not my fault their just lazy bums all the had to do was drive to each checkpoint grab it and go to the at studio. Sin: it was 30 checkpoits So... Sin: Idiot... Oh go rape someone. -_ - except any of the girls. Sin: Damn. Well that ends this espisode of randomness. Now igotta go get a leash for me before the cops catch him.
Not leaving.....yet
Posted 15 years agoI know I knoit sounds dumb but I cant leave at least not yet I took a stab and lived I dont feel as though im thankful for my luck. In fact I felt like I knew I knew I was gonna live.....I have things to do a list to follow. Each person on that list is hiding in NJ,but Ill won't kill them or anything just pay each pne of them back
Being hated
Posted 15 years agoWell I know every fur deals with haters and such but what happen when half the school hates you and exprssing the furry to friends drives the hater to attack you at your own home? I mean WTF I can fight and getting quite on the built side but serriosly If it wasn't for my dad's fav revolver, a few household item that can be used as weapons and My older sister I would probably be in the hospital or worse... Any the whole thing started with me trying to protect my friend's girl friend. -Sigh- People really piss me off.... worse thing about it I have to keep my dad's gun on me...I think its a bit over the top but whatevs I keep a tire iron in my backpack for protecton... Well wish me luck Slyson out