Hello all, after being stuck in my own little bubble for so long I think I'm finally starting to brake free. Heads in a better state than its been for decade, and now I'm just trying to put a stop to some major time wasting habits that have been getting in the way of you my friends and my creative bug. Uninstalled YouTube and 9gag of my phone and iPod which I have wasted months on.... Think I'm addicted.

Happily I will be returning to the Londonfurs meets this weekend and with any luck will have some pictures of my current suit build for a friend which is way overdue. I'm hoping to be more social and talkative online as well now, as I was so addicted to my YouTube and 9gag content that I was even turning notifications off on my social apps.

I'm hoping that this new chapter won't slip, and I'm doing my best to end this cycle that has made me become so reclusive. Look forward to see you peeps this weekend!

*BALLISTIC HUGS!!!*

I wish I could have made this weeks london meet but funds were low and I hadnt kept up too date "sigh" I miss you all and I hope to see you as soon as I am able :(

Hello all my friends, sorry that I seem to have dropped off the face of the earth. Things have been very difficult and stressful at work lately and so my introvertedness has gotten a bit out of hand hence me being a bit hermity. But worry not things are on the mend slowly and Iv got my top engineers working tech support on my brain so hopefully I will be back to my chatty self again. Just wanted to let you all know that I haven't forgotten about you and that you all have been in my thoughts.

Love you all and hopefully speek to you soon

Smiles :3

At the moment Im just trying to get my laptop running smoothly again. It's been acting up for ages but now that I have a new hard drive Iv backed everything up and are in the process of installing updates to allaw me to install anti virus stuffs :3 Im hoping to get it working well enough to do some video editing as Im trying to enter the world of YouTube this year. Wish me luck

P.S my cat Tom tryed to follow me into the town center two days ago, it was halerious as we kept taking him back to the flat grounds but he kept coming. In the end we had to pick him up and take him back to the flat, all the while explaining to peeps walking by that he had followed us and that we were not cat napping XD silly Tom tom

Well here we are, the new year is literally just over the horizon and there is a lot to look back on.

This year stared wonderfully seeing my friends a lot early on. Going home to see family and I was even better in myself after such a long period of depression. I was flying high and then life stuff happened. My depression came back and I lost a lot of progress I had made, falling back into old mind sets and even suffering stress induced fits. My friends have been there for me throughout this year and I cant thank them enough (you know who you are) and my counceling has allowed me to figure a lot of things out.

I've had to be strong for the last 4 months, the risk of having to be forced back to Swansea has been a looming possibility for a while. My fiancée has been very unwell but after this long period normality seems to be returning. With luck soon she will return to work (which she is desperate to & sick of being stuck at the flat)
Im very aware that during this time I haven't been a very good friend. I've spent so much time putting my love first that I haven't been talking much to my friends or family and with this new year I intend to change that. I can't wait to be more talkative very soon :)

Anyway although this year has sucked a lot, there's a new one just around the corner and I intend to make it a good one. Love you all and have a wonderful new year "BALLISTIC HUG!!!"