Lied to and cheated on for years.
Left with huge ass debt.
2 kids.
He had it all planned out.
He knew when he was leaving.
What he was doing.
Fucking. Fuck.
I don't want to be in a world like this.
Someone please kill me.

I don't know what to do. I'm so terrified of being alone even though my family is here for support. I don't know how to function alone.

A week ago we went and bought a puppy for my uncles Christmas gift. The littlw toy aussie i posted a pic of in my gallery. A couple days later he got really lethargic. Took to vet found out he had parvo so he had to stay with them. Last night they called to let us know he passed away. We only got to be with him for 3 days. He was the sweetest happiest thing. I'm happy that at least a few of his last days he got to know what family and fun was. He didn't deserve to have an end like this especially so soon in life. And it was all preventable. Just a little sad and torn up. The whole family got attached to the little bugger. Weve already gotten a replacement puppy for my uncle ill post pictures of her probably tomorrow. A little pomsky girl.

Somehow down to two diapers for my kid. And im $10 negative in my account. Chase keeps fucking ne over the last 2 months.

Sooo please consider buying a commission! Or an open adopt in my gallery!

Flat color full body $10
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23240132/ minus the shading

Custom of my species or a different base I own $10
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24280888/

anyone has and wanna share? i can do arts

Must be open
$20 and under for full body flats
Only cuz that's about what I have XD
Prefer quick turn around and love watching my art streamed if possible <3

Commissioned a fursuit head with the maker fully aware of a deadline. Deadline gets close. No word so i start sending notes AND emails. Find out all this time they havent worked on it...because they couldnt find the right fur...thats a SERIOUS lack of communication. If she told me I have over 50 characters and lots of those are mains...i just wanted a fursuit for my convention I would have HAPPILY switched characters. Also...how is it hard to find 2 colors of grey fur. O.o. So when she replied letting me know that I instantly that day sent a few characters for her to choose one that she might maybe already have fur for since the deadline was so close. Me the commissioner making sacrifice and compromising. Deadline is a week or 2 away and no response to any emails or notes for a week. I know there's not enough time for my head to be finished. So i send the email and a note saying if I don't get a response in 3 days I have to get PayPal involved. 4 days pass and I open the PayPal case and with in a COUPLE HOURS get emails for the artist....who couldn't answer my other emails...so I got my refund. And everything was chill never said ONE word after...and today I find out I'm blocked when I can't fave a submission. I never even did artist beware...but now I will. It's fucked up nd immature.

I live in Florida. And my mate brings me up to Michigan for his step mom's funeral. And he just now left me. Now i have to find a way to get me and my 2 kids home with no money. Not to mention not a single member of his family has come to ask if I'm alright after my mate stormed out. I don't want to wake my family back in Florida until morning. I'm so fucked. Emotionally and figuratively. I'm fucking stuck and a wreck.

Please feed me
Feed me my addiction of anime.
My hulu subscription ran out. And I miss it so. V.v

Preparing for it. Idk whether to be scared or not o.o like born and raised in florida. Been through hurricanes and nothing's happened. But this ones the biggest. We are literally next door neighbors to the house we were in for the last real hurricane. And no damage at all. Sooo idk.

Name your own art slave?
i want this
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24537494/
you can also ask for characters from here but half of them are gonna be no?
like if i use them you prolly cant have them v.v idk
http://www.furaffinity.net/scraps/nyx./

Is it wrong to pour out your problems to strangers? Like talking in journals or telling some random person who happened to assume something good about your life but its really terrible? Is it okay to break down? If I keep breaking down like this eventually I won't be able to get up. I cant ask for advice because I don't actually take it. I feel like such a baby. As an adult I shouldn't cry this much. But I cant hold them back either. I want to love and be loved and be happy. I didnt think that was alot to ask for. But i was wrong.

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/jaguaris/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24516723/

I just wanna go crawl in a hole and die. Maybe it's me maybe it's the people around me. I don't even know. I'm just not happy anymore.

Ah man so many people gathering! So fun! Lugia keeps escaping but I have nabbed an Articuno! =D Hoes it going for anyone else that plays?! Any 100%'s?!

Have 2 weeks until we have to move out and still no place to go. Emotional relationship issues still haunting me. I just wanna curl up in a ball. Weee.

Is coming to megacon. Like. Omg. <3
Tempted for photo shoot or autograph.
Like. What dooooo. Cuz. I'm shy. But. Want pic. Ahhh.
I don't even know what to say to normal people let alone stars. Phft.
I'm so lame.
Help lol.
Anyone share my obsession?

Canon rebel xti dslr camera
Comes with

75-300mm lens attachment
Camera bag
Extra battery
Battery charger
Camera strap

Been lightly used amazing camera

http://imgur.com/ojkL3Ed
http://imgur.com/CTQpyIW

Make me some offers

All these new apps and shit coming out. Like you give your number and purposefully uncheck all recommended then you still get them on your list...like what's the point. Then it's literally the same thing as sending a message back and forth on your phone. But you don't pre record it it's live. Which I hate even more. Then it causes a whole shit ton of relationship trust issues on top of that. Weee . Stop making dumb useless things plz. Skype at least makes sense cuz both people are real time like face to face. Sending video messages back and forth is retarded.

Mate wants a disney tattoo. A BIG one.

Starting right shoulderblade going up and then down the arm

Basically a tree that branches out and has some of his favorite characters on it

Quote meh and give an example of your art?

Lines or colored (preferred) would probably be fine

I made a basic sketch of what he kinda wanted if u need it

Hello need some money so gonna try opening commissions =D
Going to have a few options for ya'll
1-3 character arts anything from sketch to color with some shading
Art Slave
Custom Adopts
pretty much anything you want I am willing to do!
My goal is $500 to put towards MEGACON

Backgrounds-not really good at them but willing to try my best! I am still learning!

Art Slaves!

$500 Art Slave - my goal
Pretty much anything you want for as long as you want? We would come to an agreement on a set number of pieces or time something!

$100 Small Art Slave
Still a good deal with lots of art =D

Normal prices!

Custom Characters on Bases
$15

Traditional Sketch
$5/character

Digital Sketch
$7/character + $3 Color

Lines
$10 1st character + $5 each additional

Color
$15 1st character + $7 each additional

I THINK that covers everything? XD
You are welcome to color any uncolored piece from me =) you are just not allowed to sell or make profit off my sketches/lines.

Examples
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22832345/ Color
http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/.....der/68401/Sold Custom Characters on Bases
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21999493/ Color (Nude)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22174783/ Color (NSFW)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20563612/ Digital Sketch (will prolly be cleaner than this lol)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20564841/ Digital Sketch (will prolly be cleaner than this lol) (Nude)

Traditional Sketch Examples (Some are missing small details a commission would have like the eyes and toes being drawn in, I just avoid it when drawing for myself)
http://imgur.com/sGElxPI
http://imgur.com/zb4lmAw
http://imgur.com/qhAepbM
http://imgur.com/d4R3jS9
http://imgur.com/EIWlqzW
http://imgur.com/3XfuCC6
http://imgur.com/KiWjdOD
http://imgur.com/j0EZpGW
http://imgur.com/BQnyTyo
http://imgur.com/BesS5xj NSFW
http://imgur.com/Meo6aR0
http://imgur.com/ovN4yuk
http://imgur.com/wUpzp24

bases to download/buy
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22212867/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22232780/
http://high-yote.deviantart.com/art.....et-5-650771731
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23214193/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22088833/
https://sellfy.com/stripesandteeth
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23141409/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23114032/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22065980/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21541951/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23037075/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23213796/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23001401/
https://sellfy.com/p/gvDW/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21444462/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22964001/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22954838/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22950576/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22914649/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22915083/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22877310/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22856229/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22838885/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22800210/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22768834/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22756511/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22743155/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22709897/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22693041/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22693072/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22674579/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22662891/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22040010/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22597293/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22586567/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22578437/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22578399/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22564517/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22461404/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22023298/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22125919/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22412801/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22383565/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22376806/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21603557/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22118406/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22044071/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21993229/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21856303/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21836070/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21338300/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21125418/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20957980/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20958466/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20873014/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20874628/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20786761/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20760631/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20689377/

Won't someone pick me first. Please. I just want to love and be loved. That's all.

GO HERE
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8172236/