Writinggg
Posted 15 years ago-Trying to complete a fic exchange with myriadolust off LJ by tonight, since she finished her half of the deal and it was generally epic.
I agreed to the exchange mostly because she asked me. I really don't have much interest in doing it, since she and I are in the same fandom and thus compete for the same limited readership. She's good and it's not like me to friendly-it-up with someone of equal/greater talent within the community.
-I JUST got my BNF status for this fandom over Caelumi, and I really don't want to get another rival so soon. It's exhausting to compete with these people... There's so much backstabbing just to snag readers/comments.
I would quit, but I've too competitive.
-Anyway...
/procrastination?
I agreed to the exchange mostly because she asked me. I really don't have much interest in doing it, since she and I are in the same fandom and thus compete for the same limited readership. She's good and it's not like me to friendly-it-up with someone of equal/greater talent within the community.
-I JUST got my BNF status for this fandom over Caelumi, and I really don't want to get another rival so soon. It's exhausting to compete with these people... There's so much backstabbing just to snag readers/comments.
I would quit, but I've too competitive.
-Anyway...
/procrastination?
Blegh
Posted 15 years ago-So much stuff to do, no time to do it.
Nap. Calling me.
Nap. Calling me.
[I should be in jail]
Posted 15 years agoTaken from Fuh~
If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I've got a ticket to Hell]
HAVE YOU...
[ x ] smoked
[ x ] consumed alcohol
[ x ] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[ x ] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[ x ] kissed someone of the same sex
[ x ] had sex
[ x ] had someone in your room other than family
[ x ] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[ x ] tried drugs
TOTAL SO FAR: 9
[ x ] taken painkillers
[ x ] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[ x ] lied to your parents
[ x ] lied to a friend
[ x ] snuck out of the house
[ x ] done something illegal
[ x ] felt hurt
[ x ] hurt someone
[ x ] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die
TOTAL SO FAR: 18
[ x ] missed curfew
[ x ] stayed out all night
[ x ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[ ] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[ x ] dyed your hair
[ x ] been in an accident
[ x ] been to a club
[ ] been to a bar
TOTAL SO FAR: 24
[ x ] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[ x ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ x ] had a spring break in Florida
[ x ] sniffed anything
[ x ] wore black nail polish
[ x ] wore arm bands
[ x ] wore t-shirts with band names
[ x ] listened to rap
[ x ] owned a 50 Cent CD
TOTAL SO FAR: 33
[ ] dressed gothic
[ ] dressed girly
[ x ] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[ x ] stole something
[ x ] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[ x ] fainted
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor
TOTAL SO FAR: 37
[ ] had a crush on a friend
[ ] been to a concert
[ x ] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[ x ] been called a slut
[ x ] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[ x ] broken a mirror
[ x ] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ x ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
TOTAL SO FAR: 43
[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[ x ] seen an R-rated movie
[ x ] cruised the mall
[ x ] skipped school
[ ] had surgery
[ x ] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[ x ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[ x ] caught something on fire
[ x ] lied about your age
TOTAL SO FAR: 50
[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[ x ] broke the law in the police's presence
[ x ] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[ ] got in trouble with the police
[ x ] talked to a stranger
[ x ] hugged a stranger
[ x ] kissed a stranger
[ x ] rode in the car with a stranger
[ x ] been harassed
[ x ] been verbally harassed
TOTAL SO FAR: 58
[ x ] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[ x ] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[ x ] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[ x ] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[ x ] been to a fair
[ x ] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[ x ] prank-called someone
[ x ] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[ x ] cheated on a test
TOTAL 69
If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I've got a ticket to Hell]
HAVE YOU...
[ x ] smoked
[ x ] consumed alcohol
[ x ] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[ x ] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[ x ] kissed someone of the same sex
[ x ] had sex
[ x ] had someone in your room other than family
[ x ] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[ x ] tried drugs
TOTAL SO FAR: 9
[ x ] taken painkillers
[ x ] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[ x ] lied to your parents
[ x ] lied to a friend
[ x ] snuck out of the house
[ x ] done something illegal
[ x ] felt hurt
[ x ] hurt someone
[ x ] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die
TOTAL SO FAR: 18
[ x ] missed curfew
[ x ] stayed out all night
[ x ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[ ] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[ x ] dyed your hair
[ x ] been in an accident
[ x ] been to a club
[ ] been to a bar
TOTAL SO FAR: 24
[ x ] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[ x ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ x ] had a spring break in Florida
[ x ] sniffed anything
[ x ] wore black nail polish
[ x ] wore arm bands
[ x ] wore t-shirts with band names
[ x ] listened to rap
[ x ] owned a 50 Cent CD
TOTAL SO FAR: 33
[ ] dressed gothic
[ ] dressed girly
[ x ] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[ x ] stole something
[ x ] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[ x ] fainted
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor
TOTAL SO FAR: 37
[ ] had a crush on a friend
[ ] been to a concert
[ x ] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[ x ] been called a slut
[ x ] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[ x ] broken a mirror
[ x ] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ x ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
TOTAL SO FAR: 43
[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[ x ] seen an R-rated movie
[ x ] cruised the mall
[ x ] skipped school
[ ] had surgery
[ x ] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[ x ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[ x ] caught something on fire
[ x ] lied about your age
TOTAL SO FAR: 50
[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[ x ] broke the law in the police's presence
[ x ] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[ ] got in trouble with the police
[ x ] talked to a stranger
[ x ] hugged a stranger
[ x ] kissed a stranger
[ x ] rode in the car with a stranger
[ x ] been harassed
[ x ] been verbally harassed
TOTAL SO FAR: 58
[ x ] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[ x ] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[ x ] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[ x ] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[ x ] been to a fair
[ x ] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[ x ] prank-called someone
[ x ] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[ x ] cheated on a test
TOTAL 69
Death Watch
Posted 15 years agoHe will wait until the end of time, and when time has ended, he will wait still longer.
The cool rain outside sends tendrils of fog creeping from the river and they slip into the tomb, ghosting over names and dates like chilled fingers grasping for a hold on damp grass. From a crumbling corner comes the steady drip of water, slipping through a crack in the stone roof and dropping to join its drowning brothers below.
The last safe place.
The dripping water makes a steady ticking sound, like the beat of a natural drum, echoing off long-crumbling walls and stone tombs, repeated a thousand times or more.
A living corpse, not completely out-of-place with the dead. He shudders in the corner, shudders and waits.
And he will always wait. Until the end of time. Until, finally, one day, there is nothing left to wait for.
Forgive me, his silence shrieks, filling the space with echos of sorrow. Blind eyes stare at death, watching, waiting.
Forgive me. I make no sound, but I must scream.
The cool rain outside sends tendrils of fog creeping from the river and they slip into the tomb, ghosting over names and dates like chilled fingers grasping for a hold on damp grass. From a crumbling corner comes the steady drip of water, slipping through a crack in the stone roof and dropping to join its drowning brothers below.
The last safe place.
The dripping water makes a steady ticking sound, like the beat of a natural drum, echoing off long-crumbling walls and stone tombs, repeated a thousand times or more.
A living corpse, not completely out-of-place with the dead. He shudders in the corner, shudders and waits.
And he will always wait. Until the end of time. Until, finally, one day, there is nothing left to wait for.
Forgive me, his silence shrieks, filling the space with echos of sorrow. Blind eyes stare at death, watching, waiting.
Forgive me. I make no sound, but I must scream.
You Know The Funny thing About It (I Couldn't Answer)
Posted 16 years ago-Got invited by G to go to a pool hall downtown to see heavy metal bands perform.
I didn't know anyone in the hall but G, and he managed to avoid speaking to me the whole night, so it was socially terrible. However, the music was good, so I guess I moderately enjoyed myself.
-I asked J to go with me, but he was stuck at home with his crazy dad and his stepmom, as usual. Didn't even bother asking R, he never gets to do anything.
-However, going with J tomorrow to play DDR, which will hopefully be fun!
-Smellyleaf
I didn't know anyone in the hall but G, and he managed to avoid speaking to me the whole night, so it was socially terrible. However, the music was good, so I guess I moderately enjoyed myself.
-I asked J to go with me, but he was stuck at home with his crazy dad and his stepmom, as usual. Didn't even bother asking R, he never gets to do anything.
-However, going with J tomorrow to play DDR, which will hopefully be fun!
-Smellyleaf
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